Deutschland, France, Polska,
Bullet Trains, no pain, no gain,
The borders, dissolving, all throigh the door,
The revolving door, all in vain
Pleased to meet you
You lie, you play, now you pay, now you pray,
Now you die
Goodbye
Let's all dance the last Polka
The Ball is almost in the end, it's your last chance,
If you want one more last dance
You will hide, but the bombs and the rockets will find you
Breaking right through your windows,
Breaking your false sense of security,
Tearing you apart, revealing who you really are,
You can run, you can hide, but you will never go too far
Masked pigs, bow down to institution, you are corruption,
Your flesh will feed the mass, you are lost,
Intoxicated by the pollution, your end is the only solution
Radiation on your Sushi, Bourgeoise, do you have what it takes to survive?
Will you be surprised, when you realize, that there was never really a life?
We are trending now, you won't see it coming, too busy
With some exam, or some other academic distraction,
To see the chain reaction,
Approaching...Now you die
Sayonara
Dance, dance, little pig, dance
This was your last chance
You wasted it all away, you wasted yourself away,
Now you will just feed the wolves
Obsolete, incomplete,
Caught in the circles, repeat
Genebra Convention, creative star invention, sweet swiss chocolate, malicious intention
Fine wine, that's what you think,
While it's just Christ's piss, what you drink,
Burnt on your own bonfire, burnt at the stake,
Mutation, zombies emerging from hell,
Craving for your flesh,
Now you are dead, die, piggy, die,
Mr Skinny's been watching all of you with his own piggy eyes,
Now get impaled by all your lies, now you die,
Goodbye
You are not gonna be missed
sexta-feira, 23 de outubro de 2015
Hungry Cowards Feeding on Lies While Wearing Plastic Disguises
When you are not wearing a mask,
And there is a mask for every task,
You are not that different,
You are really special and superior,
The way you think you are,
You have just took your egocentric shield too far
You piss on the shower,
You have no supowerpowers,
You are just like anyone,
You are just nothing, nothing at all,
So ordinary, so it's very necessary,
To hide behind a lot of makeup,
To hide behind self - defense mechanisms,
That your stupid and primitive instict creates,
To hide all your insecurity and mistakes, you hide behind a image
You play, a charade,
But I can see what you truly are, you are nothing without your facade
Play, play
How does it feels to lose? To be a loser?
Yes, I'm a loser too, but at least I'm brave enough to admit it
You are clearly sick, when the masks fall, in the end we are all weak
You lie to everyone, including yourself,
So you can live with the fact that you are a failure, nothing special
Trying to look strong, trying to look so superior,
You are not bulletproof, and I have a bullet belt
You are not fooling anyone,well, maybe sometimes yourself
Obey, obey
Bow down to the system, hold on to academic crap,
Get married, get some woman, get some man,
Be a good person, follow all the rules,
Watch the news, vote, smile to me, and pretend that you care
You are too weak, to leave
The illusion of safety this system offers you,
Well, to the hell with all that, I don't really care,
Fuck your morality, fuck your shallow society
Don't look down,
Don't look inside,
Just try to look good, try to ignore
The fact that behind all that, you are rotten to the core
You make me sick, you are so weak,
I am a idiot, but at least I admit it,
I don't hate any of you, you are not worthy of such thing,
But I can't avoid the pity
Don't look now!
You are too ugly, you are just a mistake too
You can't deal with the truth, poor of you,
Don't look down!
Or you will panic when you see from how high you are falling,
Don't look inside!
Or you might realize how insignifcant and fearful you are
Don't look inside!
Or you might find out that you don't even have a life
You are always so full of shit, surfing on a ego trip
To hide all your defeats, but well, you just have no power
You secretly piss on the shower,
I also wear this mask, but I am aware that it's just a mask,
Wanting you to be honest and real,
Is too much to ask,
For in this way there is no honour, corrupted weaklings like you
Will always avoid the truth,
You look at the sun to burn your eyes,
And just keep on spitting lies
COWAAAAARD!
Going anywhere?
Don't forget your mask,
Can you see through mine?
Well, I see right through yours, it's not that hard
And there's actually not much to see,
You are just as empty as me
Don't look at me!
I represent all that you hate in yourself
Don't look at me!
I remember you of all your weakness and mistakes,
And you just can't deal with it, so you will go somewhere you can hide
I do the same, it's all part of the game, we are all to blame, we are all a disgrace,
We are all the portrait of shame, in the end, we are all sick,
But at least I admit it
COWAAAAAARDS!
