Straight Lines & Misplaced Crimes

Wrong place, in the wrong time,
Look at my face, it's naked,
This is exactly how it looks like,
It looks like nothing in particular,
But while you were chasing stars,
Did you found out what you are?
While you were becoming a falling star,
Have you forgot all that you are?

A snake climbing mountains,
They kinda forgot about the legs,
So many tables, so many boards,
Some victoriesm some losses,
Sometimes with the whites,
Sometimes with the blacks,
I miss the times when the game was literally chess,
But well, guess everything have to pass

A mask for every task,
The daily dance of society,
Corrupted and enslaved by morality,
I should not really be here
Hate it all
Wrong time, wrong place,
This all seens to be just a big mistake

I was a man, with a plan,
Now I'm not really sure what I am
At least I was not born in Japan
Still I had many reasons to, so I ran,
All I do, is all I can

Hate it all,
Love to see it all fall
All the decay, on the way to Norway
Can't complain, about Latin American blood,
I relate to, still it does not feels like it should
I should be in some other dimension, maybe I am
What I am? Maybe just a man
I had my reasons to, so I ran
I understimated the patterns,
Thought it would work just fine,
To just stick to the plan

I should be, at least a hungarian, or even a bulgarian,
Well, at least I'm nota french,
Paris is always on the trend, bet you have no idea of it's stench
I just don't belong, to this stupid song,
Modern Age plague, born and raised
20th Century child, I have gone wild,
But I still can climb any hills, just give me some pills

Burocracy, Hipocrisy, Democracy

Greek - Roman circus, the Star of David, will not take away my sovereignty
All the pigs lined up, enslaved by morality
Panis et Circencis, Penis et Circensis,
Jesus crucified, Jesus sodomized,
Humankind nulified
Bleeding, vagina enigma,
The greatest stigma
Get in the line, take your piece of land,
Just eat your cake, for God's sake,
before it's too late,
20% off, what a chance,
Come on, get your lottery ticket, join the dance

Human plague, the experiment clearly failed,
You get on my nerves, specially when you are drunk
With this sweet Nazarene blood, a bottle per client, in the right time,
So sweet, it really tastes like wine,
So sour would be if you knew, that it's just poison in disguise
So easy to make you drink, for all you do is read the labels
So easy to make you drink, for you don't even think,
I'm outta this boat, before it sinks
I only see dust, should know it was not wise to trust,
I just breathe, because I must,
But I can no longer smell, so it does not matters for me anymore,
how much you stink

I should never be here,
I could ask the charlatan, that represents you all,
At least he knew one great trick, how to disappear
Now all masks fall, one by one,
I don't need a gun, for I am one,
And now again I run

To some other dimension,
Beyond all and any stardust tension,
Maybe, I was actually never really here,
Maybe, I do not even exist,
For when I speak, even when I yell,
No one hear,
So again I run
Way from Pilates Palace,
I am a gun, so I don't need one

Do you know what you are?
I know what I am
Did you knew you are nothing?
Well, I am just No One
As all the masks fall, can you still stand tall?
Can't deny it's fun to see the way you all fall,
But now, once and for all, I run
Time's up, enjoy your last drop of ketchup,
Now it's time to run

You can have it all, there's nothing left,
The entire planet is dead,
It might be sad, but in the end, it was all just a sketch
Falling star, do you know what you are?
I'm gonna run, stay away from me,
I'm the son of No One,
I'm just a gun

Closer to the End

Another rhyme, another day
In slow motion, just waiting for it to fade away,
Same way I despite all the lies and pale disguises,
Brought by the sunlight, I love when it finally dies,
On the arrival of the night

The honesty of the dark skies,
Saving us from the bloody tears that the statues cries
Blessed by the moon, forging clearly the maps,
No need to worry, cause it will all be over soon
The roads separate, rusty wires break,
No need to pretend, everyday, evernight, closer to the end
All messages sent
The last letter, of the last sentence,
A vanishing presence,
A drowning violence,
A last look, on the last page,
Before finally closing the book, for good
So many have read it all,
No one could ever understand,
The end, finally,
The end

Null

Had to go blind to find
The one and only, single, inner eye
When it opened all the gates right in front of me,
I lost all desire, on purifying fire

It does not really matters,
Not anymore
All I know is that I got out
And I will never be a whore
I don't want any of it, not anymore
I no longer crave any of it, you can give it all to your whores

It does not really matters, not anymore,
So bored, there are things that I just can't ignore,
I miss the good old times, but I don't care anymore,
Peace of mind is all I am looking for

Had to go way deep inside
To realize
Had to stare at all the uglt faces in the mirror,
And nullify
Now I lost all desire, on putrifying fire,
All I ever was, raped and erased,
All I ever was, murdered, and buried,
Gone forever, so much better,
Free forever, so much better,
It took me all this time,
But I finally saw the light

Nor dead, or alive,
It does no really matters, I exist as a glitch
Disturbing all the order on your illusion,
Bringing some silence to all your noise pollution,
But don't shoot the messenger,
Or do it if you want to, I don't care
All I had to do, is the same that anyone have to,
All I had to do, was to dare
Beyond all the walls of Chronos, I realized,
All I had to, was to look inside
And then I saw the light

Zenit

You obviously was not supposed to bleed,
Cursed by all this suffering,
But that's exactly why you do,
It's only easy for the ordinary,
For this is a ordinary world,
Nothing is really worthy if it comes the easy way, anyway
So that's how the game works, all we can do is to play,
And win

All this pain, seens to be in vain,
But it shapes you everyday, gets you stronger and wiser everyday,
You might not realize how bright and special you are,
But it does not change the facts, just keep it up, and you will go so far
Because there is no sin, just play your game, and you will win,
For you are already a winner

We were not supposed to bleed,
But you gotta understand
This is the way it is, the way it's supposed to be
You can't change the facts, but you can always change how you deal with that

Just open your inner eyes, and see
All that you are, all that you can be,
You will have your rewards in time, hope you realize,
Just keep it up, play the game, in your own way,
And you will see, one day, all this pain will go away

Suffering kills the losers, and build the strenght of the winners,
So you are already a winner
Escape the trap of morality, that leads to the trap of guilt,
Stop punishing yourself as if you were some kind of sinner,
And you will see

That Disgusting Old Trap

There was a reason for the skies to be so open wide
But they were unable to realize
I see right through your disguise
Just another starry eyed surprise
A lethal drug, I almost died
The perfect portrait, it just faded,
There was nothing left of it
So I rdealized, it was just poison in disguise
All this time

Yes, in the end it's right
The fault is of the stars
But we also choose, we always choose anyway
They just sell the lies, that we buy
And if you open your eyes while there's still time,
You just walk waya, and say goodbye

Why die, why die for a lie?
Why live, why live for a lie?

Those who find out, will be the only ones to try
To dare, knowing there is no reason to care
By overcoming fear, and getting near,
To the gate, so out of reach,
Unless even without wings, you still find out
How to fly

I see right through the glass now,
Third eye open wide,
As the skies often are,
So they can show, all they have to sell,
To the new fools,
A whole brand new, generation of tools,
Buying hell, working to build, their own prison cell,
So naive and innocent like we all once were, drinking the entire bottle of poison,
Fooled by the sweet smell, of hell,
Soon they too will be in despair, and they will not know, that they should not care
They will be doomed, all those who choose to not choose,
That choose to not dare
They will be forever trapped, on this destiny's lair,
Forever in hell, not even knowing, that
They were the ones who built their own prison cell

Rotting Away

I am done asking why
I no longer need to know
I know that your fear makes you hide,
On this shell, I'm broke, will no longer buy what you sell
It just does not matter anymore,
I am just too bored,
Just too sick of being ignored,
I endured all the way, I deserve something more

Already know, all thre tricks you will show,
I need to grow,
Just have no more time for this,
Just have no time

And I already know, all you have to say,
You always say the same, I have no more coins to play this game,
Always the same, I'm always the one to blame, I'm always the one insane
And everyday another part of me fade away,
We walked together a road that reached it's end,
Gotta go away, and walk my own way,
You must walk your way now too, believe it or not,
I just want the best for you

But no longer can stand
To see both of us, fading away, everyday,
Seens like we have nothing left to do or to say
So we both must get away,
I just want the best for you,
I wish you only wanted the best for me too

I just don't feel the same way, that I used to
About you, myself, or anything else,
I just see it all fading away,
Going into a big black hole,
And I must rebuild, that's all I know
Time to grow

Everyday, the gap between us,
Just continue to grow
We no longer speak the same language, we don't want or need the same things,
So we have different places to go,
And different ways, different places to stay,
And it's all I need to know
I have to grow

Rotting away, everyday
Gotta get away, gotta be me
Rotting away here, everyday,
Gotta get away, gotta live

Can't you see we are dying, everyday?
Can't you see the way you kill me, everyday?
Can't you see, it's so clear
We are both wasted away
I can no longer stay here,
Just gotta get away, I have no more fear

I just don't feel the way I used to,
About this world, just need to live
It's all getting in the past, as we both just keep on fading away,
Now we will just hurt each other, and that hurts me a lot,
Don't expect you to understand, but I just can't pretend

This road have reached it's end, it was a treasure, but now it just rots away
Nothing left to do or say, time to go separated ways,
I no longer need to know, all I need is to survive,
We are running out of time
How can you not realize?

