segunda-feira, 30 de novembro de 2015

Straight Lines & Misplaced Crimes

Wrong place, in the wrong time,
Look at my face, it's naked,
This is exactly how it looks like,
It looks like nothing in particular,
But while you were chasing stars,
Did you found out what you are?
While you were becoming a falling star,
Have you forgot all that you are?

A snake climbing mountains,
They kinda forgot about the legs,
So many tables, so many boards,
Some victoriesm some losses,
Sometimes with the whites,
Sometimes with the blacks,
I miss the times when the game was literally chess,
But well, guess everything have to pass

A mask for every task,
The daily dance of society,
Corrupted and enslaved by morality,
I should not really be here
Hate it all
Wrong time, wrong place,
This all seens to be just a big mistake

I was a man, with a plan,
Now I'm not really sure what I am
At least I was not born in Japan
Still I had many reasons to, so I ran,
All I do, is all I can

Hate it all,
Love to see it all fall
All the decay, on the way to Norway
Can't complain, about Latin American blood,
I relate to, still it does not feels like it should
I should be in some other dimension, maybe I am
What I am? Maybe just a man
I had my reasons to, so I ran
I understimated the patterns,
Thought it would work just fine,
To just stick to the plan

I should be, at least a hungarian, or even a bulgarian,
Well, at least I'm nota french,
Paris is always on the trend, bet you have no idea of it's stench
I just don't belong, to this stupid song,
Modern Age plague, born and raised
20th Century child, I have gone wild,
But I still can climb any hills, just give me some pills

Burocracy, Hipocrisy, Democracy
Greek - Roman circus, the Star of David, will not take away my sovereignty
All the pigs lined up, enslaved by morality
Panis et Circencis, Penis et Circensis,
Jesus crucified, Jesus sodomized,
Humankind nulified
Bleeding, vagina enigma,
The greatest stigma
Get in the line, take your piece of land,
Just eat your cake, for God's sake,
before it's too late,
20% off, what a chance,
Come on, get your lottery ticket, join the dance

Human plague, the experiment clearly failed,
You get on my nerves, specially when you are drunk
With this sweet Nazarene blood, a bottle per client, in the right time,
So sweet, it really tastes like wine,
So sour would be if you knew, that it's just poison in disguise
So easy to make you drink, for all you do is read the labels
So easy to make you drink, for you don't even think,
I'm outta this boat, before it sinks
I only see dust, should know it was not wise to trust,
I just breathe, because I must,
But I can no longer smell, so it does not matters for me anymore,
how much you stink

I should never be here,
I could ask the charlatan, that represents you all,
At least he knew one great trick, how to disappear
Now all masks fall, one by one,
I don't need a gun, for I am one,
And now again I run

To some other dimension,
Beyond all and any stardust tension,
Maybe, I was actually never really here,
Maybe, I do not even exist,
For when I speak, even when I yell,
No one hear,
So again I run
Way from Pilates Palace,
I am a gun, so I don't need one

Do you know what you are?
I know what I am
Did you knew you are nothing?
Well, I am just No One
As all the masks fall, can you still stand tall?
Can't deny it's fun to see the way you all fall,
But now, once and for all, I run
Time's up, enjoy your last drop of ketchup,
Now it's time to run

You can have it all, there's nothing left,
The entire planet is dead,
It might be sad, but in the end, it was all just a sketch
Falling star, do you know what you are?
I'm gonna run, stay away from me,
I'm the son of No One,
I'm just a gun

Closer to the End

Another rhyme, another day
In slow motion, just waiting for it to fade away,
Same way I despite all the lies and pale disguises,
Brought by the sunlight, I love when it finally dies,
On the arrival of the night

The honesty of the dark skies,
Saving us from the bloody tears that the statues cries
Blessed by the moon, forging clearly the maps,
No need to worry, cause it will all be over soon
The roads separate, rusty wires break,
No need to pretend, everyday, evernight, closer to the end
All messages sent
The last letter, of the last sentence,
A vanishing presence,
A drowning violence,
A last look, on the last page,
Before finally closing the book, for good
So many have read it all,
No one could ever understand,
The end, finally,
The end



domingo, 29 de novembro de 2015

Null

Had to go blind to find
The one and only, single, inner eye
When it opened all the gates right in front of me,
I lost all desire, on purifying fire