And there is a mask for every task,
You are not that different,
You are really special and superior,
The way you think you are,
You have just took your egocentric shield too far
You piss on the shower,
You have no supowerpowers,
You are just like anyone,
You are just nothing, nothing at all,
So ordinary, so it's very necessary,
To hide behind a lot of makeup,
To hide behind self - defense mechanisms,
That your stupid and primitive instict creates,
To hide all your insecurity and mistakes, you hide behind a image
You play, a charade,
But I can see what you truly are, you are nothing without your facade
Play, play
How does it feels to lose? To be a loser?
Yes, I'm a loser too, but at least I'm brave enough to admit it
You are clearly sick, when the masks fall, in the end we are all weak
You lie to everyone, including yourself,
So you can live with the fact that you are a failure, nothing special
Trying to look strong, trying to look so superior,
You are not bulletproof, and I have a bullet belt
You are not fooling anyone,well, maybe sometimes yourself
Obey, obey
Bow down to the system, hold on to academic crap,
Get married, get some woman, get some man,
Be a good person, follow all the rules,
Watch the news, vote, smile to me, and pretend that you care
You are too weak, to leave
The illusion of safety this system offers you,
Well, to the hell with all that, I don't really care,
Fuck your morality, fuck your shallow society
Don't look down,
Don't look inside,
Just try to look good, try to ignore
The fact that behind all that, you are rotten to the core
You make me sick, you are so weak,
I am a idiot, but at least I admit it,
I don't hate any of you, you are not worthy of such thing,
But I can't avoid the pity
Don't look now!
You are too ugly, you are just a mistake too
You can't deal with the truth, poor of you,
Don't look down!
Or you will panic when you see from how high you are falling,
Don't look inside!
Or you might realize how insignifcant and fearful you are
Don't look inside!
Or you might find out that you don't even have a life
You are always so full of shit, surfing on a ego trip
To hide all your defeats, but well, you just have no power
You secretly piss on the shower,
I also wear this mask, but I am aware that it's just a mask,
Wanting you to be honest and real,
Is too much to ask,
For in this way there is no honour, corrupted weaklings like you
Will always avoid the truth,
You look at the sun to burn your eyes,
And just keep on spitting lies
COWAAAAARD!
Going anywhere?
Don't forget your mask,
Can you see through mine?
Well, I see right through yours, it's not that hard
And there's actually not much to see,
You are just as empty as me
Don't look at me!
I represent all that you hate in yourself
Don't look at me!
I remember you of all your weakness and mistakes,
And you just can't deal with it, so you will go somewhere you can hide
I do the same, it's all part of the game, we are all to blame, we are all a disgrace,
We are all the portrait of shame, in the end, we are all sick,
But at least I admit it
COWAAAAAARDS!
Who Are You?
You look so familiar,
Probably saw you before,
But in the crowd, you were probably too irrelevant,
For me to even recognize you
It's all just a blur, creatures covered in fur,
It really does not matter anything for me
What a wonderful surprise,
Everyday you have a new one, every annoying sunrise,
But is this all that you are?
Is it all that you have?
Well, guess that's too bad
What's going to be now, just another excuse?
I have already figured you out, I have already figured you out
What's now, don't you have anything new?
I already know all your lies, I already know all your lies
You look so familiar,
Yes, I think I saw you before,
Or at least I thought it was you
Who you really are?
Maybe not even you know the answer,
And in the crowd, whatever, it just does not matter anymore to me
But it should matter to you, when you think you are playing me,
Well, you don't really have a clue
What a wonderful surprise,
Yeah, I know I was a sucker,
But not that much, not the way you think,
So this all was always meant to fail, fall, and sink,
So maybe you get saved by a shrink, but while you overlook, fate gives a wink
In the crowd, you will get lost in the middle of the curve,
All those creatures covered in fur, it really does not matter anything for me,
It's all just a big neutral blur
Why don't you make yourself really proud?
You never really come out
Hiding behind your cloud
Don't you see your time is running out?
What's in you is really real?
I wanted to see, anything but lies
I hate to see, only more lies,
Why can't you live, without all the lies?
I'm really tired, of all the lies,
I hate to see, that everything ended up in lies
Probably saw you before,
But in the crowd, you were probably too irrelevant,
For me to even recognize you
It's all just a blur, creatures covered in fur,
It really does not matter anything for me
What a wonderful surprise,
Everyday you have a new one, every annoying sunrise,
But is this all that you are?
Is it all that you have?