As it all goes away,
I see it all just fading to grey
And all these feelings must go away,
I can't keep on drowning, everyday,
On this big, black hole,
I need to grow

I always had the best intentions,
But I have learned good intentions are not enough,
So all these feelings get away,
I don't belong here, I must disappear,
I did the best I could, I learnt precious lessons of humility,
That shows clearly that whatever I do is never enough

But I just do what I can,
In the cruel designs of the masterplan
In the end of the day,
I am just a man
So what else do you want from me?
I just need to be, I just need to live


It's all part of the game,
That we call life
It's all part of the game,
Must wash away all the shame, must survive
It's all part of the game, that we call life
Must carve the map with a sharp knife, it takes a while

It's all rotting away, everyday
We are all rotting away, everyday,
Rotting away, too tired to play,
Rotting away, gotta get away

From Here to the Infinity

It takes much time to realize, that there is no time
Time is only a illusion, confusion, a prison, for no reason,
There's no time, you gotta make your own time

It's just a prison cell,
Another way to keep you in a private hell,
Just ignore the pendulum, let it swing,
Ignore the wheels, getting so rusty,
And just break it,  get away from it

Take off all the clocks from your wall
Why do you need them, after all?
Take all the clocks from your wall
You don't need them to hear the call

It takes too much time, to realize such mistake
That we are trapped and enslaved,
And all that really matters is to pursue your fate
So get in the road, and go whatever you have to go,
It will just be what it have to be,
All you gotta do is break it, and reach your destiny
Somewhere in the lawless infinity

So just let it be, whatever it have to be,
So just let it bleed, the way it have to bleed,
So just go, after whatever you need

Take all the clocks of your wall,
Why do you need them, after all?
Take all the clocks of your wall,
After all, you don't need them to hear the call

It does not really matters, if the wheels keep on spinning,
As long as you are winning,
And as they stop, you see that even if you are losing,
At least you are improving

So just let it flow, the way it have to flow,
So just let it grow, the way it have to grow,
So just let it go, the way it have to go,
On the road, to your destiny,
From here to the infinity

Tonight

Won't dare to tell you what's on my mind
Won't become more meat to grind
Just too late to rewind

How could you know,
About the freak show?
Only if you were here, such horror
There is no way to show

I'm rolling all the dices tonight,
Warming up for the fight
To live, or to die,
To be killed or to kill, it all will,
Be decided tonight

As I burn, in my cell
The place in which I hide, on this hell
Don't know what was my crime, but I already did my time,
So I'm breaking away, prison break, no matter what, had enough of bullshit,
Flaming war, can't take it anymore, will not take it anymore, I will explode,
Explode, explode, it all, rising to stand tall,
I'm just warming up, gonna break away from my cell, gonna escape this hell,
Already did my time, you better let me go, or you will regret it,
It's all going down tonight

I'm not afraid to die, I'm used to bleed
What about you? Are you willing to?
Won't tell you what's on my mind,
Hope you don't have to find,
Just too late to rewind,
I will explode it all and then I'll be fine,
It's all going down tonight

701

Won't talk, won't talk, won't talk,
Will observe, observe, will never serve,
Raped, and won't forget, how it felt like to fall
On such trap,
Turns all pain into hatred, and prepare...
For the payback
Always ready to attack, attack, attack

Deceived, deceived, deceived
Only hatred in her eyes,
It once was only love, and the blood that fell,
To give birth to a beautiful flag
Now, what it all represents?
Nothing but blood of revenge, burning desire, turned into
Burning hatred, all the time deep into her eyes,
All that blood that fell, now there's only hell,
You will only realize once you find yourself
Deceased, deceased, deceased!

Won't break, won't break, won't break,
No matter what you do
But just keep on trying, but just keep on lying.
In the end, ironically, you are the one who will end up dying

Digging, digging, just because you told so, digging, digging, and digging, and digging,
You don't even imagine that all this digging you wanted, all that digging you think you control
It's part of a different kind of trap, made specially for you,
So you will see you are not so smart after all, as you sink, with your cursed ship,
Suffocated by your own whip, alone with all your own shit,
You don't even imagine, that this hole you wanted, the result of all the digging,
Is actually your grave, as the scorpion escapes,
Just another ironic twist of fate, as you fall, and fall, and fall,
As you fall with it all


Will walk, will walk, will walk,
Abused, corrupted, and confused,
But will walk, then will run,
With only a word as a gun,
More than enough, so it's your turn to fall,
She's got a plan, she had enough,
She had it all

Looks so broken and torn, but it's all just part of the reborn
So now you better watch your back,
You will probably not even feel the sting, injecting all your own poison,
Right through your veins, you will see some losers were born to actually win,
But you won't even have time to realize, the ultimate....
Attack, attack, attack,
The ultimate payback!

Sucker

I'm a sucker, sucker, sucker
I'm a total sucker,a  total sucker
And it sucks so much to be such a sucker,
I just can't keep my mouth shut,
Why can't I just stop, I must cease to speak,
I already spoke so much

I'm a train disaster, a total mess,
If I was really smart, I would not be losing since the start
I'm a disgrace, will be always misplaced,
And I deserve it, I am to blame, for my own shame,
I am disease, and still, I always speak,
Why can't I just cease

I must punish myself, I must remember,
All my daily crimes in every breath,
Can't forget I'm not alive, the echoes of my annoying voice,
So pointless, in the end I'm not really makinga  choice,
Just need to bleed, a little bit,
Some fresh ones, will pay my debts, then I can wash away the sorrow,
At least until tomorrow

I'm a sucker, sucker, total sucker
I'm a total sucker, sucker, sucker, a total sucker,
But at least I'm not a motherfucker, fatherfucker,
At least I don't fear the truth,
I can see right through,
Why can't I remain in silence, and just embrace my fate,
It is what it is, it will be what it haves to be,
And there's nothing in this world for me
Already spoke too much,
I must just shut up

The Gift

Something I can't explain, And why explain, anyway If for some reason you took my hand, when I was dead, Somehow brought me back, fro my grave, injected life and energy, Straight into my veins You held my hand, and I could walk away, That's what really matters, anyway No need to explain, it's the only thing that does not seen to be in vain, I don't know where you want to take me, but I'm willing to go aboard your train, The destination, does not matters, you have been erasing my pain, I don't know why, or how, but that does not really matters, anyway I don't know exactly what I feel, but I just feel it I might have met you yesterday, but it seens like we already knew each other, anyway There's something real, that really heals, In every word you say, I try to disguise the fear, that tomorrow you might have gone away What really matters, is that you are here with me today And then suddenly it all went away All that weight, all that disgrace, Was somehow washed away All I know is that I must pay back such gift, And I know that I can do it, So all the rest, does not really matters, I just feel, and what we feel, is the only thing that is real In this abstract connnection, I just hope there is no misconception, For what I feel, could be only said that way, I am nothing but a mistake, that should be erased, a crownless and broken king But if you think I'm worthy of being saved, would you be my queen? If you just hold my hand and take me away, I'll go anywhere, I just don't care, You just make me feel better, and I want to make you feel better, So for me, that's what really matters, anyway

23 - 23 Carnival

Arrival, of decadence,
With elegance, lost innocence
They will say, it can be all healed and washed away,
All you have to do is to repent,
All you have to do is to pray....

