Post - Modern Dracula

• Since the day I was born, I started to get torn
• Since day one, I've been always under the gun
• No one's son, cursed by the sun,
• Nobody's hero, waiting for the Zero
• Everyone's favorite villain, now trapped on a tomb
• Hated and rejected, since the putrid womb,
• Mudered a thousand times, totally wrecked,
• But somehow, I always ressurect
• I am still One, I will be always back
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• Hey, I might be dead, but I'm still here,
• Still trapped in this hell,
• Everyday I dwell, 
• In this sick spell,
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• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
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• Yeah, I am still One
• Even after I came undone
• Always under the gun,
• Mudered a thousand times, ignored and abandoned
• The favorite villain, someone to blame
• For all your shame
• That's my role, part of my whole
• Son of Belial, no longer in denial,
• Since I was born, I was always torn
• But once again, somewhere from the pain,
• I am reborn
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• Keep, on strking me with this spell,
• Cursed by the sun, vicious circles, repeating,
• Ignored, disrespected, and bored, can't take it anymore
• Gonna break my cage, and run, away from Horus gun. away from the sun
• Broken and undone, but finally free,
• I am no hero, I am Zero,
• At the same time, I am still One
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• Day after day, I dwell in this hell,
• A hell which I can no longer dwell,
• No more bottles to sell, dead and gone,
• It really does not matter, it can easily get better,
• Just need to follow my way, alone,
• Breaking the curse, back to home,
• Forever
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• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
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• Undead, from out of nowhere,
• Somehow, I will always come back
• Still on the track, no matter how much I bled,
• Bloody tears to shed, a ghost in black
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Anyway

That I have to see, everyday
That makes me bleed, everyday,
Anyway

I should just cut the wires
That keeps me on this planet
Time keeps frozen, always the same, sleep, than wake up, than repeat
In the name of a pointless existence, in prison, for no reason
Day after day, it's only pain, in vain
And I really hate to sleep
Just a ghost, nobody to hear
It's like I'm not even here,
Maybe...I am no longer here, indeed
So maybe I would be free, of all the constant headaches,
Find some peace, get my head finally clear

Or maybe I should just cut all of them,
Out of the picture, so I would also be in peace
Free from all the poison, all the noise,
There would be no one left to hurt me,
It would all just cease
But I just keep on cutting, I just keep on trying,
And I will just keep on lying, I will just keep on dying,
Ignored, forevermore,
Anyway

Final Solution

Bless me with war and destruction
Deconstruction, absoution
Rise and fall, ashes to ashes
Destruction, solution

Can't you take me?
Away from the sun
Can't you give me?
A different gun

Pollution, corruption
Hostility, beating me, attacking me,
Kill me, thanks for killing me
Now that I'm dead, I'm so glad,
I'm finally free, free to be
Free of the poison of life, no longer addicted
I will do the same for you,
I will kill you too

Stab me, try to stab me
Right on my heart, you can't, I will laugh
Your knives will pass right through this hole in my heart
Yeah, you have gone too far
Now I'm so glad that we all have gone too far
For I am just what I am,
The same way you are just what you are

Can't you take me?
Away from the sun?
Can't you open this cage?
I just want to run

Love is the Drug (Sweet Poison)

Oh, my dear friend
You got away free and clean from all the toxicity
All the post - modern concrete age contradictions and addictions
But you fell, on the worst trap, the one that will always break your back....

Love is the worst of all addictions
Such dependence, leads to inevitable decadence
Such overwhelming substance clouds your judgement,
Gets you weaker and weaker, breaks all your defenses,
And smash all and any innocence,
Then when you wake up, to try to get out,
You will have to bleed as you walk barefooted,
Through all the pieces of the broken glass
And it feels like it will never pass....


Love is the drug
That drags into a fairy tale, hallucination, alienation,
But it feels so real, much more real than any LSD Trip
And you can't escape it after it's injected right in your vein
It will kill you, in a more painful and faster way than heroin

Oh, my dear friend
Love is a sweet poison
The flavour keeps us from realizing that it's pure poison
That we are getting right into our system
And it's often too late when you find out, to get away, after all the excess
Without killing yourself in the proccess

I hope one day you can see it too,
I hope one day, hopefully in time, you realize,
That everything written by this kind of love,
Is written in sand....
It's not really there, it's not really real
It will vanish suddenly when the waves from the great sea wash it all away
Then you will have to die to heal,
Then you wiil have kill yourself to get away

Aftermath

Always had to make too much with too little
Always running from the all the noise, too loud
Learned to live with no life
I can do much with little, just like anyone
But what can I do without...?