Well, guess that's too bad
What's going to be now, just another excuse?
I have already figured you out, I have already figured you out
What's now, don't you have anything new?
I already know all your lies, I already know all your lies
You look so familiar,
Yes, I think I saw you before,
Or at least I thought it was you
Who you really are?
Maybe not even you know the answer,
And in the crowd, whatever, it just does not matter anymore to me
But it should matter to you, when you think you are playing me,
Well, you don't really have a clue
What a wonderful surprise,
Yeah, I know I was a sucker,
But not that much, not the way you think,
So this all was always meant to fail, fall, and sink,
So maybe you get saved by a shrink, but while you overlook, fate gives a wink
In the crowd, you will get lost in the middle of the curve,
All those creatures covered in fur, it really does not matter anything for me,
It's all just a big neutral blur
Why don't you make yourself really proud?
You never really come out
Hiding behind your cloud
Don't you see your time is running out?
What's in you is really real?
I wanted to see, anything but lies
I hate to see, only more lies,
Why can't you live, without all the lies?
I'm really tired, of all the lies,
I hate to see, that everything ended up in lies
A Matter Of
What? So you think I would never know?
I always knew, it's all about barin stew, whatever is better for you,
Children usually grow up, in different ways,
The plan was always pillage, in the sinking ship, so seasick
I always knew, I just did not wanted to, but it's nothing new
I always knew, it's all about glue
I always knew, all about you, it's nothing new
What? So now you are gonna tell me what to do?
I don't even know you, well, I think I did, but I don't,
And you don't know me either, so what's the point?
Fuck logic?
Cause none of this makes any sense, and nobody's innocent
My loyalty is often dismissed, but it's quire useful, believe me
And it's not for rent, it's just not the way it works with me
I might be in the storm, soaked under a small tent, and still,
I will just be whatever I am, whatever I have to be
It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of honesty,
All real men know about it
What? So you think I'm that blind?
Why nobody ever learns, understimate me,
It's a big mistake, sometimes I'm sleeping, but I'm still somehow,
Always wide awake, so I always feel the fire,
Burning me while i'm tied to this stake
What? Of course I make mistakes too,
But not all the time, not every single time, and you,
What about you?
What? I might be a maggot, a faggot, a deaweight, just a plague
In your misconceptions, I will always be wrong, every story needs a villain, right?
So it's alright, anyway, so whatever
Whatever makes you feel better, but hey, this can't go on forever
I also need to feel better
It might be shocking to you, but here's a secret, I'm a human too, you know?
And nature itself tells me to grow
It's nothing new, I always knew
It took longer than it should, but I finally grew
Can't go on, while it smashes my mind, and all I can see is brain stew
It's nothing but a insignificant detail, the truth
It's all about politics, all about profit,
Well, this is a system where I definitely doesn't fit
I'm no hero, no villain either
Don't belong to the boat, so seasick
Enough of it, just need some peace,
Just throw me in the water with a lifesaver, it's all I need
And I will swim, to my home
And everything finally will be, what it's really supposed to be,
Just me, in my place, I will recover
But this game, this game right here, it's clearly over
Time to move on to the next stage
Guess we all already had enough mistakes
It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of loyalty,
All real men know about it
I always knew, it's all about barin stew, whatever is better for you,
Children usually grow up, in different ways,
The plan was always pillage, in the sinking ship, so seasick
I always knew, I just did not wanted to, but it's nothing new
I always knew, it's all about glue
I always knew, all about you, it's nothing new
What? So now you are gonna tell me what to do?
I don't even know you, well, I think I did, but I don't,
And you don't know me either, so what's the point?
Fuck logic?
Cause none of this makes any sense, and nobody's innocent
My loyalty is often dismissed, but it's quire useful, believe me
And it's not for rent, it's just not the way it works with me
I might be in the storm, soaked under a small tent, and still,
I will just be whatever I am, whatever I have to be
It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of honesty,
All real men know about it
What? So you think I'm that blind?
Why nobody ever learns, understimate me,
It's a big mistake, sometimes I'm sleeping, but I'm still somehow,
Always wide awake, so I always feel the fire,
Burning me while i'm tied to this stake
What? Of course I make mistakes too,
But not all the time, not every single time, and you,
What about you?
What? I might be a maggot, a faggot, a deaweight, just a plague
In your misconceptions, I will always be wrong, every story needs a villain, right?
So it's alright, anyway, so whatever
Whatever makes you feel better, but hey, this can't go on forever
I also need to feel better
It might be shocking to you, but here's a secret, I'm a human too, you know?
