I tend to forget
That this is not like a airplane
It's not how it works
In the end, we just pretend, all the time,
That we are not walking through a specific line
I do not regret
That I always forget
This does not works like a airplane,
I only remember, after it already crashed
And they are human like me,
But they bleed differently of how I bleed,
It's not the same, even tough we are all insane
That' why I ended up alone, it's just the way it was supposed to be
I feel secure when I have a crane
So I can grip, even if sometimes I slip
I always stay in the game, I'm still in the game,
But it's just not the same
I often forget
That I'm not a crab
Even tough a really good mime,
There's nothing mine, there's no life, but it's alright
I no longer try to fly, so I will no longer crash
I was never a pilot, so why even try
I no longer feel the blows, I just go with the tide,
This time I learned
That I'm dead, and I better stay dead
That's just the way it is
So I just walk the line, defined,
The road is only one, a straight line
But it's not like if it was Dorothy
As there is no one walking by my side
We just play the game, all the way, yes, it's lame,
But the only way is forward, I stay on the game,
It's just another lie, the airplane
I just go along with the tide, it's alright,
But it's just not the same
To walk in total absence of light
Won't forget this time
Too many scars to remember,
Too many scars to surrender,
I finally realize
Nothing is mine
If you are dead, you must stay dead,
You can't forget, what you are supposed to be
Not anymore
Just try to ignore
We are all insane, it's just not the same,
It will never be the same anymore,
Easy to see in the middle of a empty sky,
Will obey fate this time
We will never be alright
But just go along with the tide
quinta-feira, 17 de março de 2016
A - Effect
I did everything you told me to,
I pretended to be everything you wanted me to,
I played all the games you wanted me to,
So you are to blame, and the shame, is on you
I don't want anything from you, I just need it today,
All I take, I just borrow,
What can I say? I need it today
But I will give you it all back, including all the violence and deception
How else could it be?
I will return it all to you tomorrow,
I will throw it all away
If you create and raise a mistake, if you abuse, if you beat, if you keep a wild animal locked in a cage, it might bite you
If you feed, a wild animal with lies, for too long time, it might learn how to lie to you too,
If you kick, the ball in the wall, it will come back to you,
You bow down to Karma, don't you?
It should not surprise you
All I have taken until today, I will give you it all back,
What can I say? There is no other way
In a knife party, everyone will bleed,
How else could it be?
Including all the shame and sorrow,
I will return you all of it, tomorrow, tomorrow
I will throw myself away
Will follow the only way
I can no longer play
I already gone away
You will regret, everything you made me go through,
When you lie, when you cheat, when you betray, the animal right next to you,
Your mistake, it can learn to do it too,
If you take, and don't pay, you get, a lot of debts, even if you play dead,
One day, it will all come back to you,
If you are so smart, It should not surprise you
And now, it surprises you
And now, it all comes back to get you
You can lie, you can play, you can fake, but the walls close in, the quicksand you prepared,
You fell on it too, now what are you going to do?
I wonder, when the boards turns around completely, and you see, only vultures, like you, around you, the same game against you, out of time, one hungry vulture, in the future
It might surprise you
The touch of the truth
It might surprise you
I pretended to be everything you wanted me to,
I played all the games you wanted me to,
So you are to blame, and the shame, is on you
I don't want anything from you, I just need it today,
All I take, I just borrow,
What can I say? I need it today
But I will give you it all back, including all the violence and deception
How else could it be?
I will return it all to you tomorrow,
I will throw it all away
If you create and raise a mistake, if you abuse, if you beat, if you keep a wild animal locked in a cage, it might bite you
If you feed, a wild animal with lies, for too long time, it might learn how to lie to you too,
If you kick, the ball in the wall, it will come back to you,
You bow down to Karma, don't you?
It should not surprise you
All I have taken until today, I will give you it all back,
What can I say? There is no other way
In a knife party, everyone will bleed,
How else could it be?
