What If I Should Die?

I've got no more pride
No reason left to hide
So I just do what my natre tells me to
I just go ahead, and survive

But sometimes it feels like it's my time
And the only thing in my mind
Is to leave this world behind
Maybe it's just impossbile to rewind
I do what I can, I try, and try, but why?
What if I should just die?

What's inside my mind?
I get scared, yeah, sometimes I get so afraid
Of what I could find
And sometimes I just get so blind,
When I try to find, so blind
Blind

I dig inside myself
But what if there's nothing left to find?
And what if I dig deeper
Just to find it's all just a trick, survival instinct,
And there's no life for me anymore,
And it's all just a trick, of my mind?

I try, to surive, all the time,
But what if i'm just fooling myself, what if it's all just a lie?
But what if I should just die?