Everybody,
so far away
Some of them have a life, still they are not satisfied
Some of them are broken like me,
But they refuse to fight
So why should I?
This is not the celebration, of the day I was born
But of the day that I died, for the last time
Bleeding ritual, my last funeral
I embrace what I am, the nothingness in me
So empty inside
You would not wish me a happy birthday
If you knew I was actually never alive
Everybody, so far away
It’s early 90’s again
I just walked in circles, all these years in vain
It’s zero again, even I am away today
I walked all I could walk
I talked all I could talk
I did all I could do
It all just led me to this
So this is how it ends, nothing left
Give me my death certificate, I will no longer fight the tide
I am officially dead
I never thought I could feel this way one day
Undone, away from home, completely alone
Cannot measure such emptiness and loneliness
No one here with me, as I am consumed by a invisible enemy
No one to keep me company,
As I keep on bleeding, I will bleed all day long
There’s nothing left, but the ghosts in my head
The last fall, will you attend my last funeral?
There is nothing to celebrate,
This is just the day that I died, for the last time
In fact, I was never really alive, I never had the chance to try
Now, that Saturn has arrived,
Why should I?
There is nothing to celebrate,
I was born already torn, already dead
Just give me my death certificate
And let me disappear, as my murdered soul, victimized by anemia,
Burns at the stake
Reduced to nothing but ashes....
sexta-feira, 19 de dezembro de 2014
Resolution
It’s not about religion, or superstition
Just use your innervision, without any supervision
While you lie under the tree, falling asleep
You are dreaming, but you are not really living
Is it scarier, to deal with the truth
The facts, right in front of you
Is it really easier to hide, and close your eyes,
In the wave of mutilation, until everything dies?
It’s not about right or wrong
It’s about singing your own song
You have been singing their song for too long
It’s about recognizing your own potential, fight for whatever you want to
Realizing how much you are Strong
It’s not about black or white
Left or right
It’s about opening your third eye,
You have three, and they have only one,
So it should be easy for you to recognize the lie
It’s not about flags, parties, or ideology
It’s about information, liberation, inner salvation
It’s about getting rid of all hypocrisy, the enslavement of morality
It’s about travelling through the seas, and getting free
It’s about remembering and keeping your essence,
It’s about Independence, no place for innocence
It’s about revolution, the last revolution,
The end of all institution, and constitution
It’s about the cure, the final solution, resolution
Just use your innervision, without any supervision
While you lie under the tree, falling asleep
You are dreaming, but you are not really living
Is it scarier, to deal with the truth
The facts, right in front of you
Is it really easier to hide, and close your eyes,
In the wave of mutilation, until everything dies?
It’s not about right or wrong
It’s about singing your own song
You have been singing their song for too long
It’s about recognizing your own potential, fight for whatever you want to
Realizing how much you are Strong
It’s not about black or white
Left or right
It’s about opening your third eye,
You have three, and they have only one,
So it should be easy for you to recognize the lie
It’s not about flags, parties, or ideology
It’s about information, liberation, inner salvation
It’s about getting rid of all hypocrisy, the enslavement of morality
It’s about travelling through the seas, and getting free
It’s about remembering and keeping your essence,
It’s about Independence, no place for innocence
It’s about revolution, the last revolution,
The end of all institution, and constitution
It’s about the cure, the final solution, resolution
segunda-feira, 15 de dezembro de 2014
Exit the Matrix
How long have been this going on?
WHY was it going on?
Is it still going on?
HOW could this even go on?
I Always arrive too late, and this time it really hurt me deep inside
So there’s nothing I can do but to contemplate the damage that I cannot fix
No matter how much I want to, and I will never even have a chance to
At least, not even such damage can affect the strenght and beauty of some souls
At least, I could learn much, you can too, if you read this message carefully
But I can’t deal with such hostility, brutality
I’m too sick of this world and all this bestiality
It’s nothing but insanity, there’s so many I could do, but I will never have the chance to
So I know the tides are turning and the cleansing is finally coming,
Soon all the disease of this merry – go – round will stop
As they get rusty, the wheels of time
But even tough I’m empty, your pain is also mine
I can’t do anything to ease this pain, and I don’t even have a life
The obvious choice is suicide
This planet has become nothing but a jewish – masonry disgusting and opressive prison
There is no more reason, only treason
As a rebel, it seens I don’t have any right
Whatever, I see right through Horus, right through the lies
And I don’t want to keep on breathing in vain, trapped in “Life”
This is just a prison, and I already did my time
My nature was Always to self – destruct, so I just pushed the buttom
I will never have what I want, I will never be, I will never be what I want to be
Gonna destroy what’s left of myself, and gonna leave a trail of destruction behind
For I will speak to you, world, in a very loud and explosive tone, that’s how you will hear my voice
Before I finally cease to exist, and find some peace
Away from here, finally free
With the only choice that is mine
Sweet suicide
WHY was it going on?
Is it still going on?
HOW could this even go on?
I Always arrive too late, and this time it really hurt me deep inside
So there’s nothing I can do but to contemplate the damage that I cannot fix
No matter how much I want to, and I will never even have a chance to
At least, not even such damage can affect the strenght and beauty of some souls
At least, I could learn much, you can too, if you read this message carefully
But I can’t deal with such hostility, brutality
I’m too sick of this world and all this bestiality
It’s nothing but insanity, there’s so many I could do, but I will never have the chance to
So I know the tides are turning and the cleansing is finally coming,
Soon all the disease of this merry – go – round will stop
As they get rusty, the wheels of time
But even tough I’m empty, your pain is also mine
I can’t do anything to ease this pain, and I don’t even have a life
The obvious choice is suicide
This planet has become nothing but a jewish – masonry disgusting and opressive prison
There is no more reason, only treason
As a rebel, it seens I don’t have any right
Whatever, I see right through Horus, right through the lies
And I don’t want to keep on breathing in vain, trapped in “Life”
This is just a prison, and I already did my time
My nature was Always to self – destruct, so I just pushed the buttom
I will never have what I want, I will never be, I will never be what I want to be
Gonna destroy what’s left of myself, and gonna leave a trail of destruction behind
For I will speak to you, world, in a very loud and explosive tone, that’s how you will hear my voice
Before I finally cease to exist, and find some peace
Away from here, finally free
With the only choice that is mine
Sweet suicide
You and You
He fucks the way you want to fuck
He fucked everyone up, he fucked everything up
Because you were already so fucked up,
That he fucked you too
He fucked the way you wanted to fuck
But now you are out of luck
And you are so fucked up
That’s why he fucked you too
And he is you, he is you
He always was you...He always was you
He never took your place,
You are a mistake,
He is just you,
He was always...Just you
He fucked everyone up, he fucked everything up
Because you were already so fucked up,
That he fucked you too
He fucked the way you wanted to fuck
But now you are out of luck
And you are so fucked up
That’s why he fucked you too
And he is you, he is you
He always was you...He always was you
He never took your place,
You are a mistake,
He is just you,
He was always...Just you
Transference
Transference, transference
I was fed with the rotten seeds of your presence
I was infected, by your spiritual death
I was deluded, then stolen, by my innocence
So glad you are dead, but still
I’m haunted by the these seeds, of your presence
Even tough you were never really there
Even tough I was never there, either
Even tough it is all dead,
And it never really happened,
I’m still, and will be, forever trapped
And infected
The blood I have in my hands, and that will increase
The implosions turning into explosions, that will never cease
It will be alo in your hands, in your dirty hands
It will be also in the ashes of your bones, forever
You will pay for it all, much more, even more
Even from your cheap grave
In this last of all funerals, you teached me
That I am the master, not the slave
I am ceasing to bleed, as everyhing becomes....
Just what it is
Just the eternal abyss
Ignorance might work for them, but
Reality, and all that comes with it, the abyss,
It’s my only real bliss
I was fed with the rotten seeds of your presence
I was infected, by your spiritual death
I was deluded, then stolen, by my innocence
So glad you are dead, but still
I’m haunted by the these seeds, of your presence
Even tough you were never really there
Even tough I was never there, either
Even tough it is all dead,
And it never really happened,
I’m still, and will be, forever trapped
And infected
The blood I have in my hands, and that will increase
The implosions turning into explosions, that will never cease
It will be alo in your hands, in your dirty hands
It will be also in the ashes of your bones, forever
You will pay for it all, much more, even more
Even from your cheap grave
In this last of all funerals, you teached me
That I am the master, not the slave
I am ceasing to bleed, as everyhing becomes....
Just what it is
Just the eternal abyss
Ignorance might work for them, but
Reality, and all that comes with it, the abyss,
It’s my only real bliss
quarta-feira, 10 de dezembro de 2014
Rise and Shine
Rise up, fight for your rights
Rise up, don’t be afraid of your light
They stole it all from you,
They denied it all to you,
Time to take back
What is already yours
Don’t get infected by their lies, and their fear
Freedom was never so near
Victory was never so clear
It always belonged to you, all that
So just go there and take it back!
Just do whatever you want to
Just be whatever you want to be
The power is already yours, don’t be afraid to use it
They broke you, stole it all from you,
But the power is yours
So just attack, and take it back!
Rise up, fight for your life
Rise up, fight for your rights
Don’t be afraid to burn them, with all your light
Rise up and shine!
Obey no laws, but your own
Obey no family, obey no authority
Obey no one, obey nothing, but yourself
You are your own government,
Your own ruler, your own god
It’s your life, your path, your right,
So rise up, and fight,
Rise up and shine!
Rise up, don’t be afraid of your light
They stole it all from you,
They denied it all to you,
Time to take back
What is already yours
Don’t get infected by their lies, and their fear
Freedom was never so near
Victory was never so clear
It always belonged to you, all that
So just go there and take it back!
Just do whatever you want to
Just be whatever you want to be
The power is already yours, don’t be afraid to use it
They broke you, stole it all from you,
But the power is yours
So just attack, and take it back!
Rise up, fight for your life
Rise up, fight for your rights
Don’t be afraid to burn them, with all your light
Rise up and shine!
Obey no laws, but your own
Obey no family, obey no authority
Obey no one, obey nothing, but yourself
You are your own government,
Your own ruler, your own god
It’s your life, your path, your right,
So rise up, and fight,
Rise up and shine!
Not Paying Attention
You, your Ubuntu shit, and your Deep Web, with your fucked
up head
You think you are so smart, mocking reality
Trapped on the illusion that you think it’s real
All your hedonism and your pragmatism
Will come back to get you when the time arrives
But, I don’t care
Why should I?
I’m not paying attention
To all your degradation
I´’m not paying attention
To all your self – exploitation
I don’t give a damn
About the latest “Racism” case
I don’t give a damn about “Elections”, or the so –called “News”
I’m not paying attention
My eyes are on the missiles maps
China, Syria, France, USA, UK
Just waiting the final collapse of your system
To get away, to far, far away
So, you can hide behind your distractions
Ignore the maps, and die on the traps
But I’m just not payng attention
You can hide all you want, but when the curtains fall
The stage exposed, all your walls will fall too
And you, little know – it – all,
Will also collapse in fear, when reality calls
But I’m not paying attention
Too busy looking at your makers
Moving you on the board
Just fuguring out
The next step
So fuck all the “Celebrity” shit
Fuck all your poison, fuck all your placebos
Fuck all your countries, your flags,
Your childish nationalism, your phony humanism
Fuck it, fuck all that shit
I’m just not paying attention at all
Just waiting for you all to fall
I’m not fucking paying attention at all!
You think you are so smart, mocking reality
Trapped on the illusion that you think it’s real
All your hedonism and your pragmatism
Will come back to get you when the time arrives
But, I don’t care
Why should I?
I’m not paying attention
To all your degradation
I´’m not paying attention
To all your self – exploitation
I don’t give a damn
About the latest “Racism” case
I don’t give a damn about “Elections”, or the so –called “News”
I’m not paying attention
My eyes are on the missiles maps
China, Syria, France, USA, UK
Just waiting the final collapse of your system
To get away, to far, far away
So, you can hide behind your distractions
Ignore the maps, and die on the traps
But I’m just not payng attention
You can hide all you want, but when the curtains fall
The stage exposed, all your walls will fall too
And you, little know – it – all,
Will also collapse in fear, when reality calls
But I’m not paying attention
Too busy looking at your makers
Moving you on the board
Just fuguring out
The next step
So fuck all the “Celebrity” shit
Fuck all your poison, fuck all your placebos
Fuck all your countries, your flags,
Your childish nationalism, your phony humanism
Fuck it, fuck all that shit
I’m just not paying attention at all
Just waiting for you all to fall
I’m not fucking paying attention at all!
Burnt by the Hellfire (Ashes of My Soul)
I
was born in Hell,
Raised in Hell,
Enslaved, for so many years,
To the wishing well
I thought I was alive, all these years
I thought it was real, but in the end I always knew,
It was all just a facade, a stage, a mistake
The few times I stopped to look,
I was overwhelmed by all the fears
I just could not not deal with the fact, that everything around me was plague
Then I just looked away, I bought the lies, I believed the hollow skies
I was not strong enough enoough to realize, so all the time, I just tried to hide
It was all fake, but it all felt so safe
That I accepted the mistake, I became a part of the mistake
But then, all illusion fadeed away, and I could see right through
Those eyes, the eyes of Death
Then, all those fears were gone,
And I could finally realize
That I was hiding like a coward, just forfeiting the fight, all that time
And now....Maybe is too late....Is it too late?
I got rid of the plague, but what about the mistake?
I must erase, I must fix the mistake, but....What if I am the mistake?
After all, since I was born, I was born already torn
Rejected, neglected, I was born..But I was born already dead
Unwanted, uninvited,
They always talked abot sacrifice,
But I never asked to join your party
So, I am still here, even tough it feels like I should just disappear
I don´t belong here, why should I stay?
The calling, everyday, tells me to just go away
It would be so much easier that way
Hell, Hell, Hell, is there any new tale to tell?
Am I under some kind of spell?
Will I be strong enough to break the shell?
Why does nobody buys all I have to sell?
I did my time, so why am I still on this prison cell?
Hell....Burnig my soul to ashes
That the wind takes away
To away, far away, so far away.....
