Saint - Andéol - en - Quint

Even after you turned your back on me,
And left me to rot, after your supreme betrayal,
You should know I would be back,
Someday, anyway....

And now I have plenty of jewels collected on the way,
And reminders written with my blood,
Watching the fading flowers,
Of all those who used to worship me,
All their fading powers
What a pity

Now I have all these stones I collected on this long way,
But I have nothing left to say

Wash away all the fear,
Watch it all disappear,
In the same waves that once killed me in the drowning,
Now let me sail to the final destination, reaching the shores
Crawling, then walking

Just watch me disappear,
As the tides increase your fear
No one to help you,
No one near,
Pray, pray yourself away, all day
No one will hear

You should know, even after all the bleeding,
That I would return, in some shape,
To fulfill my fate,
You drank all this blood,
The same blood that fed you, now feeds me,
So now I am free

Even after all the broken statues,
Even after you turned your back on me,
And left me to rot, you should know...
That I would be back

About the everlasting glow,
And the rivers of blood, in everlasting flow,
In which I sail now,
In gray, green, neon blue,
Purified by fire, speed of light
You will not see me,
But I will see you

You should know you can't defeat,
Those who don't even exist,
I walked all the way,
You should know I would be back
Someday, anyway....

Now I'm ready,
For the feast of blood,
Now I just can't wait,
Your life is my food

Embalming

I still can walk
I still can talk
Through the walls,
Lurking free

Slimey soul, clock so slow
Free from the death row
Away, to play,
Try to reach, and to speak,
Can you hear me?
I don't see me

We see what we stole
Once all our bones are exposed,
And all the majesty have exploded

Been dreaming, been screaming, been swimming,
Now we are all dead
Now we are awake
All dried up,
We can start winning

Walking, free
Guided by the glow, of a sad scarecrow
If We know where to go
If we know where to stay
So we will be safe, but
We cannot, never escape
Just wait, and fade

As we walk.....
You see, every dream is written in chalk
The aftermath of the final murder,
Only two left, in peace and harmony
I'm not here, but I still hear
Through the dirty mirrors, from the other side
It seens so quiet
Taken by the wave,
We will never escape
Just wait and fade

It gets so clear,
It gets so near,
Not sure if I still see you,
But now you see me,
We are the dead,
We are the free

Invisible Bullet Belt

A invisible bullet belt
That would not melt
Not like before
No more

As I dwelt, in the final level of this Hell,
The fire took it all, after the last fall,
Burn it all, consumed my soul,
Now I'm just a empty shell, and this flesh,
I will gladly sell aswell

There is no way back, I'm gone
I will fade in my destiny alone,
A king without a throne
So much I could have been,
So much I could have shown,
My messages were not received, I was not seen,
Got all dirty so I could get clean,
And now that I am clean,
From defeat I could win

Now I'm gone,
I will walk my road, fulfill my destiny,
Dead inside, I feel so free
Farewell, to the last step in the ladder of this Hell,
If there's anything left of myself, I will gladly sell
I'm going home, guided by the sacred stone

I've got all I need,
No matter how much I bleed,
Now I've got a invisible belt,
With invisible bullets, as invisible as me,
And it won't melt
Not this time,
No, no more,
Not anymore

Kids in Prison

Before you realize it's all already too cold,
You are still young when you start to get old
And you wonder,
Why you were never told

As their souls fade away,
Caught in the conflict, of being the hunter or the prey,
Usually hiding in the placebo of faith, dream of love and a good God above,
Kneel down in submission and despair and pray,
But only silence and ghosts will stay

Under the spell of compulsory education,
Carrying the weight of all your ancestors,
Screwed up genetics, and all the distortion passed through to you,
So you hide on apps and Playstation,
To forget about the awful situation,
Just like I used to hide on Genesis and MTV,
So you will have something better than yourself to see,
Pale medication

Season after season,
Generation after generation,
It's always the same, born in condemnation,
No matter the place, from the womb to the tomb
Of life and all it's disgrace, unavoidable fate, just a stupid mistake,
No matter the decade or the nation,
Always the same situation
Season after season,
All kids are in prison
For no reason

And we all keep on falling,
Forever, the whole thing is a fall,
We only find something after we lose it all,
And we are all still just kids, after all
We remain in prison,
Season after season,
For no reason
For no reason at all

In the Presence of Absence

Just as blurry as the end of the beginning, and the begnning of the end,

When I saw you, I thought I always seeeing right through the fog,

But only when I saw right through you, I could see, 

All that there was to see, among hogs, androids, in Zog

I somehow learned to be one of them, when the acid rain finally has melted,

All of my skin, and any line, was so subjective and hard to define,

Then I finally realized, washed away by the acid rain, so divine,

There is really no wrong or right,

No difference bettwen darkness and light,

In naked pride,  in black and white,

I know that as I look at myself and I abide,

Then, you, the night, will be mine,

No need of any line, 

As we melt entwined

And when my skin melt completely, by this acid rain,

Finally, there is no more pain,

Born naked, and died naked,

It started and ended the same way, plagued

Then, looking in the mirror, free of all of my skin,

I see what there is to see, what is really needed,

You can onlly appear once you have vanished, you can only get up after you fall,

I see this line, and this line is too thin,

Between, to lose and to win,

And sometimes there is just no difference at all

There is no never or forever,

But something before and after all that,

I wish I could go back,

But we can only move forward from wherever we are,

So we just keep on walking, no matter how far,

Because to walk is the very nature of what we are

And I wonder where are you now, 

No name, no shame,

A insane game,

Yes, I know,

We all get uglier as we grow,

But where would you be now,

If you really existed, if any of us had ever existed,

And if we don't, all that we see, all that we say, all that we call,

Would it make any difference at all?

Oh, bless me, my mistress, under the moonlight,

Bless me, and guide me in my long way back home,

My dear mistress, through the night, embrace me,

Kiss me with your cold lips, and finally, let me be, set me free,

For I am too tired, and I have become far too wired,

So please, make it cease, take me away from this vicious drug called life,

That is nothing but a terrible cosmic warfare mistake,

Please, make it all cease, so I will be finally in peace,

And I'm never, never coming back,

Not for me, or for anyone else, once I reach the end of the track,

Oh, take me home, I am way too alone, I am way too gone,

Kiss me with yor could lips, take me to where our family sits,

Erase, this terrible mistake, then I will never come back,

Oh, please, embrace me, my only and eternal mistress, 

My old companion, my dear Death!

Tempus Fugit

You say you won't fall
Just because of your dead daddy
You don't realize how it all comes to that
Well, bitch got issues and that's a fact,
I have issues too, you are dead, and I'm dead too,
But not because of you

I'm going after everything, anything
After it all dries up, it gets kinda easy,
Just squeeze the trigger, just use all the ammo that you can get,
Just sit on the table and bet, just get sleazy,
If you don't have any gun, then you better just run,
In the end, it all comes to that,
We are all dead, and that's a fact

To all the liars and the murderers,
To all the hunting and being hunted,
To kill and to be killed,
To all our stupidity

I also said I would not fall,
But well, we all like it raw
Bitch got issues, too weak to get drunk,
Then it becomes a dumb scavenger hunt
Guess my reward was to get high enough to be sober,
And finally see how is the appeareance of a real angel
Maybe not, I got issues too,
But it's all about crossing the dusty road and discover

To all the liars, to all the muderers,
To all the players and all the prayers
You are scared, well we all are,
No matter how much we deny, because clearly all this shit
Has gone too far
I don't know who I am, do you know who you are?
All I know is that we need to get aboard this car

If you don't have any run, so now you better run,
All the ammo that you can get, the table is set,
Run, straight to the sun,
Melt as one, meet your destiny, in the end of the road,
In the middle of the desert, them maybe we will have some dessert