Including all the shame and sorrow,
I will return you all of it, tomorrow, tomorrow
I will throw myself away
Will follow the only way
I can no longer play
I already gone away
You will regret, everything you made me go through,
When you lie, when you cheat, when you betray, the animal right next to you,
Your mistake, it can learn to do it too,
If you take, and don't pay, you get, a lot of debts, even if you play dead,
One day, it will all come back to you,
If you are so smart, It should not surprise you
And now, it surprises you
And now, it all comes back to get you
You can lie, you can play, you can fake, but the walls close in, the quicksand you prepared,
You fell on it too, now what are you going to do?
I wonder, when the boards turns around completely, and you see, only vultures, like you, around you, the same game against you, out of time, one hungry vulture, in the future
It might surprise you
The touch of the truth
It might surprise you
Eugenie (A Journey to Freedom)
Free, only if you fall
Give up all chains of morality,
You can no longer ignore this call
They sell you something you don't need,
Because you fear mortality,
So you get trapped and forever in debt
For all you already had, immortality,
For there is not really life or death,
Mere illusions on the path to infinity
Lustful and sinful ritual,
Consumed and satisfied
Now that you fell, you are free of it all
Young and corrupted, victim of trust,
But you know you must,
You knew you had to to,
Corrupted and consumed,
But no longer denied
Carnality, cruelty, a necessary tool,
On the swimming pool,
On the way to infinity
Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Raped and erased, no longer enslaved,
Nullify, death and life,
Drink straight from the honeypot, and get free,
The sting of the bee is a part of it
Swim through all the filthy, through impurity,
Bleed all your mortality, find true purity,
In the other side of the river, as nature itself determined it to be
Innocence, erased, once and for all,
You only break the spell, by nullifying,
All the laws of the architects of this synthetic hell
Reach the core, get it all, pretend no more
A call that cannot be ignored, not anymore
Dive into impurity,
Destroy yourself, to reach the core
Get it all, got dirty enough,
So you could finally be washed away
Of all you ever thought you were,
Of all you thought you sould be,
Of all that you thought you should care,
Of the poison of morality
Raped and erased, nullified,
Nor here or there,
Fell, finally free
As nature itself determined it to be
Pain and pleasure will set you free,
Dear cruelty, you set me free
I won't buy something I don't need
Flesh is life, already have immortality
I want something I don't have,
I will destroy myself to get that
By deceiving, they set you free
Let yourself be destroyed, and get free, to be
I kind of envy her
It gets so easy to bear
Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Just let it slide, just go with the tide,
Drink my blood, soul is food
(Forever misunderstood)
Drink her blood, soul is food
(The devoured flesh, after forever, feels so good)
Free, only if you fall
Free, only if you erase it all
Now ready, now free,
Now ready, now naked,
Running in the sand, through the crosses,
It's all dead and buried, I too will be erased, I too will be free
Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Become what you are,
Destroy yourself, and consume all life
Give up all chains of morality,
You can no longer ignore this call
They sell you something you don't need,
Because you fear mortality,
So you get trapped and forever in debt
For all you already had, immortality,
For there is not really life or death,
Mere illusions on the path to infinity
Lustful and sinful ritual,
Consumed and satisfied
Now that you fell, you are free of it all
Young and corrupted, victim of trust,
But you know you must,
You knew you had to to,
Corrupted and consumed,
But no longer denied
Carnality, cruelty, a necessary tool,
On the swimming pool,
On the way to infinity
Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Raped and erased, no longer enslaved,
Nullify, death and life,
Drink straight from the honeypot, and get free,
The sting of the bee is a part of it
Swim through all the filthy, through impurity,
Bleed all your mortality, find true purity,
In the other side of the river, as nature itself determined it to be
Innocence, erased, once and for all,
You only break the spell, by nullifying,