But I, have teached you,
The ways of, findind
Sometimes you are all thinking,
Most of the time you are all just sinking,
And playing, Hide - And - Seek, playing around,
But no matter how much you try...You will always be found

When they get you, you know how weak you are
When they get you, you will find out, how far they can go, and who you really are

Then, there's no way back,
There's never a way back,
You can only move forward,
No matter how cripple you become
I, am not the Son of Sam, not one of your products,
But I know very well
How guilty I am

I remembered, to surrender,
We fight with the weapons that we have
I remembered it all, I just forgot to....
My anemic and thirsty soul, a part of me that is free, in the illusion and distraction
I just can't get any satisfaction

We can always say, things were better before,
But as you learn to watch the eyes that watch you,
You see that according to the blueprint, there's nothing when you reach the core
If you just focus your energy, you will see, it's not so bad to be chaotic
If you are just not blind, you too shall find

They will get you, no matter how far you run,
They will get you, you are in front of the barrel of a gun

I have teached you, but I probably forgot to teach myself,
Arrival, The Final,
No longer in denial, once more I am one with Belial,
You will hear the sound of the wings, the sound of the winds,
If you stand in the right spot of the mall
So, can you hear anything at all?
This is the final, the final call,
I remembered, and I saw it all,
But I guess I just forgot, I just forgot that....

Enchanté

Deutschland, France, Polska,
Bullet Trains, no pain, no gain,
The borders, dissolving, all throigh the door,
The revolving door, all in vain
Pleased to meet you
You lie, you play, now you pay, now you pray,
Now you die
Goodbye

Let's all dance the last Polka
The Ball is almost in the end, it's your last chance,
If you want one more last dance
You will hide, but the bombs and the rockets will find you
Breaking right through your windows,
Breaking your false sense of security,
Tearing you apart, revealing who you really are,

You can run, you can hide, but you will never go too far
Masked pigs, bow down to institution, you are corruption,
Your flesh will feed the mass, you are lost,
Intoxicated by the pollution, your end is the only solution
Radiation on your Sushi, Bourgeoise, do you have what it takes to survive?
Will you be surprised, when you realize, that there was never really a life?
We are trending now, you won't see it coming, too busy
With some exam, or some other academic distraction,
To see the chain reaction,
Approaching...Now you die
Sayonara

Dance, dance, little pig, dance
This was your last chance
You wasted it all away, you wasted yourself away,
Now you will just feed the wolves
Obsolete, incomplete,
Caught in the circles, repeat

Genebra Convention, creative star invention, sweet swiss chocolate, malicious intention
Fine wine, that's what you think,
While it's just Christ's piss, what you drink,
Burnt on your own bonfire, burnt at the stake,
Mutation, zombies emerging from hell,
Craving for your flesh,
Now you are dead, die, piggy, die,
Mr Skinny's been watching all of you with his own piggy eyes,
Now get impaled by all your lies, now you die,
Goodbye
You are not gonna be missed

Hungry Cowards Feeding on Lies While Wearing Plastic Disguises

When you are not wearing a mask,
And there is a mask for every task,
You are not that different,
You are really special and superior,
The way you think you are,
You have just took your egocentric shield too far

You piss on the shower,
You have no supowerpowers,
You are just like anyone,
You are just nothing, nothing at all,
So ordinary, so it's very necessary,
To hide behind a lot of makeup,
To hide behind self - defense mechanisms,
That your stupid and primitive instict creates,
To hide all your insecurity and mistakes, you hide behind a image
You play, a charade,
But I can see what you truly are, you are nothing without your facade

Play, play
How does it feels to lose? To be a loser?
Yes, I'm a loser too, but at least I'm brave enough to admit it
You are clearly sick, when the masks fall, in the end we are all weak
You lie to everyone, including yourself,
So you can live with the fact that you are a failure, nothing special
Trying to look strong, trying to look so superior,
You are not bulletproof, and I have a bullet belt
You are not fooling anyone,well, maybe sometimes yourself

Obey, obey
Bow down to the system, hold on to academic crap,
Get married, get some woman, get some man,
Be a good person, follow all the rules,
Watch the news, vote, smile to me, and pretend that you care
You are too weak, to leave
The illusion of safety this system offers you,
Well, to the hell with all that, I don't really care,
Fuck your morality, fuck your shallow society

Don't look down,
Don't look inside,
Just try to look good, try to ignore
The fact that behind all that, you are rotten to the core
You make me sick, you are so weak,
I am a idiot, but at least I admit it,
I don't hate any of you, you are not worthy of such thing,
But I can't avoid the pity

Don't look now!
You are too ugly, you are just a mistake too
You can't deal with the truth, poor of you,
Don't look down!
Or you will panic when you see from how high you are falling,
Don't look inside!
Or you might realize how insignifcant and fearful you are
Don't look inside!
Or you might find out that you don't even have a life

You are always so full of shit, surfing on a ego trip
To hide all your defeats, but well, you just have no power
You secretly piss on the shower,
I also wear this mask, but I am aware that it's just a mask,
Wanting you to be honest and real,
Is too much to ask,
For in this way there is no honour, corrupted weaklings like you
Will always avoid the truth,
You look at the sun to burn your eyes,
And just keep on spitting lies

COWAAAAARD!

Going anywhere?
Don't forget your mask,
Can you see through mine?
Well, I see right through yours, it's not that hard
And there's actually not much to see,
You are just as empty as me

Don't look at me!
I represent all that you hate in yourself
Don't look at me!
I remember you of all your weakness and mistakes,
And you just can't deal with it, so you will go somewhere you can hide
I do the same, it's all part of the game, we are all to blame, we are all a disgrace,
We are all the portrait of shame, in the end, we are all sick,
But at least I admit it

COWAAAAAARDS!

Who Are You?

You look so familiar,
Probably saw you before,
But in the crowd, you were probably too irrelevant,
For me to even recognize you

It's all just a blur, creatures covered in fur,
It really does not matter anything for me

What a wonderful surprise,
Everyday you have a new one, every annoying sunrise,
But is this all that you are?
Is it all that you have?
Well,  guess that's too bad

What's going to be now, just another excuse?
I have already figured you out, I have already figured you out
What's now, don't you have anything new?
I already know all your lies, I already know all your lies

You look so familiar,
Yes, I think I saw you before,
Or at least I thought it was you
Who you really are?
Maybe not even you know the answer,
And in the crowd, whatever, it just does not matter anymore to me
But it should matter to you, when you think you are playing me,
Well, you don't really have a clue

What a wonderful surprise,
Yeah, I know I was a sucker,
But not that much, not the way you think,
So this all was always meant to fail, fall, and sink,
So maybe you get saved by a shrink, but while you overlook, fate gives a wink

In the crowd, you will get lost in the middle of the curve,
All those creatures covered in fur, it really does not matter anything for me,
It's all just a big neutral blur

Why don't you make yourself really proud?
You never really come out
Hiding behind your cloud
Don't you see your time is running out?

What's in you is really real?
I wanted to see, anything but lies
I hate to see, only more lies,
Why can't you live, without all the lies?
I'm really tired, of all the lies,
I hate to see, that everything ended up in lies

A Matter Of

What? So you think I would never know?
I always knew, it's all about barin stew, whatever is better for you,
Children usually grow up, in different ways,
The plan was always pillage, in the sinking ship, so seasick
I always knew, I just did not wanted to, but it's nothing new
I always knew, it's all about glue
I always knew, all about you, it's nothing new

What? So now you are gonna tell me what to do?
I don't even know you, well, I think I did, but I don't,
And you don't know me either, so what's the point?
Fuck logic?
Cause none of this makes any sense, and nobody's innocent
My loyalty is often dismissed, but it's quire useful, believe me
And it's not for rent, it's just not the way it works with me
I might be in the storm, soaked under a small tent, and still,
I will just be whatever I am, whatever I have to be

It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of honesty,
All real men know about it

What? So you think I'm that blind?
Why nobody ever learns, understimate me,
It's a big mistake, sometimes I'm sleeping, but I'm still somehow,
Always wide awake, so I always feel the fire,
Burning me while i'm tied to this stake
What? Of course I make mistakes too,
But not all the time, not every single time, and you,
What about you?