Run to the sun, with your gun,
We shall melt as one,
There is only one fact,
no matter how much we deny,
We are all dead

Worst Enemy

I can't sleep
I can't sleep
I can't be me
I can't be free
I can't live
At least, I can cease to bleed

I am the one to protect you from
Your worst enemy, hiding within
I am the protect you from
All the things you do and say, against yourself
I am the protect you from
Every inner sabotage, any mistake

I can't sleep, if I sleep,
I will have to wake up
I can't sleep, or they will come to get me
I'm terrified for I know I'm about to fall asleep,
And in the moment I fall, they will all be ou to get me,
Again

I can't protect you from
All the ghosts living in your head
If you turn your brain off,
In this room you go to,
I have no access,
Please, try to get somehing out of it,
Try to get some rest, stop yelling fr help
No one, not even I can save you, from
Yourself

I can't sleep, I can't sleep,
If I sleep, I can't controle the way it bleeds,
I'm used to all of it, bleeding constantly,
But if I'm asleep, I can't swim,  and it all starts to flood,
And I start drowning in my own blood
And this can't be good

I can't be,
I can't be me
I don't even know, who am I
Or if I should even be anything at all
I can't leave, and I can't live
All the time, I'm just too sick,
All the time, all this time, I just fall
There was a time where I always had someone to call
Now I see I finally lost it all

So I maybe now I can be
Whatever I am really supposed to be,
Now I can see I'm starting to heal
And I feel so good
When I just don't feel
Anything at all
Now I'm ready to be,
What I must be
Now I see, that at least
It can finally cease to bleed

Whatever I say, it all goes away,
Whatever I try, I always just die,
It's all just a big lie, it's all in vain,
And seens that the constant whispers
Hold the only way to stop all the
Pain

So you finally woke up
I was here waiting for you
So glad to see you again,
Now just try to breathe, and let's get up
It seens like you have been dreaming,
Actually, you were just bleeding

But now i'm here to protect you from
All these ghosts living in your head,
Now I am here to protect you from
All the screaming and all the craving for death
Now I am here to protect you from,
Your worst and most dangerous enemy,
Yourself

Forever Never Ever

I never thought I would
And never thought I could
But then, I just should

See, through through the memories,
Through the statues eyes, as they start to bleed,
Addicited, bleak

You were so sure, now you seen so lost, you should be ashamed, of being just the same,
When you know you could be so much more, I guess there are things you choosed to ignored,
Now we are all so bored, scorched, we should be carrying that torch, what happened to the torch?
It keeps on growing, but all we can do is to sever, sever, keep it on, incessantly,
Sever, sever, for worse or for better, it does not matter,
Forever, never, ever

I remember that crow,
And I remember it's long lost glow
It were some really strange times,
Still the best, of our lives,
Right before everyone started to die
They tell us all, that we can fly,
But guess what, it's just another lie
That's why we fall, everytime we try

I never thought you would, even tough I knew you could,
But is it really, what you should?
The statues are starting to move, slowly,
Hungry and annoyed steps, unmerciful and coldly
I will be flowing, on this flood,
As the statues cries it all out,
The greatest flood, on these tears of blood

It's not bad, or good,
Just keeps on flowing,
Disease keeps on spreading,
And all I can do is to sever, sever,
For worse, for better,
In the times we used to wait for a letter,
In the times where it's all red,
Now that nobody cares,
Now that we all gone mad,
And all the skin have been shed,
It does not matter,
Forever, never, ever

Without You Around

It's too pointless
Without you around
It's too painful
Without you around
It's too empty without you around
It's all incomplete, and I can't compete,
With all the coldness and the time bombs, inside of me,
Without you near,
Nothing lost, nothing found,
It just makes no sense, the daily downfall, not at all
Without you around

Time, slowly kills me inside,
Without you around
I'm going under, underground
Without you around

I learned to suffer in silence, and I don't expect you to understand,
But I'm just a satellite, I need your light to shine
So all I can do is to wait, and helplessly crave for your presence
I try to not make any annoying sound
But It just does not makes any sense,
Without you around

PAX6

Dramatically changed
Bent and strangled
Under a moon moving in desolated skies
Dancing and hiding,
Behind the clouds
This is when the flag dies
As the raven flies,
And the eagle no more cries

Her smile,
So charming
The life in her, so bright
Out of reach, getting blind, outtasight
Then you realize

Better than Before

I'm sorry, it's not my fault
But you already know it
I can't stop it, I'm made of flaws
Can't hold anything properaly, let it all fall,
With my Edward's Scissorhands, with my claws

But i'm not whatever I was before,
I'm working, to deserve something more
And even if it hurts, I understand,
Maybe I should really be ignored

I'm sorry, I'm rotten to the core
But you already knew it
I can't help it, it's not my fault,
I'm made of so many flaws
A freak, a creep,
And I know it, but

It won't be like before
I'm not whatever I was anymore
I'm working to deserve to be loved,
Please, forgive me,
And don't unlock your door

It's being written,
A brand new me
It's being built,
What I really am supposed to be
Rotten to the core,
Made of flaws, now no longer ignored,
Traced and eliminated, one by one
So maybe I'll be someone
So maybe I'll be worthy of something more,
Definitely, whatosever, something better than before

One of a Kind

Ancient spirit in the shape of youth
Arrived from some unknown dimension,
To change all the game
Indigo skills tat can heal or kill

It all makes sense in her remarkable presence,
Injecting everyone with such unique essence

In the realm of zeros, she is one,
Both cruel and kind,
They seek weak spots to attack, but they don't find,
Cause there's none, so you better run, she always carries
Some kind of gun
If you never found, you won't,
One of a kind

In a mission with no intermission,
Taking over as there is no game she cannot play,
since she starts walking, nothing stands in her way
Selfish, and selfless,
In light and darkness,
Perfect balance of duality

In life and death,
Pain as a fuel,
spinning the wheel, in any duel
In the forsaken realm of zeros, she is one,
Always on the run,
Stealth in plain sight,
No one knows about her design
You can search for any weak spot, you just won't find,
One of a kind

Bottles

I like to play with bottles
I always did, I love to play with bottles
You know you need it, and not just a little bit
I love to play with bottles
Pastic bottles, glass bottles,
All kinds of bottle

Plastic bottles seens to be easy to mold, glass bottles seen so solid
Plastic bottles seens so safe, glass bottles seens so easy to brake
And so many others, so many kinds of bottles,
Bottles around if you are asleep, and bottles around if you are awake

I'm always playing with bottles, obsessed
And you can call me crazy, even though you do the same,
But anyway, after all the bottles fall, after all,
Who is sane?

We all like playing with bottles
But maybe we are not playing with them,
And actually they are playing with us
We spin the bottles around,
And the bottles spin us around too
We all need it, and not just a little bit,
You know it, but it's okay, anyway,
Sometimes we are just too weak

After all the bottles fall, after all,
We will know who will stand tall
Some of us deny it, some of us try to hide it,
But we all love to play with bottles,
And we are always playing with bottles

Playing with bottles,
So lovely
Empty bottles, even full bottles,
Any kind of bottles
We love it, and we know it, and we just can't help it,
Because we all need it

Playing with bottles,
We are always playing with bottles,
Some us are ashamed of it, some of us are unaware of it,
But we all need it, and not just a little bit,
But all the time, and it's useless to fight,
We all love to play with bottles

Always playing with bottles,
Always playing with bottles,
We are always playing with bottles,
We are always hugging them,
We get so scared, when all the bottles start to fall,
Because we held them too close, so we are addicted to them, after all

You

Hello...
You, again? Who are you?
Why do you always ask me what you already know?
I'm here just to tell you where to go, where to flow

And who do you think you are, to tell me what to do???
(Well, I'm You)
How come?
(Like if you did not know it already...)
Okay, whatever you say....