I look around, I realize, with my eyes open wide
And all I see is a mistake
Raised in Hell,
Enslaved, for so many years,
To the wishing well
I thought I was alive, all these years
I thought it was real, but in the end I always knew,
It was all just a facade, a stage, a mistake
The few times I stopped to look,
I was overwhelmed by all the fears
I just could not not deal with the fact, that everything around me was plague
Then I just looked away, I bought the lies, I believed the hollow skies
I was not strong enough enoough to realize, so all the time, I just tried to hide
It was all fake, but it all felt so safe
That I accepted the mistake, I became a part of the mistake
But then, all illusion fadeed away, and I could see right through
Those eyes, the eyes of Death
Then, all those fears were gone,
And I could finally realize
That I was hiding like a coward, just forfeiting the fight, all that time
And now....Maybe is too late....Is it too late?
I got rid of the plague, but what about the mistake?
I must erase, I must fix the mistake, but....What if I am the mistake?
After all, since I was born, I was born already torn
Rejected, neglected, I was born..But I was born already dead
Unwanted, uninvited,
They always talked abot sacrifice,
But I never asked to join your party
So, I am still here, even tough it feels like I should just disappear
I don´t belong here, why should I stay?
The calling, everyday, tells me to just go away
It would be so much easier that way
Hell, Hell, Hell, is there any new tale to tell?
Am I under some kind of spell?
Will I be strong enough to break the shell?
Why does nobody buys all I have to sell?
I did my time, so why am I still on this prison cell?
Hell....Burnig my soul to ashes
That the wind takes away
To away, far away, so far away.....
I look around, I realize, with my eyes open wide
And all I see is a mistake
Choose Your Destiny
Disgusting, filthy
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
Nobody
Disgusting, filthy
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
Not really me
Doped, poison, insanity, is never reality
What I had become, I can finally see
No more of these drugs in my veins, so I can finally be....Me
Empty, in Death’s cold embrace
Undead, in peace with my fate
Ready for the explosions,
Free of all distractions, free of all corrosions
I have my design, I have the 12th sign
I am what I am, I can’t change that
I better just try to enjoy the ride,
My assignments, while I just step away from the tide
No life, no expectations,
No future, no cure
Nothing I wish or fought for
Only my destiny, reality,
To not die, to not live
I accept it now, this is me,
Broken in a thousand pieces I no longer try to collect
I cannot be fixed, all I need is just another...Fix
Vanished, just a ghost, existing in non – existence
Channeling my essence, infecting with my presence
Empty, cold, dead...
But I just don’t care
Nothing of this is for me
I can finally clearly see
I am what I am, my image no longer fade
So I can see, and accept, in peace, my reality
What I am, what I always was
Just a ghost, drowning in my own emptiness,
Haunted, and haunting, carrying my chains through the mud
Going nowhere, going home,
In peace, as I accept the script, my destiny,
I am just what I am, what I always was
A problem, a spectre, a bug, in the system
A scapegoat, a mistake, always too late
I am the Zero, dream killer,
As they all turn into nighmares, I am part of nature,
Chain reactions, nameless, lifeless, just a number
With assignments, no maks, just tasks
Not allowed to touch anything,
Ghostly hands, cannot hold anything, or anyone
Have to do time, for my crime,
To dare to try, to have a life
There’s nothing here, to be mine
No longer in denial, my role with Belial
I can see clearly now, finally, who I am,
Who I will always be
I’m Nobody
And I just don’t care
So glad, some can see
So glad, some can really see me
So glad, some can see the dead
domingo, 30 de novembro de 2014
Nothing but a Mistake
Fuck life,
I tried
And I failed, all this time
I’m nothing but a mistake,
That should never really be here
I’m just a bug in the system
A system that I will explode before I get out
For you won’t get rid of me, world
I will get rid of you instead
I picture a life, but I don’t deserve it
I’m gonna drown in my emptiness, it makes no difference
For I am already dead
I am just a bunch of broken pieces
Damaged beyond repair
I try to do it right
But it always go wrong
Because I am nothing but a mistake
I cannot be fixed, so I must be erased
Nothing of this should ever be, I should never be
I see the end is getting near, I don’t know why I’m still here
I must disappear
I’m just a mistake, I have no life, never had
I was born already dead
And all that I want, I don’t deserve any of that
So fuck it, enough of tolerating my annoying presence
Enough of lying to myself, I must accept reality
I’m just a ghost in the machine,
A bug in the system,
I’m just not worthy of anything
So fuck it, why do I still fight
I will never have what I want
I can only see it in the distance
I cannot touch anything
I’m the ghost of Vincent Price
Reading tales told twice
I’m just Edward Scissorhands
Hidden in the basement of the Phantom of the Opera
Oh, how I despite myself
What kind of abomination am I?
Well, it does not matter
Soon I will be away forever
It’s not the world that is getting rid of me
I’m getting rid of the world
But specially I’m getting rid of myself
The mistake will be fixed, I’m almost done
Everything will fall into place
When I’m gone
I tried, I did my best
I tried, I fought, with all I had
Still I ended up dead
I’m such a fucking loser
And I failed, all this time
I’m nothing but a mistake,
That should never really be here
I’m just a bug in the system
A system that I will explode before I get out
For you won’t get rid of me, world
I will get rid of you instead
I picture a life, but I don’t deserve it
I’m gonna drown in my emptiness, it makes no difference
For I am already dead
I am just a bunch of broken pieces
Damaged beyond repair
I try to do it right
But it always go wrong
Because I am nothing but a mistake
I cannot be fixed, so I must be erased
Nothing of this should ever be, I should never be
I see the end is getting near, I don’t know why I’m still here
I must disappear
I’m just a mistake, I have no life, never had
I was born already dead
And all that I want, I don’t deserve any of that
So fuck it, enough of tolerating my annoying presence
Enough of lying to myself, I must accept reality
I’m just a ghost in the machine,
A bug in the system,
I’m just not worthy of anything
So fuck it, why do I still fight
I will never have what I want
I can only see it in the distance
I cannot touch anything
I’m the ghost of Vincent Price
Reading tales told twice
I’m just Edward Scissorhands
Hidden in the basement of the Phantom of the Opera
Oh, how I despite myself
What kind of abomination am I?
Well, it does not matter
Soon I will be away forever
It’s not the world that is getting rid of me
I’m getting rid of the world
But specially I’m getting rid of myself
The mistake will be fixed, I’m almost done
Everything will fall into place
When I’m gone
I tried, I did my best
I tried, I fought, with all I had
Still I ended up dead
I’m such a fucking loser
quarta-feira, 5 de novembro de 2014
1524
Copycat, copycat
Caught on academic trap
You think that’s all in your future?
That’s ALL you want for your future?
Obsessed, you’ve been caught
On Martin Luther’s web
They will drain, your brain,
And fill your skull with post – modern crap
You will spend years, to get your degree
Then you go to London, where they don’t even have the best of it
You should go to Cambridge, Oxford shit
Did you know it?
No, you did not, that just goes to show
That even tough I despite all this academic crap
I still know much more than you about this trap
Then you will get your master degree, after SOME MORE YEARS
Then you will finally achieve, what you wanted so much
To enter the industrial machine, where they will suck your blood
You will work all day, for SO MANY MORE YEARS
Why? Because you want MONEY, luxury, possessions
And in the end of this morbid story, you will end up drained and empty
With only all your fancy shit to fill the void, will you be really RICH?
Have you ever heard of the compulsory “Education” plan?
Oh no, History is so boring, right?
Too bad that History controls your fucking LIFE
So if you don’t know where the hell you are,
And how the hell things REALLY are,
It will be too late when you finally realize
That they have stole all your energy
And that you have wasted away all your LIFE
Can money buy you?
Do you hate yourself that much,
To even sell YOURSELF?
Will you sell your soul,
So you can have all the luxury you got used to
And proudly become a academic zombie, a workaholic?
Are you really that weak? No, I don’t think so
Will you waste the unique opportunity you have now to really LIVE and be FREE
And at all costs, go back to prison?
So you can have all the luxury back? I know you are better than that
There are many things money can’t buy
Like real freedom, beauty, poetry, happiness, satisfaction, LIFE
So, is that what you really want for your future?
To be just one more of these creatures?
Get money to study, study
So you can work, work….TO GET MONEY
Then spend, and spend
On vicious label addiction
Because your life now is so empty
And now, when you finally realize that….
You are already about to DIE!
It’s not too late to desintoxicate
This is your chance to escape
Or you can go back to the plastic bubble
But it would be just a waste of time,
Since the extinction of this bubble…Is about to arrive
You can face the real world and live on it now,
Or you will have to do it soon anyway
So why give up of yourself? You hate yourself that much?
Have you forgot your inner strength?
Limited resources, poverty, improvisation
This is the REALITY, and no one can no longer hide from it
So why not start today?
If you will have to start tomorrow, anyway?
Caught on academic trap
You think that’s all in your future?
That’s ALL you want for your future?
Obsessed, you’ve been caught
On Martin Luther’s web
They will drain, your brain,
And fill your skull with post – modern crap
You will spend years, to get your degree
Then you go to London, where they don’t even have the best of it
You should go to Cambridge, Oxford shit
Did you know it?
No, you did not, that just goes to show
That even tough I despite all this academic crap
I still know much more than you about this trap
Then you will get your master degree, after SOME MORE YEARS
Then you will finally achieve, what you wanted so much
To enter the industrial machine, where they will suck your blood
You will work all day, for SO MANY MORE YEARS
Why? Because you want MONEY, luxury, possessions
And in the end of this morbid story, you will end up drained and empty
With only all your fancy shit to fill the void, will you be really RICH?
Have you ever heard of the compulsory “Education” plan?
Oh no, History is so boring, right?
Too bad that History controls your fucking LIFE
So if you don’t know where the hell you are,
And how the hell things REALLY are,
It will be too late when you finally realize
That they have stole all your energy
And that you have wasted away all your LIFE
Can money buy you?
Do you hate yourself that much,
To even sell YOURSELF?
Will you sell your soul,
So you can have all the luxury you got used to
And proudly become a academic zombie, a workaholic?
Are you really that weak? No, I don’t think so
Will you waste the unique opportunity you have now to really LIVE and be FREE
And at all costs, go back to prison?
So you can have all the luxury back? I know you are better than that
There are many things money can’t buy
Like real freedom, beauty, poetry, happiness, satisfaction, LIFE
So, is that what you really want for your future?
To be just one more of these creatures?
Get money to study, study
So you can work, work….TO GET MONEY
Then spend, and spend
On vicious label addiction
Because your life now is so empty
And now, when you finally realize that….
You are already about to DIE!
It’s not too late to desintoxicate
This is your chance to escape
Or you can go back to the plastic bubble
But it would be just a waste of time,
Since the extinction of this bubble…Is about to arrive
You can face the real world and live on it now,
Or you will have to do it soon anyway
So why give up of yourself? You hate yourself that much?
Have you forgot your inner strength?
Limited resources, poverty, improvisation
This is the REALITY, and no one can no longer hide from it
So why not start today?
If you will have to start tomorrow, anyway?
segunda-feira, 1 de setembro de 2014
Mirror Games
We are so filthy inside
So many lose their souls on the proccess
Of corruption, corrosion,
Vile propaganda, contamination
Only solution now, lies on extermination
We are so ashamed of ourselves
Some Just disguise it better than others
We are useless, and helpless,
We always think the worst, and we always do the worst
Jesus was not able to save even himself
But we do need salvation...From ourselves
Somebody protect me from myself
Poison running in my veins, I´m always bleeding Black
Through my stigmas, carrying this heavy bag
And I know my essence is safe
I must seek and find purity
Somewhere far away from here
Away from all the mirror distortion,
Away from all the material pollution,
Self – Destruction, the limitations of this Shell will pass
My thoughts will be only my own,
My essence will always remain safe
I will reunite with them, once I erase
This stupid mistake
We are so filth inside
We must wash ourselves away
Nullify, to find
Who´s really only you on your mind
Sick of synthetic modifications
Those are not my motivations
The solution is easy now
Total extermination
So many lose their souls on the proccess
Of corruption, corrosion,
Vile propaganda, contamination
Only solution now, lies on extermination
We are so ashamed of ourselves
Some Just disguise it better than others
We are useless, and helpless,
We always think the worst, and we always do the worst
Jesus was not able to save even himself
But we do need salvation...From ourselves
Somebody protect me from myself
Poison running in my veins, I´m always bleeding Black
Through my stigmas, carrying this heavy bag
And I know my essence is safe
I must seek and find purity
Somewhere far away from here
Away from all the mirror distortion,
Away from all the material pollution,
Self – Destruction, the limitations of this Shell will pass
My thoughts will be only my own,
My essence will always remain safe
I will reunite with them, once I erase
This stupid mistake
We are so filth inside
We must wash ourselves away
Nullify, to find
Who´s really only you on your mind
Sick of synthetic modifications
Those are not my motivations
The solution is easy now
Total extermination
Today
Everyone's gonna die
Don´t you know why?
So why even try?
Everyone's gonna burn
Maybe we can even escape
But how far can we go
Before if it´s our turn?
Haven't you seen the sun today?
Fading away, everyday
Just like you, your energy, your life
But it does not really matters, anyway
This is not home, it's just a Lair
We should not be even here, we should not be anywhere
Our best destination is nowhere
So why do we even care?
We are all gonna die,
We are all living a lie
We are not even living at all
We were born already dead
So what difference it makes?
We were already born on oiur deathbed
So just do whatever you want
Just say whatever you have to say
Before it's too late
We are all dead
Reality is nothing but a illusion
Powered by lines of confusion
Just do whatever you want,
Just say whatever you have to say, today
Before it´s too late
It´s all just a mistake, anyway
Don´t you know why?
So why even try?
Everyone's gonna burn
Maybe we can even escape
But how far can we go
Before if it´s our turn?
Haven't you seen the sun today?
Fading away, everyday
Just like you, your energy, your life
But it does not really matters, anyway
This is not home, it's just a Lair
We should not be even here, we should not be anywhere
Our best destination is nowhere
So why do we even care?
We are all gonna die,
We are all living a lie
We are not even living at all
We were born already dead
So what difference it makes?
