Everybody,
so far away
Some of them have a life, still they are not satisfied
Some of them are broken like me,
But they refuse to fight
So why should I?
This is not the celebration, of the day I was born
But of the day that I died, for the last time
Bleeding ritual, my last funeral
I embrace what I am, the nothingness in me
So empty inside
You would not wish me a happy birthday
If you knew I was actually never alive
Everybody, so far away
It’s early 90’s again
I just walked in circles, all these years in vain
It’s zero again, even I am away today
I walked all I could walk
I talked all I could talk
I did all I could do
It all just led me to this
So this is how it ends, nothing left
Give me my death certificate, I will no longer fight the tide
I am officially dead
I never thought I could feel this way one day
Undone, away from home, completely alone
Cannot measure such emptiness and loneliness
No one here with me, as I am consumed by a invisible enemy
No one to keep me company,
As I keep on bleeding, I will bleed all day long
There’s nothing left, but the ghosts in my head
The last fall, will you attend my last funeral?
There is nothing to celebrate,
This is just the day that I died, for the last time
In fact, I was never really alive, I never had the chance to try
Now, that Saturn has arrived,
Why should I?
There is nothing to celebrate,
I was born already torn, already dead
Just give me my death certificate
And let me disappear, as my murdered soul, victimized by anemia,
Burns at the stake
Reduced to nothing but ashes....
sexta-feira, 19 de dezembro de 2014
Resolution
It’s not about religion, or superstition
Just use your innervision, without any supervision
While you lie under the tree, falling asleep
You are dreaming, but you are not really living
Is it scarier, to deal with the truth
The facts, right in front of you
Is it really easier to hide, and close your eyes,
In the wave of mutilation, until everything dies?
It’s not about right or wrong
It’s about singing your own song
You have been singing their song for too long
It’s about recognizing your own potential, fight for whatever you want to
Realizing how much you are Strong
It’s not about black or white
Left or right
It’s about opening your third eye,
You have three, and they have only one,
So it should be easy for you to recognize the lie
It’s not about flags, parties, or ideology
It’s about information, liberation, inner salvation
It’s about getting rid of all hypocrisy, the enslavement of morality
It’s about travelling through the seas, and getting free
It’s about remembering and keeping your essence,
It’s about Independence, no place for innocence
It’s about revolution, the last revolution,
The end of all institution, and constitution
It’s about the cure, the final solution, resolution
Just use your innervision, without any supervision
While you lie under the tree, falling asleep
You are dreaming, but you are not really living
Is it scarier, to deal with the truth
The facts, right in front of you
Is it really easier to hide, and close your eyes,
In the wave of mutilation, until everything dies?
It’s not about right or wrong
It’s about singing your own song
You have been singing their song for too long
It’s about recognizing your own potential, fight for whatever you want to
Realizing how much you are Strong
It’s not about black or white
Left or right
It’s about opening your third eye,
You have three, and they have only one,
So it should be easy for you to recognize the lie
It’s not about flags, parties, or ideology
It’s about information, liberation, inner salvation
It’s about getting rid of all hypocrisy, the enslavement of morality
It’s about travelling through the seas, and getting free
It’s about remembering and keeping your essence,
It’s about Independence, no place for innocence
It’s about revolution, the last revolution,
The end of all institution, and constitution
It’s about the cure, the final solution, resolution
segunda-feira, 15 de dezembro de 2014
Exit the Matrix
How long have been this going on?
WHY was it going on?
Is it still going on?
HOW could this even go on?