It does not really matters,
Not anymore
All I know is that I got out
And I will never be a whore
I don't want any of it, not anymore
I no longer crave any of it, you can give it all to your whores

It does not really matters, not anymore,
So bored, there are things that I just can't ignore,
I miss the good old times, but I don't care anymore,
Peace of mind is all I am looking for

Had to go way deep inside
To realize
Had to stare at all the uglt faces in the mirror,
And nullify
Now I lost all desire, on putrifying fire,
All I ever was, raped and erased,
All I ever was, murdered, and buried,
Gone forever, so much better,
Free forever, so much better,
It took me all this time,
But I finally saw the light

Nor dead, or alive,
It does no really matters, I exist as a glitch
Disturbing all the order on your illusion,
Bringing some silence to all your noise pollution,
But don't shoot the messenger,
Or do it if you want to, I don't care
All I had to do, is the same that anyone have to,
All I had to do, was to dare
Beyond all the walls of Chronos, I realized,
All I had to, was to look inside
And then I saw the light

Zenit

You obviously was not supposed to bleed,
Cursed by all this suffering,
But that's exactly why you do,
It's only easy for the ordinary,
For this is a ordinary world,
Nothing is really worthy if it comes the easy way, anyway
So that's how the game works, all we can do is to play,
And win

All this pain, seens to be in vain,
But it shapes you everyday, gets you stronger and wiser everyday,
You might not realize how bright and special you are,
But it does not change the facts, just keep it up, and you will go so far
Because there is no sin, just play your game, and you will win,
For you are already a winner

We were not supposed to bleed,
But you gotta understand
This is the way it is, the way it's supposed to be
You can't change the facts, but you can always change how you deal with that

Just open your inner eyes, and see
All that you are, all that you can be,
You will have your rewards in time, hope you realize,
Just keep it up, play the game, in your own way,
And you will see, one day, all this pain will go away

Suffering kills the losers, and build the strenght of the winners,
So you are already a winner
Escape the trap of morality, that leads to the trap of guilt,
Stop punishing yourself as if you were some kind of sinner,
And you will see

quarta-feira, 25 de novembro de 2015

That Disgusting Old Trap

There was a reason for the skies to be so open wide
But they were unable to realize
I see right through your disguise
Just another starry eyed surprise
A lethal drug, I almost died
The perfect portrait, it just faded,
There was nothing left of it
So I rdealized, it was just poison in disguise
All this time

Yes, in the end it's right
The fault is of the stars
But we also choose, we always choose anyway
They just sell the lies, that we buy
And if you open your eyes while there's still time,
You just walk waya, and say goodbye

Why die, why die for a lie?
Why live, why live for a lie?

Those who find out, will be the only ones to try
To dare, knowing there is no reason to care
By overcoming fear, and getting near,
To the gate, so out of reach,
Unless even without wings, you still find out
How to fly

I see right through the glass now,
Third eye open wide,
As the skies often are,
So they can show, all they have to sell,
To the new fools,
A whole brand new, generation of tools,
Buying hell, working to build, their own prison cell,
So naive and innocent like we all once were, drinking the entire bottle of poison,
Fooled by the sweet smell, of hell,
Soon they too will be in despair, and they will not know, that they should not care
They will be doomed, all those who choose to not choose,
That choose to not dare
They will be forever trapped, on this destiny's lair,
Forever in hell, not even knowing, that
They were the ones who built their own prison cell

Rotting Away

I am done asking why
I no longer need to know
I know that your fear makes you hide,
On this shell, I'm broke, will no longer buy what you sell
It just does not matter anymore,
I am just too bored,
Just too sick of being ignored,
I endured all the way, I deserve something more

Already know, all thre tricks you will show,
I need to grow,
Just have no more time for this,
Just have no time

And I already know, all you have to say,
You always say the same, I have no more coins to play this game,
Always the same, I'm always the one to blame, I'm always the one insane
And everyday another part of me fade away,
We walked together a road that reached it's end,
Gotta go away, and walk my own way,
You must walk your way now too, believe it or not,
I just want the best for you

But no longer can stand
To see both of us, fading away, everyday,
Seens like we have nothing left to do or to say
So we both must get away,
I just want the best for you,
I wish you only wanted the best for me too

