Ghostly Thing

Close my eyes,
And it all fade to grey
Try to keep my eyes open,
And nothing goes away

Engraved in my soul, all the bloodline curses, all the lies and the crimes,
The dead voices in my head, cutting deep,
Ghosts ready to attack, crawling in my sleep

Into my tomb, my spirit cries in loneliness
And all these tears will only serve to drown me
Buried in this tomb, scratching the dirt in agony,
There is no air in here, but I still breathe,
Craving for some life, everywhere I went to, there was only mayhem
Finally I realize, not dead, not alive,
Just another ghost, I'm one of them....

A hungry spectre that never had satisfaction,
Thrown into this world only for one action,
Obsolete, looking for a distraction
To avoid the smell of putrefaction,
A portrait of decay, born stray,
Just a ghost, misunderstood

Look into my eyes, just emptiness
All I ever was has faded away
I disappeared, but somehow I'm still here
Trapped in this purgartory, I scream but seens like nobody can hear me

The pain only grows, time gets more and more slow,
As I cease to exist, it becomes clear,
The reason why I was sent here,
Just for this one action, a pale reflection,
Raised and prepared,
To serve the purposes of Death,
To kill, all that blood, to spill,
To be released from my grave, transcend all space,
To drown and desintegrate, in the spiral of my own darkness

Into the wounds, I beg for the end of this loneliness,
Invisible, why would anyone see me?
I guess someday, I was someone,
Got too old, whatever it was, I can't seen to remember anymore
But these ghosts are always around, whispering in my ear,
It's something I can't ignore, I speak, but as one of them, who would hear me?
It's now quite clear, once my mission is accomplished,
I shall destroy this cage of flesh, and get free,
There is nothing left for me in here

This is a only and obvious reaction,
Chemical chains of rolling void fraction,
Running out of time and distractions,
To ignore the stench of my putrefaction,
Undead and pathetic ghoul with only pain as a sensation,
A lost figure in the earthling station,
Now I drown,
In my tears of blood