I Always arrive too late, and this time it really hurt me deep inside
So there’s nothing I can do but to contemplate the damage that I cannot fix
No matter how much I want to, and I will never even have a chance to
At least, not even such damage can affect the strenght and beauty of some souls
At least, I could learn much, you can too, if you read this message carefully
But I can’t deal with such hostility, brutality
I’m too sick of this world and all this bestiality
It’s nothing but insanity, there’s so many I could do, but I will never have the chance to
So I know the tides are turning and the cleansing is finally coming,
Soon all the disease of this merry – go – round will stop
As they get rusty, the wheels of time
But even tough I’m empty, your pain is also mine
I can’t do anything to ease this pain, and I don’t even have a life
The obvious choice is suicide
This planet has become nothing but a jewish – masonry disgusting and opressive prison
There is no more reason, only treason
As a rebel, it seens I don’t have any right
Whatever, I see right through Horus, right through the lies
And I don’t want to keep on breathing in vain, trapped in “Life”
This is just a prison, and I already did my time
My nature was Always to self – destruct, so I just pushed the buttom
I will never have what I want, I will never be, I will never be what I want to be
Gonna destroy what’s left of myself, and gonna leave a trail of destruction behind
For I will speak to you, world, in a very loud and explosive tone, that’s how you will hear my voice
Before I finally cease to exist, and find some peace
Away from here, finally free
With the only choice that is mine
Sweet suicide
WHY was it going on?
Is it still going on?
HOW could this even go on?
I Always arrive too late, and this time it really hurt me deep inside
So there’s nothing I can do but to contemplate the damage that I cannot fix
No matter how much I want to, and I will never even have a chance to
At least, not even such damage can affect the strenght and beauty of some souls
At least, I could learn much, you can too, if you read this message carefully
But I can’t deal with such hostility, brutality
I’m too sick of this world and all this bestiality
It’s nothing but insanity, there’s so many I could do, but I will never have the chance to
So I know the tides are turning and the cleansing is finally coming,
Soon all the disease of this merry – go – round will stop
As they get rusty, the wheels of time
But even tough I’m empty, your pain is also mine
I can’t do anything to ease this pain, and I don’t even have a life
The obvious choice is suicide
This planet has become nothing but a jewish – masonry disgusting and opressive prison
There is no more reason, only treason
As a rebel, it seens I don’t have any right
Whatever, I see right through Horus, right through the lies
And I don’t want to keep on breathing in vain, trapped in “Life”
This is just a prison, and I already did my time
My nature was Always to self – destruct, so I just pushed the buttom
I will never have what I want, I will never be, I will never be what I want to be
Gonna destroy what’s left of myself, and gonna leave a trail of destruction behind
For I will speak to you, world, in a very loud and explosive tone, that’s how you will hear my voice
Before I finally cease to exist, and find some peace
Away from here, finally free
With the only choice that is mine
Sweet suicide
You and You
He fucks the way you want to fuck
He fucked everyone up, he fucked everything up
Because you were already so fucked up,
That he fucked you too
He fucked the way you wanted to fuck
But now you are out of luck
And you are so fucked up
That’s why he fucked you too
And he is you, he is you
He always was you...He always was you
He never took your place,
You are a mistake,
He is just you,
He was always...Just you
He fucked everyone up, he fucked everything up
Because you were already so fucked up,
That he fucked you too
He fucked the way you wanted to fuck
But now you are out of luck
And you are so fucked up
That’s why he fucked you too
And he is you, he is you
He always was you...He always was you
He never took your place,
You are a mistake,
He is just you,
He was always...Just you
Transference
Transference, transference
I was fed with the rotten seeds of your presence
I was infected, by your spiritual death
I was deluded, then stolen, by my innocence
So glad you are dead, but still
I’m haunted by the these seeds, of your presence
Even tough you were never really there
Even tough I was never there, either
Even tough it is all dead,
And it never really happened,
I’m still, and will be, forever trapped
And infected
The blood I have in my hands, and that will increase
The implosions turning into explosions, that will never cease
It will be alo in your hands, in your dirty hands
It will be also in the ashes of your bones, forever
You will pay for it all, much more, even more
Even from your cheap grave
In this last of all funerals, you teached me
That I am the master, not the slave
I am ceasing to bleed, as everyhing becomes....