What? I might be a maggot, a faggot, a deaweight, just a plague
In your misconceptions, I will always be wrong, every story needs a villain, right?
So it's alright, anyway, so whatever
Whatever makes you feel better, but hey, this can't go on forever
I also need to feel better
It might be shocking to you, but here's a secret, I'm a human too, you know?
And nature itself tells me to grow

It's nothing new, I always knew
It took longer than it should, but I finally grew
Can't go on, while it smashes my mind, and all I can see is brain stew
It's nothing but a insignificant detail, the truth
It's all about politics, all about profit,
Well, this is a system where I definitely doesn't fit

I'm no hero, no villain either
Don't belong to the boat, so seasick
Enough of it, just need some peace,
Just throw me in the water with a lifesaver, it's all I need
And I will swim, to my home
And everything finally will be, what it's really supposed to be,

Just me, in my place, I will recover
But this game, this game right here, it's clearly over
Time to move on to the next stage
Guess we all already had enough mistakes

It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of loyalty,
All real men know about it

Nonsense

Angel Bitch, you could have stayed a little bit
Angel with putrid and smelly wings, you make me so sick
So weak, we had to go through it,
It's only part of the proccess, they call it progress,
It's just the worst part of the industry, brainwashing,
It's all about fucking, but the main goal is just to fuck your mind,
Well, I guess I found out your little dirty trick,
I got the prize, and paid the price, probably paid twice,
But I am above you now, I got this chip out of my system,
All, is out of sight

Porno, Porno, Porno,
Second most effective tool
To tame all the fools
Only losing to education
Perfect combination, of all the systematic forms of programation

It becomes a habit,
If you don't get away fast,
It will get too deep inside you,
It will fuck you up from the core,
You won't be yourself anymore,
Just a sick puppet, waiting, and wiling to do anything,
For more, for more, for more

Angel Bitch, you are only sixteen,
You fooled all them, they all thought you were a virgin
Turns out you all are so corrupted, in a way or another,
On hedonism, exibicionism, or like a pin - up
A lame, femme fatale, whatever, you are a part of it
I don't know why I still even bother, it's all just a industry, the wrost kind
I gotta get away, I must not care, I must find, some peace of mind

Angel, Bitch, your wings, are so putrid
So corrupted, you belong to them, and you don't even realize it
You play their game, and you don't even see it
I can't save you, can't even save myself,
Learning to be detached, anyway, why should I care?

Angel, Bitch, when you try to fly,
You will fall, back on the same mud you came from
Then maybe you will learn, but then it will be too late,
I learned all about them, so now I am above them,
I guess that at least from this perspective, I can say I was saved

I see zombies, watching, repeat, repeat, it never cease
In many different fashions, but still always the same thing,
Only mindless zombies, repeat, repeat, repeat, incessantly
Then now you are reduced to this, they got you in your weakest spot,
You are no longer a man, just a slave
Part of the dehumanization proccess, they call it progress
Well, I no longer give a damn,
Not really my problem, good luck
Or should I say, good fuck?
After all, it's all about fucking

Fucking your Will,
Fucking your mind,
You are too fucked up, how can you say you are a virgin?
I don't know if you are fooling anyone, but you are not fooling me, not anymore
And they are now so enslaved, so erased, they only need more, so feed them,
You must feed them, so they will work, they need more,
Always more, always more, always more,
I don't really care anymore, got too detached
So good luck, as you all get fucked up

All you, behind your masks of respectable man,
All you bitches, behind your masks of innocent women,
I can see what you really are, so weak, so sick,
Stay away from me

Porno, Porno, Porno
Yeah, I also had to go thought it,
But I went through it, it did not went through me,
So now I am free, and you my angels, are just more meat, to feed
The greed, of our greatest industry
And you all, my friends,
This is where it ends,
You are only tools, only fools,
And you all think you are so cool.....

Well, I despite you, stay away from me,
I can't stand, your stench,
For your stench, is now their stench



Now I see, now I see it all
All, you all will fall
All, now, is out of sight

Straight to the Grave

Another night starts, my mind is already spinning,
Stuck in the middle of nowhere, time seens to be frozen,
Just a part of my constant prison, already lost track of it,
Going blind, looking over my shoulder, wondering when my sentence will be finally over
How did I ended up that way? Lost and alone, when I look around, there's just me,
The ghosts of the past, the haunting shadows in the walls, closing in,
And that's all

Future, totally uncertain, growing apathy, every step that I try to take, is just another mistake,
The world wants my head served on a plate, they are almost getting it, there are so many enemies, I don't know what I did of wrong, to end up in this song,
I was probably too dumb, I don't know, now I am too numb,
All I can feel is pain, more and more, day after day, everyday,
When I look around, lost and abandoned, I think about the future, and it seens that there's none

Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe i'm just done

Maybe it was all just a really big mistake, and seens like I will be gone, closer and closer,
As the walls keep closing in, and I can't breathe, it seens, that it's really all in vain,
All my efforts, and now all I have is this pain,
Seens like I'm really a mistake, getting closer and closer to the end, I wonder if this is the epilogue, getting aboard a bullet train, soon to be erased,
Straight to the grave

Way, is there a way?
Is that all?

Still in exile, for...I don't know, like I said, already lost track of time,
In this shakesperian monologues nobody really wants to hear, but they keep on hammering in my head, incessantly,
It really feels like Hamlet, no surprise that I can relate,
But I don't need any revenge, just need a change,
Just need to go back home, and follow my way, as a king with no throne,
That's all I need, but maybe it's too late, when I look at the mirror, I don't know what's still left of me,
I just need to go back home, is that really asking too much?
I've been already, waiting, for so long,
Thrown in prison, for no reason, season after season,
I'm getting rotten, all rivers must flow, I'm never recognized, why I have it all denied?
I don't know anymore, but well, at least I tried

I don't really know what the hell is going on, too tired, maybe I'm just done,
Everything's gone, everybody's gone,
No idea what I did of so wrong, to end up that way
Everyday, day after day, seens like a eternity, will I get away?
The walls closing in, more, and more,
It's just too much pain to ignore
As I still try to find a way, in need of rescue, but no one really care,
No one really hear, sometimes all I want is my head to be clear,
All the enemies, they keep on attacking, even tough there's nothing left to break,
Undead, wide awake,
So tired, fading away, fading away,
Heading straight to the grave

On this hollow nights, Death keeps me company
But not even Death wants to take me
So I keep on wandering in nothingness, tortured and bruised,
A phantom and pointless existence, floating in total emptiness,
I just keep my essence, as all I try, all I say, is in vain
I see now, the portrait of nothing, no future,
Everything going down the drain,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!

Way, is that a way?
Everybody's away,
Is that's all?
No one hear, no one hear, no one hear,
When I call

So ironic, that I was born and raised,
Among the worst kinds of criminals and thieves,
And I should be just one of them, but in the end I was the one stolen, I was the one broken,
I kept my integrity, but for what price? They stole my dignity, I had the natural right of living denied
My efforts were never really recognized, I'm going blind, future is getting outta sight
So ironic, how I was always right in the middle of the scum, still I never felt tempted to join them,
I refused so many opportuinities, now when I look back, I kind of regret,
But whatever, now it's too late, it's so ironic, that in such scenario, I never even picked up a gun,
Still I was convicted without commiting any crime,
I was denied every chance, even any right of self - defense,
I am always pointed out as the one who offends,
And all I wanted, all I needed, was to be on my own,
Well, maybe not the way I planned, seens like I am finally going to rest,
Maybe I just have no future, maybe i'm just part of the past,
My heart keeps beating in vain, feeding the pain,
All in vain, going down the drain
I was so abused, feel so confused, getting consumed,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!