We were already born on oiur deathbed
So just do whatever you want
Just say whatever you have to say
Before it's too late
We are all dead
Reality is nothing but a illusion
Powered by lines of confusion
Just do whatever you want,
Just say whatever you have to say, today
Before it´s too late
It´s all just a mistake, anyway
Lost My Mind
I
have always did as I was supposed to
I have always did everything you told me to
I always sung your song, until I realized
Something was wrong
When I opened my eyes,
Saw right through the sun, beyond the skies
Then I lost my mind
I lost my mind
And did not wanted to rewind
Lost in space and time, searching for a moment, surrounded by the blind
Now I know what I’m really supposed to do
Now I know what I want to
Now I just do what I want to, the way I want to
The best way I can, everyday
Try to live, and when the night arrives
I realized that I died
Why, why, why?
Then I lost my mind
Don´t know where to find
So tired, surrounded by the blind
Have you seen my mind?
Now you will do everything as I told you too
Now sing louder than you, now my truth is the only truth
Now you will do everything as you are supposed to
I did all the best I could, and still I failed
I did everything right, still I died
Why, why, why?
Just lost, between confusion, theatre of illusions,
Lost in the moment, trying to break free from myself, from your world
Suffocated by the infection, of the blind,
I have lost my mind
I have always did everything you told me to
I always sung your song, until I realized
Something was wrong
When I opened my eyes,
Saw right through the sun, beyond the skies
Then I lost my mind
I lost my mind
And did not wanted to rewind
Lost in space and time, searching for a moment, surrounded by the blind
Now I know what I’m really supposed to do
Now I know what I want to
Now I just do what I want to, the way I want to
The best way I can, everyday
Try to live, and when the night arrives
I realized that I died
Why, why, why?
Then I lost my mind
Don´t know where to find
So tired, surrounded by the blind
Have you seen my mind?
Now you will do everything as I told you too
Now sing louder than you, now my truth is the only truth
Now you will do everything as you are supposed to
I did all the best I could, and still I failed
I did everything right, still I died
Why, why, why?
Just lost, between confusion, theatre of illusions,
Lost in the moment, trying to break free from myself, from your world
Suffocated by the infection, of the blind,
I have lost my mind
Error Macro
You look so familiar
But still I guess I've never seen you before
Your pathetic illusion of power
You have no leadership at all upon me
Oh no, another sunrise!
Another day around these crazy motherfuckers
They all wear a disguise, and it's the same thing outside,
But I did my time, and I have the right
Anywhere but here
There's no easy way out
There's something to be proud
I shout, but silence
Is what is really loud
What's going to be now, one more excuse?
You gotta think before you lie
You gotta think before you lie
I see your end is getting near
I tried to warn you, you did not wanted to hear
It´s not my problem anymore,
If you are so decrepit, I have seen this before
Let's go to another sunrise
You look so fragile
Have you lost your disguise?
I'm broken and sore,
But I'm still so much better than you
You are so powerless,
And I own you, own you
There's a time to be proud
There's a right way to be proud
I always used to shout
Now listen to my silence speaking so loud
What's going to be now,
Just another plan, what you want to prove?
Stuck in the quicksand, sinking, you can no longer move
You gotta think before you lie
You gotta think before you die!
I never felt, everything was a lie
It was never real, and I could never see
So I had to die
I never feel, everything is a lie
I never feel, everything
Nothing but a lie
But still I guess I've never seen you before
Your pathetic illusion of power
You have no leadership at all upon me
Oh no, another sunrise!
Another day around these crazy motherfuckers
They all wear a disguise, and it's the same thing outside,
But I did my time, and I have the right
Anywhere but here
There's no easy way out
There's something to be proud
I shout, but silence
Is what is really loud
What's going to be now, one more excuse?
You gotta think before you lie
You gotta think before you lie
I see your end is getting near
I tried to warn you, you did not wanted to hear
It´s not my problem anymore,
If you are so decrepit, I have seen this before
Let's go to another sunrise
You look so fragile
Have you lost your disguise?
I'm broken and sore,
But I'm still so much better than you
You are so powerless,
And I own you, own you
There's a time to be proud
There's a right way to be proud
I always used to shout
Now listen to my silence speaking so loud
What's going to be now,
Just another plan, what you want to prove?
Stuck in the quicksand, sinking, you can no longer move
You gotta think before you lie
You gotta think before you die!
I never felt, everything was a lie
It was never real, and I could never see
So I had to die
I never feel, everything is a lie
I never feel, everything
Nothing but a lie
Grénoble
So you thought you could convince me that you are the boss?
I see right through you, right through your disguise
I see clearly how weak and putrid you really are
I don’t think you realize
When you betray, there is always a price to pay
I won’t sink with you, I will float
You must find another scapegoat
There is always a price to pay,
And you will pay it twice
It’s the same thing, it’s the same thing
You always think you will win,
It’s always a chess game,
And I am always aware and prepared
For your next moves
And you still think you can win
You are so lame
Now my brand new wings ar open wide
I will fly away, flirting with life and suicide
You posed so well, but you could not keep the disguise
I always knew, you are not a man, just a lice
Same thing, but not for me
Same thing, but not for me anymore
Same thing, but I´m proud I can be without
I´m out
And when you fall, on the grave you made up for yourself
You will fall alone, just like her
It’s so ironic, almost a joke
The only difference is that you will turn into smoke
When you have no honor,
When you go too far with the play
There is always a price to pay,
While you sink, I´m getting into my boat,
And going away
You will have to find another scapegoat
There is always a price to pay,
And you will pay it twice
It’s the end, goodbye
I’m picking by boat, goodbye
I’m disappearing on the road, goodbye
It’s the end, no matter how much you pretend,
It’s the end of the lie, the end of the line, goodbye
I see right through you, right through your disguise
I see clearly how weak and putrid you really are
I don’t think you realize
When you betray, there is always a price to pay
I won’t sink with you, I will float
You must find another scapegoat
There is always a price to pay,
And you will pay it twice
It’s the same thing, it’s the same thing
You always think you will win,
It’s always a chess game,
And I am always aware and prepared
For your next moves
And you still think you can win
You are so lame
Now my brand new wings ar open wide
I will fly away, flirting with life and suicide
You posed so well, but you could not keep the disguise
I always knew, you are not a man, just a lice
Same thing, but not for me
Same thing, but not for me anymore
Same thing, but I´m proud I can be without
I´m out
And when you fall, on the grave you made up for yourself
You will fall alone, just like her
It’s so ironic, almost a joke
The only difference is that you will turn into smoke
When you have no honor,
When you go too far with the play
There is always a price to pay,
While you sink, I´m getting into my boat,
And going away
You will have to find another scapegoat
There is always a price to pay,
And you will pay it twice
It’s the end, goodbye
I’m picking by boat, goodbye
I’m disappearing on the road, goodbye
It’s the end, no matter how much you pretend,
It’s the end of the lie, the end of the line, goodbye
sábado, 23 de agosto de 2014
Y Curse
I saw the blood, it was quite scary
Now I guess I understand,
I would be in hate too
I would hate everyone and everything around too
You were born cursed by nature
In a different way, but it makes all sense now
Everytime, you probably are just unleashing your monster inside
I saw the blood, so I understand the mood
And you are always bleeding, bleeding, constantly
This might also be part of someting sacred
All this blood flows as the rivers flow, as nature goes
But such collateral effect, just another proof
That every blessing is also a curse
So you keep on bleeding, bleeding, constantly
And there´s nothing you can do
I feel sorry for you
I would hate everything around too,
I would hate everyone around too,
Now that I saw all the blood,
I understand the mood
Now I guess I understand,
I would be in hate too
I would hate everyone and everything around too
You were born cursed by nature
In a different way, but it makes all sense now
Everytime, you probably are just unleashing your monster inside
I saw the blood, so I understand the mood
And you are always bleeding, bleeding, constantly
This might also be part of someting sacred
All this blood flows as the rivers flow, as nature goes
But such collateral effect, just another proof
That every blessing is also a curse
So you keep on bleeding, bleeding, constantly
And there´s nothing you can do
I feel sorry for you
I would hate everything around too,
I would hate everyone around too,
Now that I saw all the blood,
I understand the mood
sexta-feira, 22 de agosto de 2014
Let Go the Wire
Let
go the wire, let go the wire!
Come on, let´s go, let it go!
Ice burns as much as fire
We are free, when we are out of desire
There you have the keys
But which doors you want to open?
Choose wisely, as I wander around here
Locked in nowhere, but not the nowhere
I came from
I was speaking, could you hear?
Enjoy your last bottles of water
For you sould yourself, now you meet all the dead soldiers
On these strange valleys,
And you lost your soul to desire, now they have you melting like a cheap candle
You can´t break the pact
You will never have yourself back!
Time is ticking out, it´s a time bomb
The clocks are spinning, out of control
Making you dizzy
Draining your soul
It´s not his fault, he´s a servant, just like you
You are a pawn, just like him
We are racing, running, running out of time
Let´s see who wins?
It´s useless, stop chewing
Save your energies, the batteries are dying
Protect yourself, the iron birds are flying
So stop chewing, ice burns as fire
It´s a game, any game has a prize
It´s a game, any choice has a prize
Let go the wire, let go the wire now!
No one is there, no one knows
Rip your own head off, you will get a brand new one
Update the system, soon it will be too late
We are reaching the end of the tale
Let go the wire, ice burns as fire
Let go the wire, It´s natural, it´s wide
Let go the damn wire now!
Come on, let´s go, let it go!
Ice burns as much as fire
We are free, when we are out of desire
There you have the keys
But which doors you want to open?
Choose wisely, as I wander around here
Locked in nowhere, but not the nowhere
I came from
I was speaking, could you hear?
Enjoy your last bottles of water
For you sould yourself, now you meet all the dead soldiers
On these strange valleys,
And you lost your soul to desire, now they have you melting like a cheap candle
You can´t break the pact
You will never have yourself back!
Time is ticking out, it´s a time bomb
The clocks are spinning, out of control
Making you dizzy
Draining your soul
It´s not his fault, he´s a servant, just like you
You are a pawn, just like him
We are racing, running, running out of time
Let´s see who wins?
It´s useless, stop chewing
Save your energies, the batteries are dying
Protect yourself, the iron birds are flying
So stop chewing, ice burns as fire
It´s a game, any game has a prize
It´s a game, any choice has a prize
Let go the wire, let go the wire now!
No one is there, no one knows
Rip your own head off, you will get a brand new one
Update the system, soon it will be too late
We are reaching the end of the tale
Let go the wire, ice burns as fire
Let go the wire, It´s natural, it´s wide
Let go the damn wire now!
Black Hole Heart
I cant´t believe what I told myself yesterday
Sometimes I can´t believe a single word of what I say
You will be burnt on a ashtray
I will be gone away
Some things are made to break
Just like jars of clay
Anybody here? Am I in the sea?
Surrounded by ghosts, they won´t let me be
The merry – go – round never seens to cease
Disease, disease
In my heart, my heart, a black hole heart
Some distant lights in the dark
Calling me, while I´m trapped here
Hiding from myself now,
Don´t want to see, don´t want to hear
No more, no more, I´ve reached the core
Dead bodies, empty eyes
They all die, with their lies
I´m almost free, but still
I´m their king, but they won´t let me be
As I try to get rid of myself, tear myself apart
To reach, some peace
I´m still filled with disease, disease
In my head, and, in my heart
My heart, my heart, my damn black hole heart
Watch me here, watch me there
Watch me, while I´m still here
Watch me here, the end is near
Soon I will disappear
Watch me here, watch me there
Too late for you to care
Watch me here, the end is near
I can no longer be here
Sometimes I can´t believe a single word of what I say
You will be burnt on a ashtray
I will be gone away
Some things are made to break
Just like jars of clay
Anybody here? Am I in the sea?
Surrounded by ghosts, they won´t let me be
The merry – go – round never seens to cease
Disease, disease
In my heart, my heart, a black hole heart
Some distant lights in the dark
Calling me, while I´m trapped here
Hiding from myself now,
Don´t want to see, don´t want to hear
No more, no more, I´ve reached the core
Dead bodies, empty eyes
They all die, with their lies
I´m almost free, but still
I´m their king, but they won´t let me be
As I try to get rid of myself, tear myself apart
To reach, some peace
I´m still filled with disease, disease
In my head, and, in my heart
My heart, my heart, my damn black hole heart
Watch me here, watch me there
Watch me, while I´m still here
Watch me here, the end is near
Soon I will disappear
Watch me here, watch me there
Too late for you to care
Watch me here, the end is near
I can no longer be here
quinta-feira, 7 de agosto de 2014
My Sweet Lilith
They say blood is like wine
I want to taste your blood, and I´ll let you taste mine
Beyond time,our souls entwined
Into the night
My sweet Lilith,
I gave you my heart,
So you can eat it if you want to,
Or you can just smash it, or keep it,
Either way, you set me free
With you, I am finally complete
I´m a ghost, that you brought to life
With your strange and dark light
You rescued me, in the purgatory
Now I can feel, and what we feel is the only thing real
If you take my hand, we can walk the road together
Break down all the remaining doors, and escape this sanatory
In silence, away from all the violence
Away from the neon signs, the laws of science
Timeless, careless,
I heal your wounds, the same way you heal mine
Entwined, into the night
In plain sight
Together, now we can finally be
My sweet Lilith
quinta-feira, 31 de julho de 2014
Closure
I saw those creatures marching, just more meat to grind
Walked across cities, searching for peace of mind
And it was there all the time, all I had to find
Now I don´t want to, and even If I did
It´s too late to rewind
But i´m too sick, of these conversations in my mind
Oh no, here they come again
Too tired of this self – inflicted pain
Try to be friends with myself, all in vain
Too much voices on my mind
Too late to rewind
Too much noise on my mind
Now they will have to be quiet,
I finally found what I had to find
Confusion grows, explosions and implosions
I always have to kill myself to survive
I´m so annoying, I need to get rid of myself,
So I can be alive
Because I cant´t stand, my own presence anymore
I despite my own company, I can´t understand
How the hell can anybody like me
Oh no, here they come again
All in vain, all this pain
Too much conversations in my mind
(I must shut them up at least for a while)
Too much noise in my mind
(But is okay, now I finally found what I had to find)
And I don´t mind, If it´s too late
Because I don´t want to rewind
I ´m too sick of beind idle, I will start moving forward
And I will no longer lose to myself
Not anymore, not again
Walked across cities, searching for peace of mind
And it was there all the time, all I had to find
Now I don´t want to, and even If I did
It´s too late to rewind
But i´m too sick, of these conversations in my mind
Oh no, here they come again
Too tired of this self – inflicted pain
Try to be friends with myself, all in vain
Too much voices on my mind
Too late to rewind
Too much noise on my mind
Now they will have to be quiet,
I finally found what I had to find
Confusion grows, explosions and implosions
I always have to kill myself to survive
I´m so annoying, I need to get rid of myself,
So I can be alive
Because I cant´t stand, my own presence anymore
I despite my own company, I can´t understand
How the hell can anybody like me
Oh no, here they come again
All in vain, all this pain
Too much conversations in my mind
(I must shut them up at least for a while)
Too much noise in my mind
(But is okay, now I finally found what I had to find)
And I don´t mind, If it´s too late
Because I don´t want to rewind
I ´m too sick of beind idle, I will start moving forward
And I will no longer lose to myself
Not anymore, not again
Going Nowhere
Do somebody save you
When you are lost in the night
Looking for some of your inner light
Do somebody hear you
When you pray for your God, to ease your pain,
In vain, just keep on walking,
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Listen to me, while I listen to myself
I listen to you, If you have something to say
Try to listen to yourself,
Only you can answer all your own questions
All we need is to dare,
As we keep on walking,
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Do you see the skies are cracking, can you see through it´s wounds?
