23 - 23 Carnival

Arrival, of decadence,
With elegance, lost innocence
They will say, it can be all healed and washed away,
All you have to do is to repent,
All you have to do is to pray....

But I, have teached you,
The ways of, findind
Sometimes you are all thinking,
Most of the time you are all just sinking,
And playing, Hide - And - Seek, playing around,
But no matter how much you try...You will always be found

When they get you, you know how weak you are
When they get you, you will find out, how far they can go, and who you really are

Then, there's no way back,
There's never a way back,
You can only move forward,
No matter how cripple you become
I, am not the Son of Sam, not one of your products,
But I know very well
How guilty I am

I remembered, to surrender,
We fight with the weapons that we have
I remembered it all, I just forgot to....
My anemic and thirsty soul, a part of me that is free, in the illusion and distraction
I just can't get any satisfaction

We can always say, things were better before,
But as you learn to watch the eyes that watch you,
You see that according to the blueprint, there's nothing when you reach the core
If you just focus your energy, you will see, it's not so bad to be chaotic
If you are just not blind, you too shall find

They will get you, no matter how far you run,
They will get you, you are in front of the barrel of a gun

I have teached you, but I probably forgot to teach myself,
Arrival, The Final,
No longer in denial, once more I am one with Belial,
You will hear the sound of the wings, the sound of the winds,
If you stand in the right spot of the mall
So, can you hear anything at all?
This is the final, the final call,
I remembered, and I saw it all,
But I guess I just forgot, I just forgot that....

Enchanté

Deutschland, France, Polska,
Bullet Trains, no pain, no gain,
The borders, dissolving, all throigh the door,
The revolving door, all in vain
Pleased to meet you
You lie, you play, now you pay, now you pray,
Now you die
Goodbye

Let's all dance the last Polka
The Ball is almost in the end, it's your last chance,
If you want one more last dance
You will hide, but the bombs and the rockets will find you
Breaking right through your windows,
Breaking your false sense of security,
Tearing you apart, revealing who you really are,

You can run, you can hide, but you will never go too far
Masked pigs, bow down to institution, you are corruption,
Your flesh will feed the mass, you are lost,
Intoxicated by the pollution, your end is the only solution
Radiation on your Sushi, Bourgeoise, do you have what it takes to survive?
Will you be surprised, when you realize, that there was never really a life?
We are trending now, you won't see it coming, too busy
With some exam, or some other academic distraction,
To see the chain reaction,
Approaching...Now you die
Sayonara

Dance, dance, little pig, dance
This was your last chance
You wasted it all away, you wasted yourself away,
Now you will just feed the wolves
Obsolete, incomplete,
Caught in the circles, repeat

Genebra Convention, creative star invention, sweet swiss chocolate, malicious intention
Fine wine, that's what you think,
While it's just Christ's piss, what you drink,
Burnt on your own bonfire, burnt at the stake,
Mutation, zombies emerging from hell,
Craving for your flesh,
Now you are dead, die, piggy, die,
Mr Skinny's been watching all of you with his own piggy eyes,
Now get impaled by all your lies, now you die,
Goodbye
You are not gonna be missed

Hungry Cowards Feeding on Lies While Wearing Plastic Disguises

When you are not wearing a mask,
And there is a mask for every task,
You are not that different,
You are really special and superior,
The way you think you are,
You have just took your egocentric shield too far

You piss on the shower,
You have no supowerpowers,
You are just like anyone,
You are just nothing, nothing at all,
So ordinary, so it's very necessary,
To hide behind a lot of makeup,
To hide behind self - defense mechanisms,
That your stupid and primitive instict creates,
To hide all your insecurity and mistakes, you hide behind a image
You play, a charade,
But I can see what you truly are, you are nothing without your facade

Play, play
How does it feels to lose? To be a loser?
Yes, I'm a loser too, but at least I'm brave enough to admit it
You are clearly sick, when the masks fall, in the end we are all weak
You lie to everyone, including yourself,
So you can live with the fact that you are a failure, nothing special
Trying to look strong, trying to look so superior,
You are not bulletproof, and I have a bullet belt
You are not fooling anyone,well, maybe sometimes yourself