All the laws of the architects of this synthetic hell
Reach the core, get it all, pretend no more
A call that cannot be ignored, not anymore
Dive into impurity,
Destroy yourself, to reach the core
Get it all, got dirty enough,
So you could finally be washed away
Of all you ever thought you were,
Of all you thought you sould be,
Of all that you thought you should care,
Of the poison of morality
Raped and erased, nullified,
Nor here or there,
Fell, finally free
As nature itself determined it to be
Pain and pleasure will set you free,
Dear cruelty, you set me free
I won't buy something I don't need
Flesh is life, already have immortality
I want something I don't have,
I will destroy myself to get that
By deceiving, they set you free
Let yourself be destroyed, and get free, to be
I kind of envy her
It gets so easy to bear
Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Just let it slide, just go with the tide,
Drink my blood, soul is food
(Forever misunderstood)
Drink her blood, soul is food
(The devoured flesh, after forever, feels so good)
Free, only if you fall
Free, only if you erase it all
Now ready, now free,
Now ready, now naked,
Running in the sand, through the crosses,
It's all dead and buried, I too will be erased, I too will be free
Unleash the beast inside,
Unleash the beast inside,
Become what you are,
Destroy yourself, and consume all life
With Them
They appear to me
In the middle of the night
They know I tried
They know I cried until my eyes died,
They know I bled until my veins dried,
They listen, when I try to explain,
They never interrumpt me, to make their own assumptions,
They understand, it's not in vain
They are timeless, countless,
They keep me company, in the darkness,
They help me to burn all that's left of me,
So I can fulfill my destiny
As I focus on the old temples,
As old as me,
They speak my language,
They ease the pain, as I get aboard the ghost train
They provide me the answers, the way
Then I see nothing but them
To be, whatever I have to be
To do, whatever I have to do
In the middle of the night is clear, in my tomb
I will wait, until is time to rise
To lifeless but free existence,
To emptiness and endurance,
I'm ready, to embrace my fate
In the middle of the night, I know they will come to me
In the middle of the night, they keep me company,
As I lay on my tomb, forsaken,
Turning into smoke, abosrbing all the darkness and emptiness
They see me, and I see them,
Then I see nothing, but them
In the middle of the night
They know I tried
They know I cried until my eyes died,
They know I bled until my veins dried,
They listen, when I try to explain,
They never interrumpt me, to make their own assumptions,
They understand, it's not in vain
They are timeless, countless,
They keep me company, in the darkness,
They help me to burn all that's left of me,
So I can fulfill my destiny
As I focus on the old temples,
As old as me,
They speak my language,
They ease the pain, as I get aboard the ghost train
They provide me the answers, the way
Then I see nothing but them
To be, whatever I have to be
To do, whatever I have to do
In the middle of the night is clear, in my tomb
I will wait, until is time to rise
To lifeless but free existence,
To emptiness and endurance,
I'm ready, to embrace my fate
In the middle of the night, I know they will come to me
In the middle of the night, they keep me company,
As I lay on my tomb, forsaken,
Turning into smoke, abosrbing all the darkness and emptiness
They see me, and I see them,
Then I see nothing, but them
quarta-feira, 2 de março de 2016
Death Certificate
All I ever had, all I ever was
Dead and lost somewhere in the past
It took me so long to open my eyes
Too much time trapped in denial, but now I see
That there's nothing left here
And no need for a voice, no one's here
Along with my soul, fear starts to disappear
The entire board, clear
I am not pure, that's for sure
But I fought so hard, and deserve something more
Often I make no sense, sometimes I snap, but what did you expected?
I just react, to the way I was raised, attacked, backstabbed,
A spawn of violence, hate, and misery,
So how else could I be?
There's nothing left of me
They are all dead and gone,
Now I bury all my names,
To no more schemes,
To no more games,
Try to find a way to wash away all this shame,
And just forget about myself, forget it all,
It's all gone, I just need to go back home
I am not a cure, that's for sure
But i'm also not part of the disease,
Is it so hard to see?