And nature itself tells me to grow
It's nothing new, I always knew
It took longer than it should, but I finally grew
Can't go on, while it smashes my mind, and all I can see is brain stew
It's nothing but a insignificant detail, the truth
It's all about politics, all about profit,
Well, this is a system where I definitely doesn't fit
I'm no hero, no villain either
Don't belong to the boat, so seasick
Enough of it, just need some peace,
Just throw me in the water with a lifesaver, it's all I need
And I will swim, to my home
And everything finally will be, what it's really supposed to be,
Just me, in my place, I will recover
But this game, this game right here, it's clearly over
Time to move on to the next stage
Guess we all already had enough mistakes
It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of loyalty,
All real men know about it
Nonsense
Angel Bitch, you could have stayed a little bit
Angel with putrid and smelly wings, you make me so sick
So weak, we had to go through it,
It's only part of the proccess, they call it progress,
It's just the worst part of the industry, brainwashing,
It's all about fucking, but the main goal is just to fuck your mind,
Well, I guess I found out your little dirty trick,
I got the prize, and paid the price, probably paid twice,
But I am above you now, I got this chip out of my system,
All, is out of sight
Porno, Porno, Porno,
Second most effective tool
To tame all the fools
Only losing to education
Perfect combination, of all the systematic forms of programation
It becomes a habit,
If you don't get away fast,
It will get too deep inside you,
It will fuck you up from the core,
You won't be yourself anymore,
Just a sick puppet, waiting, and wiling to do anything,
For more, for more, for more
Angel Bitch, you are only sixteen,
You fooled all them, they all thought you were a virgin
Turns out you all are so corrupted, in a way or another,
On hedonism, exibicionism, or like a pin - up
A lame, femme fatale, whatever, you are a part of it
I don't know why I still even bother, it's all just a industry, the wrost kind
I gotta get away, I must not care, I must find, some peace of mind
Angel, Bitch, your wings, are so putrid
So corrupted, you belong to them, and you don't even realize it
You play their game, and you don't even see it
I can't save you, can't even save myself,
Learning to be detached, anyway, why should I care?
Angel, Bitch, when you try to fly,
You will fall, back on the same mud you came from
Then maybe you will learn, but then it will be too late,
I learned all about them, so now I am above them,
I guess that at least from this perspective, I can say I was saved
I see zombies, watching, repeat, repeat, it never cease
In many different fashions, but still always the same thing,
Only mindless zombies, repeat, repeat, repeat, incessantly
Then now you are reduced to this, they got you in your weakest spot,
You are no longer a man, just a slave
Part of the dehumanization proccess, they call it progress
Well, I no longer give a damn,
Not really my problem, good luck
Or should I say, good fuck?
After all, it's all about fucking
Fucking your Will,
Fucking your mind,
You are too fucked up, how can you say you are a virgin?
I don't know if you are fooling anyone, but you are not fooling me, not anymore
And they are now so enslaved, so erased, they only need more, so feed them,
You must feed them, so they will work, they need more,
Always more, always more, always more,
I don't really care anymore, got too detached
So good luck, as you all get fucked up
All you, behind your masks of respectable man,
All you bitches, behind your masks of innocent women,
I can see what you really are, so weak, so sick,
Stay away from me
Porno, Porno, Porno
Yeah, I also had to go thought it,
But I went through it, it did not went through me,
So now I am free, and you my angels, are just more meat, to feed
The greed, of our greatest industry
And you all, my friends,
This is where it ends,
You are only tools, only fools,
And you all think you are so cool.....
Well, I despite you, stay away from me,
I can't stand, your stench,
For your stench, is now their stench
Now I see, now I see it all
All, you all will fall
All, now, is out of sight
Angel with putrid and smelly wings, you make me so sick
So weak, we had to go through it,
It's only part of the proccess, they call it progress,
It's just the worst part of the industry, brainwashing,
It's all about fucking, but the main goal is just to fuck your mind,
Well, I guess I found out your little dirty trick,
I got the prize, and paid the price, probably paid twice,
But I am above you now, I got this chip out of my system,
All, is out of sight
Porno, Porno, Porno,
Second most effective tool
To tame all the fools
Only losing to education
Perfect combination, of all the systematic forms of programation
It becomes a habit,
If you don't get away fast,
It will get too deep inside you,
It will fuck you up from the core,
You won't be yourself anymore,
Just a sick puppet, waiting, and wiling to do anything,
For more, for more, for more
Angel Bitch, you are only sixteen,
You fooled all them, they all thought you were a virgin
Turns out you all are so corrupted, in a way or another,
On hedonism, exibicionism, or like a pin - up
A lame, femme fatale, whatever, you are a part of it
I don't know why I still even bother, it's all just a industry, the wrost kind
I gotta get away, I must not care, I must find, some peace of mind
Angel, Bitch, your wings, are so putrid
So corrupted, you belong to them, and you don't even realize it
You play their game, and you don't even see it
I can't save you, can't even save myself,
Learning to be detached, anyway, why should I care?