Hello? Anybody hear?
Anybody here?
Oh, it was just the echo of my own voice,
You know? I wish just for once I had a choice

I don't know why , I still try,
In the end I always fail, I'm gonna die
In my silent despair, no one really seen to care,
I still try to save myself, but I really don't know, if it's just too late
If i'm not really supposed to escape, all I know is that I can't go on with nothing but pain to feel,
So misplaced, unable to heal,
Head over heels, lost and alone, everyone's gone, everything's gone,
Not even Death wants me, still I struggle,
It's just survival instict probably, I don't really know anymore,
All I know is that I deserved something more


Maybe it's just the epilogue,
Maybe it's just the way it ends,
At least, I know I did my best,
So lost and alone,
Seens like nobody is going to save me , I keep trapped in time, I have no shelter
Okay, whatever, maybe it's jst time to be laid to rest,
Maybe there's just no future to me, I see everything disappearing,
Right in front of me, so fast,
I'm just part of the past,
Yeah, seens like I really won't be saved, getting erased,
Everyday, faster and faster, day after day,
Fading away, fading away,
I'm just a stupid mistake, heading straight to the grave

Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet me,
It's so scary, as everything disappear,
Don't know if that's the end of a chapter, or the epilogue of the book,
Each way, I'm avoiding to take a look,
I just do what I must do,
Hoping something will work right, this time,
Hoping I can get away, before the walls smash me, suffocated,
Getting erased, spiritual starvation, see no salvation,
Maybe they will have my head on the plate, after all,
When I look around, ghosts and shadows dancing,
All around,
And that's all

Lost and alone, maybe it was all really just a big mistake,
Heading straight to the grave

Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe I'm just done, maybe i'm just done

Living Dead

You were trapped in hell, when we met
I just could not leave you there,
So I lifted you up the best I could
I proved my loyalty, and helped you to be free
Wasted myself away, exposed myself away,
And became such a easy prey
When you achieved liberty, and no longer needed me,
I was just thrown away

Now, as you enjoy, the spoils
I was left behind to die
Now, when I was the one, trapped in hell,
Yelling for help, from my prison cell,
You just mocked me and left me there
My services were no longer necessary,
So why would you really care?

All I tried, I failed, I died
All I bled, was in vain, the pain is still always crawling inside

And then I just burnt myself, in purifying fire
The only way to survive
I bled it all out, my veins are dry
Somehow it still hurts, the torture never ends
I had to kill myself to survive
When I opened my dead eyes,
I saw all your game and your lies
I guess I will never understand why

All I used to believe, torn apart in front of me
All I feel, the wounds that never heal

I was just a ladder, for you to climb,
I was just a ladder, for everyone to climb,
Then when I'm no longer useful,
Just leave me behind
I died, but I learned the most valuable lesson,
Noble idiots like me were born only to be abused

I also learned, that whatever I do, is in vain
And in the end, for any good intention,
The only prize will be the pain
I'm not good enough, for anything,
For anyone, I'm just a key, once you unlocked the door,
You just don't need me anymore

All I see, a desecrated spectre in front of me
All I hear, the grave calling me

So, you are free
Guess it's all just the way it's supposed to be
I remain in prison, and now I know for sure,
No one is going to rescue me
I no longer yell for help, I embraced my dreadful destiny
I accepted that there's nothing for me
So I just dwell in agony, this endless misery

Have fun, while I build a gun
For I too shall be free,
This nothingness is too much for me
What have I done, to be left so alone,
Guess it does not really matters, as it approaches, the glow
I'm fading away, getting closer everyday,
It gets harder and harder to breathe

All I see, the clouds of pain devouring me
All I hear, the boat of Hades calling me

Guess I will never really understand, but my purpose was done
Soon I will be finally gone,
It's no surprise, I always knew I would perish alone
Now there's only silence, and the marks of violence
I just wait for Death to take me away,
It's no suprise, I always knew I would end up that way
Betrayed, raped, stabbed and abandoned corpse
That I buried, I was the only one in my own funeral
Now guess that's all, drowning in silence, will no longer call
Why would anyone really care, after all?
I'm just waiting, Death
I'm just waiting for my last breath

Bad Map

Cruel intentions, passive - agressiveness
Double Stantards, hypocisy, oppression, all about convenience
Politics, injustice, lies, constant conflicts, a artificial land, in decadence,
Just like Israel, it seens just like Israel
It feels just like Israel, it's a pure hell
And well, if this is Israel,
I definitely can't be Palestine
I'm not even a part of this continent,
Is it really that hard to understand?

I'm more like some kind of Latvia, all I want is to live my life on my own, peacefully
Just to live and let live, just to be, quietly, silently, invisible,
Not willing to take anything away from anyone,
But also aware of my rights, and not willing to give in and surrender to any pillage,
I know, my role in this hole, is the villain role,
But it's just a matter of logic, any offense requires self - defense
Don't want anything more than what's mine,
Can't accept anymore, anything less than what's mine,
Just like a eastern european, I have pride,
And when attacked,
I just strike back
What? You think I'm Gibraltar?
This shit clearly has gone too far

The way the words spoken do not match the actions,
Seens like the Genebra Convention,
Well, whatever is the real intention,
We must remember that a Swiss phony policy of neutrality,
Never works on a long - term proccess, it's  just not self - sustainable,
So it fell apart, because it's not natural, and we are what we are

The game just went too far, and I feel quite Syrian,
Because all the loud, excruciating, and random sabotage and bombing,
Brings out all the worst and the best of my survival instinct,
And it got me to the edge, after all this time, I had enough of that,
So I just want to get out of this bad map

Too much distortion, corrosion, confusion, and corruption
I am dismissed and tried to prove my value, in vain
Just like Catalonia and Spain
But if I'm Catalonia, so i'm not really a part of Spain,
And Catalonia might be valuable,
But still will be always be considered nothing but a a inconvenience by Spain
It's too much time and energy wasted for any attempt to fit will be in vain,
Since the nature of a nation can't work in such dreadful and unnatural situation
Do you know what I am?
I am a nation, and a nation must declare it's sovereignty,
It's just the way it is

It's too much confusion,  too much corruption,
In this artificial continent, I don't even belong to,
Too much false constitution, too much pollution,
And I just had enough, so I'm out of all this messed up illusion,
I know you need a villain, but despite all the violations,
 I won't go North Korean on anyone, just want to go home, and after all, I actually hate confrontations,
It's just not really my style

But I am a nation, aware and too fed up with such situation,
So I will just raise my flag, I just give it all back,
I no longer even see or hear Laos and Somalia, or whatever Liberia that appears,
They are all too small, after all
And I'm no superpower, neither want to be,
But i'm big enough to not fall against such small enemies
I just needed to realize that, had enough of hell, so now all I need is to
Get out of this bad map

I am a nation, just like Iran, I don't care if USA needs to label me as the villain,
Because I know what I am, and I am a nation, just like the Persians, I will fight against intolerance
Too fed up of the silly dance,
Find someone else to blame, as I am no longer a part of the game
I'm not even a part of this continent, time to restore the natural order,
Underestimated like Russia, but fully aware of my rights, and of my border
Too sick, had enough of all this schizophrenic disorder,
Had enough of warzone, just need to go back home,
Had enough of hell, everybody wins, if I'm gone,
It's just not natural, neither sustainable, and I'm not even a part of it,
So I just need to get back to my rightful place, to where I'm not a mistake,
Cause I had enough, I just had enough of all that,
Just gotta get out of this bad map

I no longer care, about anything else, since it's all just pure anarchy,
And it's so easy to see how I don't belong here,
I got too tired, too fed up, to care,
About silly politics, silly games, and silly warzones where I'm always framed,
All I need is to get out of this bad map

Relief

There was no else there
When I was stabbed
Multiple times
By this, sadistic, figure
Proud A student
I chose not to see, the knife of betrayal
Then I died,
But at least I tried

And now I am free, of you all
Now I am free, of me
Now I have become, what I had to become
I'm a king, that does not really need a throne,
I laugh, as I leave my corpse behind,
And take a last look at the tombstone

They will complain,
Sure they will
But I am now, what they always accused me to be
So in the need of someone to carry the guilt,
I wll be gone, so look at your mirror
Blame yourself, and kill yourself,
Lay in the sun, let all hope melt,
Are you ready for what's next, do you have a bullet belt?