All alone, from hell to hell
In eternal agony, I dwell
But it does not matter, it's been so long since I fell
It does not really matters, I'll be well

So glad,
I'm dead
Getting lost inside myself, away from the violence
So glad, a spectre,
I'm not here, ot there, I'm in nowhere
(Nothing left to care)

Always floated around
Screaming in vain, so useless to explain
Tried to reach them all, a thousand of missed calls
And when I am seen, my presence is toxic
It's just my essence, misunderstood
But I'm fine, drinking my own blood
Each one of us a different disease
In the end, we all got sick

So glad,
You are dead
I wonder if you can be without
So glad, aftermath
I keep myself,
Just have to work it out
(Nothing left to stare)

Going nowhere, I don't care, not anymore,
Nothing left to fight for
I just wait, for it to cease
(No longer naive to believe)
I'm tired, retired
I am alone and gone, forevermore

So glad, I'm dead
So glad, you are dead
The only difference is that I accept
So glad, aftermath
I can't help myself, just need to get out
I can live without.....

Stockholm Syndrome

Just look, in the holy book
Just look, all the filthy blood
Just look, all the innocent blood

Christ was nulified, when crucified
His remains, by the cross were sodomized
That same cross that sodomized humanity
Now you are all unable to sit

Vatican, it's all about the xxxholics
The holy book and all it's pornography
The holy book and all it's obscenity
The holy book and all it's hypocrisy
That's why you are gonna bleed until you die
That's why you had to fulfill that need

Christ was raped, so your beloved God could rape you too
Then you developed this satisfaction and onsession for suffering
So masochistic, pathetic, and weak
You love it when Jeovah beats you up,
Or you beat yourself up, in very foundation of Opus Dei
And all you do is surrender, and ask for more, and more
You fell in love with your dominatrix
Just like your messiah did
Now you are trapped, doomed in the matrix

A Bulb of Garlic

Come on, hey wake up
Its' time for you to get out of bed
Forever wasted
But at least now you are awake
It's a brand new day
Plenty of more mistakes to make

Consider it,
Consider it all
AS just another clear warning,
Or some kind of sign
Of the increasing downfall

Saving it all,
Saving all the energy you can
Everything was already spitted out,
It's now known perfectly how to be without
It's now clearer than ever, nothing can or should last forever
And the time has already passed to get out

Come on, and shake it
Maybe there's still something left
Empty bottles, forsaken enough to be free
Come on, and break it
Smash it in my head
I know you want it
I know you always wanted to
But be quick,
For things are just thr way they are,
The way they are supposed to be,
And soon I will be no longer here

And now you got yourself caught in another day
Another trap of poisoned clouds and the pale light of the plastic sun
The time to separate the hunter from the prey
Nothing left to say, I hope you are aware,
There's no black or white, this is all grey
And in the end of another day, we will be even more wasted away

So now go ahead and break it,
You can't curse my name
Cause I have none, at the same time, I have many
But it just does not matter,
You know that nothing ever last forever
I am what I am, whatever you think I am,
Won't change a thing
I will still just be what I have to be
Each of us have a different path,
So this will be for better,
And I'm sure you know that

But go ahead, and waste it
Waste all that we still have
Come on, and blame me
Just like you always do
Just like the world needs to
You need someone to blame, so come on and blame me
I'm ready to carry all the weight in my head
It's always the same
But no one can tame me
It will be better if you just remember that
Everything else, it just does not matter
It's all just about cycles, nothing lasts forever

Everything is just how they are
I am just what I am,
I will be just what I have to be
I will go home somehow, but we build the tomorrow now
Consider it, consider it all,
Just more valuable lessons learned
Take it, take it all,
But remember we are all getting just more and more wasted away
I'm aware, I know and I see now my place on the board
I wonder what you see, but hey, it's just another day
To determine the difference, between hunter and prey

You have your way, I have my way
And we are still trapped
It's still there, still here, but at least it no longer scratch
We are all wasted away, there's no black or white, it's all just grey
I must go, somehow I will go away
You should do the same, before we get all insane
Jump from the falling plane

Because it's all getting down
It's all falling down
I must jump out before I reach the ground
You have your path, I have my path
We must get away, time to each of us to have it our own way
Too tired to fight, too tired to play, just too tired
I just need to retire, I will get away,
Somehow, but well, today will be just another day
I'm no longer speaking, I'd rather hear what you have to say

Consider it, consider it all
As just more and more symptons of the downfall
Falling down, it's all falling down,
Do you see that we  must jump, before we all reach the ground
Falling down, I just keep on falling down,
And I just can't ignore the call
This plane, so messy and insane,
All about blame, and shame,
It just does not make any sense at all

But I no longer speak,
Have to cease, as I search for peace
All we ever do here is just to bleed
Yes, I brace myself, I have growing fear
But I no longer speak, or try to figure it out,
I know how to be without,
It just must cease, time is running out
But why should I speak, all I need is peace
And what do you say? Whatever you have to say,
I'm just interested in hear,
While, we keep all trapped here
I think it's really clear

The sun is out, the sun is out there
But it is not a real one,
I just don't care,
I'm so glad
I don't know if I can still choose,
Before to just look or to stare
But it just does not matter,
When I have too many empty bottles in my head,
I'm just aware