Bad Map

Cruel intentions, passive - agressiveness
Double Stantards, hypocisy, oppression, all about convenience
Politics, injustice, lies, constant conflicts, a artificial land, in decadence,
Just like Israel, it seens just like Israel
It feels just like Israel, it's a pure hell
And well, if this is Israel,
I definitely can't be Palestine
I'm not even a part of this continent,
Is it really that hard to understand?

I'm more like some kind of Latvia, all I want is to live my life on my own, peacefully
Just to live and let live, just to be, quietly, silently, invisible,
Not willing to take anything away from anyone,
But also aware of my rights, and not willing to give in and surrender to any pillage,
I know, my role in this hole, is the villain role,
But it's just a matter of logic, any offense requires self - defense
Don't want anything more than what's mine,
Can't accept anymore, anything less than what's mine,
Just like a eastern european, I have pride,
And when attacked,
I just strike back
What? You think I'm Gibraltar?
This shit clearly has gone too far

The way the words spoken do not match the actions,
Seens like the Genebra Convention,
Well, whatever is the real intention,
We must remember that a Swiss phony policy of neutrality,
Never works on a long - term proccess, it's  just not self - sustainable,
So it fell apart, because it's not natural, and we are what we are

The game just went too far, and I feel quite Syrian,
Because all the loud, excruciating, and random sabotage and bombing,
Brings out all the worst and the best of my survival instinct,
And it got me to the edge, after all this time, I had enough of that,
So I just want to get out of this bad map

Too much distortion, corrosion, confusion, and corruption
I am dismissed and tried to prove my value, in vain
Just like Catalonia and Spain
But if I'm Catalonia, so i'm not really a part of Spain,
And Catalonia might be valuable,
But still will be always be considered nothing but a a inconvenience by Spain
It's too much time and energy wasted for any attempt to fit will be in vain,
Since the nature of a nation can't work in such dreadful and unnatural situation
Do you know what I am?
I am a nation, and a nation must declare it's sovereignty,
It's just the way it is

It's too much confusion,  too much corruption,
In this artificial continent, I don't even belong to,
Too much false constitution, too much pollution,
And I just had enough, so I'm out of all this messed up illusion,
I know you need a villain, but despite all the violations,
 I won't go North Korean on anyone, just want to go home, and after all, I actually hate confrontations,
It's just not really my style

But I am a nation, aware and too fed up with such situation,
So I will just raise my flag, I just give it all back,
I no longer even see or hear Laos and Somalia, or whatever Liberia that appears,
They are all too small, after all
And I'm no superpower, neither want to be,
But i'm big enough to not fall against such small enemies
I just needed to realize that, had enough of hell, so now all I need is to
Get out of this bad map

I am a nation, just like Iran, I don't care if USA needs to label me as the villain,
Because I know what I am, and I am a nation, just like the Persians, I will fight against intolerance
Too fed up of the silly dance,
Find someone else to blame, as I am no longer a part of the game
I'm not even a part of this continent, time to restore the natural order,
Underestimated like Russia, but fully aware of my rights, and of my border
Too sick, had enough of all this schizophrenic disorder,
Had enough of warzone, just need to go back home,
Had enough of hell, everybody wins, if I'm gone,
It's just not natural, neither sustainable, and I'm not even a part of it,
So I just need to get back to my rightful place, to where I'm not a mistake,
Cause I had enough, I just had enough of all that,
Just gotta get out of this bad map

I no longer care, about anything else, since it's all just pure anarchy,
And it's so easy to see how I don't belong here,
I got too tired, too fed up, to care,
About silly politics, silly games, and silly warzones where I'm always framed,
All I need is to get out of this bad map

Relief

There was no else there
When I was stabbed
Multiple times
By this, sadistic, figure
Proud A student
I chose not to see, the knife of betrayal
Then I died,
But at least I tried

And now I am free, of you all
Now I am free, of me
Now I have become, what I had to become
I'm a king, that does not really need a throne,
I laugh, as I leave my corpse behind,
And take a last look at the tombstone

They will complain,
Sure they will
But I am now, what they always accused me to be
So in the need of someone to carry the guilt,
I wll be gone, so look at your mirror
Blame yourself, and kill yourself,
Lay in the sun, let all hope melt,
Are you ready for what's next, do you have a bullet belt?

I'm so glad I'm dead, thanks for that
You are dead too, but you are too deluded to see,
So you will bleed, while my veins had already dried,
I lost it all, but I'm free, in nothingness,
I died, but at least I tried

Happythankyounomore

Oh, how time flies
Was Christopher right?
In calling your name
In the middle of the night

In your eyes, in your hands,
Invisible, absent,
Trouble, with language, they seen unable, to understand
In my eyes, in my hands,
Can't touch, can't feel, out of reach
Fading, in spectral existence
Should not worry that much,
It was all written in sand

Wake up, child
I always saw all you tried to hide
Keep sleeping, child
Can't tame me, I'm wild
I know no one is coming to rescue me

Oh, slipping away, through our fingers, our hands
How time flies, specially when we throw clocks on each other
How fast it all dies, when we waste our time with lies
Lying to me, lying to yourself, fearful, hiding inside
Lying to you, lying to myself, too scared to admit, that nothing is really mine
Washed away, by multiple waves, only a several mistakes, erased,
Forever, so it should not even matter,
If someday you will understand,
It was written in sand

Go away, child
You are domesticated, I'm wild
We are out of time, child
Let's just cut the wire
And let it be
You get burned everytime you play with fire,
The entire building is on fire,
And I know no one is coming to rescue me