I'm so glad I'm dead, thanks for that
You are dead too, but you are too deluded to see,
So you will bleed, while my veins had already dried,
I lost it all, but I'm free, in nothingness,
I died, but at least I tried

Happythankyounomore

Oh, how time flies
Was Christopher right?
In calling your name
In the middle of the night

In your eyes, in your hands,
Invisible, absent,
Trouble, with language, they seen unable, to understand
In my eyes, in my hands,
Can't touch, can't feel, out of reach
Fading, in spectral existence
Should not worry that much,
It was all written in sand

Wake up, child
I always saw all you tried to hide
Keep sleeping, child
Can't tame me, I'm wild
I know no one is coming to rescue me

Oh, slipping away, through our fingers, our hands
How time flies, specially when we throw clocks on each other
How fast it all dies, when we waste our time with lies
Lying to me, lying to yourself, fearful, hiding inside
Lying to you, lying to myself, too scared to admit, that nothing is really mine
Washed away, by multiple waves, only a several mistakes, erased,
Forever, so it should not even matter,
If someday you will understand,
It was written in sand

Go away, child
You are domesticated, I'm wild
We are out of time, child
Let's just cut the wire
And let it be
You get burned everytime you play with fire,
The entire building is on fire,
And I know no one is coming to rescue me

You have been so, unbeliavable,
In the silent way you killed me
Now, as I disappear, free of my old fears
Won't forget that when a ghost screams, nobody hears,
You will be too free, with your choice, hope you rejoice
I will just fade into the streets I belong,
Voiceless, no longer singing along,
That's how it is, now please, just let me be

I will never look back, I will leave it all behind
It's over, the board is clear, what is this that you still fear?
I don't think it really still matters, away, forever
I will not look back, never,
We all will be so mich better,
I have come to rescue me,
I will be nothing, I will be everything

Get Away

Your contradictions have brought you here
But now you are so lost and unclear
You know how to talk, but still can't seen to learn to hear
So you keep on running, straight to suicide,
And you don't even realize

I don't have to
Do what you tell me to
And you don't have to
Understand my ways too,
But, you haven't spoke clearly
We are already so wasted away,
You know we need to get away,
And we already spoke too much

So I thought, nothing is right
I have taken too much
But then I woke up, and fought back
I just reacted, it was never me the one who decided
So I thought, I have to fight for my rights
I already tolerated too much
But now, things must get clear,
And I don't see how can you disagree,
I need to get away from here
I already had enough, we already took too much

Son of No One (011)

A missed mark, full circle, return of the spark
Since day one, I was burnt by this plastic sun
When I first woke up, and saw all the violence,
The birth of my conscience, in my unwanted presence,
They were supposed to give me life, some kind of guidance,
Instead they just gave me a early death sentence,
So now I see, the way they killed me
Since day one, trapped on their living hell
Still always trapped under the gun,
That's how it all begun, for the Son of No One

Rejected, neglected, by the vessels of my arrival,
Lost in their sick carnival, the perfect victim,
For all their hate and frustrations,
So, I did my time, paid for all your crimes,
Now I'm about to leave my prison cell
The last chapter of the filthy book, you can't overlook
I will be, whatever I have to be, away from here,
Free, let's celebrate, the end of all this mistake,
I will be free, and you will get rid of me,
Finally

Your favorite villain, your perfect scapegoat
Someone to blame, a symbol of your shame, always the same,
The unwanted one, but don't worry, soon I'll be gone,
On my way back home, raped and erased,
But washed away from all the shame, reborn from the original flame,
You gotta find someone else to blame

You fail to accept, that hell is supposed to be for everyone
After all the climbing, I realized the plan
Above the plastic sun, I'm no longer under the gun

Waking dead, but walking free,
The end of the book, all disease will cease,
Just me, on my way, away, I'm gonna fade,
In peace, as I slip into the void, I wish all the best for you and your family
Now that it's all clear, we can procceed,
As I see the veins run, the way it's supposed to be,
Finally

Lifeless, Deathless, Painless,
A simple difference between zero and one,
Embraced by the Black Sun, I no longer see the gun,
I burn my eyes, and still see the masterplan,
One, one, with myself, the Son of No One

T.K.C

You make promises, so many vows
But all vows that are spoken, we know they are just spells
Waiting to be broken
(You are just not reallly open)

All promises of loyalty and support,
Trust and honour,
Fade away like flowers,
Turn to ashes in meteor showers,
People, they will stick around, as long as they need something from you
Then they will just throw you away, beware, build a circle of fire
Protect yourself from all the sociopathy of a society
Where your friends, enemies, and even your family
Are nothing bit second - class vampires
(Something was stolen)

Build a fence, a circle of inner defense
Break the table, get the board clear,
It makes no difference, just focus on your essence
It's enough, if you have your presence
Remember that while you want people,
People just want to steal, whatever they need
To satisfy their selfish material and emotinal greed

Their words don't match their actions,
They don't really care if you bleed
Or if they put you into mayhem
So think with me, the people....
Do we really need them?
Definitely not in general, not at all,
But they just behave like that because they are weak,
And they will need you, and when they need you, just let them fall...


Just like you fell
You have all you need, in yourself
Whoever proves they are worthy of walking by your side,
Deserves all your best, and fuck all the rest
Gotta rise from the ground, no, you are not allowed to stick around
Gotta keep your dignity, so if they failed to pass the test,
They are just shadows of the past
(Something is expanding)

They make promises, they seen really comitted
Have not we seen it all before?
It's an old trick, they smell good, but they are rotten to the core
It's the funeral of humanity, the zombies are out for blood,
That's what they need, well, let them starve
People...Do we really need them?
No, not anymore
(Something is developing)

(Dedicated to "S", "A", and "C")

Unbecoming

I am a dog, watching from outside

The grocery store, I'm not allowed inside

I am a old dog, drooled until I dried

Old dog, spent so much time,
Chasing my DOWN tail, until I died
Joker's spirit, finally free,
It's fine, at least I tried

Ready to unleash the beast inside
Happy with my old friend Death, by my side
Remembering and unbecoming, as the flames of the wolf, come out
In inner light
Walking away from the illusions of life
Third Eye open wide

Too late to start again, life is a spinning wheel, all cycles repeat

Too late to start again, there's nothing to gain
Incinerating, all the Neros and their Romes
I just watch the fire, as I slide into ice
Wave goodbye, to the dying empire

Underdog, Mr Robot, Jesu Dod
No one ever thought it was just a matter of leaving the table at the right time
Behold the trap the great joke holds inside
As ironic as Bionic

I wonder if my ghost is still seen, somewhere, from nowhere
So many bright cards, it's in the way you choose to dare
Time to define, what's under your skin,
A wolf, or a hare

I Am a Man

Unwanted, and rejected
Abused while still in the crib,
Mama would allow it, why would she cares
I just happened to be there, and how would I compete
With a criminal bitch
It's not even logical, definitely not fair,
But I'm a man, I was born without a vagina
But why the hell would they care?

I was born without a vagina, I'm just their mistake
I was born without a vagina, society considers me a plague
I was born without a vagina, so I will always be second place
I was born without a vagina, so I am never safe

I was thrown in the streets, I could even be arrested
Always guilty by default, even when I'm the one attacked
Sent to endless exile in the middle of nowhere,
But why would you care, I commited this horrible crime
I was born without a vagina, I'm not a psychopatic pink bitch
So it's not fair, but fuck it, whatever, right?
I should not even be there, so
Why the hell would you care?

I was born without a vagina, so I don't have any rights
I was born without a vagina, so I can't be a concubine
Damn, what a bad luck, I was born a man,
Yeah, that's what I am, and I do what I can,
But it makes no difference at all, none of it
Just because i'm not a bitch
No logic at all, then I'm the one who is always crazy
What the fuck?
But well, I won't cut off my dick,
So I will never be your bitch
So well, fuck it,
Now I am the one who don't really care

I was born without a vagina, so I can't paint my nails, that would make of me a faggot
In the narrow view of the maggots
I was born without a vagina, so I can't have emotions
I was born without a vagina, so I'm the easy target
For all society corrosions, all biological and moral distortions,
No matter what I do, I will never get any respect
And you know what, now i no longer care about that

Because I am a man, and that's what I will always be
I won't cut off my dick, I will never be your bitch
I no longer wish to be accepted, lost the mother, don't need another,
Will no longer crawl for any affection or attention,
I'm not a bitch, so I will never have daddy's respect
Will always be a freak, in the eyes of a dead society
And well, just fuck it!

