That Disgusting Old Trap

There was a reason for the skies to be so open wide
But they were unable to realize
I see right through your disguise
Just another starry eyed surprise
A lethal drug, I almost died
The perfect portrait, it just faded,
There was nothing left of it
So I rdealized, it was just poison in disguise
All this time

Yes, in the end it's right
The fault is of the stars
But we also choose, we always choose anyway
They just sell the lies, that we buy
And if you open your eyes while there's still time,
You just walk waya, and say goodbye

Why die, why die for a lie?
Why live, why live for a lie?

Those who find out, will be the only ones to try
To dare, knowing there is no reason to care
By overcoming fear, and getting near,
To the gate, so out of reach,
Unless even without wings, you still find out
How to fly

I see right through the glass now,
Third eye open wide,
As the skies often are,
So they can show, all they have to sell,
To the new fools,
A whole brand new, generation of tools,
Buying hell, working to build, their own prison cell,
So naive and innocent like we all once were, drinking the entire bottle of poison,
Fooled by the sweet smell, of hell,
Soon they too will be in despair, and they will not know, that they should not care
They will be doomed, all those who choose to not choose,
That choose to not dare
They will be forever trapped, on this destiny's lair,
Forever in hell, not even knowing, that
They were the ones who built their own prison cell

Rotting Away

I am done asking why
I no longer need to know
I know that your fear makes you hide,
On this shell, I'm broke, will no longer buy what you sell
It just does not matter anymore,
I am just too bored,
Just too sick of being ignored,
I endured all the way, I deserve something more

Already know, all thre tricks you will show,
I need to grow,
Just have no more time for this,
Just have no time

And I already know, all you have to say,
You always say the same, I have no more coins to play this game,
Always the same, I'm always the one to blame, I'm always the one insane
And everyday another part of me fade away,
We walked together a road that reached it's end,
Gotta go away, and walk my own way,
You must walk your way now too, believe it or not,
I just want the best for you

But no longer can stand
To see both of us, fading away, everyday,
Seens like we have nothing left to do or to say
So we both must get away,
I just want the best for you,
I wish you only wanted the best for me too

I just don't feel the same way, that I used to
About you, myself, or anything else,
I just see it all fading away,
Going into a big black hole,
And I must rebuild, that's all I know
Time to grow

Everyday, the gap between us,
Just continue to grow
We no longer speak the same language, we don't want or need the same things,
So we have different places to go,
And different ways, different places to stay,
And it's all I need to know
I have to grow

Rotting away, everyday
Gotta get away, gotta be me
Rotting away here, everyday,
Gotta get away, gotta live

Can't you see we are dying, everyday?
Can't you see the way you kill me, everyday?
Can't you see, it's so clear
We are both wasted away
I can no longer stay here,
Just gotta get away, I have no more fear

I just don't feel the way I used to,
About this world, just need to live
It's all getting in the past, as we both just keep on fading away,
Now we will just hurt each other, and that hurts me a lot,
Don't expect you to understand, but I just can't pretend

This road have reached it's end, it was a treasure, but now it just rots away
Nothing left to do or say, time to go separated ways,
I no longer need to know, all I need is to survive,
We are running out of time
How can you not realize?

As it all goes away,
I see it all just fading to grey
And all these feelings must go away,
I can't keep on drowning, everyday,
On this big, black hole,
I need to grow

I always had the best intentions,
But I have learned good intentions are not enough,
So all these feelings get away,
I don't belong here, I must disappear,
I did the best I could, I learnt precious lessons of humility,
That shows clearly that whatever I do is never enough

But I just do what I can,
In the cruel designs of the masterplan
In the end of the day,
I am just a man
So what else do you want from me?
I just need to be, I just need to live


It's all part of the game,
That we call life
It's all part of the game,
Must wash away all the shame, must survive
It's all part of the game, that we call life
Must carve the map with a sharp knife, it takes a while

It's all rotting away, everyday
We are all rotting away, everyday,
Rotting away, too tired to play,
Rotting away, gotta get away

From Here to the Infinity

It takes much time to realize, that there is no time
Time is only a illusion, confusion, a prison, for no reason,
There's no time, you gotta make your own time

It's just a prison cell,
Another way to keep you in a private hell,
Just ignore the pendulum, let it swing,
Ignore the wheels, getting so rusty,
And just break it,  get away from it

Take off all the clocks from your wall
Why do you need them, after all?
Take all the clocks from your wall
You don't need them to hear the call

It takes too much time, to realize such mistake
That we are trapped and enslaved,
And all that really matters is to pursue your fate
So get in the road, and go whatever you have to go,
It will just be what it have to be,
All you gotta do is break it, and reach your destiny
Somewhere in the lawless infinity

So just let it be, whatever it have to be,
So just let it bleed, the way it have to bleed,
So just go, after whatever you need

Take all the clocks of your wall,
Why do you need them, after all?
Take all the clocks of your wall,
After all, you don't need them to hear the call

It does not really matters, if the wheels keep on spinning,
As long as you are winning,
And as they stop, you see that even if you are losing,
At least you are improving

So just let it flow, the way it have to flow,
So just let it grow, the way it have to grow,
So just let it go, the way it have to go,
On the road, to your destiny,
From here to the infinity