Obey, obey
Bow down to the system, hold on to academic crap,
Get married, get some woman, get some man,
Be a good person, follow all the rules,
Watch the news, vote, smile to me, and pretend that you care
You are too weak, to leave
The illusion of safety this system offers you,
Well, to the hell with all that, I don't really care,
Fuck your morality, fuck your shallow society

Don't look down,
Don't look inside,
Just try to look good, try to ignore
The fact that behind all that, you are rotten to the core
You make me sick, you are so weak,
I am a idiot, but at least I admit it,
I don't hate any of you, you are not worthy of such thing,
But I can't avoid the pity

Don't look now!
You are too ugly, you are just a mistake too
You can't deal with the truth, poor of you,
Don't look down!
Or you will panic when you see from how high you are falling,
Don't look inside!
Or you might realize how insignifcant and fearful you are
Don't look inside!
Or you might find out that you don't even have a life

You are always so full of shit, surfing on a ego trip
To hide all your defeats, but well, you just have no power
You secretly piss on the shower,
I also wear this mask, but I am aware that it's just a mask,
Wanting you to be honest and real,
Is too much to ask,
For in this way there is no honour, corrupted weaklings like you
Will always avoid the truth,
You look at the sun to burn your eyes,
And just keep on spitting lies

COWAAAAARD!

Going anywhere?
Don't forget your mask,
Can you see through mine?
Well, I see right through yours, it's not that hard
And there's actually not much to see,
You are just as empty as me

Don't look at me!
I represent all that you hate in yourself
Don't look at me!
I remember you of all your weakness and mistakes,
And you just can't deal with it, so you will go somewhere you can hide
I do the same, it's all part of the game, we are all to blame, we are all a disgrace,
We are all the portrait of shame, in the end, we are all sick,
But at least I admit it

COWAAAAAARDS!

Who Are You?

You look so familiar,
Probably saw you before,
But in the crowd, you were probably too irrelevant,
For me to even recognize you

It's all just a blur, creatures covered in fur,
It really does not matter anything for me

What a wonderful surprise,
Everyday you have a new one, every annoying sunrise,
But is this all that you are?
Is it all that you have?
Well,  guess that's too bad

What's going to be now, just another excuse?
I have already figured you out, I have already figured you out
What's now, don't you have anything new?
I already know all your lies, I already know all your lies

You look so familiar,
Yes, I think I saw you before,
Or at least I thought it was you
Who you really are?
Maybe not even you know the answer,
And in the crowd, whatever, it just does not matter anymore to me
But it should matter to you, when you think you are playing me,
Well, you don't really have a clue

What a wonderful surprise,
Yeah, I know I was a sucker,
But not that much, not the way you think,
So this all was always meant to fail, fall, and sink,
So maybe you get saved by a shrink, but while you overlook, fate gives a wink

In the crowd, you will get lost in the middle of the curve,
All those creatures covered in fur, it really does not matter anything for me,
It's all just a big neutral blur

Why don't you make yourself really proud?
You never really come out
Hiding behind your cloud
Don't you see your time is running out?

What's in you is really real?
I wanted to see, anything but lies
I hate to see, only more lies,
Why can't you live, without all the lies?
I'm really tired, of all the lies,
I hate to see, that everything ended up in lies

A Matter Of

What? So you think I would never know?
I always knew, it's all about barin stew, whatever is better for you,
Children usually grow up, in different ways,
The plan was always pillage, in the sinking ship, so seasick
I always knew, I just did not wanted to, but it's nothing new
I always knew, it's all about glue
I always knew, all about you, it's nothing new

What? So now you are gonna tell me what to do?
I don't even know you, well, I think I did, but I don't,
And you don't know me either, so what's the point?
Fuck logic?
Cause none of this makes any sense, and nobody's innocent
My loyalty is often dismissed, but it's quire useful, believe me
And it's not for rent, it's just not the way it works with me
I might be in the storm, soaked under a small tent, and still,
I will just be whatever I am, whatever I have to be

It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of honesty,
All real men know about it

What? So you think I'm that blind?
Why nobody ever learns, understimate me,
It's a big mistake, sometimes I'm sleeping, but I'm still somehow,
Always wide awake, so I always feel the fire,
Burning me while i'm tied to this stake
What? Of course I make mistakes too,
But not all the time, not every single time, and you,
What about you?