I just don't feel the same way, that I used to
About you, myself, or anything else,
I just see it all fading away,
Going into a big black hole,
And I must rebuild, that's all I know
Time to grow

Everyday, the gap between us,
Just continue to grow
We no longer speak the same language, we don't want or need the same things,
So we have different places to go,
And different ways, different places to stay,
And it's all I need to know
I have to grow

Rotting away, everyday
Gotta get away, gotta be me
Rotting away here, everyday,
Gotta get away, gotta live

Can't you see we are dying, everyday?
Can't you see the way you kill me, everyday?
Can't you see, it's so clear
We are both wasted away
I can no longer stay here,
Just gotta get away, I have no more fear

I just don't feel the way I used to,
About this world, just need to live
It's all getting in the past, as we both just keep on fading away,
Now we will just hurt each other, and that hurts me a lot,
Don't expect you to understand, but I just can't pretend

This road have reached it's end, it was a treasure, but now it just rots away
Nothing left to do or say, time to go separated ways,
I no longer need to know, all I need is to survive,
We are running out of time
How can you not realize?

As it all goes away,
I see it all just fading to grey
And all these feelings must go away,
I can't keep on drowning, everyday,
On this big, black hole,
I need to grow

I always had the best intentions,
But I have learned good intentions are not enough,
So all these feelings get away,
I don't belong here, I must disappear,
I did the best I could, I learnt precious lessons of humility,
That shows clearly that whatever I do is never enough

But I just do what I can,
In the cruel designs of the masterplan
In the end of the day,
I am just a man
So what else do you want from me?
I just need to be, I just need to live


It's all part of the game,
That we call life
It's all part of the game,
Must wash away all the shame, must survive
It's all part of the game, that we call life
Must carve the map with a sharp knife, it takes a while

It's all rotting away, everyday
We are all rotting away, everyday,
Rotting away, too tired to play,
Rotting away, gotta get away

sexta-feira, 13 de novembro de 2015

From Here to the Infinity

It takes much time to realize, that there is no time
Time is only a illusion, confusion, a prison, for no reason,
There's no time, you gotta make your own time

It's just a prison cell,
Another way to keep you in a private hell,
Just ignore the pendulum, let it swing,
Ignore the wheels, getting so rusty,
And just break it,  get away from it

Take off all the clocks from your wall
Why do you need them, after all?
Take all the clocks from your wall
You don't need them to hear the call

It takes too much time, to realize such mistake
That we are trapped and enslaved,
And all that really matters is to pursue your fate
So get in the road, and go whatever you have to go,
It will just be what it have to be,
All you gotta do is break it, and reach your destiny
Somewhere in the lawless infinity

So just let it be, whatever it have to be,
So just let it bleed, the way it have to bleed,
So just go, after whatever you need

Take all the clocks of your wall,
Why do you need them, after all?
Take all the clocks of your wall,
After all, you don't need them to hear the call

It does not really matters, if the wheels keep on spinning,
As long as you are winning,
And as they stop, you see that even if you are losing,
At least you are improving

So just let it flow, the way it have to flow,
So just let it grow, the way it have to grow,
So just let it go, the way it have to go,
On the road, to your destiny,
From here to the infinity

Tonight

Won't dare to tell you what's on my mind
Won't become more meat to grind
Just too late to rewind

How could you know,
About the freak show?
Only if you were here, such horror
There is no way to show

I'm rolling all the dices tonight,
Warming up for the fight
To live, or to die,
To be killed or to kill, it all will,
Be decided tonight

As I burn, in my cell
The place in which I hide, on this hell
Don't know what was my crime, but I already did my time,
So I'm breaking away, prison break, no matter what, had enough of bullshit,
Flaming war, can't take it anymore, will not take it anymore, I will explode,
Explode, explode, it all, rising to stand tall,
I'm just warming up, gonna break away from my cell, gonna escape this hell,
Already did my time, you better let me go, or you will regret it,
It's all going down tonight