Just what it is
Just the eternal abyss
Ignorance might work for them, but
Reality, and all that comes with it, the abyss,
It’s my only real bliss
I was fed with the rotten seeds of your presence
I was infected, by your spiritual death
I was deluded, then stolen, by my innocence
So glad you are dead, but still
I’m haunted by the these seeds, of your presence
Even tough you were never really there
Even tough I was never there, either
Even tough it is all dead,
And it never really happened,
I’m still, and will be, forever trapped
And infected
The blood I have in my hands, and that will increase
The implosions turning into explosions, that will never cease
It will be alo in your hands, in your dirty hands
It will be also in the ashes of your bones, forever
You will pay for it all, much more, even more
Even from your cheap grave
In this last of all funerals, you teached me
That I am the master, not the slave
I am ceasing to bleed, as everyhing becomes....
Just what it is
Just the eternal abyss
Ignorance might work for them, but
Reality, and all that comes with it, the abyss,
It’s my only real bliss
quarta-feira, 10 de dezembro de 2014
Rise and Shine
Rise up, fight for your rights
Rise up, don’t be afraid of your light
They stole it all from you,
They denied it all to you,
Time to take back
What is already yours
Don’t get infected by their lies, and their fear
Freedom was never so near
Victory was never so clear
It always belonged to you, all that
So just go there and take it back!
Just do whatever you want to
Just be whatever you want to be
The power is already yours, don’t be afraid to use it
They broke you, stole it all from you,
But the power is yours
So just attack, and take it back!
Rise up, fight for your life
Rise up, fight for your rights
Don’t be afraid to burn them, with all your light
Rise up and shine!
Obey no laws, but your own
Obey no family, obey no authority
Obey no one, obey nothing, but yourself
You are your own government,
Your own ruler, your own god
It’s your life, your path, your right,
So rise up, and fight,
Rise up and shine!
Rise up, don’t be afraid of your light
They stole it all from you,
They denied it all to you,
Time to take back
What is already yours
Don’t get infected by their lies, and their fear
Freedom was never so near
Victory was never so clear
It always belonged to you, all that
So just go there and take it back!
Just do whatever you want to
Just be whatever you want to be
The power is already yours, don’t be afraid to use it
They broke you, stole it all from you,
But the power is yours
So just attack, and take it back!
Rise up, fight for your life
Rise up, fight for your rights
Don’t be afraid to burn them, with all your light
Rise up and shine!
Obey no laws, but your own
Obey no family, obey no authority
Obey no one, obey nothing, but yourself
You are your own government,
Your own ruler, your own god
It’s your life, your path, your right,
So rise up, and fight,
Rise up and shine!
Not Paying Attention
You, your Ubuntu shit, and your Deep Web, with your fucked
up head
You think you are so smart, mocking reality
Trapped on the illusion that you think it’s real
All your hedonism and your pragmatism
Will come back to get you when the time arrives
But, I don’t care
Why should I?
I’m not paying attention
To all your degradation
I´’m not paying attention
To all your self – exploitation
I don’t give a damn
About the latest “Racism” case
I don’t give a damn about “Elections”, or the so –called “News”
I’m not paying attention
My eyes are on the missiles maps
China, Syria, France, USA, UK
Just waiting the final collapse of your system
To get away, to far, far away
So, you can hide behind your distractions
Ignore the maps, and die on the traps
But I’m just not payng attention
You can hide all you want, but when the curtains fall
The stage exposed, all your walls will fall too
And you, little know – it – all,
Will also collapse in fear, when reality calls
But I’m not paying attention
Too busy looking at your makers
Moving you on the board
Just fuguring out
The next step
So fuck all the “Celebrity” shit
Fuck all your poison, fuck all your placebos
Fuck all your countries, your flags,
Your childish nationalism, your phony humanism
Fuck it, fuck all that shit
I’m just not paying attention at all
Just waiting for you all to fall
I’m not fucking paying attention at all!
You think you are so smart, mocking reality
Trapped on the illusion that you think it’s real
All your hedonism and your pragmatism
Will come back to get you when the time arrives
But, I don’t care
Why should I?