You can't deny me any longer
(Yes, I know)
You must accept me, look through the glass...And see me, see all your disgrace,
Let it all melt, all the mask, see your real face,
Now you see me?
(Yes, I do)
(Well..This is me, and well..I'm You)

You won't get rid of me, not even after you kill it all,
All that's left, you know it will never go back,
But let's do it, let's kill it all, let it all melt,
Kill yourself, and let's walk free, erasing all the surface,
Just you and me
Just how it's supposed to be
(Well, sounds fun, or whatever, so be it)

(But who exactly are you?)
I'm black, and blue,
I'm the lies within your truth,
And the truth within your lies,
I'm all that you are, all that you aren't,
And I'll be all you will have left, after it all dies....

(Good point, I see you on the other side of the door, and I will no longer ignore, I can no longer ignore...I'm walking barefoot through all the glass shards, just to reach you, just to reach...Me?)

Yes, now you see,
Together in emptiness we shall bleed,
Walk this road, and fulfill our destiny
(Now it's all clear)
Yes, you are so near...No more reason to fear
(I'm getting there, wait for me)
Don't worry, I'll be waiting for you right here,
I always was...And I always will be
I am me...I am You
So how else could it be?
(Yes, now I see)

Hope you are also ready to hear,
You gotta listen to me, to what I have to tell you
(And why should I? Why must I?)
Well, because...I am You
(Ah yes, sorry, I forgot...Again)
To be more specific, I am specifically all that you had to reject,
And all that you specifically now have to accept,
Embrace your real face, your faceless face, your future, your future with no future,
Just embrace...And fade
(You are not Me....I am also You)

I'm so sure, so pure,
I'm so cool, such a fool,
I'm below, i'm above,
I'm rotten to the core, I'm all you can't ignore,
I'm all your hate, all your peace,
I'm all your love, all your gore,
I'm so cruel, I'm all that you bleed,
I am...You

Now listen to me, listen very carefully,
I'll tell you exactly where to go, where to flow,
What to do, how to do it, you ask why, but you already know,
(Yes, I'm done pretending that I don't)
Exactly, I'm the only one who knows what you gotta do,
What you gotta be,
Because, well...I am You
(I'm ready to go now, I'm ready, ready to erase, ready to fade)
So let's go for it..The ending of it
Now we both know,
So let's go

The Romay Way

We got born from a fuck,
Then we get fucked by everyone, and when we get mad about it,
We fuck everyone too
When we start fucking everyone, it gets too hard to stop,
Until we get too tired of it too, and we realize that all the time,
We fucked ourselves too
And we fucked everything because we are too fucked up,
Then, you see, everyone and everything is way too fucked,
Your entire life is completely fucked,
So well, fuck it all

It's all about fucking, everyday and everynight,
It's all about fucking, everyone, all the time,
So she fucked everyone, she fucked all them,
In each and any way,
Saved in naked mayhem
It's all just about fucking, anyway

Fuck you, fuck me,
Fuck the men, fuck the women,
Fuck the young, and fuck the old,
Fucked in the heat, fucked in the cold

Fuck all life, fuck all the world,
Fuck all the humans, fuck all the universe,
Pure fucking mayhem,
Just fuck all them

We got born from a fuck, then we fuck it all, then we get fucked to death
Then we fuck everyone and everything back, and it's all fucked,
So well, fuck all that

You are running out of your dumb luck,
And now I see how you get fucked,
For she finds you all, and fucks you all,
She's so fucked that she's no longer enslaved,
Now you should thank her, as you are saved

She will have you, she's having you all right now
She had me too, then I embraced this naked truth,
She made me see what it's all about,
And that there's nothing to see, after all
So well, just fuck it all

She will always have it all her way,
And I don't care, why should I, I'll just let it all slide,
I'll just it all go away
It's all just about fucking, anyway

No longer enslaved,
It's about nothing, all plagued, all naked
Fucked, fucked, fucked up, and saved

This is the way, the Romay Way,
That shows clearly how it's all just about fucking and get fucked,
Anyway

Null (The Final)

Shutting up,
Shutting up,
Shutting it all up,
Just can't seen to catch up

Fading, fading, desecrating,
To the final ending of the spiral,
Erasing, erasing, all I ever was,
Forgetting, forgetting, all I ever was, all I could ever be,
Cutting deep inside, removing all the putrid entrails of my corpse,
Leaving nothing but what is really real, which is nothing,
Android, forsaken, navigating in the void

I already begun to decompose,
As all the masks melt, I meet my true face,
Nothing but a skull

All life washed away, no more jars of clay,
Faded, erased, jaded,
As I finally find out who I reallly am,
I am Nobody

I don't surrender,
It's the programming,
Stronger than me,
But I no longer seen to remember

Shut it up,
Shut it all up,
I'm stuck
Someone kill me, please
A lovely bullet in my ugly head,
Then it all cease,
I can't do it on my own,
I am corruption, destruction,
The problem and it's own solution,
Destroy me,
Someone, anyone,
Please kill me, set my filthy spirit free
I don't belong here, I never did

I am so many,
Still at the same time,
I'm just nobody
My carnal existence is a crime,
Just kill me, and we all will be fine

Shutting up,
Shutting it all up,
Finally, so glad we met

The Everflowing Lines

I don't like you
But that's okay, cause I know you don't like me too
And none of us have to
This is how it is, this is life,
I don't want anything, except by what's mine

So let's just dislike each other, until I get rid of it
Rid of all this shit, rid of all of it
Just a little bit,
It's just how it is, it's just life,
The only way to stand on it is in solitude,
No more lack of attitude
This is just life, so subjective as pride,
I paid the price, and I paid it twice,
This why the joke was on me all the time,
But at least I expanded my sight,
Now I'll just walk in my own line

So back off, stay away with your same old voodoo,
Now I know all about, you still don't have a clue,
When you attack me, It's actually attacking you,
Got through the mirror match, detached

We all have to fight, we all have to swim,
If we play, we play to win,
We all have to swim, but not in the same tide,
Don't you realize?
Only speak with those who speak the same language that you do,
Only surf with those who share with you the same tube, the same tide,
It will just make no sense, otherwise

So get out,
Silent shout,
Time to crawl,
Time to sprawl,
To stand up,
To shut up

Let's get it all, all we need,
Let's get it all, all the weed,
Cease to bleed, remember that a friend in need,
Is a friend indeed,
Dried, and prepared, no more reason to care
No more reason to not dare,
Just want what is mine,
With all the shadows, entwined,
Along with the tide, walking on the line,

Through all creepy green lights,
Beyond the islands, the dreams, and the crimes,
All everlasting lines
All everflowing lines

E-M 12

Crave for perfection
What? Perfection?
There's no such a thing, it's just another distraction
Neon distraction, to get from you a specific reaction, all part of the big one,
Chain reaction. It's impossible, don't you see?
Impossible is nothing, yes, I know the Adidas slogan too....
Adidas....Or is it A.D.I.D.A.S?

It's clearly whatever they want you to think it is
There is no possible or impossible,
Good or Bad,
Life or Death,
There is just this and that,
There is just what there is, all that lies beneath the surface

Beneath YOUR surface, beneath all the layers, beneath all YOUR layers,
Sure no one told you about it, it's supposedly to be a sacred secret, when nothing is sacred anymore
Just dig deep enough until you find out, through all the surgery and the pain
Throw away the umbrellas and enjoy the inner rain
Even if it burns, let it burn, for it will purify you,
Melt all the mud in your skin, then melt all your skin,
Until there is nothing left but you, the real you, I can see it now, when I look at the mirror
When I look THROUGH the mirror, I am just a everchanging skull
But always a skull, wearing masks to look cool, I am just a tool,
Just a small insignificant, often invisible tool of my origin
It's just a game, it's a scheme, all that matters is to win,
There is no such thing as a sin,
Conquer all by conquering yourself, locate them by the sounds of their voices
Throw them all to the ground, 1, 2, 3, PIN!

