Nod if You Can Hear Me

I don’t know where are you at
I’m not sure where I am at
I’m not sure if I’m even anywhere at all
Do you hear my call?

Just nod if you can hear me
It’s too lonely in here, it’s too lonely
In the emptiness of my fate
It’s too lonely to be so far away from home,
I crave the darkness of the night skies, wishing
To be finally back where I really belong, beyond outer space
It’s not easy to be on this planet when you are just a mistake

There’s nobody around,
As I met my true self, I saw there was nothing left
As I spoke to myself, there was no sound,
The perfect answer, when there are no more questions at all
In solitude, I shall stand
In silence, I shall stand
And nobody needs, or ever will understand

Do you hear my call?
Sometimes I can’t hear it myself
It’s easier when there’s nothing left
As the end gets near, and I disappear
As my head finally gets clear
Just nod if you still can hear me
While I’m still here

Karma Queen

Come on, I know you are there
I know you are somewhere there
Hiding from yourself
Pretending to be somebody else
You become a part of what you criticize
When you wear such disguises
And deny yourself every right
I wonder if you realize
But well, I don’t buy your self – righteous suicide

Nobody, is like you
Nobody, thinks like you
Nobody, shines like you
Nobody, sinks like you
Nobody, bleeds like you

Some kind of Jesus Christ
Behaving like Atlas
Carrying all the crosses
Taking all the hits
By choice, drowning in self – despite

You could just walk right out of Hell,
But you refuse any help, running away from yourself
So you only want to be left alone, to bleed and die
I don’t get why

But well, you don’t own me any explanation, anyway
After all, it’s your life
Your choice, your voice, and your suicide
It’s yours, all yours,
And you will never be mine
Okay, that’s fine......
If you are a Jesus Christ, who am I?
Am I Pilates, am I just supposed to accept I’m powerless,
And just watch as you die,
On your self – righteous suicide?

Nobody, will ever be like you
Nobody, will ever think like you
Nobody, will ever live like you
Nobody, will ever bleed like you
Nobody, will ever die like you
Nobody, will ever shine like you

You could be my salvation
I could take you to a brand new station
But we’ll both die in starvation
As you locked me out of your Paradise
Away from your light
You won’t let me in
You won’t let me be by your side
You will never be mine
Okay, that’s alright.....

You won’t let me in,
You won’t let me in,
You won’t let me in,
You won’t let me in,
So none of us will win

Dark Angel

Spreading her wings across the skies
Outshining the sun, until it dies
There will be darkness, fear and horror
For those weak of soul and heart
As the Dark Angel arrives

She can be kind, if she wants to
If you deserve to
She can share with you her realms
Of dramatic reality
But she can also smash you into pieces, if she wants to
And if you deserve to
So you won’t want her as your enemy

Rising to the skies, through the clouds
Indigo power unleashed, dark wings open wide
Silver sword ready for the strike
Ancient power, and modern powder,
It’s too late for you to get out alive
For the Dark Angel has arrived

Funil

Funil? Pra quê funil?
Não preciso de funil, vai pra puta que o pariu
Ouviu?

E agora?
Quem vai dar o fora?
Cadê seu orgulho viril?
Desceu pelo seu funil?
Eu sei ser muito mais vil
Vc nunca olhou, por isso não viu

Eu sou uma mosca, sua coisa tosca
Tenho mil olhos, meus cães estão no seu encalço
Por quê enfim consegui abrir o canil
Foi você quem pediu
Não preciso de babá, babaca
Não sou um vampiro, guarde sua estaca

E agora?
Quem se esvai mais a cada hora?
Onde foi parar todo seu orgulho viril?
Desceu todo pelo seu maldito funil?
Eu sei ser sempre mais vil
E não preciso do seu funil
Então vai pra puta que o pariu

Birthday

Everybody, so far away
Some of them have a life, still they are not satisfied
Some of them are broken like me,
But they refuse to fight
So why should I?

This is not the celebration, of the day I was born
But of the day that I died, for the last time
Bleeding ritual, my last funeral

I embrace what I am, the nothingness in me
So empty inside
You would not wish me a happy birthday
If you knew I was actually never alive

Everybody, so far away
It’s early 90’s again
I just walked in circles, all these years in vain
It’s zero again, even I am away today

I walked all I could walk
I talked all I could talk
I did all I could do
It all just led me to this
So this is how it ends, nothing left
Give me my death certificate, I will no longer fight the tide
I am officially dead

I never thought I could feel this way one day
Undone, away from home, completely alone
Cannot measure such emptiness and loneliness
No one here with me, as I am consumed by a invisible enemy
No one to keep me company,
As I keep on bleeding, I will bleed all day long
There’s nothing left, but the ghosts in my head
The last fall, will you attend my last funeral?

There is nothing to celebrate,
This is just the day that I died, for the last time
In fact, I was never really alive, I never had the chance to try
Now, that Saturn has arrived,
Why should I?

There is nothing to celebrate,
I was born already torn, already dead
Just give me my death certificate
And let me disappear, as my murdered soul, victimized by anemia,
Burns at the stake
Reduced to nothing but ashes....

Resolution

It’s not about religion, or superstition
Just use your innervision, without any supervision
While you lie under the tree, falling asleep
You are dreaming, but you are not really living

Is it scarier, to deal with the truth
The facts, right in front of you
Is it really easier to hide, and close your eyes,
In the wave of mutilation, until everything dies?

It’s not about right or wrong
It’s about singing your own song
You have been singing their song for too long
It’s about recognizing your own potential, fight for whatever you want to
Realizing how much you are Strong

It’s not about black or white
Left or right
It’s about opening your third eye,
You have three, and they have only one,
So it should be easy for you to recognize the lie

It’s not about flags, parties, or ideology
It’s about information, liberation, inner salvation
It’s about getting rid of all hypocrisy, the enslavement of morality
It’s about travelling through the seas, and getting free

It’s about remembering and keeping your essence,
It’s about Independence, no place for innocence
It’s about revolution, the last revolution,
The end of all institution, and constitution
It’s about the cure, the final solution, resolution

Exit the Matrix

How long have been this going on?
WHY was it going on?
Is it still going on?
HOW could this even go on?

I Always arrive too late, and this time it really hurt me deep inside
So there’s nothing I can do but to contemplate the damage that I cannot fix
No matter how much I want to, and I will never even have a chance to
At least, not even such damage can affect the strenght and beauty of some souls
At least, I could learn much, you can too, if you read this message carefully

But I can’t deal with such hostility, brutality
I’m too sick of this world and all this bestiality
It’s nothing but insanity, there’s so many I could do, but I will never have the chance to
So I know the tides are turning and the cleansing is finally coming,
Soon all the disease of this merry – go – round will stop
As they get rusty, the wheels of time
But even tough I’m empty, your pain is also mine
I can’t do anything to ease this pain, and I don’t even have a life
The obvious choice is suicide

This planet has become nothing but a jewish – masonry disgusting and opressive prison
There is no more reason, only treason
As a rebel, it seens I don’t have any right
Whatever, I see right through Horus, right through the lies
And I don’t want to keep on breathing in vain, trapped in “Life”
This is just a prison, and I already did my time

My nature was Always to self – destruct, so I just pushed the buttom
I will never have what I want, I will never be, I will never be what I want to be
Gonna destroy what’s left of myself, and gonna leave a trail of destruction behind
For I will speak to you, world, in a very loud and explosive tone, that’s how you will hear my voice
Before I finally cease to exist, and find some peace
Away from here, finally free
With the only choice that is mine
Sweet suicide