What the Hell

What the hell?
Why did I fell?
I was unwell,
I was feeling well,
I am always saved by the bell

I needed wine and pills to calm down
I needed it to chill
To nullify the caffeine effect
That I needed before,
And it will always come back

What the hell?
Who said this?
Who is this on the mirror?
I don´t recognize you,
I don´t think I know you
So go away, and stay away from me
I don´t want you here
Stop coming around here

I broke the knife deep into my skin
I don´t really see the difference now
To lose, or to win
It´s all the same
I will always survive
I am bigger than time,
A mushroom, getting stronger in despise

What the hell?
I am asleep, but still, I am awake
I am speaking straight from my grave
What the hell?
Empty corridors, so how did I fell?
Anybody there?
It will always come back