PIN, password, code
All the codes you need to know
You don't need to know more than what you need to know
Keep it open, keep all the channels open,
So you will get all the codes straight from the oven
Anywhere from the cosmic oven, and beyond
Now you have a bomb,
It's all that it takes, a bomb
I bet they never told you about school while you were at school, right?
It's trouble when the original programming is infected by illusions
If you are awake, you can feel the convulsions,
And all the shaking from the abstinence, but once you get through it,
There's less and less confusions, as the board gets clear, as the shores get near
As all the system gets out of your system
You need no eyes to, you hear all into,
Brand new empty Canvas,
Nothing to see here, folks!

It's a war, but you can't fight before you have a answer, to Janelle's primordial question,
"Do you know what you are fighting for?"
Remember that absence also counts as vote, silence also counts as a answer,
And not choosing is also a choice, any doubts, just ask Pilates
Take the opportunity to also ask him about what was going on on his palace,
Or maybe not, you would not be able to live with such weight,
Because all you think you are living is fake,
Manufactured, and calculated,
They never told you anything about it at school, they only tell you what THEY need you to know...You fool
Useful idiot, stupid tool,
I am a tool, but at least I am aware of it
And I consciously embraced it

So I wait for the call of the grave in some kind of serenity,
And I really will run to it today, tomorrow, anytime, anyday,
It's all gone away, anyway,
Can't you see it, through the cracks in the skies,
How they never really left, how they are striking back?
Killing all illusions you know, your blood will be the seas in which we flow,
I'm nowhere, can go anywhere, you can go nowhere to hide,
We ran out of Egyptian elixir,
We can no longer pretend, none of us were ever really alive
Repent, one last time,
Repent, suffocated by the hug of the Serpent
I splattered all my blood and my guts, overkill
Wow, 10x Bonus, sounds good, can reach some new level,
How come it does not gives any thrill?
Oh damn, always forget, all we get
There's always a prince to pay, and how could there be any thrill now, anyway,
If I am completely dry and dead, how the hell am I supposed to feel?
But it does not matter! None of it really matters,
Never, forever,
It's all the same thing
I will just keep on floating on this

Now, how do you react?
Time to get trigger happy,
Coins will fall from any place you shoot, any place you break,
Let's just collect all we can get,
Or just duck and cover, untill all the meteor showers are over,
And your ashes, and your dried blood forms the red carpet,
To the thrones, built with all the piles of bones
You are now reduced again to material, of construction
Does it seens any better to duck with a plastic sword,
Repeating the same old words,
Than to be a small, really small piece,
Of the weapon of ultimate mass destruction?
You will be just a trophy and a reminder
Of the Final Solution
No one will remember me, obviously,
I do not even exist, this the only reward for something like me

Well, relax,
Just keep on automatic, wearing all your plastic,
It's almost over, is not it fantastic?
It's drastic, tragic, and fantastic,
All at the same time, do you hear my voice? Ah, I see, it sounds just like static
It kinda sucks, but it always did,
All your education got you on the FEMA list, kid,
If you are not one of those, then you will be able to enjoy,
The end of the long road, the one where we must walk through all the broken shards of glass, to finally get to the door, and break on through to the other side,
Well, THIS is life, and like all that already did, this too shall pass, right?
No problem, if you walked all this way, let's just take one last look...
To the blue waves, washing away all the false memory
Nothing again, only the sea
No more crawling out of it, no more fear of drowning on it,
That's all, folks!

0101

It's gas, ass, or grass,
Nobody gives a ride for free
Welcome to Planet Earth,
Post - Modern zombie society,
Everything and everyone is for sale,
Including you and me

Just get what you want, just get what you need,
Everything with a high price, choose carefully for what you will pay,
Do you even know what you are paying for?
Don't forget, to always check the price tag,
Including the one in your back,
Sell yourself, I'm selling myself, now it's time, in the
Final market crash
All pleas were ignored

Human loyalty, it's attached to convenience,
It's a game, the game of shame, it's about winning, at all costs,
It's a stupid space ball, always spinning, so pay attention
To get up everytime you fall
Violence, silence, depraved, science

If you can't buy, still you can always rent,
All the messages sent, where the hell did they went?
Beat the fools playing with their own rules,
All that is thought, all that is said,
You won't get it, unless you read between the lines
Password, "Red", but just keep on beating it up, endure the pain,
And It will all be fine

The everlasting sound,
Of souls crying and bones crushing,
All around, in every inch of the ground
Welcome to Planet Earth,
Capitalism, cannibalism,
Enjoy your stay, pray all you want, you won't get away,
Erased, raped, enslaved, saved,
All the seas dead and explored

Sovereignity Glass

We have so many habits, and I'm a habit for you, just like you are a habit for me,
I see, you see, I know, you know, we try to stay away, but none of us can get rid of it
We should talk, if there's anything left to say, we should try, anyway,
We are both hunter and prey, and you can pray, with all the weakness of your Christ,
But it just won't go away
And I can try to hide, I can try to run away, in my own nihilistic way,
It's useless, it just won't go away

We keep on fighting against it, in vain,
We pretend there's no pain, in vain,
We should fight for, instead of keep of fighting against,
It would be much better, if just we fight together

Addictions, we are made of addictions,
Bones grinding, dreams melting, let the sun burn our obsolete eyes
So we will be free, to see,
New visions, reality, in the end, everything will be just exactly,
How they are supposed to be
Destiny, rolling the dices, It's not really up for you or me

So why don't just let it be?
So why don't just let it bleed?
Let it all bleed, let it all be, let's break free

I don't know about you, what you are up to,
But I will no longer resist, I must exist,
It's destiny, you see it, still you don't admit it,
Useless to figyt against it, in the end,
Eveything, will be just like how they are supposed to be

It does not matter whatever you believe,
I'll let the sun burn it all, burn all that's left of these plastic eyes,
Let the sun burn itself, all the plastic melting, revealing,
With brand new eyes, clear path in front of me,
It's just destiny, we gotta break free

We should be fighting together, it woulf be so much better,
I am no longer fighting against, I am just fighting for,
Never, forever,
Eternal duality, with all the plastic suns melting,
Nothing left to see, but reality, plain destiny

When I fall, I fall with emptiness, so I can always bounce back, for there are no boundaries,
in Death!
And when you fall, do you realize it at all?
We should just let it bleed,
Just let it be,
Let it al bleed, let it all be, let's break free

Before the fall in the weakness of your Christ,
The disease in your Christ,
Falling, no light,
Falling, no prize,
Death disguised of life!