We don´t need eyes, to see the true lights
It´s all falling down now, fading away
Setting us free, so let´s just keep on walking
Let´s just keep on talking
Cause nobody cares
All we need is to dare
Going nowhere, going nowhere
When you are lost in the night
Looking for some of your inner light
Do somebody hear you
When you pray for your God, to ease your pain,
In vain, just keep on walking,
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Listen to me, while I listen to myself
I listen to you, If you have something to say
Try to listen to yourself,
Only you can answer all your own questions
All we need is to dare,
As we keep on walking,
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Do you see the skies are cracking, can you see through it´s wounds?
We don´t need eyes, to see the true lights
It´s all falling down now, fading away
Setting us free, so let´s just keep on walking
Let´s just keep on talking
Cause nobody cares
All we need is to dare
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Grey Part II
It all went away
Now it will all pass
It all went away
So now it all will pass
All I have to do is to wait
All I have to do is to be patient, and to wait
On the other side, of agony and misery
Born of tragedy, I sense a change is near
Might be the end of it all
Or just another beginning
I´m no longer sure
If I´m losing or winning
I might be here, or there, anywhere, nowhere
I don´t know where I am, or If I am still somewhere to be found
I no longer see myself around
And I no longer care
So I do anything to reach this stage
I know it´s all just a phase
I try anything to keep myself on this state
But I´m always falling in disgrace
Can´t stand this place
So I wait, and wait
No longer patiently
I wait, I wait, all the time
Constantly
And I just keep on waiting, and fading,
Fighting and dying,
All the time
Somewhere between black and white
And I can´t die
For I was never really alive
Just a ghost, floating, wandering
I am nothing......
Now it will all pass
It all went away
So now it all will pass
All I have to do is to wait
All I have to do is to be patient, and to wait
On the other side, of agony and misery
Born of tragedy, I sense a change is near
Might be the end of it all
Or just another beginning
I´m no longer sure
If I´m losing or winning
I might be here, or there, anywhere, nowhere
I don´t know where I am, or If I am still somewhere to be found
I no longer see myself around
And I no longer care
So I do anything to reach this stage
I know it´s all just a phase
I try anything to keep myself on this state
But I´m always falling in disgrace
Can´t stand this place
So I wait, and wait
No longer patiently
I wait, I wait, all the time
Constantly
And I just keep on waiting, and fading,
Fighting and dying,
All the time
Somewhere between black and white
And I can´t die
For I was never really alive
Just a ghost, floating, wandering
I am nothing......
Find
Anything, I can find, it in my mind
Anything, as long as it´s in my mind
But I can´t rewind
We can never rewind
Maybe we should just stop it
But we are always looking for more meat to grind
Maybe we should just stop it
But we always need some more meat to grind
And we can never rewind
Anything, as long as it´s in my mind
But I can´t rewind
We can never rewind
Maybe we should just stop it
But we are always looking for more meat to grind
Maybe we should just stop it
But we always need some more meat to grind
And we can never rewind
Grey
Drowning in the obsolete
Trapped in the same patterns, everyday
So predictable, even before I hear your voice
I already know, what you will say
Between explosions and implosions
It´s all fading away
The Hunter is now the prey
Moving pieces, on a starry game
So bright, the spotlights, hiding our shame
Walking in circles, the end of the road
Is always the same
Rehearsing to a new scene
A small change on the script,
A small change on the scheme
Will define your next step
While you think you are walking with your own legs
And it does not matter If I can see the strings
They are still there, everwhere
Moving pieces, on a board game
Skies full of light, hiding the shame
Walking in circles, the clocks will decide for you
And in the end you will have no one else to blame
It´s Just a stupid game
And I´m so sick of it
But like everyone else, I Just keep on playing
I don´t know if I´m winning, I don´t know if I´m losing
Maybe it Just does not matter, so whatever
I can see us dying
No more Eagles flying
I can see us dying, everyday
And we keep on trying, to find a way
And we keep on diving, fading away
And there´s nothing I can do
It´s just a stupid game
Read the patterns, already defined
It´s always the same
We all should live on the fastlane
We are all gonna die, anyway
I´m so sick, I want to get away
My only solace,
The hunter is now the prey
This is all pointless, life is just a play
You can see the hands,
But they are always there
You are going down,
And I´ve Just grown too tired too care
So whatever, forever, and never,
They are everywhere
But I´m nowhere
Trapped in the same patterns, everyday
So predictable, even before I hear your voice
I already know, what you will say
Between explosions and implosions
It´s all fading away
The Hunter is now the prey
Moving pieces, on a starry game
So bright, the spotlights, hiding our shame
Walking in circles, the end of the road
Is always the same
Rehearsing to a new scene
A small change on the script,
A small change on the scheme
Will define your next step
While you think you are walking with your own legs
And it does not matter If I can see the strings
They are still there, everwhere
Moving pieces, on a board game
Skies full of light, hiding the shame
Walking in circles, the clocks will decide for you
And in the end you will have no one else to blame
It´s Just a stupid game
And I´m so sick of it
But like everyone else, I Just keep on playing
I don´t know if I´m winning, I don´t know if I´m losing
Maybe it Just does not matter, so whatever
I can see us dying
No more Eagles flying
I can see us dying, everyday
And we keep on trying, to find a way
And we keep on diving, fading away
And there´s nothing I can do
It´s just a stupid game
Read the patterns, already defined
It´s always the same
We all should live on the fastlane
We are all gonna die, anyway
I´m so sick, I want to get away
My only solace,
The hunter is now the prey
This is all pointless, life is just a play
You can see the hands,
But they are always there
You are going down,
And I´ve Just grown too tired too care
So whatever, forever, and never,
They are everywhere
But I´m nowhere
It´s Just Life
You were born on a lame hospital and took your first breath,
Filling your lungs with our adorable toxic oxygen, then your father arrives smoking a cigarette
Your mother is pissed of because she never wanted you to get born in first place,
But don´t worry, she will never let you forget that you are nothing but a mistake
Take your first steps and learn your first words on a hostile environment
Ignored and neglected, resulting on a poor development
Enjoy some phony birthday parties arranged to make you think,
That someone actually cares about you
And you will try to believe it, because you want it to be truth
But there´s no need for drama, we all bleed, and it never cease
It´s just life
Grow up in poverty, surrounded by crime and violence
Constant fights around you in the decadent place you call home
So you turn to TV and the videogame
They replace your stole innocence,
And keep you away from all that nonsense,
Helping you to forget, and locking your mind in silence
And you keep on forgetting, until you forget about your own essence
You no longer know who you really are
But who cares, your mother is crying, and your father is chatting on some bar
You are already too numb and too cold
So you will just follow the tales you were told
And you will be automatic for so many time, no need to be dramatic
It´s just life
The streets, so many people
The families, so many people
The schools, so many people
But none of them give a damn, not even about themselves
Running in circles, bumping in the walls while chasing the light
It´s just life
Then you go to school, to get brainwashed by what they call education
Because you need to be programmed in order to serve the nation, you know?
You also need to make some friends, it´s easy, just do whatever they do, forget about yourself
Pretend you are stupid, If they find out you actually have a personality
The bullies and criminals will be out to get you, sojust follow the stream of morality
And don´t worry about it, it ends as fast as it starts, are you willing to fight?
It´s just life
Now you are a adult, or at least that´s what this thing called “Law” will tell you
So now you must show your skills, your qualities,
And that means making money, get a job, any crappy job
So you will be a valuable and respectful member of society, whatever that means
Even better If you get famous or get a degree
That´s the only way your parents will be proud of you,
Otherwise they will despite you to the bones no matter what you do
You also better get married and start a family
Because you are already nearly 30, years old oh no, already over 30?
And not even a boyfriend, a girlfriend?
You better hurry and find someone because people will start talking, you know
How come you are “Alone”? Man, you need a woman right now, woman, you need a man man, right now, are you gay, or are you just a freak?
It´s not their business, but still they won´t let you be
They need to live your life, because they already lost their own,
A long time ago, when they shaped themselves to fit in,
So now they have no life to live
Except the everyday tasks they were programmed to
Except the everyday patterns they were shaped into
And they will die in misery, in failure,
Without never even have lived at all
But before, they will still torture you and annoy you for many years
They need this, to hide ther own fears, you know?
So nevermind, there´s nothing to worry about
You were born already dead, it´s sad, but it does not matter
It won´t last forever, not like your pride
So just finish the line, with no expectations
Because in this race,there is no prize
It´s just life
The malls, so many people
The offices, so many people
The parties, so many people
The universities, so many people
And they all walk in circles, like fools, merely tools,
Bumping in the walls, while chasing for the light
Fully convinced that they are really alive
It´s pathetic, and a waste of time,
But don´t worry, it does not matter
It´s just life
Filling your lungs with our adorable toxic oxygen, then your father arrives smoking a cigarette
Your mother is pissed of because she never wanted you to get born in first place,
But don´t worry, she will never let you forget that you are nothing but a mistake
Take your first steps and learn your first words on a hostile environment
Ignored and neglected, resulting on a poor development
Enjoy some phony birthday parties arranged to make you think,
That someone actually cares about you
And you will try to believe it, because you want it to be truth
But there´s no need for drama, we all bleed, and it never cease
It´s just life
Grow up in poverty, surrounded by crime and violence
Constant fights around you in the decadent place you call home
So you turn to TV and the videogame
They replace your stole innocence,
And keep you away from all that nonsense,
Helping you to forget, and locking your mind in silence
And you keep on forgetting, until you forget about your own essence
You no longer know who you really are
But who cares, your mother is crying, and your father is chatting on some bar
You are already too numb and too cold
So you will just follow the tales you were told
And you will be automatic for so many time, no need to be dramatic
It´s just life
The streets, so many people
The families, so many people
The schools, so many people
But none of them give a damn, not even about themselves
Running in circles, bumping in the walls while chasing the light
It´s just life
Then you go to school, to get brainwashed by what they call education
Because you need to be programmed in order to serve the nation, you know?
You also need to make some friends, it´s easy, just do whatever they do, forget about yourself
Pretend you are stupid, If they find out you actually have a personality
The bullies and criminals will be out to get you, sojust follow the stream of morality
And don´t worry about it, it ends as fast as it starts, are you willing to fight?
It´s just life
Now you are a adult, or at least that´s what this thing called “Law” will tell you
So now you must show your skills, your qualities,
And that means making money, get a job, any crappy job
So you will be a valuable and respectful member of society, whatever that means
Even better If you get famous or get a degree
That´s the only way your parents will be proud of you,
Otherwise they will despite you to the bones no matter what you do
You also better get married and start a family
Because you are already nearly 30, years old oh no, already over 30?
And not even a boyfriend, a girlfriend?
You better hurry and find someone because people will start talking, you know
How come you are “Alone”? Man, you need a woman right now, woman, you need a man man, right now, are you gay, or are you just a freak?
It´s not their business, but still they won´t let you be
They need to live your life, because they already lost their own,
A long time ago, when they shaped themselves to fit in,
So now they have no life to live
Except the everyday tasks they were programmed to
Except the everyday patterns they were shaped into
And they will die in misery, in failure,
Without never even have lived at all
But before, they will still torture you and annoy you for many years
They need this, to hide ther own fears, you know?
So nevermind, there´s nothing to worry about
You were born already dead, it´s sad, but it does not matter
It won´t last forever, not like your pride
So just finish the line, with no expectations
Because in this race,there is no prize
It´s just life
The malls, so many people
The offices, so many people
The parties, so many people
The universities, so many people
And they all walk in circles, like fools, merely tools,
Bumping in the walls, while chasing for the light
Fully convinced that they are really alive
It´s pathetic, and a waste of time,
But don´t worry, it does not matter
It´s just life
Tuesday
Now you know, what it´s like
Now you want to be around,
But where were you before?
Now I Just don´t need you anymore
Now you know, how it hurts
Because now, the same knife is cutting though both of us
And I no longer want, your company,
Now you know how it feels like
Because now you bleed just like me
Just another day, just another ordinary day
Trying to find a way out, looking for a way to escape
I´m free, for I have totally washed you away
I´m safe, for soon I will be far away
Now it´s too late, we must be separated
Now it´s too late, soon I´ll be gone
And you will be completely alone
Now it´s too late, none of this can be erased
Now it´s too late, you can´t fix your mistake
And there´s no other way
This is the game you choosed to play
You cannot be saved
I´m going away.....
Just another ordinary day,
Followed by Just another ordinary night
With this knife, this knife is only mine
Now you want to be around,
But where were you before?
Now I Just don´t need you anymore
Now you know, how it hurts
Because now, the same knife is cutting though both of us
And I no longer want, your company,
Now you know how it feels like
Because now you bleed just like me
Just another day, just another ordinary day
Trying to find a way out, looking for a way to escape
I´m free, for I have totally washed you away
I´m safe, for soon I will be far away
Now it´s too late, we must be separated
Now it´s too late, soon I´ll be gone
And you will be completely alone
Now it´s too late, none of this can be erased
Now it´s too late, you can´t fix your mistake
And there´s no other way
This is the game you choosed to play
You cannot be saved
I´m going away.....