What? I might be a maggot, a faggot, a deaweight, just a plague
In your misconceptions, I will always be wrong, every story needs a villain, right?
So it's alright, anyway, so whatever
Whatever makes you feel better, but hey, this can't go on forever
I also need to feel better
It might be shocking to you, but here's a secret, I'm a human too, you know?
And nature itself tells me to grow

It's nothing new, I always knew
It took longer than it should, but I finally grew
Can't go on, while it smashes my mind, and all I can see is brain stew
It's nothing but a insignificant detail, the truth
It's all about politics, all about profit,
Well, this is a system where I definitely doesn't fit

I'm no hero, no villain either
Don't belong to the boat, so seasick
Enough of it, just need some peace,
Just throw me in the water with a lifesaver, it's all I need
And I will swim, to my home
And everything finally will be, what it's really supposed to be,

Just me, in my place, I will recover
But this game, this game right here, it's clearly over
Time to move on to the next stage
Guess we all already had enough mistakes

It's a matter of honour,
All real men know about it
It's a matter of loyalty,
All real men know about it

Nonsense

Angel Bitch, you could have stayed a little bit
Angel with putrid and smelly wings, you make me so sick
So weak, we had to go through it,
It's only part of the proccess, they call it progress,
It's just the worst part of the industry, brainwashing,
It's all about fucking, but the main goal is just to fuck your mind,
Well, I guess I found out your little dirty trick,
I got the prize, and paid the price, probably paid twice,
But I am above you now, I got this chip out of my system,
All, is out of sight

Porno, Porno, Porno,
Second most effective tool
To tame all the fools
Only losing to education
Perfect combination, of all the systematic forms of programation

It becomes a habit,
If you don't get away fast,
It will get too deep inside you,
It will fuck you up from the core,
You won't be yourself anymore,
Just a sick puppet, waiting, and wiling to do anything,
For more, for more, for more

Angel Bitch, you are only sixteen,
You fooled all them, they all thought you were a virgin
Turns out you all are so corrupted, in a way or another,
On hedonism, exibicionism, or like a pin - up
A lame, femme fatale, whatever, you are a part of it
I don't know why I still even bother, it's all just a industry, the wrost kind
I gotta get away, I must not care, I must find, some peace of mind

Angel, Bitch, your wings, are so putrid
So corrupted, you belong to them, and you don't even realize it
You play their game, and you don't even see it
I can't save you, can't even save myself,
Learning to be detached, anyway, why should I care?

Angel, Bitch, when you try to fly,
You will fall, back on the same mud you came from
Then maybe you will learn, but then it will be too late,
I learned all about them, so now I am above them,
I guess that at least from this perspective, I can say I was saved

I see zombies, watching, repeat, repeat, it never cease
In many different fashions, but still always the same thing,
Only mindless zombies, repeat, repeat, repeat, incessantly
Then now you are reduced to this, they got you in your weakest spot,
You are no longer a man, just a slave
Part of the dehumanization proccess, they call it progress
Well, I no longer give a damn,
Not really my problem, good luck
Or should I say, good fuck?
After all, it's all about fucking

Fucking your Will,
Fucking your mind,
You are too fucked up, how can you say you are a virgin?
I don't know if you are fooling anyone, but you are not fooling me, not anymore
And they are now so enslaved, so erased, they only need more, so feed them,
You must feed them, so they will work, they need more,
Always more, always more, always more,
I don't really care anymore, got too detached
So good luck, as you all get fucked up

All you, behind your masks of respectable man,
All you bitches, behind your masks of innocent women,
I can see what you really are, so weak, so sick,
Stay away from me

Porno, Porno, Porno
Yeah, I also had to go thought it,
But I went through it, it did not went through me,
So now I am free, and you my angels, are just more meat, to feed
The greed, of our greatest industry
And you all, my friends,
This is where it ends,
You are only tools, only fools,
And you all think you are so cool.....