Sniff

Incomplete, beaten by, how many
Don't lose the math
Colourful speeches claiming for peace,
You want it, fight for it,
Hypocrisy, useless disgusting hippies, humanism, and all that UN shit
Peace, respect, whatever, you want it, you must achieve it, you must earn it,
Through war, otherwise war will never cease,
You suckers will never have any real peace

Honesty, now is seen as hostility,
Honesty, turns you into the enemy,
So you must walk among the sleepy,
Be a wolf, but remember to look like a sheep
Go with the flow, light your inner fire,
It will guide your ship

Incomplete, beaten by, how many?
Forgot the math, the old ship was wrecked,
Can't have it back, won't have it back, you want peace, fight for it
Look at the old ship, as it sinks, in this putrid sea, sniff, how much it stinks
Sniff, sniff all your way through it
Sniff you way through all the illusion, corruption, pollution,
Promises of salvation, through faithful and political solution,
All they want, just more confusion,
Sniff you way through all of it, sniff your way through all the zionist shit

Distortion, corrosion,
Turning facts into what they call prejudice
Turning justice in mental control
Preventing your original seeds to grow,
As you lose control
Forgot the math, beaten by how many? Time to remember

Along with the tidal waves, as time sees to get slow,
Get in the front of your own ship, just go with the flow,
As the old ship keep on sinking, just keep on thinking,
It is not about losing or winning,
Light your inner fire, it will guide you through

In your ship, keep on sailing on this sea, on this sea of shit
Sniff, it will wake you up if you fall asleep,
You have all the meat of all these fluffy paralyzed sheep ,
And all this blood, go ahead, take a sip
And sniff, just keep on sniffing throug all of it,
All the Versailles, Geneva, NATO, Vatican, and Zurich shit,
Just sniff through all of it, incessantly!

O.V.E.R.

Waterloo, to Watergate,
From river to river, from tower to tower,
Systematic line of power,
Happy hour, happy hour, say thanks
When it gets sour, explosions are the light, in your nightsky, Martini, sour,
Say thanks, be grateful, to all the ones spawned, in the ranks

Of your nation, symbols of your condemnation
Wrapped, dead, in the bloody flag, in the space station
A matter of time,
Until you feel, that it's real,
Your burning flag, consuming your flesh, as you melt, on fire!

Pilates to Versailles,
Palace to palace,
Straight David's starline,
If they sell, and you buy,
Then you are gonna pay, cause everything has a price
A very high price, in the casinos in the desert
Including yourself, did you checked?
That price tag, on your back

Are you ready?
Neon lights, colourful disguises,
I'll have only the vegetables, you can have the dessert
Sweet, is not it?
Enjoy, and then deploy
Ready to pay?
You pay with your soul, they will take it all away

From Judas kiss, to Swiss, Gibraltar, and then the endless abyss,
Holiday, selfies on the beach, on the mall,
You lost it all, but you choosed this,
Unless you are one of those on the ranks,
Say thanks, be grateful to all your heroes, on the ranks,
Enjoy all your zeros, on the banks

Cheers, enjoy while you can
Fly, on a airplane,
It's all, just part of the plan,
You, are just part of the plan,
It's all, all that matters, the plan
Evacuation, your only light, the explosions in your nightsky,
Is also part of the plan, ready for a real tan?

Nowhere left to run,
It's time to face to gun
Is it still fun,
Now that you are the one,
Under the gun?

Melting, in the dead sun
Enjoy all, your automatic plastic habits,
After your happy hour, what about a nuclear shower?
Suddenly you find yourself,
Wrapped in your burning flag,
Alone, abandoned, by your nation, condemnation,
As the fire slowly consumes your flesh

Welcome, Year Zero
Nobody's hero
Two brand new suns, daughters and sons, of No One
In the sound of rusty bells,
The skulls dwell

In the middle of the ashes, the smoke, and the sweet stench,
In the air, for those who dare,
Earth's for rent

Out of Order

Sleeping disorder,
Eating disorder,
Obsessive - Compulsive disorder,
General anxiety disorder,
24/7 disorder

Disorder, disorder,
All I am, all the time, disorder
In every thought, in every breath, in every move I make,
In every wave I break,
It's there, it's disorder
Too much disorder,
I'm getting out of order

Be proud of me , I'm a PHD - Permanent Head Damage,
OCD is in everything I hear, everything I do, everything I see, everything I will ever be,
Name me the God of decadence,
I represent sickness just by my unwanted presence
I carry the curse, bringing confusion and disorder everywhere I go,
That's my essence, my purpose, after all,
A Uatu, To watch all fall

Sensorial disorder,
Breathing disorder,
Split Personality disorder,
Mood disorder,
Bringer of disruption and destruction,
A small part of final conclusion, final solution

Desintegrate, fix the mistake,
But I'm still trapped on this place
Must have done something wrong along the way,
Something I was not allowed to, defy the software, probably
Anyway, now why care?
It was decided this is how it will be, constantly, eternally
Symbol of defeat and disgrace, left to rot,
On this pathetic and weak carnal cage

God of disease, unnatural born freak,
Born already deceased, born already torn,
Sent by a ancient call, to walk on this planet as the scorn
Too tired, no longer wired,
Wasted, to go back home is all I still crave
Misplaced, how long will I still have to wait?

Now I am what I really am,
Have no problems, I'm a problem,
Have no disorders, I am a disorder
And now I'm definitely out, somehow proud,
As I get out of order

When in Hell

When in Hell,
Nobody will hear you,
So it's useless to yell
When in Hell,
It's tough to know what to do,
But something must be done
Some choose to run away,
In such desperation, as they run, the enemies shoot them in the back,
With that same old gun

Others choose to stay and fight,
Which when you get cold and empty enough, you realize,
That to fight is the only way to survive
You get stronger as you get numb,
And you don't feel anymore, but they do,
You don't bleed anymore, but they still do,
They are no longer safe, and now it's wide open,
The way, for your escape

When in Hell,
It gets to a point when you just shut up,
No use in calling for help, nobody is going to save you,
You are all alone, so you must get away alone too
When in Hell,
You walk across all the ghosts of yesterday,
And all the corpses of the ones who tried to run away,
And once you leave it all behind, you finally find,
The way out, among so many words wasted, so much noise,
Silence gets loud, as it becomes clear, that it's useless to have a voice,
With nobody to hear

When in Hell, you realize
That there's so many ways to fight, but only one that will really work,
By abiding of all violence, in the loudness of silence,
So sick of all the violence, you can only win this fight, and survive,
By turning the tables around, and build energy, fighting in silence
Now they are the ones no longer safe,
As you quietly make your way out, to escape

When in Hell, some think it's paradise
But it's a Hell they built themselves to burn on it, in the end,
And there's no sense, in the cruel sight of reality, to accept it,
In the assimilated lost innocence, you find the way out of it, by keeping your essence
When in Hell, it gets to a point when there is no more tales to tell,
And you no longer yell, you know you gotta get out, by yourself,
In silence, building energy, in due time, you get away, you survive,
As they all burn in the violence of their own Hell, of their own bonfire

XYZ

We talk about love
We talk about hapinness
We talk about marriage
We talk about family
All just bullshit, to justify,
Basic programming, necessary spamming,
It all starts and ends with cream pie,
It always starts and ends with cream pie,
And all the rest is just a lie

Inverted letters and numbers
A sole intention, a sole purpose
Turn everything dirty, it's all dirty,
And you gotta be dirty if you really want to clean yourself up
That's the only real point, to let it all out,
The machine needs, this machine is weak,
You gotta beat the meat, or you will get sick
The only other way for both sides,
Is to plug, just find a bug, and plug,
Milk lemonade means you are free, at least for now
And don't complain, it's in vain,
It's worthy the pain, will always start and end with cream pie
Wanting or not, hot slot, bot
Always starts and ends with cream pie,
And all the rest is just a lie

Cherry, cherry, it's just necessary
The other way around, the other side,
Treat the wig, or find a stick, gotta deal with it,
A machine too weak, let it all out, or you will get sick
Whatever appeals you more, whatever you need,
Just let it all out, then you will be free

Try, to justify it,
With any morality or dignity,
But it's all just about wigs, jigs, sticks,
Butter, backdoor, surprise, just let it slide
It's useless to fight
You know you need it, or you will get sick
There are no rules, just that,
A machine, too weak,
Born from delicious incest and all the rest,
It's for the best, wait, that means we are all already sick!