Just another ordinary day,
Followed by Just another ordinary night
With this knife, this knife is only mine
Lost Kids
All these lost kids, I see them around
I see them, everywhere I look at
I look down on them, I dismiss them
I tend to forget, that I used to be Just like them
Naive dreamers, partying all the time
Naive dreamers, trying to save the world
One day, they will grow up too
One day, they will get fed up too
Then they will see it through
And they will realize, we are all doomed
And they will learn, to survive, in disguise
Or they will all die
Try, try, try, you can try
You try all the time
The more you try, the more you die
Because all they sold you, is a lie
Naive dreamers, all caught in corruption
Naive dreamers, shock therapy is the solution
One day, you will realize
That you have to die, in order to survive
Try, try, try, you always try
All the time, and the more you try, the more you die
You suffer, so much, and you don´t even know why
All your dreams, become nightmares, all the monsters come alive
Because everything they ever sold you is a lie
I see them, everywhere I look at
I look down on them, I dismiss them
I tend to forget, that I used to be Just like them
Naive dreamers, partying all the time
Naive dreamers, trying to save the world
One day, they will grow up too
One day, they will get fed up too
Then they will see it through
And they will realize, we are all doomed
And they will learn, to survive, in disguise
Or they will all die
Try, try, try, you can try
You try all the time
The more you try, the more you die
Because all they sold you, is a lie
Naive dreamers, all caught in corruption
Naive dreamers, shock therapy is the solution
One day, you will realize
That you have to die, in order to survive
Try, try, try, you always try
All the time, and the more you try, the more you die
You suffer, so much, and you don´t even know why
All your dreams, become nightmares, all the monsters come alive
Because everything they ever sold you is a lie
(I look at all these lost kids
Most of them, will never make it
To the other side, to open eyes
To the inner light
And I look down on them, and I dismiss them,
I tend to forget, once I was Just like them.....)
Mirror Games
We are so filthy inside
So many lose their souls on the proccess
Of corruption, corrosion,
Vile propaganda, contamination
Only solution now, lies on extermination
We are so ashamed of ourselves
Some just disguise it better than others
We are useless, and helpless,
We always think the worst, and we always do the worst
Jesus was not able to save even himself
But we do need salvation...From ourselves
Somebody protect me from myself
Poison running in my veins, I´m always bleeding Black
Through my stigmas, carrying this heavy bag
And I know my essence is safe
I must seek and find purity
Somewhere far away from here
Away from all the mirror distortion,
Away from all the material pollution,
Self – Destruction, the limitations of this Shell will pass
My thoughts will be only my own,
My essence will always remain safe
I will reunite with them, once I erase
This stupid mistake
We are so filth inside
We must wash ourselves away
Nullify, to find
Who´s really you, in your mind
Sick of synthetic modifications
These are not my motivations
The solution is easy now
Total extermination
So many lose their souls on the proccess
Of corruption, corrosion,
Vile propaganda, contamination
Only solution now, lies on extermination
We are so ashamed of ourselves
Some just disguise it better than others
We are useless, and helpless,
We always think the worst, and we always do the worst
Jesus was not able to save even himself
But we do need salvation...From ourselves
Somebody protect me from myself
Poison running in my veins, I´m always bleeding Black
Through my stigmas, carrying this heavy bag
And I know my essence is safe
I must seek and find purity
Somewhere far away from here
Away from all the mirror distortion,
Away from all the material pollution,
Self – Destruction, the limitations of this Shell will pass
My thoughts will be only my own,
My essence will always remain safe
I will reunite with them, once I erase
This stupid mistake
We are so filth inside
We must wash ourselves away
Nullify, to find
Who´s really you, in your mind
Sick of synthetic modifications
These are not my motivations
The solution is easy now
Total extermination
One Mistake
One mistake, that´s what it takes
And your life is going down
A minute of distraction,
And you are already about to drown
They sell dreams, all the time
You starve, the food you buy, is made of plastic
Be wise, be drastic
Otherwise, you won´t survive
Perfection is a illusion
To be perfect, is to just be whatever you are
And if we die now, it does not matter, we had won
Cause we have gone so far
One mistake, that´s what it takes
And they will try to bring you down
Stay awake, cause there´s always enemies around
Ready to make you drown
And your life is going down
A minute of distraction,
And you are already about to drown
They sell dreams, all the time
You starve, the food you buy, is made of plastic
Be wise, be drastic
Otherwise, you won´t survive
Perfection is a illusion
To be perfect, is to just be whatever you are
And if we die now, it does not matter, we had won
Cause we have gone so far
One mistake, that´s what it takes
And they will try to bring you down
Stay awake, cause there´s always enemies around
Ready to make you drown
The Damage is Already Done
I was born, and I was told
There I had a life, that I was supposed to live
I followed all the rules, and it only got worse
Then I broke them all, and still I could not escape
Jumping from hell to hell
Now I feel like, finally
I have no new tale to tell
No matter what I try, what I do
The damage is already done
Broken inside, a mind torn apart
I can keep on walking
But the damage is already done
It´s getting harder and harder to breathe
I´m suffocated and surrounded by disease
The walls keep closing in, I wonder
If there is really a way out
I´m not sure if I should still resist,
Maybe I was just meant to fall
But if I have to fall, I will fall proud
And just let my silence speak loud
Too many wounds have healed,
But the damage is already done
No matter how much I fight, how much I feel
The damage is already done
I should not be here, is so clear
I´m just a bug in the system, I should not be
So how anything could work for me?
I don´t belong here, in the shadows, I will disappear
I always tried to live
To have some peace
But now I´m too tired, too weak
And the hell, from hell to hell, it never cease
I guess I´ve had enough, maybe I should just leave
I´m already dead, maybe I should just accept the fact,
I´m just a mistake, totally misplaced
But I keep on fighting, I keep on trying
Since I arrived, from the putrid womb,
I was already put on trial
I still see a way out, I still see the cure
Am I on denial?
I do everything I can,
But the damage is already done
I still fight, I still try,
I still try to live, but I always die
Head over heels, the damage is already done
Everything I feel, head over heels, it will never heal
The damage is already done
Nowhere left to run,
So now, please give me a gun
I followed all the rules, and it only got worse
Then I broke them all, and still I could not escape
Jumping from hell to hell
Now I feel like, finally
I have no new tale to tell
No matter what I try, what I do
The damage is already done
Broken inside, a mind torn apart
I can keep on walking
But the damage is already done
It´s getting harder and harder to breathe
I´m suffocated and surrounded by disease
The walls keep closing in, I wonder
If there is really a way out
I´m not sure if I should still resist,
Maybe I was just meant to fall
But if I have to fall, I will fall proud
And just let my silence speak loud
Too many wounds have healed,
But the damage is already done
No matter how much I fight, how much I feel
The damage is already done
I should not be here, is so clear
I´m just a bug in the system, I should not be
So how anything could work for me?
I don´t belong here, in the shadows, I will disappear
I always tried to live
To have some peace
But now I´m too tired, too weak
And the hell, from hell to hell, it never cease
I guess I´ve had enough, maybe I should just leave
I´m already dead, maybe I should just accept the fact,
I´m just a mistake, totally misplaced
But I keep on fighting, I keep on trying
Since I arrived, from the putrid womb,
I was already put on trial
I still see a way out, I still see the cure
Am I on denial?
I do everything I can,
But the damage is already done
I still fight, I still try,
I still try to live, but I always die
Head over heels, the damage is already done
Everything I feel, head over heels, it will never heal
The damage is already done
Nowhere left to run,
So now, please give me a gun
sexta-feira, 27 de junho de 2014
The Cleansing
We are so filthy inside
So many lose their souls on the proccess
Of corruption, corrosion,
Vile propaganda, contamination
Only solution now, lies on extermination
We are so ashamed of ourselves
Some Just disguise it better than others
We are useless, and helpless,
We always think the worst, and we always do the worst
Jesus was not able to save even himself
But we do need salvation...From ourselves
Somebody protect me from myself
Poison running in my veins, I´m always bleeding Black
Through my stigmas, carrying this heavy bag
And I know my essence is safe
I must seek and find purity
Somewhere far away from here
Away from all the mirror distortion,
Away from all the material pollution,
Self – Destruction, the limitations of this Shell will pass
My thoughts will be only my own,
My essence will always remain safe
I will reunite with them, once I erase
This stupid mistake
We are so filthy inside
We must wash ourselves away
Nullify, to find
Who´s really only you on your mind
Sick of synthetic modifications
Those are not my motivations
The solution is easy now
Total extermination
So many lose their souls on the proccess
Of corruption, corrosion,
Vile propaganda, contamination
Only solution now, lies on extermination
We are so ashamed of ourselves
Some Just disguise it better than others
We are useless, and helpless,
We always think the worst, and we always do the worst
Jesus was not able to save even himself
But we do need salvation...From ourselves
Somebody protect me from myself
Poison running in my veins, I´m always bleeding Black
Through my stigmas, carrying this heavy bag
And I know my essence is safe
I must seek and find purity
Somewhere far away from here
Away from all the mirror distortion,
Away from all the material pollution,
Self – Destruction, the limitations of this Shell will pass
My thoughts will be only my own,
My essence will always remain safe
I will reunite with them, once I erase
This stupid mistake
We are so filthy inside
We must wash ourselves away
Nullify, to find
Who´s really only you on your mind
Sick of synthetic modifications
Those are not my motivations
The solution is easy now
Total extermination
terça-feira, 17 de junho de 2014
Illusions
I was there
for so many time
I thought I had a life
Until I started to swim, beyond the surface
Then I realized, it was all just a lie
I thought all that structure, was reality
But it was all nothing but a dream
The dream started to fade away,
And became a nightmare
It´s just a natural process, yes, I know
But now that I´m awake, I need to get away
Nothing is really real, except by what you feel
The rest is just a game, so keep spinning the wheels
When all the walls, finally fall
It becomes so painfully easy to see
You come to the inevitable conclusion
That it´s all just a illusion
It´s all previously designed, it´s all nothing but a prison
Lost in confusion, still trapped in this cell
They fear to sin, they don´t see we are all already in Hell
And I´m so tired, I need to get away, somehow
But I still don´t know how
Enjoy your dreams, while you can
They will all become nightmares, one day too
Willl you be able to survive, when you realize?
When all walls fall, and you get totally exposed
And everything you believed dies
There will be nothing left of this world
It´s all just a bunch of lies, lies, and more lies
Illlusions, corruption, confusion
It´s scary the fact that you still don´t see
That this was all made up, there is no reality
The only way to heal, the only thing that is real, is what you feel
You will get dizzy, spinning this wheel
Come on and join me, let your plastic veins bleed
Come on and join me, let´s break free
I thought I had a life
Until I started to swim, beyond the surface
Then I realized, it was all just a lie
I thought all that structure, was reality
But it was all nothing but a dream
The dream started to fade away,
And became a nightmare
It´s just a natural process, yes, I know
But now that I´m awake, I need to get away
Nothing is really real, except by what you feel
The rest is just a game, so keep spinning the wheels
When all the walls, finally fall
It becomes so painfully easy to see
You come to the inevitable conclusion
That it´s all just a illusion
It´s all previously designed, it´s all nothing but a prison
Lost in confusion, still trapped in this cell
They fear to sin, they don´t see we are all already in Hell
And I´m so tired, I need to get away, somehow
But I still don´t know how
Enjoy your dreams, while you can
They will all become nightmares, one day too
Willl you be able to survive, when you realize?
When all walls fall, and you get totally exposed
And everything you believed dies
There will be nothing left of this world
It´s all just a bunch of lies, lies, and more lies
Illlusions, corruption, confusion
It´s scary the fact that you still don´t see
That this was all made up, there is no reality
The only way to heal, the only thing that is real, is what you feel
You will get dizzy, spinning this wheel
Come on and join me, let your plastic veins bleed
Come on and join me, let´s break free
What the Hell
What the
hell?
Why did I fell?
I was unwell,
I was feeling well,
I am always saved by the bell
I needed wine and pills to calm down
I needed it to chill
To nullify the caffeine effect
That I needed before,
And it will always come back
What the hell?
Who said this?
Who is this on the mirror?
I don´t recognize you,
I don´t think I know you
So go away, and stay away from me
I don´t want you here
Stop coming around here
I broke the knife deep into my skin
I don´t really see the difference now
To lose, or to win
It´s all the same
I will always survive
I am bigger than time,
A mushroom, getting stronger in despise
What the hell?
I am asleep, but still, I am awake
I am speaking straight from my grave
What the hell?
Empty corridors, so how did I fell?
Anybody there?
It will always come back
Why did I fell?
I was unwell,
I was feeling well,
I am always saved by the bell
I needed wine and pills to calm down
I needed it to chill
To nullify the caffeine effect
That I needed before,
And it will always come back
What the hell?
Who said this?
Who is this on the mirror?
I don´t recognize you,
I don´t think I know you
So go away, and stay away from me
I don´t want you here
Stop coming around here
I broke the knife deep into my skin
I don´t really see the difference now
To lose, or to win
It´s all the same
I will always survive
I am bigger than time,
A mushroom, getting stronger in despise
What the hell?
I am asleep, but still, I am awake
I am speaking straight from my grave
What the hell?
Empty corridors, so how did I fell?
Anybody there?
It will always come back
Undone
There was a
time, when I hated everyone
There was a line, I never crossed for anyone
But it just does not really matters, now
I could reach out for the gun,
But I just don´t care anymore
Everyday, it becomes easier to ignore
Undone, It´s been a really long time
Since I am gone
Undone, I never really had a home
Just another victim of the circunstances
Trapped in this New Rome
You can see me, but I´m no longer here
I already have disappeared
Here, there, anywhere,
I am one, I am no one
I´m everywhere, I´m nowhere
I´ve become a ghost, and I´m stuck in here
I´m just too away to care
Undone, I am long gone
(I was dissolved)
Undone, homeless and hopeless
(So I am free)
And with my dead eyes I can finally see
And with my dead lights, I can finally be
I just hope one day, I can finally get rid of me
There was a line, I never crossed for anyone
But it just does not really matters, now
I could reach out for the gun,
But I just don´t care anymore
Everyday, it becomes easier to ignore
Undone, It´s been a really long time
Since I am gone
Undone, I never really had a home
Just another victim of the circunstances
Trapped in this New Rome
You can see me, but I´m no longer here
I already have disappeared
Here, there, anywhere,
I am one, I am no one
I´m everywhere, I´m nowhere
I´ve become a ghost, and I´m stuck in here
I´m just too away to care
Undone, I am long gone
(I was dissolved)
Undone, homeless and hopeless
(So I am free)
And with my dead eyes I can finally see
And with my dead lights, I can finally be
I just hope one day, I can finally get rid of me
Z(Ion)
Don´t you
see, all you need
Is to cease to bleed
You can wrap yourself in the flag
But it will bring nothing back, but
Frustration, procrastination,
All in the name of the nation
It seens like you failed to realize the situation
A key for evaluation
You brought it to yourself
You brought it with with your God
You brought it with your Dog
Now, that you are facing condemnation
You stay loyal because you are part of the creation
You have nowhere else to go, don´t you?