Well, I despite you, stay away from me,
I can't stand, your stench,
For your stench, is now their stench



Now I see, now I see it all
All, you all will fall
All, now, is out of sight

Straight to the Grave

Another night starts, my mind is already spinning,
Stuck in the middle of nowhere, time seens to be frozen,
Just a part of my constant prison, already lost track of it,
Going blind, looking over my shoulder, wondering when my sentence will be finally over
How did I ended up that way? Lost and alone, when I look around, there's just me,
The ghosts of the past, the haunting shadows in the walls, closing in,
And that's all

Future, totally uncertain, growing apathy, every step that I try to take, is just another mistake,
The world wants my head served on a plate, they are almost getting it, there are so many enemies, I don't know what I did of wrong, to end up in this song,
I was probably too dumb, I don't know, now I am too numb,
All I can feel is pain, more and more, day after day, everyday,
When I look around, lost and abandoned, I think about the future, and it seens that there's none

Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe i'm just done

Maybe it was all just a really big mistake, and seens like I will be gone, closer and closer,
As the walls keep closing in, and I can't breathe, it seens, that it's really all in vain,
All my efforts, and now all I have is this pain,
Seens like I'm really a mistake, getting closer and closer to the end, I wonder if this is the epilogue, getting aboard a bullet train, soon to be erased,
Straight to the grave

Way, is there a way?
Is that all?

Still in exile, for...I don't know, like I said, already lost track of time,
In this shakesperian monologues nobody really wants to hear, but they keep on hammering in my head, incessantly,
It really feels like Hamlet, no surprise that I can relate,
But I don't need any revenge, just need a change,
Just need to go back home, and follow my way, as a king with no throne,
That's all I need, but maybe it's too late, when I look at the mirror, I don't know what's still left of me,
I just need to go back home, is that really asking too much?
I've been already, waiting, for so long,
Thrown in prison, for no reason, season after season,
I'm getting rotten, all rivers must flow, I'm never recognized, why I have it all denied?
I don't know anymore, but well, at least I tried

I don't really know what the hell is going on, too tired, maybe I'm just done,
Everything's gone, everybody's gone,
No idea what I did of so wrong, to end up that way
Everyday, day after day, seens like a eternity, will I get away?
The walls closing in, more, and more,
It's just too much pain to ignore
As I still try to find a way, in need of rescue, but no one really care,
No one really hear, sometimes all I want is my head to be clear,
All the enemies, they keep on attacking, even tough there's nothing left to break,
Undead, wide awake,
So tired, fading away, fading away,
Heading straight to the grave

On this hollow nights, Death keeps me company
But not even Death wants to take me
So I keep on wandering in nothingness, tortured and bruised,
A phantom and pointless existence, floating in total emptiness,
I just keep my essence, as all I try, all I say, is in vain
I see now, the portrait of nothing, no future,
Everything going down the drain,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!

Way, is that a way?
Everybody's away,
Is that's all?
No one hear, no one hear, no one hear,
When I call

So ironic, that I was born and raised,
Among the worst kinds of criminals and thieves,
And I should be just one of them, but in the end I was the one stolen, I was the one broken,
I kept my integrity, but for what price? They stole my dignity, I had the natural right of living denied
My efforts were never really recognized, I'm going blind, future is getting outta sight
So ironic, how I was always right in the middle of the scum, still I never felt tempted to join them,
I refused so many opportuinities, now when I look back, I kind of regret,
But whatever, now it's too late, it's so ironic, that in such scenario, I never even picked up a gun,
Still I was convicted without commiting any crime,
I was denied every chance, even any right of self - defense,
I am always pointed out as the one who offends,
And all I wanted, all I needed, was to be on my own,
Well, maybe not the way I planned, seens like I am finally going to rest,
Maybe I just have no future, maybe i'm just part of the past,
My heart keeps beating in vain, feeding the pain,
All in vain, going down the drain
I was so abused, feel so confused, getting consumed,
Damn, I don't want to get aboard this train!

Hello? Anybody hear?
Anybody here?
Oh, it was just the echo of my own voice,
You know? I wish just for once I had a choice

I don't know why , I still try,
In the end I always fail, I'm gonna die
In my silent despair, no one really seen to care,
I still try to save myself, but I really don't know, if it's just too late
If i'm not really supposed to escape, all I know is that I can't go on with nothing but pain to feel,
So misplaced, unable to heal,
Head over heels, lost and alone, everyone's gone, everything's gone,
Not even Death wants me, still I struggle,
It's just survival instict probably, I don't really know anymore,
All I know is that I deserved something more