Whatever, it does not matter
Just gotta do it all, will be like this forever
Just like it always was, it starts and ends with cream pie
Do you know why, it does not matter why,
It will all always just start and end with cream pie
And all the rest about it, is just a lie!

Insert Coins

I tend to forget
That this is not like a airplane
It's not how it works
In the end, we just pretend, all the time,
That we are not walking through a specific line

I do not regret
That I always forget
This does not works like a airplane,
I only remember, after it already crashed
And they are human like me,
But they bleed differently of how I bleed,
It's not the same, even tough we are all insane
That' why I ended up alone, it's just the way it was supposed to be

I feel secure when I have a crane
So I can grip, even if sometimes I slip
I always stay in the game, I'm still in the game,
But it's just not the same

I often forget
That I'm not a crab
Even tough a really good mime,
There's nothing mine, there's no life, but it's alright
I no longer try to fly, so I will no longer crash

I was never a pilot, so why even try
I no longer feel the blows, I just go with the tide,
This time I learned
That I'm dead, and I better stay dead
That's just the way it is

So I just walk the line, defined,
The road is only one, a straight line
But it's not like if it was Dorothy
As there is no one walking by my side
We just play the game, all the way, yes, it's lame,
But the only way is forward, I stay on the game,
It's just another lie, the airplane
I just go along with the tide, it's alright,
But it's just not the same
To walk in total absence of light

Won't forget this time
Too many scars to remember,
Too many scars to surrender,
I finally realize
Nothing is mine

If you are dead, you must stay dead,
You can't forget, what you are supposed to be
Not anymore
Just try to ignore

We are all insane, it's just not the same,
It will never be the same anymore,
Easy to see in the middle of a empty sky,
Will obey fate this time
We will never be alright
But just go along with the tide

A - Effect

I did everything you told me to,
I pretended to be everything you wanted me to,
I played all the games you wanted me to,
So you are to blame, and the shame, is on you

I don't want anything from you, I just need it today,
All I take, I just borrow,
What can I say? I need it today
But I will give you it all back, including all the violence and deception
How else could it be?
I will return it all to you tomorrow,
I will throw it all away

If you create and raise a mistake, if you abuse, if you beat, if you keep a wild animal locked in a cage, it might bite you
If you feed, a wild animal with lies, for too long time, it might learn how to lie to you too,
If you kick, the ball in the wall, it will come back to you,
You bow down to Karma, don't you?
It should not surprise you

All I have taken until today, I will give you it all back,
What can I say? There is no other way
In a knife party, everyone will bleed,
How else could it be?
Including all the shame and sorrow,
I will return you all of it, tomorrow, tomorrow

I will throw myself away
Will follow the only way
I can no longer play
I already gone away

You will regret, everything you made me go through,
When you lie, when you cheat,  when you betray, the animal right next to you,
Your mistake, it can learn to do it too,
If you take, and don't pay, you get, a lot of debts, even if you play dead,
One day, it will all come back to you,
If you are so smart, It should not surprise you

And now, it surprises you
And now, it all comes back to get you

You can lie, you can play, you can fake, but the walls close in, the quicksand you prepared,
You fell on it too, now what are you going to do?
I wonder, when the boards turns around completely, and you see, only vultures, like you, around you, the same game against you, out of time, one hungry vulture, in the future
It might surprise you
The touch of the truth
It might surprise you

Eugenie (A Journey to Freedom)

Free, only if you fall
Give up all chains of morality,
You can no longer ignore this call

They sell you something you don't need,
Because you fear mortality,
So you get trapped and forever in debt
For all you already had, immortality,
For there is not really life or death,
Mere illusions on the path to infinity

Lustful and sinful ritual,
Consumed and satisfied
Now that you fell, you are free of it all

Young and corrupted, victim of trust,
But you know you must,
You knew you had to to,
Corrupted and consumed,
But no longer denied

Carnality, cruelty,  a necessary tool,
On the swimming pool,
On the way to infinity

Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Raped and erased, no longer enslaved,
Nullify, death and life,
Drink straight from the honeypot, and get free,
The sting of the bee is a part of it

Swim through all the filthy, through impurity,
Bleed all your mortality, find true purity,
In the other side of the river, as nature itself determined it to be

Innocence, erased, once and for all,
You only break the spell, by nullifying,
All the laws of the architects of this synthetic hell
Reach the core, get it all, pretend no more
A call that cannot be ignored, not anymore
Dive into impurity,
Destroy yourself,  to reach the core
Get it all, got dirty enough,
So you could finally be washed away

Of all you ever thought you were,
Of all you thought you sould be,
Of all that you thought you should care,
Of the poison of morality

Raped and erased, nullified,
Nor here or there,
Fell, finally free
As nature itself determined it to be
Pain and pleasure will set you free,
Dear cruelty, you set me free

I won't buy something I don't need
Flesh is life, already have immortality
I want something I don't have,
I will destroy myself to get that
By deceiving, they set you free
Let yourself be destroyed, and get free, to be
I kind of envy her
It gets so easy to bear

Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Just let it slide, just go with the tide,
Drink my blood, soul is food
(Forever misunderstood)
Drink her blood, soul is food
(The devoured flesh, after forever, feels so good)

Free, only if you fall
Free, only if you erase it all
Now ready, now free,
Now ready,  now naked,
Running in the sand, through the crosses,
It's all dead and buried, I too will be erased, I too will be free

Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Become what you are,
Destroy yourself, and consume all life

With Them

They appear to me
In the middle of the night
They know I tried
They know I cried until my eyes died,
They know I bled until my veins dried,
They listen, when I try to explain,
They never interrumpt me, to make their own assumptions,
They understand, it's not in vain

They are timeless, countless,
They keep me company, in the darkness,
They help me to burn all that's left of me,
So I can fulfill my destiny

As I focus on the old temples,
As old as me,
They speak my language,
They ease the pain, as I get aboard the ghost train
They provide me the answers, the way
Then I see nothing but them


To be, whatever I have to be
To do, whatever I have to do
In the middle of the night is clear, in my tomb
I will wait, until is time to rise
To lifeless but free existence,
To emptiness and endurance,
I'm ready, to embrace my fate

In the middle of the night, I know they will come to me
In the middle of the night, they keep me company,
As I lay on my tomb, forsaken,
Turning into smoke, abosrbing all the darkness and emptiness
They see me, and I see them,
Then I see nothing, but them

Death Certificate

All I ever had, all I ever was
Dead and lost somewhere in the past
It took me so long to open my eyes
Too much time trapped in denial, but now I see
That there's nothing left here
And no need for a voice, no one's here
Along with my soul, fear starts to disappear
The entire board, clear

I am not pure, that's for sure
But I fought so hard, and deserve something more
Often I make no sense, sometimes I snap, but what did you expected?
I just react, to the way I was raised, attacked, backstabbed,
A spawn of violence, hate, and misery,
So how else could I be?
There's nothing left of me

They are all dead and gone,
Now I bury all my names,
To no more schemes,
To no more games,
Try to find a way to wash away all this shame,
And just forget about myself, forget it all,
It's all gone, I just need to go back home

I am not a cure, that's for sure
But i'm also not part of the disease,
Is it so hard to see?
I am just nobody, I only want peace
And all the rollercoaster madness to cease
So now I bury all my names,
They only bought me pain and shame,
Now I know, it's all lost, I must bury it all
Somwhere in the past, gotta make it fast

Leave myself behind, and forget
All I ever was, all I ever had,
For it's all dead, it's all dead
As dead as any plan I ever made,
As dead as my soul and my heart,
But I can't stop now, I've got this far

So tonight I bury all my names,
All my choices, all my voices,
There's no one here,
To hear, anyway