I am just nobody, I only want peace
And all the rollercoaster madness to cease
So now I bury all my names,
They only bought me pain and shame,
Now I know, it's all lost, I must bury it all
Somwhere in the past, gotta make it fast
Leave myself behind, and forget
All I ever was, all I ever had,
For it's all dead, it's all dead
As dead as any plan I ever made,
As dead as my soul and my heart,
But I can't stop now, I've got this far
So tonight I bury all my names,
All my choices, all my voices,
There's no one here,
To hear, anyway
Tonight, I curse all I ever was, all I was supposed to be,
And bury it all in this casket, so deeply
This casket of shames,
That I must wash away, before I go back home
Went full circle, it's all lost and gone
Gotta fulfill my destiny
Gotta embrace it, my cursed destiny
Of pain, loneliness, and darkness
This is my death certificate,
The best one I can get,
Before I keep on wandering, undead
Crave, for the grave, but can't rest,
Just bury myself in the past, and keep on wandering, no more wondering
To fulfill my cursed destiny
Tonight, I see clearly with no light
I see how I despite,
All I ever was, how I was naive to believe,
That I was not deceased
How I lost, all I ever had,
And how there's no turning back
I wander, for no reason at all,
Stumbling in the wall, undead
Murder, suicide, at the same time,
I can't feel, can't touch, can't heal,
I'm not even real
Wandering, with no purpose, without a death certificate
So tonight, I bury all my names
After I burnt they all in flames,
Call me what I really am,
I am nobody, the son of No One,
Just a ghost, just a shadow in your sun, a broken gun,
In the end of this road, free, of fear,
No one here, no one hear, this last tear,
Free, to disappear,
All the boards, clear
Dead and lost somewhere in the past
It took me so long to open my eyes
Too much time trapped in denial, but now I see
That there's nothing left here
And no need for a voice, no one's here
Along with my soul, fear starts to disappear
The entire board, clear
I am not pure, that's for sure
But I fought so hard, and deserve something more
Often I make no sense, sometimes I snap, but what did you expected?
I just react, to the way I was raised, attacked, backstabbed,
A spawn of violence, hate, and misery,
So how else could I be?
There's nothing left of me
They are all dead and gone,
Now I bury all my names,
To no more schemes,
To no more games,
Try to find a way to wash away all this shame,
And just forget about myself, forget it all,
It's all gone, I just need to go back home
I am not a cure, that's for sure
But i'm also not part of the disease,
Is it so hard to see?
I am just nobody, I only want peace
And all the rollercoaster madness to cease
So now I bury all my names,
They only bought me pain and shame,
Now I know, it's all lost, I must bury it all
Somwhere in the past, gotta make it fast
Leave myself behind, and forget
All I ever was, all I ever had,
For it's all dead, it's all dead
As dead as any plan I ever made,
As dead as my soul and my heart,
But I can't stop now, I've got this far
So tonight I bury all my names,
All my choices, all my voices,
There's no one here,
To hear, anyway
Tonight, I curse all I ever was, all I was supposed to be,
And bury it all in this casket, so deeply
This casket of shames,
That I must wash away, before I go back home
Went full circle, it's all lost and gone
Gotta fulfill my destiny
Gotta embrace it, my cursed destiny
Of pain, loneliness, and darkness
This is my death certificate,
The best one I can get,
Before I keep on wandering, undead
Crave, for the grave, but can't rest,
Just bury myself in the past, and keep on wandering, no more wondering
To fulfill my cursed destiny
Tonight, I see clearly with no light
I see how I despite,
All I ever was, how I was naive to believe,
That I was not deceased
How I lost, all I ever had,
And how there's no turning back
I wander, for no reason at all,
Stumbling in the wall, undead
Murder, suicide, at the same time,
I can't feel, can't touch, can't heal,
I'm not even real
Wandering, with no purpose, without a death certificate
So tonight, I bury all my names
After I burnt they all in flames,
Call me what I really am,
I am nobody, the son of No One,
Just a ghost, just a shadow in your sun, a broken gun,
In the end of this road, free, of fear,
No one here, no one hear, this last tear,
Free, to disappear,
All the boards, clear
terça-feira, 1 de março de 2016
Breathing Without Oxygen (Transition)