You have been so, unbeliavable,
In the silent way you killed me
Now, as I disappear, free of my old fears
Won't forget that when a ghost screams, nobody hears,
You will be too free, with your choice, hope you rejoice
I will just fade into the streets I belong,
Voiceless, no longer singing along,
That's how it is, now please, just let me be

I will never look back, I will leave it all behind
It's over, the board is clear, what is this that you still fear?
I don't think it really still matters, away, forever
I will not look back, never,
We all will be so mich better,
I have come to rescue me,
I will be nothing, I will be everything

Get Away

Your contradictions have brought you here
But now you are so lost and unclear
You know how to talk, but still can't seen to learn to hear
So you keep on running, straight to suicide,
And you don't even realize

I don't have to
Do what you tell me to
And you don't have to
Understand my ways too,
But, you haven't spoke clearly
We are already so wasted away,
You know we need to get away,
And we already spoke too much

So I thought, nothing is right
I have taken too much
But then I woke up, and fought back
I just reacted, it was never me the one who decided
So I thought, I have to fight for my rights
I already tolerated too much
But now, things must get clear,
And I don't see how can you disagree,
I need to get away from here
I already had enough, we already took too much

Son of No One (011)

A missed mark, full circle, return of the spark
Since day one, I was burnt by this plastic sun
When I first woke up, and saw all the violence,
The birth of my conscience, in my unwanted presence,
They were supposed to give me life, some kind of guidance,
Instead they just gave me a early death sentence,
So now I see, the way they killed me
Since day one, trapped on their living hell
Still always trapped under the gun,
That's how it all begun, for the Son of No One

Rejected, neglected, by the vessels of my arrival,
Lost in their sick carnival, the perfect victim,
For all their hate and frustrations,
So, I did my time, paid for all your crimes,
Now I'm about to leave my prison cell
The last chapter of the filthy book, you can't overlook
I will be, whatever I have to be, away from here,
Free, let's celebrate, the end of all this mistake,
I will be free, and you will get rid of me,
Finally

Your favorite villain, your perfect scapegoat
Someone to blame, a symbol of your shame, always the same,
The unwanted one, but don't worry, soon I'll be gone,
On my way back home, raped and erased,
But washed away from all the shame, reborn from the original flame,
You gotta find someone else to blame

You fail to accept, that hell is supposed to be for everyone
After all the climbing, I realized the plan
Above the plastic sun, I'm no longer under the gun

Waking dead, but walking free,
The end of the book, all disease will cease,
Just me, on my way, away, I'm gonna fade,
In peace, as I slip into the void, I wish all the best for you and your family
Now that it's all clear, we can procceed,
As I see the veins run, the way it's supposed to be,
Finally

Lifeless, Deathless, Painless,
A simple difference between zero and one,
Embraced by the Black Sun, I no longer see the gun,
I burn my eyes, and still see the masterplan,
One, one, with myself, the Son of No One

T.K.C

You make promises, so many vows
But all vows that are spoken, we know they are just spells
Waiting to be broken
(You are just not reallly open)

All promises of loyalty and support,
Trust and honour,
Fade away like flowers,
Turn to ashes in meteor showers,
People, they will stick around, as long as they need something from you
Then they will just throw you away, beware, build a circle of fire
Protect yourself from all the sociopathy of a society
Where your friends, enemies, and even your family
Are nothing bit second - class vampires
(Something was stolen)

Build a fence, a circle of inner defense
Break the table, get the board clear,
It makes no difference, just focus on your essence
It's enough, if you have your presence
Remember that while you want people,
People just want to steal, whatever they need
To satisfy their selfish material and emotinal greed

Their words don't match their actions,
They don't really care if you bleed
Or if they put you into mayhem
So think with me, the people....
Do we really need them?
Definitely not in general, not at all,
But they just behave like that because they are weak,
And they will need you, and when they need you, just let them fall...


Just like you fell
You have all you need, in yourself
Whoever proves they are worthy of walking by your side,
Deserves all your best, and fuck all the rest
Gotta rise from the ground, no, you are not allowed to stick around
Gotta keep your dignity, so if they failed to pass the test,
They are just shadows of the past
(Something is expanding)

They make promises, they seen really comitted
Have not we seen it all before?
It's an old trick, they smell good, but they are rotten to the core
It's the funeral of humanity, the zombies are out for blood,
That's what they need, well, let them starve
People...Do we really need them?
No, not anymore
(Something is developing)

(Dedicated to "S", "A", and "C")

Unbecoming

I am a dog, watching from outside

The grocery store, I'm not allowed inside

I am a old dog, drooled until I dried

Old dog, spent so much time,
Chasing my DOWN tail, until I died
Joker's spirit, finally free,
It's fine, at least I tried

Ready to unleash the beast inside
Happy with my old friend Death, by my side
Remembering and unbecoming, as the flames of the wolf, come out
In inner light
Walking away from the illusions of life
Third Eye open wide

Too late to start again, life is a spinning wheel, all cycles repeat

Too late to start again, there's nothing to gain
Incinerating, all the Neros and their Romes
I just watch the fire, as I slide into ice
Wave goodbye, to the dying empire

Underdog, Mr Robot, Jesu Dod
No one ever thought it was just a matter of leaving the table at the right time
Behold the trap the great joke holds inside
As ironic as Bionic

I wonder if my ghost is still seen, somewhere, from nowhere
So many bright cards, it's in the way you choose to dare
Time to define, what's under your skin,
A wolf, or a hare