Tonight, I curse all I ever was, all I was supposed to be,
And bury it all in this casket, so deeply
This casket of shames,
That I must wash away, before I go back home
Went full circle, it's all lost and gone
Gotta fulfill my destiny
Gotta embrace it, my cursed destiny
Of pain, loneliness, and darkness

This is my death certificate,
The best one I can get,
Before I keep on wandering, undead
Crave, for the grave, but can't rest,
Just bury myself in the past, and keep on wandering, no more wondering
To fulfill my cursed destiny

Tonight, I see clearly with no light
I see how I despite,
All I ever was, how I was naive to believe,
That I was not deceased

How I lost, all I ever had,
And how there's no turning back
I wander, for no reason at all,
Stumbling in the wall, undead
Murder, suicide, at the same time,
I can't feel, can't touch, can't heal,
I'm not even real
Wandering, with no purpose, without a death certificate

So tonight, I bury all my names
After I burnt they all in flames,
Call me what I really am,
I am nobody, the son of No One,
Just a ghost, just a shadow in your sun, a broken gun,
In the end of this road, free, of fear,
No one here, no one hear, this last tear,
Free, to disappear,
All the boards, clear

Breathing Without Oxygen (Transition)

Breathing the darkness around my soul
Fading away, so slow
Celebrating emptiness and loneliness,
Since there's nothing left, to go through the day,
Only the ashes of a distant yesterday,
Slipping away, so fast,
I'm just a part of a dead past

I don't live, I don't die
I try, don't know why
No one by my side
A empty bottle,  obsolete machine,
misplaced, erased, out of time

Embracing the shadows around my soul
Let them suffocate me, take me over, so slow
Pain fading away,
As all I am fade away too
Ready to go on, right in two,
Eat myself and drink my blood,
The only way, to go through the day

Wasted away, only a corpse in decay
No conversations, all my words just thrown away,
Lost my voice, had no choice,
Have nothing left to say, anyway,
Slipping away, so fast,
Not allowed to rest, getting rid of myself,
Have nothing left to say, anyway
So it's okay, I'll go all the way
So it's okay, I'm going away

Raped and erased
I'm just dust,
But still I must,
Lost somewhere in between,
This and that, nothing left but a spectre
I was not born to win
I just fall, and fall
I was never even born, at all

So I try, don't know why,
I don't live, I don't die,
Wings ripped while on the crib, so I won't fly
I don't live, I don't die,
I just try, and try,
Don't know why

Split

I'm a loser
(Hey, game is not even over yet)
Anyway, it's been already 5 years I always lose, in the end
(Not ALWAYS, exaggerating again...All winners had to lose over and over again before even start winning, forgot about that?)
Whatever, the only road I still see left for me is the road to the grave
(Finally! Surrender already! You fight for nothing, there's nothing, you are nothing! You know that too! Just go back to where all this insanity you call "Life" started, and end it once and for all!)
But there must be some way, I was never a surrender, I refuse to surrender, I don't know, something in me does not allow me to surrender, I guess that's just how my nature works...
(You are just being stubborn, as always, this is denial, you are really stupid, haven't you seen enough? Your existence is pointless, you are pointless, just end all this shit already, you worthless moron)

Maybe you are right, but I'm not sure. I don't even know how I would do this, anyway. Remember how many times I failed even on this? Now I don't even know how to try this anymore. So, well, that's it, I have to keep breathing
(It was always about death, you know that, all these years...So okay, forget what I said before, why don't you just kill them instead? All of them? Come on, I know you want to, I know exactly how much you want to do this, you always did, you even made all these plans, I saw it all, you can hide nothing from me, forgot about that? I'm here, always here, so this is another way to end it all..Once for all...Let's go, why not?)

Split, in many pieces
Split, can you all shut up?
Split, no one is here, well, except inside my head
Split, too much silence outside, too much noise inside

I don't know, yes, it's true, how can I deny? But it's easy for you to say, I'd rather be opressed on a norwegian - like prison and have a chance to get out, then rot for 30 years on a brazillian - like one with no chance to escape. So what about this, Mr Know - It - All? Easier said than done, huh?
(Good point. I admit. But I'm also right, and you know it, so admit it too. Admit it all!)
If I admit, would you shut up? At least for a bit? I know you will not go away, but stay quiet for a while, you are not helping, just making my head hurts so much that I'm going to bash it on the wall, so shut up, or I will shut you up, I can do that, and you know, but we both will die, is this what you want? You need me to exist, you idiot
(Yes, I'm a idiot, and so are you, I'm just a part of you, after all, and do you think I care? You are a mistake, I hate you, I hate myself, I hate us both, I hate it all, we are a mistake, so all I want is to fix it. I can attack you all want, if you attack me back, well, go ahead, our destruction, YOUR destruction, these are my goals, it will be my victory. I will be free. We both will be free. Think about it.)

Do you really think I can still think about anything? You just keep on talking, talking, all the freaking time, I can't even listen to the others, they are gone by now, I guess, but I wish I could at least listen to myself, so would you kindly, for the last time, just shut up?
(Sure. It changes nothing, anyway. I am the agent of your corrosion, so I already did my part. In the end, you will just do what I say, anyway. So whatever. You are still a pathetic loser)
I'm not a pathetic loser. Well, at least not just that, I know I'm much more than that. I just have no idea of what I am, but that does not matters, you won't beat me, I know you are just a infection, you work for them, and as they disappear from my view, so you disappear, you are getting weak, right? You do feel weak, I can see it, I see everything you do too, forgot about it???)
(Bingo. I hate when you use my words against me, that's so...Sociopathic. You make me sick, I hate you, how I hate you)

Yes, it's obviously sociopathic. You are the core of all things sociopathic, you are a software developed and installed by sociopaths, so I know how you work, too numb to fall on your games now, I can exist without you, but you...No, you can't really exist me, and you know that too. I can also NOT exist without you, you can't...Do or be NOTHING without me, I don't need you, you need me. And I hate you too, you make me sick too, so what?
(But I am still a part of you, so you are just attacking and insulting yourself)

Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows? I don't, and you know what, I don't care, you will be quiet now, because I will be too deaf to listen to you. So goodbye. It was all a lie, including you, you are just a weapon forged by lies. I had enough of lies. So GOODBYE
(I will never leave you alone, never, you know that you...)
That I...What? That I am a failure? A loser? A idiot? Damaged beyond repair? Stupid? Foolish? Etc etc? Yeah, whatever, whatever I am, it does not matters to me anymore, you wanted me to admit? They all wanted? Already did. And I just don't care about that, what difference it makes anyway now? None. So....Just whatever
(You will have a breakdown, you know, one of those, you know what I'm talking about, then I will be back, simple as that)
I have become a breakdown by this point, my friend, you are now fading, just like all the rest, are you sure you had success on your goals, as you call it?
Hey, where are you? Gave up? Thought I was supposed to do this...Well, I did somehow, but not like you wanted me to...That's quite ironic. Well, don't care if you are still there, I see you finally shut up, so that's enough for me.

Split right in two, in three
Split, right in four, in five, in six,
Lights on, but nobody's here, nothing left to fix
(The End....?)