Breathing the darkness around my soul
Fading away, so slow
Celebrating emptiness and loneliness,
Since there's nothing left, to go through the day,
Only the ashes of a distant yesterday,
Slipping away, so fast,
I'm just a part of a dead past
I don't live, I don't die
I try, don't know why
No one by my side
A empty bottle, obsolete machine,
misplaced, erased, out of time
Embracing the shadows around my soul
Let them suffocate me, take me over, so slow
Pain fading away,
As all I am fade away too
Ready to go on, right in two,
Eat myself and drink my blood,
The only way, to go through the day
Wasted away, only a corpse in decay
No conversations, all my words just thrown away,
Lost my voice, had no choice,
Have nothing left to say, anyway,
Slipping away, so fast,
Not allowed to rest, getting rid of myself,
Have nothing left to say, anyway
So it's okay, I'll go all the way
So it's okay, I'm going away
Raped and erased
I'm just dust,
But still I must,
Lost somewhere in between,
This and that, nothing left but a spectre
I was not born to win
I just fall, and fall
I was never even born, at all
So I try, don't know why,
I don't live, I don't die,
Wings ripped while on the crib, so I won't fly
I don't live, I don't die,
I just try, and try,
Don't know why
Fading away, so slow
Celebrating emptiness and loneliness,
Since there's nothing left, to go through the day,
Only the ashes of a distant yesterday,
Slipping away, so fast,
I'm just a part of a dead past
I don't live, I don't die
I try, don't know why
No one by my side
A empty bottle, obsolete machine,
misplaced, erased, out of time
Embracing the shadows around my soul
Let them suffocate me, take me over, so slow
Pain fading away,
As all I am fade away too
Ready to go on, right in two,
Eat myself and drink my blood,
The only way, to go through the day
Wasted away, only a corpse in decay
No conversations, all my words just thrown away,
Lost my voice, had no choice,
Have nothing left to say, anyway,
Slipping away, so fast,
Not allowed to rest, getting rid of myself,
Have nothing left to say, anyway
So it's okay, I'll go all the way
So it's okay, I'm going away
Raped and erased
I'm just dust,
But still I must,
Lost somewhere in between,
This and that, nothing left but a spectre
I was not born to win
I just fall, and fall
I was never even born, at all
So I try, don't know why,
I don't live, I don't die,
Wings ripped while on the crib, so I won't fly
I don't live, I don't die,
I just try, and try,
Don't know why
Split
I'm a loser
(Hey, game is not even over yet)
Anyway, it's been already 5 years I always lose, in the end
(Not ALWAYS, exaggerating again...All winners had to lose over and over again before even start winning, forgot about that?)
Whatever, the only road I still see left for me is the road to the grave
(Finally! Surrender already! You fight for nothing, there's nothing, you are nothing! You know that too! Just go back to where all this insanity you call "Life" started, and end it once and for all!)
But there must be some way, I was never a surrender, I refuse to surrender, I don't know, something in me does not allow me to surrender, I guess that's just how my nature works...
(You are just being stubborn, as always, this is denial, you are really stupid, haven't you seen enough? Your existence is pointless, you are pointless, just end all this shit already, you worthless moron)
Maybe you are right, but I'm not sure. I don't even know how I would do this, anyway. Remember how many times I failed even on this? Now I don't even know how to try this anymore. So, well, that's it, I have to keep breathing
(It was always about death, you know that, all these years...So okay, forget what I said before, why don't you just kill them instead? All of them? Come on, I know you want to, I know exactly how much you want to do this, you always did, you even made all these plans, I saw it all, you can hide nothing from me, forgot about that? I'm here, always here, so this is another way to end it all..Once for all...Let's go, why not?)
Split, in many pieces
Split, can you all shut up?
Split, no one is here, well, except inside my head
Split, too much silence outside, too much noise inside
I don't know, yes, it's true, how can I deny? But it's easy for you to say, I'd rather be opressed on a norwegian - like prison and have a chance to get out, then rot for 30 years on a brazillian - like one with no chance to escape. So what about this, Mr Know - It - All? Easier said than done, huh?