I'm not afraid to die, I'm used to bleed
What about you? Are you willing to?
Won't tell you what's on my mind,
Hope you don't have to find,
Just too late to rewind,
I will explode it all and then I'll be fine,
It's all going down tonight

quarta-feira, 11 de novembro de 2015

701

Won't talk, won't talk, won't talk,
Will observe, observe, will never serve,
Raped, and won't forget, how it felt like to fall
On such trap,
Turns all pain into hatred, and prepare...
For the payback
Always ready to attack, attack, attack

Deceived, deceived, deceived
Only hatred in her eyes,
It once was only love, and the blood that fell,
To give birth to a beautiful flag
Now, what it all represents?
Nothing but blood of revenge, burning desire, turned into
Burning hatred, all the time deep into her eyes,
All that blood that fell, now there's only hell,
You will only realize once you find yourself
Deceased, deceased, deceased!

Won't break, won't break, won't break,
No matter what you do
But just keep on trying, but just keep on lying.
In the end, ironically, you are the one who will end up dying

Digging, digging, just because you told so, digging, digging, and digging, and digging,
You don't even imagine that all this digging you wanted, all that digging you think you control
It's part of a different kind of trap, made specially for you,
So you will see you are not so smart after all, as you sink, with your cursed ship,
Suffocated by your own whip, alone with all your own shit,
You don't even imagine, that this hole you wanted, the result of all the digging,
Is actually your grave, as the scorpion escapes,
Just another ironic twist of fate, as you fall, and fall, and fall,
As you fall with it all


Will walk, will walk, will walk,
Abused, corrupted, and confused,
But will walk, then will run,
With only a word as a gun,
More than enough, so it's your turn to fall,
She's got a plan, she had enough,
She had it all

Looks so broken and torn, but it's all just part of the reborn
So now you better watch your back,
You will probably not even feel the sting, injecting all your own poison,
Right through your veins, you will see some losers were born to actually win,
But you won't even have time to realize, the ultimate....
Attack, attack, attack,
The ultimate payback!

Sucker

I'm a sucker, sucker, sucker
I'm a total sucker,a  total sucker
And it sucks so much to be such a sucker,
I just can't keep my mouth shut,
Why can't I just stop, I must cease to speak,
I already spoke so much

I'm a train disaster, a total mess,
If I was really smart, I would not be losing since the start
I'm a disgrace, will be always misplaced,
And I deserve it, I am to blame, for my own shame,
I am disease, and still, I always speak,
Why can't I just cease

I must punish myself, I must remember,
All my daily crimes in every breath,
Can't forget I'm not alive, the echoes of my annoying voice,
So pointless, in the end I'm not really makinga  choice,
Just need to bleed, a little bit,
Some fresh ones, will pay my debts, then I can wash away the sorrow,
At least until tomorrow

I'm a sucker, sucker, total sucker
I'm a total sucker, sucker, sucker, a total sucker,
But at least I'm not a motherfucker, fatherfucker,
At least I don't fear the truth,
I can see right through,
Why can't I remain in silence, and just embrace my fate,
It is what it is, it will be what it haves to be,
And there's nothing in this world for me
Already spoke too much,
I must just shut up

domingo, 8 de novembro de 2015

The Gift

Something I can't explain, And why explain, anyway If for some reason you took my hand, when I was dead, Somehow brought me back, fro my grave, injected life and energy, Straight into my veins You held my hand, and I could walk away, That's what really matters, anyway No need to explain, it's the only thing that does not seen to be in vain, I don't know where you want to take me, but I'm willing to go aboard your train, The destination, does not matters, you have been erasing my pain, I don't know why, or how, but that does not really matters, anyway I don't know exactly what I feel, but I just feel it I might have met you yesterday, but it seens like we already knew each other, anyway There's something real, that really heals, In every word you say, I try to disguise the fear, that tomorrow you might have gone away What really matters, is that you are here with me today And then suddenly it all went away All that weight, all that disgrace, Was somehow washed away All I know is that I must pay back such gift, And I know that I can do it, So all the rest, does not really matters, I just feel, and what we feel, is the only thing that is real In this abstract connnection, I just hope there is no misconception, For what I feel, could be only said that way, I am nothing but a mistake, that should be erased, a crownless and broken king But if you think I'm worthy of being saved, would you be my queen? If you just hold my hand and take me away, I'll go anywhere, I just don't care, You just make me feel better, and I want to make you feel better, So for me, that's what really matters, anyway