Angel, Bitch, when you try to fly,
You will fall, back on the same mud you came from
Then maybe you will learn, but then it will be too late,
I learned all about them, so now I am above them,
I guess that at least from this perspective, I can say I was saved
I see zombies, watching, repeat, repeat, it never cease
In many different fashions, but still always the same thing,
Only mindless zombies, repeat, repeat, repeat, incessantly
Then now you are reduced to this, they got you in your weakest spot,
You are no longer a man, just a slave
Part of the dehumanization proccess, they call it progress
Well, I no longer give a damn,
Not really my problem, good luck
Or should I say, good fuck?
After all, it's all about fucking
Fucking your Will,
Fucking your mind,
You are too fucked up, how can you say you are a virgin?
I don't know if you are fooling anyone, but you are not fooling me, not anymore
And they are now so enslaved, so erased, they only need more, so feed them,
You must feed them, so they will work, they need more,
Always more, always more, always more,
I don't really care anymore, got too detached
So good luck, as you all get fucked up
All you, behind your masks of respectable man,
All you bitches, behind your masks of innocent women,
I can see what you really are, so weak, so sick,
Stay away from me
Porno, Porno, Porno
Yeah, I also had to go thought it,
But I went through it, it did not went through me,
So now I am free, and you my angels, are just more meat, to feed
The greed, of our greatest industry
And you all, my friends,
This is where it ends,
You are only tools, only fools,
And you all think you are so cool.....
Well, I despite you, stay away from me,
I can't stand, your stench,
For your stench, is now their stench
Now I see, now I see it all
All, you all will fall
All, now, is out of sight
quinta-feira, 15 de outubro de 2015
Straight to the Grave
Another night starts, my mind is already spinning,
Stuck in the middle of nowhere, time seens to be frozen,
Just a part of my constant prison, already lost track of it,
Going blind, looking over my shoulder, wondering when my sentence will be finally over
How did I ended up that way? Lost and alone, when I look around, there's just me,
The ghosts of the past, the haunting shadows in the walls, closing in,
And that's all
Future, totally uncertain, growing apathy, every step that I try to take, is just another mistake,
The world wants my head served on a plate, they are almost getting it, there are so many enemies, I don't know what I did of wrong, to end up in this song,
I was probably too dumb, I don't know, now I am too numb,
All I can feel is pain, more and more, day after day, everyday,
When I look around, lost and abandoned, I think about the future, and it seens that there's none
Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe i'm just done
Maybe it was all just a really big mistake, and seens like I will be gone, closer and closer,
As the walls keep closing in, and I can't breathe, it seens, that it's really all in vain,
All my efforts, and now all I have is this pain,
Seens like I'm really a mistake, getting closer and closer to the end, I wonder if this is the epilogue, getting aboard a bullet train, soon to be erased,
Straight to the grave
Way, is there a way?
Is that all?
Still in exile, for...I don't know, like I said, already lost track of time,
In this shakesperian monologues nobody really wants to hear, but they keep on hammering in my head, incessantly,
It really feels like Hamlet, no surprise that I can relate,
But I don't need any revenge, just need a change,
Just need to go back home, and follow my way, as a king with no throne,
That's all I need, but maybe it's too late, when I look at the mirror, I don't know what's still left of me,
I just need to go back home, is that really asking too much?
I've been already, waiting, for so long,
Thrown in prison, for no reason, season after season,
I'm getting rotten, all rivers must flow, I'm never recognized, why I have it all denied?
I don't know anymore, but well, at least I tried
I don't really know what the hell is going on, too tired, maybe I'm just done,
Everything's gone, everybody's gone,
No idea what I did of so wrong, to end up that way
Everyday, day after day, seens like a eternity, will I get away?