(Good point. I admit. But I'm also right, and you know it, so admit it too. Admit it all!)
If I admit, would you shut up? At least for a bit? I know you will not go away, but stay quiet for a while, you are not helping, just making my head hurts so much that I'm going to bash it on the wall, so shut up, or I will shut you up, I can do that, and you know, but we both will die, is this what you want? You need me to exist, you idiot
(Yes, I'm a idiot, and so are you, I'm just a part of you, after all, and do you think I care? You are a mistake, I hate you, I hate myself, I hate us both, I hate it all, we are a mistake, so all I want is to fix it. I can attack you all want, if you attack me back, well, go ahead, our destruction, YOUR destruction, these are my goals, it will be my victory. I will be free. We both will be free. Think about it.)
Do you really think I can still think about anything? You just keep on talking, talking, all the freaking time, I can't even listen to the others, they are gone by now, I guess, but I wish I could at least listen to myself, so would you kindly, for the last time, just shut up?
(Sure. It changes nothing, anyway. I am the agent of your corrosion, so I already did my part. In the end, you will just do what I say, anyway. So whatever. You are still a pathetic loser)
I'm not a pathetic loser. Well, at least not just that, I know I'm much more than that. I just have no idea of what I am, but that does not matters, you won't beat me, I know you are just a infection, you work for them, and as they disappear from my view, so you disappear, you are getting weak, right? You do feel weak, I can see it, I see everything you do too, forgot about it???)
(Bingo. I hate when you use my words against me, that's so...Sociopathic. You make me sick, I hate you, how I hate you)
Yes, it's obviously sociopathic. You are the core of all things sociopathic, you are a software developed and installed by sociopaths, so I know how you work, too numb to fall on your games now, I can exist without you, but you...No, you can't really exist me, and you know that too. I can also NOT exist without you, you can't...Do or be NOTHING without me, I don't need you, you need me. And I hate you too, you make me sick too, so what?
(But I am still a part of you, so you are just attacking and insulting yourself)
Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows? I don't, and you know what, I don't care, you will be quiet now, because I will be too deaf to listen to you. So goodbye. It was all a lie, including you, you are just a weapon forged by lies. I had enough of lies. So GOODBYE
(I will never leave you alone, never, you know that you...)
That I...What? That I am a failure? A loser? A idiot? Damaged beyond repair? Stupid? Foolish? Etc etc? Yeah, whatever, whatever I am, it does not matters to me anymore, you wanted me to admit? They all wanted? Already did. And I just don't care about that, what difference it makes anyway now? None. So....Just whatever
(You will have a breakdown, you know, one of those, you know what I'm talking about, then I will be back, simple as that)
I have become a breakdown by this point, my friend, you are now fading, just like all the rest, are you sure you had success on your goals, as you call it?
Hey, where are you? Gave up? Thought I was supposed to do this...Well, I did somehow, but not like you wanted me to...That's quite ironic. Well, don't care if you are still there, I see you finally shut up, so that's enough for me.
Split right in two, in three
Split, right in four, in five, in six,
Lights on, but nobody's here, nothing left to fix
(The End....?)
(Hey, game is not even over yet)
Anyway, it's been already 5 years I always lose, in the end
(Not ALWAYS, exaggerating again...All winners had to lose over and over again before even start winning, forgot about that?)
Whatever, the only road I still see left for me is the road to the grave
(Finally! Surrender already! You fight for nothing, there's nothing, you are nothing! You know that too! Just go back to where all this insanity you call "Life" started, and end it once and for all!)
But there must be some way, I was never a surrender, I refuse to surrender, I don't know, something in me does not allow me to surrender, I guess that's just how my nature works...
