The Damage is Already Done

I was born, and I was told

There I had a life, that I was supposed to live
I followed all the rules, and it only got worse
Then I broke them all, and still I could not escape
Jumping from hell to hell
Now I feel like, finally
I have no new tale to tell

No matter what I try, what I do
The damage is already done
Broken inside, a mind torn apart
I can keep on walking
But the damage is already done

It´s getting harder and harder to breathe
I´m suffocated and surrounded by disease
The walls keep closing in, I wonder
If there is really a way out
I´m not sure if I should still resist,
Maybe I was just meant to fall
But if I have to fall, I will fall proud
And just let my silence speak loud

Too many wounds have healed,
But the damage is already done
No matter how much I fight, how much I feel
The damage is already done

 I should not be here, is so clear
I´m just a bug in the system, I should not be
So how anything could work for me?
I don´t belong here, in the shadows, I will disappear

I always tried to live
To have some peace
But now I´m too tired, too weak
And the hell, from hell to hell, it never cease
I guess I´ve had enough, maybe I should just leave

I´m already dead, maybe I should just accept the fact,
I´m just a mistake, totally misplaced
But I keep on fighting, I keep on trying
Since I arrived, from the putrid womb,
I was already put on trial
I still see a way out, I still see the cure
Am I on denial?

I do everything I can,
But the damage is already done
I still fight, I still try,
I still try to live, but I always die
Head over heels, the damage is already done
Everything I feel, head over heels, it will never heal
The damage is already done
Nowhere left to run,
So now, please give me a gun