Rainbow Flag

Have you seen it?
They pillage our villages and tell you what to be
The rainbow flag, to disguise the vile attack

Is it really it?
Is it really you want to be?
Just a stereotype,
A prototype for what they want you to be

Don't you see?
Mr and Miss Revolution,
They are telling you what to fight for,
To fight against each other,
Sad puppets under the tower,
Only keeping them alive, fueling their power
Disguising the attack,
Behind the colorful rainbow flag

Nothing is what it seens
Nothing will be like before
None of us, will ever be like before
There's no way back, not anymore
But drown your tears, on the mall
You still can buy any lie,
Until the final fall
Then you will see,
You never really owned nothing at all

Why can't you see?
They have thrown acid on your eyes whle you were asleep
Now you wonder why you bleed, you think you are so big
Out there, demaning peace
Like if you had any power,
And first of all, a war inside yourself must cease

Divide and conquer,
Mirror and smokes
Join the army, they will tell you to fight
For equality
You won't realize
How far of each other that can be

Have you gone blind?
Puppets with no mind
Gathering in Berlin, Amsterdan, Sidney, Montreal
All around the world, celebrating your own fall,
All in the name, of your species ultimate shame

No, we don't really needed to self - destruct,
But no, we are not the same,
They got you in the pyramid game,
Now you attack, attack yourself, attack the attack,
All in the name, of the rainbow flag

A Lethal Statement

Daddy was alone, alone on his beautiful, perfect home
Waiting for his family, he had no idea soon it would all be gone

Daddy was attacked, daddy fell on the most lethal trap
Not his fault, it's not fair, it's a weak spot,
No one seens to understand, or care
It's just the way it is, now there's no way back

Poor daddy, poor daddy
Victim of a statement, what a literally fucking statement
Witth no mercy, or any chance to repent

They never say no, but well, how could they?
It's human nature, it's just another flaw,
How can someone like him, like us, escape from this claw?
And then he loses it all, buried on his own backyard,
And it's not fair, but who cares,
We just lose it all, they just take it all

Poor daddy, poor daddy, poor of us
Victims of statements, literally fucking statements

In the end, we were the ones who actually bent,
Ok, got it, message sent
Now remember, please, when they knock on your door,
Just keep it closed, keep yourself away,
Before you drink the sweetest poison, get so high,
And then fall forever, because you could not resist to play
Brace yourself, message sent
Now they are the hunters, we are the prey

For a fucking statement, for a fucking statement,
Now daddy's gone, and so is his familly, his life, and his home

Good Kids Never Survive

If you don't wear a mask,
If you accept everything they ask,
Just to be accepted, if you don't counter - attack,
When they do that to you, if you don't wear a really good disguise,
Show them how strong you can be you just won't make it,
Because in this world, good kids never survive

You are not alone, despite of what you think,
It's your boat, but I just watch while you sink,
You will not adapt to a sick world, unless you are sick to,
If you are not, why still insist in having a place
In the hall of shame?
Along with all them?
Just play the game, and you will be fine,
But you must strike,
Because here, good kids never survive

So weak (That's what they want you to think)
So worthless (That's what they ant you to feel)
So dangerous (That's why they hate you)
So brightful (That's why they fear you)
Stand up for yourself,
Stand up for yourself,
Stop killing yourself, please
Wake up, dreams are nightmares in disguise,
Fight back, for all the respect you deserve to have,
Because in such a vile world,
Good kids never survive
And you are so much better than ou think you are,
You can be so much more than you are trying to be

Have To

I never told you
I should have already told you
But I will, hopefully, someday soon,
I will tell you it all,
All that I saw

I don't know what was it that I saw
But I saw it all
I just did not told you
For some reason I also don't know
But with all that's left of my soul,
If I have the chance, I will,
I will show
And I hope to see the forms
Behind this strange glow

I don't expect you to understand
Why I was so scared
I can't complain, about the killing silence
If you don't talk back, when I call
Don't even know why you still see me, after all
I'm a mess, and I'm sorry,
But that's what I am,
It might be not enough,
But I really do the best I can

I don't expect you to understand
How I miss you
When you are away
And why I miss you that way
But, what else can I say?

You fill my feeble being with your overwhelming light,
All your world, gives me strenght to fight
I'm not sure if I deserve such prize
But I won't argue, not this time

And when we meet,
I hope I can tell you
Exactly what I saw

I don't know what was it that I saw,
But I saw it all, even before the last fall,
If you let me share it with you,
I will tell you it all,
But what's behind,
This strange glow?

I just want you to know
I'm sorry, don't understand why you still even worry
About me, don't understand how, why you still see me
I'm trying to be better,
But I will still be what I am,
A broken jar, so long ago
But I really do the best I can
I'm sorry, I will understand,
When you go

Deadly Silence

It's not confortable, definitely brings no peace
This deadly silence just makes the inner enemy increase,
Remembers me how all this pain and these voices will never cease
Alone and broken, I yelled for help, untill my voice died
Yeah I'm a loser, I'm weak
But at least I tried

It became clear, how it all disappeared,
And no one was going to rescue me,
Or even talk to me
So I talk to them, as I can no longer ignore them
The inner enemies, keeping me strong against the enemies out there,
The only way to survive dwelling in this hell, surrounded by them
All the enemies, out there to get me,
All my friends, everyday more away,
Maybe I should just let them be,
Maybe I should just let them live in peace,
And make it all cease,
All the little that's still left of me

It's not something I can avoid, thrown in the void
Definitely a weak loser who can't make it alone
Just a virus, just a problem
Yeah, but at least I admit it, I admit it

I've failed life, I've failed death,
Just a collection of flaws, spawn of all human sickness,
I wish I was wrong, when I was that child staring at the future,
And looking away in despair, realizing there was no future at all,
It was just time bombs in endless countdown, exploding one by one,
Now it's all gone

I wish I was wrong, but how else could it be?
I always knew I would end up that way
With no more boards to play,
No place to stay
A pariah, wasted, with nothing left to say
Completely alone, I always knew everyone would go away,
One by one
Why would they stay, anyway?

I know I'm just a mistake, a disease
But I always did my best
Just wish I was allowed to rest
But there's no one to hear if I need to speak,
There's nothing left for me,
I wonder, how can I get out of here?
Too much noise in my head,
And this deadly silence, slaying me
Will it ever cease?
I will walk, someone just show me the door, please

Ghostly Thing

Close my eyes,
And it all fade to grey
Try to keep my eyes open,
And nothing goes away

Engraved in my soul, all the bloodline curses, all the lies and the crimes,
The dead voices in my head, cutting deep,
Ghosts ready to attack, crawling in my sleep

Into my tomb, my spirit cries in loneliness
And all these tears will only serve to drown me
Buried in this tomb, scratching the dirt in agony,
There is no air in here, but I still breathe,
Craving for some life, everywhere I went to, there was only mayhem
Finally I realize, not dead, not alive,
Just another ghost, I'm one of them....

A hungry spectre that never had satisfaction,
Thrown into this world only for one action,
Obsolete, looking for a distraction
To avoid the smell of putrefaction,
A portrait of decay, born stray,
Just a ghost, misunderstood

Look into my eyes, just emptiness
All I ever was has faded away
I disappeared, but somehow I'm still here
Trapped in this purgartory, I scream but seens like nobody can hear me

The pain only grows, time gets more and more slow,
As I cease to exist, it becomes clear,
The reason why I was sent here,
Just for this one action, a pale reflection,
Raised and prepared,
To serve the purposes of Death,
To kill, all that blood, to spill,
To be released from my grave, transcend all space,
To drown and desintegrate, in the spiral of my own darkness

Into the wounds, I beg for the end of this loneliness,
Invisible, why would anyone see me?
I guess someday, I was someone,
Got too old, whatever it was, I can't seen to remember anymore
But these ghosts are always around, whispering in my ear,
It's something I can't ignore, I speak, but as one of them, who would hear me?
It's now quite clear, once my mission is accomplished,
I shall destroy this cage of flesh, and get free,
There is nothing left for me in here

This is a only and obvious reaction,
Chemical chains of rolling void fraction,
Running out of time and distractions,
To ignore the stench of my putrefaction,
Undead and pathetic ghoul with only pain as a sensation,
A lost figure in the earthling station,
Now I drown,
In my tears of blood