The walls closing in, more, and more,
It's just too much pain to ignore
As I still try to find a way, in need of rescue, but no one really care,
No one really hear, sometimes all I want is my head to be clear,
All the enemies, they keep on attacking, even tough there's nothing left to break,
Undead, wide awake,
So tired, fading away, fading away,
Heading straight to the grave
On this hollow nights, Death keeps me company
But not even Death wants to take me
So I keep on wandering in nothingness, tortured and bruised,
A phantom and pointless existence, floating in total emptiness,
I just keep my essence, as all I try, all I say, is in vain
I see now, the portrait of nothing, no future,
Everything going down the drain,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!
Way, is that a way?
Everybody's away,
Is that's all?
No one hear, no one hear, no one hear,
When I call
So ironic, that I was born and raised,
Among the worst kinds of criminals and thieves,
And I should be just one of them, but in the end I was the one stolen, I was the one broken,
I kept my integrity, but for what price? They stole my dignity, I had the natural right of living denied
My efforts were never really recognized, I'm going blind, future is getting outta sight
So ironic, how I was always right in the middle of the scum, still I never felt tempted to join them,
I refused so many opportuinities, now when I look back, I kind of regret,
But whatever, now it's too late, it's so ironic, that in such scenario, I never even picked up a gun,
Still I was convicted without commiting any crime,
I was denied every chance, even any right of self - defense,
I am always pointed out as the one who offends,
And all I wanted, all I needed, was to be on my own,
Well, maybe not the way I planned, seens like I am finally going to rest,
Maybe I just have no future, maybe i'm just part of the past,
My heart keeps beating in vain, feeding the pain,
All in vain, going down the drain
I was so abused, feel so confused, getting consumed,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!
Hello? Anybody hear?
Anybody here?
Oh, it was just the echo of my own voice,
You know? I wish just for once I had a choice
I don't know why , I still try,
In the end I always fail, I'm gonna die
In my silent despair, no one really seen to care,
I still try to save myself, but I really don't know, if it's just too late
If i'm not really supposed to escape, all I know is that I can't go on with nothing but pain to feel,
So misplaced, unable to heal,
Head over heels, lost and alone, everyone's gone, everything's gone,
Not even Death wants me, still I struggle,
It's just survival instict probably, I don't really know anymore,
All I know is that I deserved something more
Maybe it's just the epilogue,
Maybe it's just the way it ends,
At least, I know I did my best,
So lost and alone,
Seens like nobody is going to save me , I keep trapped in time, I have no shelter
Okay, whatever, maybe it's jst time to be laid to rest,
Maybe there's just no future to me, I see everything disappearing,
Right in front of me, so fast,
I'm just part of the past,
Yeah, seens like I really won't be saved, getting erased,
Everyday, faster and faster, day after day,
Fading away, fading away,
I'm just a stupid mistake, heading straight to the grave
Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet me,
It's so scary, as everything disappear,
Don't know if that's the end of a chapter, or the epilogue of the book,
Each way, I'm avoiding to take a look,
I just do what I must do,
Hoping something will work right, this time,
Hoping I can get away, before the walls smash me, suffocated,
Getting erased, spiritual starvation, see no salvation,
Maybe they will have my head on the plate, after all,
When I look around, ghosts and shadows dancing,
All around,
And that's all
Lost and alone, maybe it was all really just a big mistake,
Heading straight to the grave
Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe I'm just done, maybe i'm just done
Stuck in the middle of nowhere, time seens to be frozen,
Just a part of my constant prison, already lost track of it,
Going blind, looking over my shoulder, wondering when my sentence will be finally over
How did I ended up that way? Lost and alone, when I look around, there's just me,
The ghosts of the past, the haunting shadows in the walls, closing in,
And that's all
Future, totally uncertain, growing apathy, every step that I try to take, is just another mistake,
The world wants my head served on a plate, they are almost getting it, there are so many enemies, I don't know what I did of wrong, to end up in this song,
I was probably too dumb, I don't know, now I am too numb,
All I can feel is pain, more and more, day after day, everyday,
When I look around, lost and abandoned, I think about the future, and it seens that there's none
Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe i'm just done
Maybe it was all just a really big mistake, and seens like I will be gone, closer and closer,
As the walls keep closing in, and I can't breathe, it seens, that it's really all in vain,
All my efforts, and now all I have is this pain,
Seens like I'm really a mistake, getting closer and closer to the end, I wonder if this is the epilogue, getting aboard a bullet train, soon to be erased,
Straight to the grave
Way, is there a way?
Is that all?