I'm a man, I'm not a bitch, it's not my problem
If that bothers you, so deal with it
I won't cut off my dick, I will never be your bitch
I will just jump on my dear river, swim and disappear,
Because I had enough, got too tired of all this sick shit

I saw it all, I will no longer fall
On such traps, now I'm always looking over my back
And I will stand for myself, yes, I have my rights
I need no plastic sun to shine, I have my own lights
And it will be always like this, always the one to blame,
Always the same game, then I'm the one insane,
Public Enemy Number One, well, it does not really matters,
For now I don't really care anymore, I'm done

Because I  am a man, I just do what I can, and that's all I will always be
I'm not a worthless bitch, will never be, so I can't be tamed
Yeah, I'm a man, should I be ashamed?
Well, I'm not, actually, I'm quite proud
And I had enough, so I'm out
I was never a part of any of it, anyway,
So I better just fade in peace back home, where I really belong,
I'm not even part of the band, so I must sing my own song, alone
Everybody wins, so I must be gone

So go ahead and treat me like shit
So go ahead and ignore me
Just because i'm not a bitch

All these bitches, always annoying me
Putrid and disgusting political tools, a great show to entertain the fools
Pseudo - Activism, sexism, low self - esteem,
And they call it feminism, so they will feel useful
So they can pretend they are real women,
But they will still be always just worthless bitches,
Worshipped by the pathetic and weak

Soon they will pay the price,
All real men and women are about to rise
To wash away all this shameful disgrace
They will be the first ones to taste the rage
Of the dark mother, of the prince of the princes,
They will be all erased!

I see the violence against you,
Do you see the violence against me?
You don't give a damn about what I go through,
So well, I will not give a damn about you, too

Oh, I was born without a vagina
What a horrible crime
I was born without a vagina
So I have to be always kicke around,
And have no right of self - defense
I was born without a vagina,
So my existence is a offense
Well, fuck all that

So go ahead and treat me like shit
Go ahead and blame me
Just because i'm not a bitch

I am a man, I was born without a vagina, sorry if that bothers you
I was born without a vagina, so I am the one who is cruel
I was born without a vagina, so why would you hear when I call
I was born without a vagina, so I have no respect at all
And well, whatever, it is what is, it will be what it got to be
I am a man, yeah, that's me
Go ahead and blame me, ignore me, hate me
But you can never tame me
I no longer care
Why would anyone care?

I see the violence against you,
Do you see the violence against me?
You don't give a damn about my pain,
So why should I even care?
I will just stare,
I'm not even a part of this nightmare

I won't cut off my dick,
Yeah, I will never be your bitch,
I am what I am, and I will be what I have to be
So well, it's not my problem, if i'm your problem,
You just gotta  deal with it
I am what I am, and I am a man,
I will never be a worthless bitch!

Last Call

Wearing a black coat
Down the road
I don't, walk alone
On roads that I don't know
Its' no shame, to need some guide
Leaving behind, the fragile wall of pride
You need a map, don't you get that?
You are so sure that you know what you are doing
You pretend you are secure and safe
You run, and hide
Somwhere, so far
But I see, through your mask
And, I know who you really are

I only walk alone, the roads, that I already know
At this point, I got to walk them all,
So I can be a a guide,
Everyone needs it, even I need a guide sometimes
But you keep on lying, to me, and even worse,
You keep on lying and betraying yourself
Hiding like a scary child, behind the pale mask of pride
There's no choice, we all have to go, into the wild
But if you insist in playing this game, and just hide
You simply will not survive

You are lost....
So lost
And it's so sad, how you don't see that,
You are losing it,
You are losing it all
You are losing yourself,
You are losing to yourself,
Your pride, is taking away your prize
Your pride, will end up taking your life
On the highway to suicide,
So sad, you don't even realize
But well, if that's what you are really gonna buy
Do you even know the price?

I, will keep walking
My own road, until I reach this old familiar road that i always knew
Then I will finally breathe, again
I will let out, all the pain
It will not be in vain, no, not for me
I will walk those roads I miss so, back home
Then I will just disappear, I will be forever gone
I will be, finally free
And you will be, completely alone
With your pain, again
Time is ticking out....
For us all, so it's now or never,
All or nothing,
Forever, or never....Whatever

I wonder, if you know
Where are you standing now,
How low
I wonder if you realize, how much are you bleeding,
How much you are fooling yourself, thinking that you are winning,
In these silly games you play
How exposed you are,
While you think you are safe in your shelter, of
Cigarettes, alcohol, academics, mind games, energy drinks,
As your soul sinks....

So lost, in the rain
All your pain, will end up being in vain
Are you really sure which side of the track you are?
If you don't open your eyes now, from so very far
You will get slaughtered, by a bullet train

And I will have to just walk away
Master of nothing at all
If you really buy it,
I will have to just let you pay for it
Since I can help you climb all the hills
But no one can pay for your bills

When you decided, to buy this mask
Do you really know how much it costs?
Did you even looked at the price tag?
Yeah, it's a really cruel and cold world
And nothing here is for free
Do you really know the price?
Well, I know you can't pay for it,
It's just too high

All this illusion, you purchased
Desperatedly, trying to escape,
Will not save you from what's real,
All the placebos you purchased,
Will become the blade
That will seal your fate
And then, it will be too late
You obviously, still can get out,
But you must hurry up, for time is ticking out....

Yes, time is ticking out,
For us all,
In the speed, of light,
And soon, all these lights will be out
Leaving you lost and alone, in the dark
(Just because you were too proud)
Then, I will disappear,
I will be, no longer here,
I will be, on the otherside, of the waterfall
Hope to see you there,
After the fall,
After all

I'm also lost, lost inside myself
That means, I found myself, so
Now I can see the map, I can see it all,
And I got the call, I'm not even really here anymore
And all my holograms are fading, so
If you want to, join me on the walk...
Must do something real instead of just talk
It's now or never
All or nothing
Forever, or never....
Whatever?

Post - Modern Dracula

• Since the day I was born, I started to get torn
• Since day one, I've been always under the gun
• No one's son, cursed by the sun,
• Nobody's hero, waiting for the Zero
• Everyone's favorite villain, now trapped on a tomb
• Hated and rejected, since the putrid womb,
• Mudered a thousand times, totally wrecked,
• But somehow, I always ressurect
• I am still One, I will be always back
• 
  
• Hey, I might be dead, but I'm still here,
• Still trapped in this hell,
• Everyday I dwell, 
• In this sick spell,
• Post - Modern Dracula
• 
  
• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
• 
  
• Yeah, I am still One
• Even after I came undone
• Always under the gun,
• Mudered a thousand times, ignored and abandoned
• The favorite villain, someone to blame
• For all your shame
• That's my role, part of my whole
• Son of Belial, no longer in denial,
• Since I was born, I was always torn
• But once again, somewhere from the pain,
• I am reborn
• 
  
• Keep, on strking me with this spell,
• Cursed by the sun, vicious circles, repeating,
• Ignored, disrespected, and bored, can't take it anymore
• Gonna break my cage, and run, away from Horus gun. away from the sun
• Broken and undone, but finally free,
• I am no hero, I am Zero,
• At the same time, I am still One
• 
  
• Day after day, I dwell in this hell,
• A hell which I can no longer dwell,
• No more bottles to sell, dead and gone,
• It really does not matter, it can easily get better,
• Just need to follow my way, alone,
• Breaking the curse, back to home,
• Forever
• 
  
• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
• Kill me, baby
• 
  
• Undead, from out of nowhere,
• Somehow, I will always come back
• Still on the track, no matter how much I bled,
• Bloody tears to shed, a ghost in black
• Post - Modern Dracula
• 
  

