Close - Up

Fading in, fading out
You could not live without
All the cameras and the fame around
That you managed to get without any sound

He was your last touch with reality
He was your only hope of keeping any lucidity
But well, you just got too mad
You just got too attached
And now this man is dead
But well, he should have seen it coming
And he kind of deserved,
So in the end, it's justice well served

Now you got what you wanted
Now you got the only thing you really needed
Walking down the stairs, the falling star
With all the looks back to you,
With all the cameras back on you,
All the illusion of fame and glamour

Now with all the cameras back,
The only thing you have left,
You can have your close - up,
In a very strange, and twisted way
It does not matter, anyway,
Get ready for your last close - up,
Enjoy your last close - up

Fading in, fading out,
Fading in fading out....
You never realized, you were too proud
Now the screen gone black, and you are out

Fading in, fading out,
Fading in, fading out.....

Headaches

Ahhhhhh
My head aches everyday, all day
When I wake up, when I open my eyes, the pain is usually already there
And then it comes to mind that I will have to spend another 24 hours with YOU around,
A annoying, loud, and despicable presence impossible to ignore,
Then my fucking head starts to ache even more!

I'm too sick of it, I just can no longer tolerate it
You make me sick, you get on my nerves, more and more, with all your crap
I had enough, I'm over my limit, day after day, after day, more and more,
I just can't stand it anymore!

We used to get along, but you fucked it all up
We used to be friends, but you fucked it all up, and now my patience is over
Try to avoid you as much as I can, try to hold on as much as I can,
But it's becoming impossible, the pressure just keeps on building,
The walls just keeps on closing in, as I keep on trapped here  on this cage
With you, despicable creatures that I can no longer tolerate
With you two, pathetic scum, and I can't escape
Everyday, day after day after day, you are always on my way
And you never go away!

Ahhhhhhhh
My head is exploding, you are so annoying, you are so fucked up
But I won't tolerate it anymore, and it's impossible to ignore
But I won't let you fuck me up anymore, it's sad to see you just as bad as all the others
Hostile hypocrites that tortured me before,
But well, I just can't tolerate it anymore!

Ahhhhhhhh
Just your presence already gets me stressed,
And all that shit you say, all that shit you do, everyday,
My head starts to ache even more
Makes me want to punch you in the face just to make you stop
Because you don't go away, and I can't escape!

It got to the point that, just to hear your voice
It already gets on my nerves, but  I have no choice
All I know is that I need some place for me,
All I know is that I need some isolation and peace
All I know is that I havereached my limit, can no longer stand it, so it must cease!

Ahhhhh
You are so fucked up, but you won't fuck me up anymore
Since this never changes, since this never ends,
Everyday, day ater day, after day........
I've had enough, won't tolerate, if I can't get away, and you won't go away
So it's just survival instinct, I will have to fucking take you out og my way!

Ahhhhhh
You are so fucked up, but you won't fuck me up
You are so fucked up, but you won't fuck me up
Can't hold on anymore, and my head aches
Can no longer tolerate, if this do not stop,
I will have to let out my rage
Upon both of you
And you, well, you can blame me, or judge me
But remember, that I'm just a human too!

Ahhhhhh
And the head aches,
When will I get out of this hell,
Will I get out of this hell?
It's a hell In which I can no longer dwell

Ahhhhh
All I need is the pain to stop,
All I need is all this shit to stop,
All I need is some silence, all I need is to be free to be me
All I need is some place for me,
All I need is all this shit to cease, all I need is some peace!

And the head keeps on aching, keeps on aching.....
And the wallks keeps on closing in, closing in....
Everyday, day after day, after day, after day, after day!

Deceased

Gasoline, nicotine
So easy, disease

Don't you know
How tall is the building that you are trying to climb?
Well, when you fall down,
You will find out

Gasoline, nicotine
You don't have a mind, you lost your mind
And now it's too late, to rewind

Gasoline, nicotine
So easy, deceased!

Pure Hell

I wanna fly away
Away from the sun
And I'm not the only one
When you fall down, you will see
What I have become

Scarred, starred, survival instinct prevails
It does not matter, whatever, I will prevail

I'm leaving you behind forever
Society, I'm out of this
Gonna be away forever
Had enough of your bullshit

I got to fly into the sun,
Then I saw the light, and got burnt
What you call living is nothing but a sick play
I ran out of patience, so go to your God and pray,
And just stay out of my way

Tired, tied
I need peace, need to be free
I despite everything you call life
It does not matter, I tried, I died
All you false sinners and saints, I'm so tired
All the inner fire is gone, I was murdered by my desire
Totally empty inside,
I gotta go, got a date with suicide

Stupid, putrid
I can't deal with subhuman scum anymore
Too many years on this crazy ride
You better just stay out of my way,
Or you will regret it, I might also have a date with homicide

Can't stay this way forever
So i'm out of this
You can all burn in your illusion of society, ruled by fear
But I'm out of this, shut the fuck up, I will no longer hear
I never even wanted to be here

I would sell my soul for anything,
Anything to get out of here
A rocket to any other planet
A portal to any other dimension,
Anywhere, but here

Selling my soul for anything,
Anything to get out of here

I will leave you all behind
When you start to scream, I won't hear
Finally, in silence,
Finally, with my head clear

Selling my soul for anything,
Anything to get out of here

Go

Go, to anywhere you want to
Go, to anywhere you need to
But just go

You must go, you know
And I don't care,
I won't even be there
We only have a road, none of us have a home
I won't go with you, you will be alone

Go, you know you must go
Go, you must disappear,
Go, ruled by fear
I no longer can have you near
I am already no longer here

So just go,
To anywhere, I don't care
I won't go with you, I won't be there
Go, you know you must begone
Go, we will be all alone

Fake Flowers

Fake flowers
Fake powers
It's all over now,
Buried under the ruins
Of all these fallen towers

None of it was ever real
Only while we feel
Just another broken seal
Oh, I need some time to heal

I don't really know you,
I only know what you show
And I don't really like,
When I see all the parts of you that you try to hide

Blessed be, the lucidity
That saves me now
It's all over now
But I'll always manage somehow

It seens like it was nothing but a dream
Yeah, it was just a dream
None of us, were never even there
I wonder why I still even care

But now it's all gone,
For destiny, eternity,
Just a dream, now I'm wide awake
So now I can clearly see
How things are really supposed to be

None of this was real
Now it's all over, dead and buried
Among the ruins of all these towers
Fake flowers, fake powers
And now it's all gone,
After the meteor showers

None of this was ever real
Out of the merry - go - round,
Got too sick of the spinning wheel
Oh, I need some time to heal

Sick Love

There was a shadow, lurking in destiny, that day
It came from the womb, who would realize
I gave you all my best, and you threw it all away,
But you are the loser, because at least I tried

All these times, that I felt so sorry
I just wish my memories would fade away
You gave me, all the hate that I needed to survive
But you made me, so mad
Almost took my sanity away

And I put my trust on you
I have put all my trust on you...

You were sick, your sickness were love
You destroyed everything, for your sick love
You destroyed yoiurself for this love....

There was always something sinister about you,
But I always ignored all the hints and denied the truth
I was so in love that I died....

All I wanted, was what I deserved
It took all my life, to find what my own way
From the womb, straight to the tomb
I have finally washed myself away

And I put my trust on you
I have put all my trust on you....

And you killed it all for your love, your sick love
You took it all to the cove, disgraced, all for this love
Your were so sick, and your sickness was love,
Your sickness was this love