Well, that´s too bad
Because it´s gone, and you can´t have it back
You will get nothing, but
A standing ovation, a place to sleep in the station
I don´t think you realize the situation
Where you gonna go, now? You will stay
In the middle of flames, a naïve victim of the games
You have nowhere else to go, anyway
In the name of your nation
All in the name of your nation
Feasting on dreams, do you even know what it means?
Nothing is really what it seens
In this kind of game, nobody really wins
So go ahead, wrap yourself in the flag
But you will have nothing back, but
Condemnation, frustration
In your quest for freedom
You are convinced that this was your own decision
You´ve been called, so you don´t really need a reason
All for your nation,
All in the name if your nation
A key for a false salvation
There will be retaliation
Is to cease to bleed
You can wrap yourself in the flag
But it will bring nothing back, but
Frustration, procrastination,
All in the name of the nation
It seens like you failed to realize the situation
A key for evaluation
You brought it to yourself
You brought it with with your God
You brought it with your Dog
Now, that you are facing condemnation
You stay loyal because you are part of the creation
You have nowhere else to go, don´t you?
Well, that´s too bad
Because it´s gone, and you can´t have it back
You will get nothing, but
A standing ovation, a place to sleep in the station
I don´t think you realize the situation
Where you gonna go, now? You will stay
In the middle of flames, a naïve victim of the games
You have nowhere else to go, anyway
In the name of your nation
All in the name of your nation
Feasting on dreams, do you even know what it means?
Nothing is really what it seens
In this kind of game, nobody really wins
So go ahead, wrap yourself in the flag
But you will have nothing back, but
Condemnation, frustration
In your quest for freedom
You are convinced that this was your own decision
You´ve been called, so you don´t really need a reason
All for your nation,
All in the name if your nation
A key for a false salvation
There will be retaliation
Lame Enemy
I got used
to your game
You pretend to be nice and friendly
So you can proceed to tame
Nobody here is stupid, your tricks don’t work anymore
It’s so lame, always the same, so now I’ll just ignore
I dominated your lair
I got you cornered there
Now your life is on my hands
Because anytime I want, I can end it
You could never understand
I am not a man, I am a island
So you can’t bring me down, and in your own game
You will drown
Poor little sad clown
You started it, I will finish it
You better be prepared
Because I am not a dreamer
And I can be your worst nightmare
So, no rest
This is not a test
You won’t sleep tonight,
I can end your life, with the twist of a knife,
Bitch!
Now you get so desperated
You insist, but your power is limited and overrated
I don’t give a damn, I can be hated
It makes no difference, I now can take your soul and break it
I also have my tricks
And my favorite one is to let you think you are winning
Than I strike when you less expect
You wanted me as your enemy, so you will have
The worst you can get
And you will have no rest
You won’t sleep tonight
I will send my spirits
To haunt you in your dreams
And consume your pathetic flesh
Cutting through the veins
You won’t sleep tonight, no
When you will do, it will be forever
Because I will put you on a bodybag
And without you, everything will be better,
Bitch!
You pretend to be nice and friendly
So you can proceed to tame
Nobody here is stupid, your tricks don’t work anymore
It’s so lame, always the same, so now I’ll just ignore
I dominated your lair
I got you cornered there
Now your life is on my hands
Because anytime I want, I can end it
You could never understand
I am not a man, I am a island
So you can’t bring me down, and in your own game
You will drown
Poor little sad clown
You started it, I will finish it
You better be prepared
Because I am not a dreamer
And I can be your worst nightmare
So, no rest
This is not a test
You won’t sleep tonight,
I can end your life, with the twist of a knife,
Bitch!
Now you get so desperated
You insist, but your power is limited and overrated
I don’t give a damn, I can be hated
It makes no difference, I now can take your soul and break it
I also have my tricks
And my favorite one is to let you think you are winning
Than I strike when you less expect
You wanted me as your enemy, so you will have
The worst you can get
And you will have no rest
You won’t sleep tonight
I will send my spirits
To haunt you in your dreams
And consume your pathetic flesh
Cutting through the veins
You won’t sleep tonight, no
When you will do, it will be forever
Because I will put you on a bodybag
And without you, everything will be better,
Bitch!
The Best Mistake
Every part,
of every construction
I give to you, with written instructions
I give you anything you need, anything you want
I know exactly what´s on your soul, what´s on your mind
I was the one who put it all there
So it´s easy for me to find
We are all through your system, yes, we are a plague
You are our best mistake
I see you everyday
On the crowded subway
Sometimes you see me, but then you look away
I captured you, through your fear
But still, I´m your favorite drug
I´m your false medication
So you will always keep me near
And I hold the power
Over you
I hold the power, over all of you
From the towers
We make you bleed,
So we give you the cure that you need
We lie to you
So we can sell you the truth
We know you, cause we made you, we tamed you
You are our best mistake
I am not the only one
I am all of them, in one
I send signals, we are always together
Managing the web in which you crawl,
Feeding you with a spoon,
So you will be fat enough for the machine
But don´t worry, it will be over soon,
So don´t make a scene
Holding flowers in a tomb
Crying over a buried womb
It´s time to get sad,
It´s a holiday
Holding a gift to your loved one
It´s time to celebrate
It´s another holiday
I see you everyday
Using all kinds of disguises
To hide your own demise
Don´t worry, we will sell you the stuff you need
We will sell you all, until the end
So you can just go on and pretend
Some of you, stand at the station
You don´t want to be on the subway anymore
Some of you realize, this train will lead you nowhere
But back to where you started, to repeat
A perfect circle, and it will never cease
Some of you, are so desperated to escape
But do you have what it takes?
The web is dissolving, the trap is fading away
Getting weaker, but so are you
I don´t think you will make it, I´m dying, we are all dying
But so are you, don´t try to get away
You woke up a little bit too late
We are all going down, all the faceless spectres
But we are going down fancy, on our suits and ties
What about you?
You are a mistake
You are our mistake
We are getting weaker everyday, losing control
But so are you
We are getting week, everyday
But even tough it´s all falling,
We are still on the towers
We still hold the power
Over you
Look up and pray, pray to all your saints, your God
We will be listening, like always
But don´t try to get away,
It´s a little bit too late, you are our mistake
The only way out, is by jumping on the rails
The only way out, is by leaving no trails
We are going down fancy, with style
But what about you?
I give to you, with written instructions
I give you anything you need, anything you want
I know exactly what´s on your soul, what´s on your mind
I was the one who put it all there
So it´s easy for me to find
We are all through your system, yes, we are a plague
You are our best mistake
I see you everyday
On the crowded subway
Sometimes you see me, but then you look away
I captured you, through your fear
But still, I´m your favorite drug
I´m your false medication
So you will always keep me near
And I hold the power
Over you
I hold the power, over all of you
From the towers
We make you bleed,
So we give you the cure that you need
We lie to you
So we can sell you the truth
We know you, cause we made you, we tamed you
You are our best mistake
I am not the only one
I am all of them, in one
I send signals, we are always together
Managing the web in which you crawl,
Feeding you with a spoon,
So you will be fat enough for the machine
But don´t worry, it will be over soon,
So don´t make a scene
Holding flowers in a tomb
Crying over a buried womb
It´s time to get sad,
It´s a holiday
Holding a gift to your loved one
It´s time to celebrate
It´s another holiday
I see you everyday
Using all kinds of disguises
To hide your own demise
Don´t worry, we will sell you the stuff you need
We will sell you all, until the end
So you can just go on and pretend
Some of you, stand at the station
You don´t want to be on the subway anymore
Some of you realize, this train will lead you nowhere
But back to where you started, to repeat
A perfect circle, and it will never cease
Some of you, are so desperated to escape
But do you have what it takes?
The web is dissolving, the trap is fading away
Getting weaker, but so are you
I don´t think you will make it, I´m dying, we are all dying
But so are you, don´t try to get away
You woke up a little bit too late
We are all going down, all the faceless spectres
But we are going down fancy, on our suits and ties
What about you?
You are a mistake
You are our mistake
We are getting weaker everyday, losing control
But so are you
We are getting week, everyday
But even tough it´s all falling,
We are still on the towers
We still hold the power
Over you
Look up and pray, pray to all your saints, your God
We will be listening, like always
But don´t try to get away,
It´s a little bit too late, you are our mistake
The only way out, is by jumping on the rails
The only way out, is by leaving no trails
We are going down fancy, with style
But what about you?
sexta-feira, 13 de junho de 2014
These Simple Things
Why,
we must grow older?
Why,
they keep all in folders?
Why,
they are here?
Why,
if they were not supposed to be?
These
simple things
Are
complicated by structures
Of a sick play
Since
you were born, you bleed
Ironically,
you think it’s a gift
And
everytime they pass
Everytime
they lie
Everytime
they fly
Everytime,
you die
These
simple things
Pure
corrosion from above
How
much you will bleed?
Until
you finally see?
Why,
we hear these tales?
Why,
we chase happiness by the tail?
Why,
you see unicorns in rainbows
Why,
are you sick?
Why, life
is a acid trip
You will
soon be overdosed
They
all, lie
To
protect you, to destroy you
They all, lie
To
tame you, to pierce you
And
they all die, and they all fly
With
rotting wings
While
plague angels sing
Do
you want to know why?
On
the station, do you want to know why?
On
the church, do you want to know why?
Playing
Frisbee, do you want to know why?
Walking
in the mall, do you want to know why?
No,
you don’t really want to know why
But
you know you all will die
Do you know
how many times you have already died?
And you bleed in the womb
And
you bleed in the walls
And
you bleed for them
And you
still bleed in the tomb
These simple things
Are
not as simple as they seen
No more blood, just venom in your veins
No more blood, just venom in your veins
I don’t
want anyone to bleed for me
These
simple things
Divine
needles provided, will kill you all
I
would like to see
How you
will all react when you fall
And lose it all
And lose it all
Leave me out of This
Come on
over, and pretend you are my friend
Come on over, can´t you understand?
See me surfing, on this wave
See me reaching you, in the surface
I am water, you are fire
I´ve had enough, you are a liar
This never worked out, nothing but a huge mistake
But now I´m done, time to separate
Leave me out of this
Leave me out of this
I´m not a political dog
I´m not trapped to any God
Your hypocrisy makes me sick
I saw you hiding behind morality
It´s been already too many years
So I´m outta here,
I´ll just disappear
Leave me out of this
Leave me out of this
This game is over, why do you insist?
The tricks are so old, it no longer exist
Go ahead, and underestimate me
Go ahead, I´ll just let it be
Leave me out of this
Leave me out of this
Come on over, can´t you understand?
See me surfing, on this wave
See me reaching you, in the surface
I am water, you are fire
I´ve had enough, you are a liar
This never worked out, nothing but a huge mistake
But now I´m done, time to separate
Leave me out of this
Leave me out of this
I´m not a political dog
I´m not trapped to any God
Your hypocrisy makes me sick
I saw you hiding behind morality
It´s been already too many years
So I´m outta here,
I´ll just disappear
Leave me out of this
Leave me out of this
This game is over, why do you insist?
The tricks are so old, it no longer exist
Go ahead, and underestimate me
Go ahead, I´ll just let it be
Leave me out of this
Leave me out of this
New Skin
You tried
to corrupt me
You tried to tame me
I know
All this time, I always knew
But you failed, you caused me damage
You broke so many things, but you could never bring me down
And I´m still strong, still singing my own song
Forget about it, I see you are finally giving up this fight now
I am what I am, and I will always be what I gotta be
You cant´t control me, you can´t infect me with your disease
Can´t you see?
I´m breaking free, you never really knew me
And you will never see me now
You had ages of opportunities, but you will never change
Neither will I
You are what you are, I am what I am
You choose to lie, you choose to cheat
You are part of the plan
I play along, and I just do what I can
Now that you failed, will you let me be?
All my beeding, I will make it cease
I´ve had enough, I´m too fed up
No longer wasting my life, no longer wasting my time
I´ll be away, forever
I´m going away, forever
You will never reach me, I already dismantled all your traps
You will probably miss me one day,
But I don´t really care anymore, I see the danger, and I´m aware
So I´m going away, forever
And you will never really see me
I´m breaking free for better
Eveybody wins
All the plans have failed, I am still pure
So just let me be
Soon, I´ll be, far away from here
I am a ghost, you will never see me
You tried to tame me
I know
All this time, I always knew
But you failed, you caused me damage
You broke so many things, but you could never bring me down
And I´m still strong, still singing my own song
Forget about it, I see you are finally giving up this fight now
I am what I am, and I will always be what I gotta be
You cant´t control me, you can´t infect me with your disease
Can´t you see?
I´m breaking free, you never really knew me
And you will never see me now
You had ages of opportunities, but you will never change
Neither will I
You are what you are, I am what I am
You choose to lie, you choose to cheat
You are part of the plan
I play along, and I just do what I can
Now that you failed, will you let me be?