I’m not paying attention
To all your degradation
I´’m not paying attention
To all your self – exploitation
I don’t give a damn
About the latest “Racism” case
I don’t give a damn about “Elections”, or the so –called “News”
I’m not paying attention
My eyes are on the missiles maps
China, Syria, France, USA, UK
Just waiting the final collapse of your system
To get away, to far, far away
So, you can hide behind your distractions
Ignore the maps, and die on the traps
But I’m just not payng attention
You can hide all you want, but when the curtains fall
The stage exposed, all your walls will fall too
And you, little know – it – all,
Will also collapse in fear, when reality calls
But I’m not paying attention
Too busy looking at your makers
Moving you on the board
Just fuguring out
The next step
So fuck all the “Celebrity” shit
Fuck all your poison, fuck all your placebos
Fuck all your countries, your flags,
Your childish nationalism, your phony humanism
Fuck it, fuck all that shit
I’m just not paying attention at all
Just waiting for you all to fall
I’m not fucking paying attention at all!
Burnt by the Hellfire (Ashes of My Soul)
I
was born in Hell,
Raised in Hell,
Enslaved, for so many years,
To the wishing well
I thought I was alive, all these years
I thought it was real, but in the end I always knew,
It was all just a facade, a stage, a mistake
The few times I stopped to look,
I was overwhelmed by all the fears
I just could not not deal with the fact, that everything around me was plague
Then I just looked away, I bought the lies, I believed the hollow skies
I was not strong enough enoough to realize, so all the time, I just tried to hide
It was all fake, but it all felt so safe
That I accepted the mistake, I became a part of the mistake
But then, all illusion fadeed away, and I could see right through
Those eyes, the eyes of Death
Then, all those fears were gone,
And I could finally realize
That I was hiding like a coward, just forfeiting the fight, all that time
And now....Maybe is too late....Is it too late?
I got rid of the plague, but what about the mistake?
I must erase, I must fix the mistake, but....What if I am the mistake?
After all, since I was born, I was born already torn
Rejected, neglected, I was born..But I was born already dead
Unwanted, uninvited,
They always talked abot sacrifice,
But I never asked to join your party
So, I am still here, even tough it feels like I should just disappear
I don´t belong here, why should I stay?
The calling, everyday, tells me to just go away
It would be so much easier that way
Hell, Hell, Hell, is there any new tale to tell?
Am I under some kind of spell?
Will I be strong enough to break the shell?
Why does nobody buys all I have to sell?
I did my time, so why am I still on this prison cell?
Hell....Burnig my soul to ashes
That the wind takes away
To away, far away, so far away.....
I look around, I realize, with my eyes open wide
And all I see is a mistake
Raised in Hell,
Enslaved, for so many years,
To the wishing well
I thought I was alive, all these years
I thought it was real, but in the end I always knew,
It was all just a facade, a stage, a mistake
The few times I stopped to look,
I was overwhelmed by all the fears
I just could not not deal with the fact, that everything around me was plague
Then I just looked away, I bought the lies, I believed the hollow skies
I was not strong enough enoough to realize, so all the time, I just tried to hide
It was all fake, but it all felt so safe
That I accepted the mistake, I became a part of the mistake
But then, all illusion fadeed away, and I could see right through
Those eyes, the eyes of Death
Then, all those fears were gone,
And I could finally realize
That I was hiding like a coward, just forfeiting the fight, all that time
And now....Maybe is too late....Is it too late?
I got rid of the plague, but what about the mistake?
I must erase, I must fix the mistake, but....What if I am the mistake?
After all, since I was born, I was born already torn
Rejected, neglected, I was born..But I was born already dead
Unwanted, uninvited,
They always talked abot sacrifice,
But I never asked to join your party
So, I am still here, even tough it feels like I should just disappear
I don´t belong here, why should I stay?
The calling, everyday, tells me to just go away
It would be so much easier that way
Hell, Hell, Hell, is there any new tale to tell?
Am I under some kind of spell?
Will I be strong enough to break the shell?
Why does nobody buys all I have to sell?
I did my time, so why am I still on this prison cell?
Hell....Burnig my soul to ashes
That the wind takes away
To away, far away, so far away.....
I look around, I realize, with my eyes open wide
And all I see is a mistake
Choose Your Destiny
Disgusting, filthy
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
Nobody
Disgusting, filthy
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
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