Anyway

That I have to see, everyday
That makes me bleed, everyday,
Anyway

I should just cut the wires
That keeps me on this planet
Time keeps frozen, always the same, sleep, than wake up, than repeat
In the name of a pointless existence, in prison, for no reason
Day after day, it's only pain, in vain
And I really hate to sleep
Just a ghost, nobody to hear
It's like I'm not even here,
Maybe...I am no longer here, indeed
So maybe I would be free, of all the constant headaches,
Find some peace, get my head finally clear

Or maybe I should just cut all of them,
Out of the picture, so I would also be in peace
Free from all the poison, all the noise,
There would be no one left to hurt me,
It would all just cease
But I just keep on cutting, I just keep on trying,
And I will just keep on lying, I will just keep on dying,
Ignored, forevermore,
Anyway

Final Solution

Bless me with war and destruction
Deconstruction, absoution
Rise and fall, ashes to ashes
Destruction, solution

Can't you take me?
Away from the sun
Can't you give me?
A different gun

Pollution, corruption
Hostility, beating me, attacking me,
Kill me, thanks for killing me
Now that I'm dead, I'm so glad,
I'm finally free, free to be
Free of the poison of life, no longer addicted
I will do the same for you,
I will kill you too

Stab me, try to stab me
Right on my heart, you can't, I will laugh
Your knives will pass right through this hole in my heart
Yeah, you have gone too far
Now I'm so glad that we all have gone too far
For I am just what I am,
The same way you are just what you are

Can't you take me?
Away from the sun?
Can't you open this cage?
I just want to run

Love is the Drug (Sweet Poison)

Oh, my dear friend
You got away free and clean from all the toxicity
All the post - modern concrete age contradictions and addictions
But you fell, on the worst trap, the one that will always break your back....

Love is the worst of all addictions
Such dependence, leads to inevitable decadence
Such overwhelming substance clouds your judgement,
Gets you weaker and weaker, breaks all your defenses,
And smash all and any innocence,
Then when you wake up, to try to get out,
You will have to bleed as you walk barefooted,
Through all the pieces of the broken glass
And it feels like it will never pass....


Love is the drug
That drags into a fairy tale, hallucination, alienation,
But it feels so real, much more real than any LSD Trip
And you can't escape it after it's injected right in your vein
It will kill you, in a more painful and faster way than heroin

Oh, my dear friend
Love is a sweet poison
The flavour keeps us from realizing that it's pure poison
That we are getting right into our system
And it's often too late when you find out, to get away, after all the excess
Without killing yourself in the proccess

I hope one day you can see it too,
I hope one day, hopefully in time, you realize,
That everything written by this kind of love,
Is written in sand....
It's not really there, it's not really real
It will vanish suddenly when the waves from the great sea wash it all away
Then you will have to die to heal,
Then you wiil have kill yourself to get away

Aftermath

Always had to make too much with too little
Always running from the all the noise, too loud
Learned to live with no life
I can do much with little, just like anyone
But what can I do without...?

All alone, from hell to hell
In eternal agony, I dwell
But it does not matter, it's been so long since I fell
It does not really matters, I'll be well

So glad,
I'm dead
Getting lost inside myself, away from the violence
So glad, a spectre,
I'm not here, ot there, I'm in nowhere
(Nothing left to care)

Always floated around
Screaming in vain, so useless to explain
Tried to reach them all, a thousand of missed calls
And when I am seen, my presence is toxic
It's just my essence, misunderstood
But I'm fine, drinking my own blood
Each one of us a different disease
In the end, we all got sick

So glad,
You are dead
I wonder if you can be without
So glad, aftermath
I keep myself,
Just have to work it out
(Nothing left to stare)

Going nowhere, I don't care, not anymore,
Nothing left to fight for
I just wait, for it to cease
(No longer naive to believe)
I'm tired, retired
I am alone and gone, forevermore

So glad, I'm dead
So glad, you are dead
The only difference is that I accept
So glad, aftermath
I can't help myself, just need to get out
I can live without.....

Stockholm Syndrome

Just look, in the holy book
Just look, all the filthy blood
Just look, all the innocent blood

Christ was nulified, when crucified
His remains, by the cross were sodomized
That same cross that sodomized humanity
Now you are all unable to sit

Vatican, it's all about the xxxholics
The holy book and all it's pornography
The holy book and all it's obscenity
The holy book and all it's hypocrisy
That's why you are gonna bleed until you die
That's why you had to fulfill that need

Christ was raped, so your beloved God could rape you too
Then you developed this satisfaction and onsession for suffering
So masochistic, pathetic, and weak
You love it when Jeovah beats you up,
Or you beat yourself up, in very foundation of Opus Dei
And all you do is surrender, and ask for more, and more
You fell in love with your dominatrix
Just like your messiah did
Now you are trapped, doomed in the matrix

A Bulb of Garlic

Come on, hey wake up
Its' time for you to get out of bed
Forever wasted
But at least now you are awake
It's a brand new day
Plenty of more mistakes to make

Consider it,
Consider it all
AS just another clear warning,
Or some kind of sign
Of the increasing downfall

Saving it all,
Saving all the energy you can
Everything was already spitted out,
It's now known perfectly how to be without
It's now clearer than ever, nothing can or should last forever
And the time has already passed to get out

Come on, and shake it
Maybe there's still something left
Empty bottles, forsaken enough to be free
Come on, and break it
Smash it in my head
I know you want it
I know you always wanted to
But be quick,
For things are just thr way they are,
The way they are supposed to be,
And soon I will be no longer here

And now you got yourself caught in another day
Another trap of poisoned clouds and the pale light of the plastic sun
The time to separate the hunter from the prey
Nothing left to say, I hope you are aware,
There's no black or white, this is all grey
And in the end of another day, we will be even more wasted away

So now go ahead and break it,
You can't curse my name
Cause I have none, at the same time, I have many
But it just does not matter,
You know that nothing ever last forever
I am what I am, whatever you think I am,
Won't change a thing
I will still just be what I have to be
Each of us have a different path,
So this will be for better,
And I'm sure you know that

But go ahead, and waste it
Waste all that we still have
Come on, and blame me
Just like you always do
Just like the world needs to
You need someone to blame, so come on and blame me
I'm ready to carry all the weight in my head
It's always the same
But no one can tame me
It will be better if you just remember that
Everything else, it just does not matter
It's all just about cycles, nothing lasts forever

Everything is just how they are
I am just what I am,
I will be just what I have to be
I will go home somehow, but we build the tomorrow now
Consider it, consider it all,
Just more valuable lessons learned
Take it, take it all,
But remember we are all getting just more and more wasted away
I'm aware, I know and I see now my place on the board
I wonder what you see, but hey, it's just another day
To determine the difference, between hunter and prey

You have your way, I have my way
And we are still trapped
It's still there, still here, but at least it no longer scratch
We are all wasted away, there's no black or white, it's all just grey
I must go, somehow I will go away
You should do the same, before we get all insane
Jump from the falling plane

Because it's all getting down
It's all falling down
I must jump out before I reach the ground
You have your path, I have my path
We must get away, time to each of us to have it our own way
Too tired to fight, too tired to play, just too tired
I just need to retire, I will get away,
Somehow, but well, today will be just another day
I'm no longer speaking, I'd rather hear what you have to say

Consider it, consider it all
As just more and more symptons of the downfall
Falling down, it's all falling down,
Do you see that we  must jump, before we all reach the ground
Falling down, I just keep on falling down,
And I just can't ignore the call
This plane, so messy and insane,
All about blame, and shame,
It just does not make any sense at all

But I no longer speak,
Have to cease, as I search for peace
All we ever do here is just to bleed
Yes, I brace myself, I have growing fear
But I no longer speak, or try to figure it out,
I know how to be without,
It just must cease, time is running out
But why should I speak, all I need is peace
And what do you say? Whatever you have to say,
I'm just interested in hear,
While, we keep all trapped here
I think it's really clear

The sun is out, the sun is out there
But it is not a real one,
I just don't care,
I'm so glad
I don't know if I can still choose,
Before to just look or to stare
But it just does not matter,
When I have too many empty bottles in my head,
I'm just aware