All my beeding, I will make it cease
I´ve had enough, I´m too fed up
No longer wasting my life, no longer wasting my time
I´ll be away, forever
I´m going away, forever
You will never reach me, I already dismantled all your traps
You will probably miss me one day,
But I don´t really care anymore, I see the danger, and I´m aware
So I´m going away, forever
And you will never really see me
I´m breaking free for better
Eveybody wins
All the plans have failed, I am still pure
So just let me be
Soon, I´ll be, far away from here
I am a ghost, you will never see me
Somebody to Hate
Sure you
can use, the motivation of Faith
Sure you can give, your whole essence to erase
You can choose to avoid, any conclusion,
And sure you can use, the love of God
And sure you can use, all the illusions from above
You will never realize
Your soul is a prize
And right on your back, there is a tag
With a price
Your God is always around you, he is a firefly
I must kill this light
So nothing personal, but you have to die
There is no more protection
Time for dissection
I know exactly where to find you,
You always go only to one direction
You will never realize your biggest mistake
Before it´s too late
And we can surviveSure you can give, your whole essence to erase
You can choose to avoid, any conclusion,
And sure you can use, the love of God
And sure you can use, all the illusions from above
You will never realize
Your soul is a prize
And right on your back, there is a tag
With a price
Your God is always around you, he is a firefly
I must kill this light
So nothing personal, but you have to die
There is no more protection
Time for dissection
I know exactly where to find you,
You always go only to one direction
You will never realize your biggest mistake
Before it´s too late
Without this annoying and stalking, firefly
But you are already consumed, I´m sorry, but
You have to die
All the rules you got used to, no longer apply
And I will erase, this mistake
And I will see you defeated, and burnt on a stake
We can always survive,
But you will never realize
Not everybody needs somebody to love
But everybody definitely needs somebody to hate
The Masterplan
Disseminate,
the plague, inject disease, in the veins
Create the problem, so you can solve it, poison, disguised of vaccine,
Save the day, with empty bottles, rule, your own scene
Connect the wires of the scheme, unseen
Nanotech, disguised, of medicine,
Surveillance, disguised, of safety
Now that they are misguided, play the lullabies for the sheep
Mesmerized, going to sleep
Following you blindly to the abyss
Happiness and hope, ignorance is bliss,
It all started with Judas kiss
Celebrate, a new flag rising,
Divide and conquer, put anything to sell,
And they will buy it
Louis Vitton, Armani, cool Nike shoes
New Year´s Eve on Times Square
Fireworks codes of Katy Perry
It all seens to be very, very necessary
Assimilate, Annihilate
Give bith, capture, erase
Install motherboard, install softwares
Keep the system always updated
Rip out your eyes, seeing is overrated
No need to care, no need to worry
Horus will guide you, to wherever you have to go,
See through his eyes, the great show,
On the Coliseum, New Rome, your home, sweet home
Hold on to his hand, hold on tight
Be sorry all the time, ask mercy for the Lord, Jesus Christ
Because if he let you go, you will fall,
And you will fall to Hell,
Away from your confortable cell
It´s so easy, because you don´t realize
The Devil is all the time, right by your side
Wearing so many disguises, and you stared too long at the sun, you have burnt your eyes
So you already lost your sight,
So you are unable to recognize
You have gone blind, because you tried to find
Illumination through Ra´s light
But don´t worry, just be sorry
Horus will be your guide,
Though all the wonders of modern life
Eiffel transmission,
Tower connection, Statue of Liberty
Holding the torch in the land of the free
Tunnels under the ground, under the sea
Protected by the Holy See
Celebrate, in the Hawaiian Luau
While briefcases are retrieved in Bilbao,
Just trying to keep the weather somehow
If anything goes wrong,
Blame it on Mao
Game is already on overtime,
And so is your life
The pawns are all wasted away,
But everything is fine, they say
Just go back on court and play
Gossip, spill the wine, black against white
Play by the book, men against women,
Don´t cross the line
Literally, metaphorically, on the board
Under the radar,falling Towers
Weakened Bishops,
King exposed
Pawns exhausted, running out, of spoons to feed
Pawns complaining, pawns wining, lying on the ground
Deadly flowers, in bloom, underground
Fireflies, all around
Still, the child was not found
Multiply, grow up, go to the frontlines, kill, and die
Get drained by the machine, feed it with all your vital energy
And never ask why
Because in the name of the flag, and in the name of the divine
Everything is justified
So nullify, sanctify,
As your Will dies
A new sun rises
As the knights march through Via Dolorosa
Straight to the heart of the old continent
Helpless, useless to repent
Hopeless, useless to pretend
When you choosed the start, you also choosed the end
To the victors, the spoils,
To the victors, all the soil
It´s the end of your dream
Highlighted by the prison of sin
No more digging in the soil,
No more paper, plastic,
No more oil
Create the problem, so you can solve it, poison, disguised of vaccine,
Save the day, with empty bottles, rule, your own scene
Connect the wires of the scheme, unseen
Nanotech, disguised, of medicine,
Surveillance, disguised, of safety
Now that they are misguided, play the lullabies for the sheep
Mesmerized, going to sleep
Following you blindly to the abyss
Happiness and hope, ignorance is bliss,
It all started with Judas kiss
Celebrate, a new flag rising,
Divide and conquer, put anything to sell,
And they will buy it
Louis Vitton, Armani, cool Nike shoes
New Year´s Eve on Times Square
Fireworks codes of Katy Perry
It all seens to be very, very necessary
Assimilate, Annihilate
Give bith, capture, erase
Install motherboard, install softwares
Keep the system always updated
Rip out your eyes, seeing is overrated
No need to care, no need to worry
Horus will guide you, to wherever you have to go,
See through his eyes, the great show,
On the Coliseum, New Rome, your home, sweet home
Hold on to his hand, hold on tight
Be sorry all the time, ask mercy for the Lord, Jesus Christ
Because if he let you go, you will fall,
And you will fall to Hell,
Away from your confortable cell
It´s so easy, because you don´t realize
The Devil is all the time, right by your side
Wearing so many disguises, and you stared too long at the sun, you have burnt your eyes
So you already lost your sight,
So you are unable to recognize
You have gone blind, because you tried to find
Illumination through Ra´s light
But don´t worry, just be sorry
Horus will be your guide,
Though all the wonders of modern life
Eiffel transmission,
Tower connection, Statue of Liberty
Holding the torch in the land of the free
Tunnels under the ground, under the sea
Protected by the Holy See
Celebrate, in the Hawaiian Luau
While briefcases are retrieved in Bilbao,
Just trying to keep the weather somehow
If anything goes wrong,
Blame it on Mao
Game is already on overtime,
And so is your life
The pawns are all wasted away,
But everything is fine, they say
Just go back on court and play
Gossip, spill the wine, black against white
Play by the book, men against women,
Don´t cross the line
Literally, metaphorically, on the board
Under the radar,falling Towers
Weakened Bishops,
King exposed
Pawns exhausted, running out, of spoons to feed
Pawns complaining, pawns wining, lying on the ground
Deadly flowers, in bloom, underground
Fireflies, all around
Still, the child was not found
Multiply, grow up, go to the frontlines, kill, and die
Get drained by the machine, feed it with all your vital energy
And never ask why
Because in the name of the flag, and in the name of the divine
Everything is justified
So nullify, sanctify,
As your Will dies
A new sun rises
As the knights march through Via Dolorosa
Straight to the heart of the old continent
Helpless, useless to repent
Hopeless, useless to pretend
When you choosed the start, you also choosed the end
To the victors, the spoils,
To the victors, all the soil
It´s the end of your dream
Highlighted by the prison of sin
No more digging in the soil,
No more paper, plastic,
No more oil
terça-feira, 3 de junho de 2014
The House on the Cliff
You
lost everything, your Majesty
We
must deal with the consequences of our choices
We
must deal with, the external enemies and plots
They
sabotage us, put everything to lose
Now
what can you do?
Forget
about the Island In The Moon
Everything
that resemble happiness
Is
Just a fragile illusion, and will disappear soon
So
sail away, to the House In The Cliff
That’s
all you have now
You’ve
lost everything, you’ve abandoned your power
In
the name of freedom
A
different kind of wisdom
What
can you do?
Anything
you want to
No
more heavy crown
Upon
your head
No
more chains
Maybe,
no more pain
Just
free, in the sea
With
the companion of the wind
To
the House In The Cliff
BRGC
A key saw
through a mirror
A reflection that opens doors, in existence
Getting closer to the last gate,
Read between the lines in a different perspective
When the days cease, you can reach beyond
Looking into a reflection, in instropection,
From pure to obscene, and back again
Travelling through black holes,
A new reaction
Inverted, reality
This world is nothing but a big, and dangerous mirror
What you perceive as truth, just a reflection
All this time they keep profiting on misconception
So invert it, and look through it,
And you will see…Yourself
A key, and another hidden one
In the reflection, in the mirror,
Right behind your right shoulder
Or is it the left one?
Try to invert it again
See what it becomes
The scene, is obscene
But right after it, lies purity
They move the switches, illusion
You think you are moving, confusion
Try to see through it, with no more distractions
Rolling in the void
Fraction by fraction
A new reaction
Inverted, reality
What you see, is not really here
All this time they pulled the strings of natural conversion
This world is nothing but a big, dangerous mirror
Add a bit of smoke, a show for the masses
Intoxicating for souls that can never be pleased
When the days finally cease,
The puzzle, complete,
Invert it, and look right through it
And you will see…..Nobody else
A reflection that opens doors, in existence
Getting closer to the last gate,
Read between the lines in a different perspective
When the days cease, you can reach beyond
Looking into a reflection, in instropection,
From pure to obscene, and back again
Travelling through black holes,
A new reaction
Inverted, reality
This world is nothing but a big, and dangerous mirror
What you perceive as truth, just a reflection
All this time they keep profiting on misconception
So invert it, and look through it,
And you will see…Yourself
A key, and another hidden one
In the reflection, in the mirror,
Right behind your right shoulder
Or is it the left one?
Try to invert it again
See what it becomes
The scene, is obscene
But right after it, lies purity
They move the switches, illusion
You think you are moving, confusion
Try to see through it, with no more distractions
Rolling in the void
Fraction by fraction
A new reaction
Inverted, reality
What you see, is not really here
All this time they pulled the strings of natural conversion
This world is nothing but a big, dangerous mirror
Add a bit of smoke, a show for the masses
Intoxicating for souls that can never be pleased
When the days finally cease,
The puzzle, complete,
Invert it, and look right through it
And you will see…..Nobody else
I Don´t LIke You
I don’t
like you
You have no idea, but is the truth
And I would love to
Get rid of you
A phony attitude, is all you’ll get from me
Because I live on your society,
But I’m not a part of it
So I adapt and split myself in two
But I still won’t like you
Whatever you say,
I don’t like you
Whatever you do,
I don’t like you
You can split me in two,
But I don’t like you
I can smile at you,
I can talk to you,
But I don’t like you
I’m just being polite
Because in the end I would love to take your life
Look at my eyes, still you won’t see
How much I despite you,
How much I love to see you bleed
I look so weak, and you split me in two
But you have no idea, of what I could do to you
You make me puke,
I don’t like you
Give me the button, and I’ll definitely nuke
I don’t like you
I can talk to you,
I can smile at you,
I can live with you,
But you have no idea, of how much I despise you
I still don’t like you
You have no idea, but is the truth
And I would love to
Get rid of you
A phony attitude, is all you’ll get from me
Because I live on your society,
But I’m not a part of it
So I adapt and split myself in two
But I still won’t like you
Whatever you say,
I don’t like you
Whatever you do,
I don’t like you
You can split me in two,
But I don’t like you
I can smile at you,
I can talk to you,
But I don’t like you
I’m just being polite
Because in the end I would love to take your life
Look at my eyes, still you won’t see
How much I despite you,
How much I love to see you bleed
I look so weak, and you split me in two
But you have no idea, of what I could do to you
You make me puke,
I don’t like you
Give me the button, and I’ll definitely nuke
I don’t like you
I can talk to you,
I can smile at you,
I can live with you,
But you have no idea, of how much I despise you
I still don’t like you
domingo, 18 de maio de 2014
Whatever
Whatever,
finally, it just does not matter
Whatever – Now finally free, of all this dead weight
Whatever – Now we fly free, now we are much better
They don´t care, so why should we?
Everybody else is doing it, so why can´t we?
We have the right to be free
We have the right to peace
So now, that it all has finally died
Now that we enjoy the silence,
Now that all the noise has finally ceased
We see, it really makes no difference
If they all have disappeared
They were actually never really here
Whatever, what we feel, is this real?
Whatever – All wounds will eventually heal
Whatever – Now we are much better
Here, there, today, tomorrow
There will be more pain, more sorrow
And it just does not matter
Now we are much better
Whatever, Forever……
Whatever – Now finally free, of all this dead weight
Whatever – Now we fly free, now we are much better
They don´t care, so why should we?
Everybody else is doing it, so why can´t we?
We have the right to be free
We have the right to peace
So now, that it all has finally died
Now that we enjoy the silence,
Now that all the noise has finally ceased
We see, it really makes no difference
If they all have disappeared
They were actually never really here
Whatever, what we feel, is this real?
Whatever – All wounds will eventually heal
Whatever – Now we are much better
Here, there, today, tomorrow
There will be more pain, more sorrow
And it just does not matter
Now we are much better
Whatever, Forever……
quinta-feira, 15 de maio de 2014
I Don´t Give a Fuck
(Inspired in part by "R" and "A", thank you both for everything, always)
I used to give a fuck
But now I I´m out of fucks to give
So I really don´t give a fuck anymore
This world so dead, it makes me bored
This world so fake, your needs, I´ll ignore
Zero tolerance to your bullshit, not taking it anymore
I used to give a fuck
But I ran out of fucks to give
So I really don´t give a fuck, not anymore
If I´m losing, or winning, if I´m living, or dying
If you are alive, or dead, if you are here, or there
I just don´t care
I used to give a fuck
But I was pushed away for too long
Now I´m really out of fucks to give
So I don´t give a fuck anymore
Is it worse, or better?
It just does not matter
So fuck it
I used to give a fuck
But now I I´m out of fucks to give
So I really don´t give a fuck anymore
This world so dead, it makes me bored
This world so fake, your needs, I´ll ignore
Zero tolerance to your bullshit, not taking it anymore
I used to give a fuck
But I ran out of fucks to give
So I really don´t give a fuck, not anymore
If I´m losing, or winning, if I´m living, or dying
If you are alive, or dead, if you are here, or there
I just don´t care
I used to give a fuck
But I was pushed away for too long
Now I´m really out of fucks to give
So I don´t give a fuck anymore
Is it worse, or better?