Still in exile, for...I don't know, like I said, already lost track of time,
In this shakesperian monologues nobody really wants to hear, but they keep on hammering in my head, incessantly,
It really feels like Hamlet, no surprise that I can relate,
But I don't need any revenge, just need a change,
Just need to go back home, and follow my way, as a king with no throne,
That's all I need, but maybe it's too late, when I look at the mirror, I don't know what's still left of me,
I just need to go back home, is that really asking too much?
I've been already, waiting, for so long,
Thrown in prison, for no reason, season after season,
I'm getting rotten, all rivers must flow, I'm never recognized, why I have it all denied?
I don't know anymore, but well, at least I tried
I don't really know what the hell is going on, too tired, maybe I'm just done,
Everything's gone, everybody's gone,
No idea what I did of so wrong, to end up that way
Everyday, day after day, seens like a eternity, will I get away?
The walls closing in, more, and more,
It's just too much pain to ignore
As I still try to find a way, in need of rescue, but no one really care,
No one really hear, sometimes all I want is my head to be clear,
All the enemies, they keep on attacking, even tough there's nothing left to break,
Undead, wide awake,
So tired, fading away, fading away,
Heading straight to the grave
On this hollow nights, Death keeps me company
But not even Death wants to take me
So I keep on wandering in nothingness, tortured and bruised,
A phantom and pointless existence, floating in total emptiness,
I just keep my essence, as all I try, all I say, is in vain
I see now, the portrait of nothing, no future,
Everything going down the drain,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!
Way, is that a way?
Everybody's away,
Is that's all?
No one hear, no one hear, no one hear,
When I call
So ironic, that I was born and raised,
Among the worst kinds of criminals and thieves,
And I should be just one of them, but in the end I was the one stolen, I was the one broken,
I kept my integrity, but for what price? They stole my dignity, I had the natural right of living denied
My efforts were never really recognized, I'm going blind, future is getting outta sight
So ironic, how I was always right in the middle of the scum, still I never felt tempted to join them,
I refused so many opportuinities, now when I look back, I kind of regret,
But whatever, now it's too late, it's so ironic, that in such scenario, I never even picked up a gun,
Still I was convicted without commiting any crime,
I was denied every chance, even any right of self - defense,
I am always pointed out as the one who offends,
And all I wanted, all I needed, was to be on my own,
Well, maybe not the way I planned, seens like I am finally going to rest,
Maybe I just have no future, maybe i'm just part of the past,
My heart keeps beating in vain, feeding the pain,
All in vain, going down the drain
I was so abused, feel so confused, getting consumed,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!
Hello? Anybody hear?
Anybody here?
Oh, it was just the echo of my own voice,
You know? I wish just for once I had a choice
I don't know why , I still try,
In the end I always fail, I'm gonna die
In my silent despair, no one really seen to care,
I still try to save myself, but I really don't know, if it's just too late
If i'm not really supposed to escape, all I know is that I can't go on with nothing but pain to feel,
So misplaced, unable to heal,
Head over heels, lost and alone, everyone's gone, everything's gone,
Not even Death wants me, still I struggle,
It's just survival instict probably, I don't really know anymore,
All I know is that I deserved something more
Maybe it's just the epilogue,
Maybe it's just the way it ends,
At least, I know I did my best,
So lost and alone,
Seens like nobody is going to save me , I keep trapped in time, I have no shelter
Okay, whatever, maybe it's jst time to be laid to rest,
Maybe there's just no future to me, I see everything disappearing,
Right in front of me, so fast,
I'm just part of the past,
Yeah, seens like I really won't be saved, getting erased,
Everyday, faster and faster, day after day,
Fading away, fading away,
I'm just a stupid mistake, heading straight to the grave
Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet me,
It's so scary, as everything disappear,
Don't know if that's the end of a chapter, or the epilogue of the book,
Each way, I'm avoiding to take a look,
I just do what I must do,
Hoping something will work right, this time,
Hoping I can get away, before the walls smash me, suffocated,
Getting erased, spiritual starvation, see no salvation,
Maybe they will have my head on the plate, after all,
When I look around, ghosts and shadows dancing,
All around,
And that's all
Lost and alone, maybe it was all really just a big mistake,
Heading straight to the grave
Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe I'm just done, maybe i'm just done
sábado, 10 de outubro de 2015
Living Dead
You were trapped in hell, when we met
I just could not leave you there,
So I lifted you up the best I could
I proved my loyalty, and helped you to be free
Wasted myself away, exposed myself away,
And became such a easy prey
When you achieved liberty, and no longer needed me,
I was just thrown away
Now, as you enjoy, the spoils
I was left behind to die
Now, when I was the one, trapped in hell,
Yelling for help, from my prison cell,
You just mocked me and left me there
My services were no longer necessary,
So why would you really care?