(You are just being stubborn, as always, this is denial, you are really stupid, haven't you seen enough? Your existence is pointless, you are pointless, just end all this shit already, you worthless moron)
Maybe you are right, but I'm not sure. I don't even know how I would do this, anyway. Remember how many times I failed even on this? Now I don't even know how to try this anymore. So, well, that's it, I have to keep breathing
(It was always about death, you know that, all these years...So okay, forget what I said before, why don't you just kill them instead? All of them? Come on, I know you want to, I know exactly how much you want to do this, you always did, you even made all these plans, I saw it all, you can hide nothing from me, forgot about that? I'm here, always here, so this is another way to end it all..Once for all...Let's go, why not?)
Split, in many pieces
Split, can you all shut up?
Split, no one is here, well, except inside my head
Split, too much silence outside, too much noise inside
I don't know, yes, it's true, how can I deny? But it's easy for you to say, I'd rather be opressed on a norwegian - like prison and have a chance to get out, then rot for 30 years on a brazillian - like one with no chance to escape. So what about this, Mr Know - It - All? Easier said than done, huh?
(Good point. I admit. But I'm also right, and you know it, so admit it too. Admit it all!)
If I admit, would you shut up? At least for a bit? I know you will not go away, but stay quiet for a while, you are not helping, just making my head hurts so much that I'm going to bash it on the wall, so shut up, or I will shut you up, I can do that, and you know, but we both will die, is this what you want? You need me to exist, you idiot
(Yes, I'm a idiot, and so are you, I'm just a part of you, after all, and do you think I care? You are a mistake, I hate you, I hate myself, I hate us both, I hate it all, we are a mistake, so all I want is to fix it. I can attack you all want, if you attack me back, well, go ahead, our destruction, YOUR destruction, these are my goals, it will be my victory. I will be free. We both will be free. Think about it.)
Do you really think I can still think about anything? You just keep on talking, talking, all the freaking time, I can't even listen to the others, they are gone by now, I guess, but I wish I could at least listen to myself, so would you kindly, for the last time, just shut up?
(Sure. It changes nothing, anyway. I am the agent of your corrosion, so I already did my part. In the end, you will just do what I say, anyway. So whatever. You are still a pathetic loser)
I'm not a pathetic loser. Well, at least not just that, I know I'm much more than that. I just have no idea of what I am, but that does not matters, you won't beat me, I know you are just a infection, you work for them, and as they disappear from my view, so you disappear, you are getting weak, right? You do feel weak, I can see it, I see everything you do too, forgot about it???)
(Bingo. I hate when you use my words against me, that's so...Sociopathic. You make me sick, I hate you, how I hate you)
Yes, it's obviously sociopathic. You are the core of all things sociopathic, you are a software developed and installed by sociopaths, so I know how you work, too numb to fall on your games now, I can exist without you, but you...No, you can't really exist me, and you know that too. I can also NOT exist without you, you can't...Do or be NOTHING without me, I don't need you, you need me. And I hate you too, you make me sick too, so what?
(But I am still a part of you, so you are just attacking and insulting yourself)
Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows? I don't, and you know what, I don't care, you will be quiet now, because I will be too deaf to listen to you. So goodbye. It was all a lie, including you, you are just a weapon forged by lies. I had enough of lies. So GOODBYE
(I will never leave you alone, never, you know that you...)
That I...What? That I am a failure? A loser? A idiot? Damaged beyond repair? Stupid? Foolish? Etc etc? Yeah, whatever, whatever I am, it does not matters to me anymore, you wanted me to admit? They all wanted? Already did. And I just don't care about that, what difference it makes anyway now? None. So....Just whatever
(You will have a breakdown, you know, one of those, you know what I'm talking about, then I will be back, simple as that)
I have become a breakdown by this point, my friend, you are now fading, just like all the rest, are you sure you had success on your goals, as you call it?
Hey, where are you? Gave up? Thought I was supposed to do this...Well, I did somehow, but not like you wanted me to...That's quite ironic. Well, don't care if you are still there, I see you finally shut up, so that's enough for me.
Split right in two, in three
Split, right in four, in five, in six,
Lights on, but nobody's here, nothing left to fix
(The End....?)
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