It just does not matter
So fuck it
segunda-feira, 12 de maio de 2014
How to Betray Yourself
Trapped in
flesh
From your prison cell
You look outside
The sun is shining, with it´s pale light
Someone is waving, with a phony smile
But it´s alright, it will all be alright
(You are in denial)
Just tell yourself, it will be alright
(Ignore the voice of reason, jump into treason)
Keep telling yourself, it will all be alright
On the multitude, chosen attitude
Try to not be crude,
But also don´t be mute
What´s really pure
What´s really the cure
Anything can be used to lure
You face the tide,
Everyday it explodes like dynamite
All you have is your pride,
Avoiding the traps
That the sunlight hides
But it´s alright
Just be nice, just be polite
Sit on a corner of your mind and hide,
Stop looking outside
(Confortable in your shell)
And just repeat, until it cease
That it will all be alright
(Build the walls, no new tale to tell)
Just tell yourself, it will be alright
Keep telling yourself, it will be alright
It will become easy after a while
From your prison cell
You look outside
The sun is shining, with it´s pale light
Someone is waving, with a phony smile
But it´s alright, it will all be alright
(You are in denial)
Just tell yourself, it will be alright
(Ignore the voice of reason, jump into treason)
Keep telling yourself, it will all be alright
On the multitude, chosen attitude
Try to not be crude,
But also don´t be mute
What´s really pure
What´s really the cure
Anything can be used to lure
You face the tide,
Everyday it explodes like dynamite
All you have is your pride,
Avoiding the traps
That the sunlight hides
But it´s alright
Just be nice, just be polite
Sit on a corner of your mind and hide,
Stop looking outside
(Confortable in your shell)
And just repeat, until it cease
That it will all be alright
(Build the walls, no new tale to tell)
Just tell yourself, it will be alright
Keep telling yourself, it will be alright
It will become easy after a while
quarta-feira, 7 de maio de 2014
Floating
Floating,
in space
Forget about all disgrace
You don´t have to,
Be trapped all the time
You don´t really need wings to fly
Erase, the distance, travel above the tide
You don´t really need to obey time
Look, to beyond the skies
Where all hope dies
Where all freedom lies
Floating, in space
Free from all the weight
You don´t really need wings to fly
If you want to live, all you gotta do is die
Sweet Death´s embrace
Erasing all the pain, erasing the mistake
Fly free, a spirit have to
Beyond the Sun, beyond the Moon
Where all hope dies
Where all freedom lies
Forget about all disgrace
You don´t have to,
Be trapped all the time
You don´t really need wings to fly
Erase, the distance, travel above the tide
You don´t really need to obey time
Look, to beyond the skies
Where all hope dies
Where all freedom lies
Floating, in space
Free from all the weight
You don´t really need wings to fly
If you want to live, all you gotta do is die
Sweet Death´s embrace
Erasing all the pain, erasing the mistake
Fly free, a spirit have to
Beyond the Sun, beyond the Moon
Where all hope dies
Where all freedom lies
terça-feira, 6 de maio de 2014
It´s War
(Dedicated to "You know Who You Are")
It´s war
Within
It´s war
And nobody wins
It´s war
Since you are born,
War,
Until you are torn
It´s war
All around you,
It´s a social gore
They make arrangements,
They think everybody wins
Is to kill or to be killed
Everyday, there´s no other way
It´s a game, that you can´t forfeit
So let´s go, and let´s play
They can´t have it their way
It´s war
Since the first time that you breath
The polluted air
Of the Matrix
It´s war, and it gets worse if you try to ignore
So get your weapons, your shields
Life is a battlefield
You fight, or you die
You kill, the lie, to survive
You lose, if you don´t realize
It´s war
And all the warriors are so bored
It was always war,
It will be always war,
It´s worse if you try to ignore
Within
It´s war
And nobody wins
It´s war
Since you are born,
War,
Until you are torn
It´s war
All around you,
It´s a social gore
They make arrangements,
They think everybody wins
Is to kill or to be killed
Everyday, there´s no other way
It´s a game, that you can´t forfeit
So let´s go, and let´s play
They can´t have it their way
It´s war
Since the first time that you breath
The polluted air
Of the Matrix
It´s war, and it gets worse if you try to ignore
So get your weapons, your shields
Life is a battlefield
You fight, or you die
You kill, the lie, to survive
You lose, if you don´t realize
It´s war
And all the warriors are so bored
It was always war,
It will be always war,
It´s worse if you try to ignore
N - 11
Delight,in fright
Dead Sun,no light
All
these things around me,they never go home
Always
sleeping around me,invisible hands
Makes
you stay waiting,on broken lands
I stay waiting,for my old friends
From a time,with no time
From a light, that shine
Forever,and never
Fight,for
a right
You see,outtasight
All these things around me,invisible hands
Sick
of them sleeping around me,on broken lands
Sleeping in the streets around me,slipping in
the sand
Sleeping in the streets around me,I will just go
back
To
a life,with no life
To
a time,with no time
To
the sea,without eyes,to see
To
my home,beyond New Rome
In
nowhere
Dead Again
It died ,
it died today
Different sides of the railway
Now you are the one ignored
It does not bleeds anymore
It just makes me feel bored
Emptiness, lifeless
You called the wrong cab
You lost the tires
How long can you breathe
Behind all the walls that you built?
I just don´t care,
I´m no longer there
Good luck trying to find me anywhere
It died, I buried it
The funeral of abstractness
Such a long and bittersweet trip
Now you walk alone
Are you really that strong?
I am so glad, I am dead again
I am so glad, I am aware again
I am so glad, not wasting myself in vain
I am so glad, free from the pain
I am so glad, nobody ever dare to disturb my tomb again
Different sides of the railway
Now you are the one ignored
It does not bleeds anymore
It just makes me feel bored
Emptiness, lifeless
You called the wrong cab
You lost the tires
How long can you breathe
Behind all the walls that you built?
I just don´t care,
I´m no longer there
Good luck trying to find me anywhere
It died, I buried it
The funeral of abstractness
Such a long and bittersweet trip
Now you walk alone
Are you really that strong?
I am so glad, I am dead again
I am so glad, I am aware again
I am so glad, not wasting myself in vain
I am so glad, free from the pain
I am so glad, nobody ever dare to disturb my tomb again
A Sketch
While the
structures faded away
Around the students, they just keep on drawing
Put a bullet in your head, before the painting is complete
Or you will see, it´s too much to compete
Frustration and despair
Will haunt you, anywhere
Unless you learn to swim,
Before you drown
They are all out there to bring you down
Be aware, and protect your crown
Sons and Daughters of Rome
Will soon be finally gone
While the walls fell
You found yourself exposed
Nowhere to hide from Hell
Put a bullet in the head of your teachers
Before they teach you to not not learn
Get your jacket, it´s cold outside
Let´s go for a walk,
The old times exist only in your mind
I am aware, it´s too much to compete
But if we smash the painting, it will all finally cease
They are all out there
Trying to get into your mind
Vermins crawling in your bed, it´s so easy to find
The false emperors will soon be dethroned
Closer to Check – Mate
I will soon be gone
Around the students, they just keep on drawing
Put a bullet in your head, before the painting is complete
Or you will see, it´s too much to compete
Frustration and despair
Will haunt you, anywhere
Unless you learn to swim,
Before you drown
They are all out there to bring you down
Be aware, and protect your crown
Sons and Daughters of Rome
Will soon be finally gone
While the walls fell
You found yourself exposed
Nowhere to hide from Hell
Put a bullet in the head of your teachers
Before they teach you to not not learn
Get your jacket, it´s cold outside
Let´s go for a walk,
The old times exist only in your mind
I am aware, it´s too much to compete
But if we smash the painting, it will all finally cease
They are all out there
Trying to get into your mind
Vermins crawling in your bed, it´s so easy to find
The false emperors will soon be dethroned
Closer to Check – Mate
I will soon be gone
sábado, 12 de abril de 2014
Disappeared
I´m fading
away, more and more, everyday
I look around, I search inside myself
And I find nothing, but emptiness,
This time it seens, I can´t find a way
Everyday, my future looks more and more grey
I lost myself, I´m nowhere to be found
I´ve lost everything, there is nothing left but confusion and pain
I keep on dying, still trying, but just breathing in vain
I hear Death´s calling me, all the time
The calling, more and more clear
Always around me, I feel my end is near
Whatever, I don´t care
Earth was never my home anyway, just a lair
I never wanted to be here in first place
I am nothing but a mistake
Time to fix it, time to erase
Fading away, everything has gone away
I am nothing but a spectre, a pale shadow, of what I used to be
I try to find myself, but I´m no longer here
Everyday, every minute, every second, all the time
Haunted by ghosts, attacked by my own mind
Every night, I hope to the last one
I must get away, must make my head stop
Must make the pain go away,
Must cease to bleed,
Must set my spirit free
It was never so clear
There is nothing left here for me
And I´m so tired, no longer wired
Death´s calling me, my end is getting near
Just have to make it official, after all
I am no longer here
I have already disappeared
I look around, I search inside myself
And I find nothing, but emptiness,
This time it seens, I can´t find a way
Everyday, my future looks more and more grey
I lost myself, I´m nowhere to be found
I´ve lost everything, there is nothing left but confusion and pain
I keep on dying, still trying, but just breathing in vain
I hear Death´s calling me, all the time
The calling, more and more clear
Always around me, I feel my end is near
Whatever, I don´t care
Earth was never my home anyway, just a lair
I never wanted to be here in first place
I am nothing but a mistake
Time to fix it, time to erase
Fading away, everything has gone away
I am nothing but a spectre, a pale shadow, of what I used to be
I try to find myself, but I´m no longer here
Everyday, every minute, every second, all the time
Haunted by ghosts, attacked by my own mind
Every night, I hope to the last one
I must get away, must make my head stop
Must make the pain go away,
Must cease to bleed,
Must set my spirit free
It was never so clear
There is nothing left here for me
And I´m so tired, no longer wired
Death´s calling me, my end is getting near
Just have to make it official, after all
I am no longer here
I have already disappeared
sexta-feira, 11 de abril de 2014
Resolution
It seens
like you do it in purpose
Just to mess up with my mind
Maybe it´s a game, but after all, is not it all just a game?
What a shame
And I see it, and I realize
But still, I´m around all the time
Brought me back to life
Just to kill me again
Sometimes you are so close, sometimes you are so far away
I´m now too tired to play,
And too tired of pain
I will soon be gone, forever gone
I´m going home
Don´t know if you will miss me, probably not
Anyway, it does not matters anymore
This ghost will no longer be ignored
The same way I appeared from nowhere,
I will disappear
You don´t need me near, you don´t need me anymore
And this ghost will no longer be ignored
Just to mess up with my mind
Maybe it´s a game, but after all, is not it all just a game?
What a shame
And I see it, and I realize
But still, I´m around all the time
Brought me back to life
Just to kill me again
Sometimes you are so close, sometimes you are so far away
I´m now too tired to play,
And too tired of pain
I will soon be gone, forever gone
I´m going home
Don´t know if you will miss me, probably not
Anyway, it does not matters anymore
This ghost will no longer be ignored
The same way I appeared from nowhere,
I will disappear
You don´t need me near, you don´t need me anymore
And this ghost will no longer be ignored
I Gave Up, Finally
All
this time, all these years
I kept making the same mistake
Always trying to communicate,
Always trying to establish a connection
But I failed, just another failure for my vast collection
No matter how loud I speak
It´s like if I was ghost, it´s like I was not even there
I always did my best, always tried to make you proud
But whatever I do, whatever I say
You just don´t seen to care
I´m doing time, and would it be my crime
Not being the first one to born?
Or was it being born?
Whatever, anyway, I´m torn
All this time, all these years
I did all I could to have your respect, to be your friend
But no matter how many times, or how many ways I tried to explain
You could never understand….
So I finally gave up
I´m just your problem, your mistake
It will ever be this way, I won´t try to change it anymore
Can´t keep on dealing with the pain, of being ignored
I will give you, all the peace
Because I will speak no more, my voice has finally ceased
I said and did all I could
I always did the best I could
I´m sorry if it was not enough for you
I never wanted to be here, in first place
I´m only here because I´m your mistake
I´m just your unwanted problem
I tried to fix it, you should have let me jump off that window
So we both would be free
It would all be already solved,
I will never understand why the hell you saved me
Now we are both full of problems…..
All this time, all these years
I tried to establish a connection
I tried to get close to you, and it was denied
So I´m stopping now, I can´t go on dealing with rejection
I woke up from denial, anything I do about it will be in vain
So I will just have to find a way, to learn to deal with this pain
So I finally gave up
I know I did all I could
I know I did my best
Now I will let it be, now I will let it rest
You were always around, but it´s like you are not really here
I´m right by your side, and still you don´t see my heart bleeds
So I will annoy you no more
I will speak no more
I will disturb you no more
I will close the door, I will give you peace
I accept the defeat, my voice has finally ceased
I finally gave up
Will disturb no more
Will not beg for attention anymore
I will close the door, and in silence I will be
No need to worry anymore, you are free from me
I kept making the same mistake
Always trying to communicate,
Always trying to establish a connection
But I failed, just another failure for my vast collection
No matter how loud I speak
It´s like if I was ghost, it´s like I was not even there
I always did my best, always tried to make you proud
But whatever I do, whatever I say
You just don´t seen to care
I´m doing time, and would it be my crime
Not being the first one to born?
Or was it being born?
Whatever, anyway, I´m torn
All this time, all these years
I did all I could to have your respect, to be your friend
But no matter how many times, or how many ways I tried to explain
You could never understand….
So I finally gave up
I´m just your problem, your mistake
It will ever be this way, I won´t try to change it anymore
Can´t keep on dealing with the pain, of being ignored
I will give you, all the peace
Because I will speak no more, my voice has finally ceased
I said and did all I could
I always did the best I could
I´m sorry if it was not enough for you
I never wanted to be here, in first place
I´m only here because I´m your mistake
I´m just your unwanted problem
I tried to fix it, you should have let me jump off that window
So we both would be free
It would all be already solved,
I will never understand why the hell you saved me
Now we are both full of problems…..
All this time, all these years
I tried to establish a connection
I tried to get close to you, and it was denied
So I´m stopping now, I can´t go on dealing with rejection
I woke up from denial, anything I do about it will be in vain
So I will just have to find a way, to learn to deal with this pain
So I finally gave up
I know I did all I could
I know I did my best
Now I will let it be, now I will let it rest
You were always around, but it´s like you are not really here
I´m right by your side, and still you don´t see my heart bleeds
So I will annoy you no more
I will speak no more
I will disturb you no more
I will close the door, I will give you peace
I accept the defeat, my voice has finally ceased
I finally gave up
Will disturb no more
Will not beg for attention anymore
I will close the door, and in silence I will be
No need to worry anymore, you are free from me
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