All I tried, I failed, I died
All I bled, was in vain, the pain is still always crawling inside
And then I just burnt myself, in purifying fire
The only way to survive
I bled it all out, my veins are dry
Somehow it still hurts, the torture never ends
I had to kill myself to survive
When I opened my dead eyes,
I saw all your game and your lies
I guess I will never understand why
All I used to believe, torn apart in front of me
All I feel, the wounds that never heal
I was just a ladder, for you to climb,
I was just a ladder, for everyone to climb,
Then when I'm no longer useful,
Just leave me behind
I died, but I learned the most valuable lesson,
Noble idiots like me were born only to be abused
I also learned, that whatever I do, is in vain
And in the end, for any good intention,
The only prize will be the pain
I'm not good enough, for anything,
For anyone, I'm just a key, once you unlocked the door,
You just don't need me anymore
All I see, a desecrated spectre in front of me
All I hear, the grave calling me
So, you are free
Guess it's all just the way it's supposed to be
I remain in prison, and now I know for sure,
No one is going to rescue me
I no longer yell for help, I embraced my dreadful destiny
I accepted that there's nothing for me
So I just dwell in agony, this endless misery
Have fun, while I build a gun
For I too shall be free,
This nothingness is too much for me
What have I done, to be left so alone,
Guess it does not really matters, as it approaches, the glow
I'm fading away, getting closer everyday,
It gets harder and harder to breathe
All I see, the clouds of pain devouring me
All I hear, the boat of Hades calling me
Guess I will never really understand, but my purpose was done
Soon I will be finally gone,
It's no surprise, I always knew I would perish alone
Now there's only silence, and the marks of violence
I just wait for Death to take me away,
It's no suprise, I always knew I would end up that way
Betrayed, raped, stabbed and abandoned corpse
That I buried, I was the only one in my own funeral
Now guess that's all, drowning in silence, will no longer call
Why would anyone really care, after all?
I'm just waiting, Death
I'm just waiting for my last breath
I just could not leave you there,
So I lifted you up the best I could
I proved my loyalty, and helped you to be free
Wasted myself away, exposed myself away,
And became such a easy prey
When you achieved liberty, and no longer needed me,
I was just thrown away
Now, as you enjoy, the spoils
I was left behind to die
Now, when I was the one, trapped in hell,
Yelling for help, from my prison cell,
You just mocked me and left me there
My services were no longer necessary,
So why would you really care?
All I tried, I failed, I died
All I bled, was in vain, the pain is still always crawling inside
And then I just burnt myself, in purifying fire
The only way to survive
I bled it all out, my veins are dry
Somehow it still hurts, the torture never ends
I had to kill myself to survive
When I opened my dead eyes,
I saw all your game and your lies
I guess I will never understand why
All I used to believe, torn apart in front of me
All I feel, the wounds that never heal
I was just a ladder, for you to climb,
I was just a ladder, for everyone to climb,
Then when I'm no longer useful,
Just leave me behind
I died, but I learned the most valuable lesson,
Noble idiots like me were born only to be abused
I also learned, that whatever I do, is in vain
And in the end, for any good intention,
The only prize will be the pain
I'm not good enough, for anything,
For anyone, I'm just a key, once you unlocked the door,
You just don't need me anymore
All I see, a desecrated spectre in front of me
All I hear, the grave calling me
So, you are free
Guess it's all just the way it's supposed to be
I remain in prison, and now I know for sure,
No one is going to rescue me
I no longer yell for help, I embraced my dreadful destiny
I accepted that there's nothing for me
So I just dwell in agony, this endless misery
Have fun, while I build a gun
For I too shall be free,
This nothingness is too much for me
What have I done, to be left so alone,
Guess it does not really matters, as it approaches, the glow
I'm fading away, getting closer everyday,
It gets harder and harder to breathe
All I see, the clouds of pain devouring me
All I hear, the boat of Hades calling me
Guess I will never really understand, but my purpose was done
Soon I will be finally gone,
It's no surprise, I always knew I would perish alone
Now there's only silence, and the marks of violence
I just wait for Death to take me away,
It's no suprise, I always knew I would end up that way
Betrayed, raped, stabbed and abandoned corpse
That I buried, I was the only one in my own funeral
Now guess that's all, drowning in silence, will no longer call
Why would anyone really care, after all?
I'm just waiting, Death
I'm just waiting for my last breath
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