Tonight

Won't dare to tell you what's on my mind
Won't become more meat to grind
Just too late to rewind

How could you know,
About the freak show?
Only if you were here, such horror
There is no way to show

I'm rolling all the dices tonight,
Warming up for the fight
To live, or to die,
To be killed or to kill, it all will,
Be decided tonight

As I burn, in my cell
The place in which I hide, on this hell
Don't know what was my crime, but I already did my time,
So I'm breaking away, prison break, no matter what, had enough of bullshit,
Flaming war, can't take it anymore, will not take it anymore, I will explode,
Explode, explode, it all, rising to stand tall,
I'm just warming up, gonna break away from my cell, gonna escape this hell,
Already did my time, you better let me go, or you will regret it,
It's all going down tonight

I'm not afraid to die, I'm used to bleed
What about you? Are you willing to?
Won't tell you what's on my mind,
Hope you don't have to find,
Just too late to rewind,
I will explode it all and then I'll be fine,
It's all going down tonight

701

Won't talk, won't talk, won't talk,
Will observe, observe, will never serve,
Raped, and won't forget, how it felt like to fall
On such trap,
Turns all pain into hatred, and prepare...
For the payback
Always ready to attack, attack, attack

Deceived, deceived, deceived
Only hatred in her eyes,
It once was only love, and the blood that fell,
To give birth to a beautiful flag
Now, what it all represents?
Nothing but blood of revenge, burning desire, turned into
Burning hatred, all the time deep into her eyes,
All that blood that fell, now there's only hell,
You will only realize once you find yourself
Deceased, deceased, deceased!

Won't break, won't break, won't break,
No matter what you do
But just keep on trying, but just keep on lying.
In the end, ironically, you are the one who will end up dying

Digging, digging, just because you told so, digging, digging, and digging, and digging,
You don't even imagine that all this digging you wanted, all that digging you think you control
It's part of a different kind of trap, made specially for you,
So you will see you are not so smart after all, as you sink, with your cursed ship,
Suffocated by your own whip, alone with all your own shit,
You don't even imagine, that this hole you wanted, the result of all the digging,
Is actually your grave, as the scorpion escapes,
Just another ironic twist of fate, as you fall, and fall, and fall,
As you fall with it all


Will walk, will walk, will walk,
Abused, corrupted, and confused,
But will walk, then will run,
With only a word as a gun,
More than enough, so it's your turn to fall,
She's got a plan, she had enough,
She had it all

Looks so broken and torn, but it's all just part of the reborn
So now you better watch your back,
You will probably not even feel the sting, injecting all your own poison,
Right through your veins, you will see some losers were born to actually win,
But you won't even have time to realize, the ultimate....
Attack, attack, attack,
The ultimate payback!

Sucker

I'm a sucker, sucker, sucker
I'm a total sucker,a  total sucker
And it sucks so much to be such a sucker,
I just can't keep my mouth shut,
Why can't I just stop, I must cease to speak,
I already spoke so much

I'm a train disaster, a total mess,
If I was really smart, I would not be losing since the start
I'm a disgrace, will be always misplaced,
And I deserve it, I am to blame, for my own shame,
I am disease, and still, I always speak,
Why can't I just cease

I must punish myself, I must remember,
All my daily crimes in every breath,
Can't forget I'm not alive, the echoes of my annoying voice,
So pointless, in the end I'm not really makinga  choice,
Just need to bleed, a little bit,
Some fresh ones, will pay my debts, then I can wash away the sorrow,
At least until tomorrow

I'm a sucker, sucker, total sucker
I'm a total sucker, sucker, sucker, a total sucker,
But at least I'm not a motherfucker, fatherfucker,
At least I don't fear the truth,
I can see right through,
Why can't I remain in silence, and just embrace my fate,
It is what it is, it will be what it haves to be,
And there's nothing in this world for me
Already spoke too much,
I must just shut up

The Gift

Something I can't explain, And why explain, anyway If for some reason you took my hand, when I was dead, Somehow brought me back, fro my grave, injected life and energy, Straight into my veins You held my hand, and I could walk away, That's what really matters, anyway No need to explain, it's the only thing that does not seen to be in vain, I don't know where you want to take me, but I'm willing to go aboard your train, The destination, does not matters, you have been erasing my pain, I don't know why, or how, but that does not really matters, anyway I don't know exactly what I feel, but I just feel it I might have met you yesterday, but it seens like we already knew each other, anyway There's something real, that really heals, In every word you say, I try to disguise the fear, that tomorrow you might have gone away What really matters, is that you are here with me today And then suddenly it all went away All that weight, all that disgrace, Was somehow washed away All I know is that I must pay back such gift, And I know that I can do it, So all the rest, does not really matters, I just feel, and what we feel, is the only thing that is real In this abstract connnection, I just hope there is no misconception, For what I feel, could be only said that way, I am nothing but a mistake, that should be erased, a crownless and broken king But if you think I'm worthy of being saved, would you be my queen? If you just hold my hand and take me away, I'll go anywhere, I just don't care, You just make me feel better, and I want to make you feel better, So for me, that's what really matters, anyway