What If I Should Die?

I've got no more pride
No reason left to hide
So I just do what my natre tells me to
I just go ahead, and survive

But sometimes it feels like it's my time
And the only thing in my mind
Is to leave this world behind
Maybe it's just impossbile to rewind
I do what I can, I try, and try, but why?
What if I should just die?

What's inside my mind?
I get scared, yeah, sometimes I get so afraid
Of what I could find
And sometimes I just get so blind,
When I try to find, so blind
Blind

I dig inside myself
But what if there's nothing left to find?
And what if I dig deeper
Just to find it's all just a trick, survival instinct,
And there's no life for me anymore,
And it's all just a trick, of my mind?

I try, to surive, all the time,
But what if i'm just fooling myself, what if it's all just a lie?
But what if I should just die?

Kill Me Now

Lame excuse of a human being
Born from a putrid womb full of maggots
Nothing that ever was exists anymore, all rotten
A dead man walking, stench of death
Rotten, broken,
All was already spoken,
I'm done, can't get mysef back

Kill me now
Kill me now, please
Kill me now, I'm just a disease
Kill me now, please

Want to be pure
Death is the cure
Want to be pure
Want to be somebody else
Want to be cured
Disgusted everytime I look within myself

Natural born loser
Can't stand how annoying I am
So many things I could have been
But I'm just a failure, just look at me,
And i'm doing the best I can

Despite my rotten flesh
Despite my rotten brains
Look at myself filled with disgust
Look at myself filled with distrust
I must do something, do I really  must
Live in eternal death?

Kill me now
Kill me now, I'm just a disease
Kill me now, please
Kill me now, make it cease

Reality Check

In the end of the day
It doesn't matter if you are yellow, red, white or black
Whatever, cause we are all fading to grey
Time for a reality check

It doesn't matter if you call it a president, or a prime minister,
If you call it democracy, socialism, or whatever
They are all psychopathic dictators, sucking out all your blood and sweat
Wake up you fool, stop being just another small system tool,
Time for a reality check

It doesn't matter if you are a vegan or if you only buy organic
Or wherever your water comes from,
Anything you eat and anything you drink
Will be poisoned, way more than you can even think
Yeah, my friend, can't you unfderstand?
We're all in this boat to sink
You wanna save the world, breaking news, it's already dead
Time for a reality check

In the end of the day
It's just another toxic line in the sky,
It's you getting sick all the time,
It's just you doing your regular shit without even questioning why
It's you being enslaved and having your spirit erased
For you all and all your family
If you are not already awake, so it's probably already toon late,

Sorry to say, but we are all fading to grey
And all that glorious past, we keep looking for in denial
Damnit, we can't bring it back!
It's all dead, it's all fucking dead
And now it's all just crap, just crap!
Time for a reality check!

Dio in Mea Culpa

Since you agreed with the breed that feast on the deceased, you sowed the supreme seed of disease that seems to never cease

And you believed in the weak, a lonely weed that is mute and will never speak, so now you shall forever bleed

I see, the frequency, it's about the lost essence, lost innocence, in the name of thirty - three
I see, beyond the masks of eternity, so you thought it was supposed to be, well you picked the wrong tree

Oh, poor bumble bee
Doomed with all the parts of me, to live in eternal misery

I see it clearly now, this is your God
I see it clearly now, this is your Dog

Keep your God in the leash, will you, please?
Keep your Dog in the leash, will you, please?

I see, it's not just about you and me
I see, so putrid and so sick
About to fall from the tree, thirty - tree, the rotten fruit that was never meant to be
It's falling it all, it's all falling, falling now, over you, over me, all over you, all over me,
Damn look what you've done to us, look at what you've done to you, look at what you've done to me

Oh, poor bumble bee
trapped in the cage of the creed, doomed to never leave

I see it cleary now, this is your God
I see it clearly now, this is your Dog

Just keep your God in the leash, okay, please?
Just keep your Dog in the leash, okay, please?

Inaugural Season

You were born in the summer
On such a distant day
I was right by your side,
I told you to fight
Against the tide
But you choosed
To go away

Today I see myself fading and waving
Goodbye to all, it's all a constant rise and fall
And the new me will, eventually
Stand tall

It was like a picnic
On such a calm day
Now it seems so distant
Our whole world faded to grey
Can't show my true colours to this sick society
The new me, they would eat me alive

You were so pathetic when you died
And left me here
After all was said and done,
You left me alone with the gun
I should know the end was near
Now all boards are clear

You were part of a big mistake
Spawned just a bigger mistake, to play
Alone in this world, today
You said we would fight
Together til the end
Against the tide
Then you just left me here
And ran away!

Now I must find some kind of life
With no more inner light
Running out of inner fire
Forget about yesterday, someway
Became just a mortal coil
Wandering and searching for a place for myself

To be or not to be
Something growing in me, whatever's left of me
Crawling in your world today
Searching for a reason to stay, to play
To not run away!

This thing I become, the new me, under that ghostly gun
What if I died, at least I tried
I fought for us,  I fought all the time
You were the one who gave up
Now I'm the one, under the gun,
Fighting against the tide, pretending it will be alright
Fighting all the time, while my dead feet walk in your world,
I wander, is there still a place for myself?

Cool Skull School

You just arrived, in life, in the school
With all your potential you became
Nothing but one of their tools

And they will use you, abuse you
And then discard you, throw you away
Then let's see if you will still want to play

Bones crushing, we can hear the sound from here
Eaten by the machine, now the end is near
But you can't see, you can't see it, obviously
You are the one being devoured by it

Hello robot, you are not my friend
Little know - it - all, suddenly you will fall
Cause no one alone can stand tall

You are the one who's a fool
While you walk around thinking you are so cool

So you thought you were dealing with fools
But they will take you in your blindness
Take you in a ride for numbness
Automatic, plastic
You think you are so special, so fantastic
Now what do you say?
You had the chance, but you wasted it all away
After you learn your great lesson
I wonder if you will still want to play

You are the one who's a fool
While you walk around thinking you are so cool

This is Bad

Anywhere but you just don't see,
Anywhere, and then you come to blame me
Entering your dreams,
Lurking across the streets of your screams

Anywhere you pretend you just don't know it 
Anyway it's gonna end 
You pretend you can avoid it 
While you live just inside your head

This is bad, bad, bad
Bad, so bad
And we need it, bad
Bad, so bad

Anyway you just won't hear
Don't know why the hell I was even here
You never learn, this is clear,
Let me go, cause I don't want to be near

Anywhere and you just don't know it
Anyway, we are all gonna pay
I sent you the last warning,
And still you pretend
Until the very end

In your head,
You only live inside your head
Big dreams, bigger screams
Big dreams, bigger screens,
Nothing as what it seems

And this is bad, bad
So bad, bad
But we need it, bad
And we need it, bad
Bad, so bad