Maybe it's just the epilogue,
Maybe it's just the way it ends,
At least, I know I did my best,
So lost and alone,
Seens like nobody is going to save me , I keep trapped in time, I have no shelter
Okay, whatever, maybe it's jst time to be laid to rest,
Maybe there's just no future to me, I see everything disappearing,
Right in front of me, so fast,
I'm just part of the past,
Yeah, seens like I really won't be saved, getting erased,
Everyday, faster and faster, day after day,
Fading away, fading away,
I'm just a stupid mistake, heading straight to the grave

Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet me,
It's so scary, as everything disappear,
Don't know if that's the end of a chapter, or the epilogue of the book,
Each way, I'm avoiding to take a look,
I just do what I must do,
Hoping something will work right, this time,
Hoping I can get away, before the walls smash me, suffocated,
Getting erased, spiritual starvation, see no salvation,
Maybe they will have my head on the plate, after all,
When I look around, ghosts and shadows dancing,
All around,
And that's all

Lost and alone, maybe it was all really just a big mistake,
Heading straight to the grave

Am I gone?
I wonder, am I gone?
Maybe I'm just done, maybe i'm just done

Living Dead

You were trapped in hell, when we met
I just could not leave you there,
So I lifted you up the best I could
I proved my loyalty, and helped you to be free
Wasted myself away, exposed myself away,
And became such a easy prey
When you achieved liberty, and no longer needed me,
I was just thrown away

Now, as you enjoy, the spoils
I was left behind to die
Now, when I was the one, trapped in hell,
Yelling for help, from my prison cell,
You just mocked me and left me there
My services were no longer necessary,
So why would you really care?

All I tried, I failed, I died
All I bled, was in vain, the pain is still always crawling inside

And then I just burnt myself, in purifying fire
The only way to survive
I bled it all out, my veins are dry
Somehow it still hurts, the torture never ends
I had to kill myself to survive
When I opened my dead eyes,
I saw all your game and your lies
I guess I will never understand why

All I used to believe, torn apart in front of me
All I feel, the wounds that never heal

I was just a ladder, for you to climb,
I was just a ladder, for everyone to climb,
Then when I'm no longer useful,
Just leave me behind
I died, but I learned the most valuable lesson,
Noble idiots like me were born only to be abused

I also learned, that whatever I do, is in vain
And in the end, for any good intention,
The only prize will be the pain
I'm not good enough, for anything,
For anyone, I'm just a key, once you unlocked the door,
You just don't need me anymore

All I see, a desecrated spectre in front of me
All I hear, the grave calling me

So, you are free
Guess it's all just the way it's supposed to be
I remain in prison, and now I know for sure,
No one is going to rescue me
I no longer yell for help, I embraced my dreadful destiny
I accepted that there's nothing for me
So I just dwell in agony, this endless misery

Have fun, while I build a gun
For I too shall be free,
This nothingness is too much for me
What have I done, to be left so alone,
Guess it does not really matters, as it approaches, the glow
I'm fading away, getting closer everyday,
It gets harder and harder to breathe

All I see, the clouds of pain devouring me
All I hear, the boat of Hades calling me

Guess I will never really understand, but my purpose was done
Soon I will be finally gone,
It's no surprise, I always knew I would perish alone
Now there's only silence, and the marks of violence
I just wait for Death to take me away,
It's no suprise, I always knew I would end up that way
Betrayed, raped, stabbed and abandoned corpse
That I buried, I was the only one in my own funeral
Now guess that's all, drowning in silence, will no longer call
Why would anyone really care, after all?
I'm just waiting, Death
I'm just waiting for my last breath

Bad Map

Cruel intentions, passive - agressiveness
Double Stantards, hypocisy, oppression, all about convenience
Politics, injustice, lies, constant conflicts, a artificial land, in decadence,
Just like Israel, it seens just like Israel
It feels just like Israel, it's a pure hell
And well, if this is Israel,
I definitely can't be Palestine
I'm not even a part of this continent,
Is it really that hard to understand?

I'm more like some kind of Latvia, all I want is to live my life on my own, peacefully
Just to live and let live, just to be, quietly, silently, invisible,
Not willing to take anything away from anyone,
But also aware of my rights, and not willing to give in and surrender to any pillage,
I know, my role in this hole, is the villain role,
But it's just a matter of logic, any offense requires self - defense
Don't want anything more than what's mine,
Can't accept anymore, anything less than what's mine,
Just like a eastern european, I have pride,
And when attacked,
I just strike back
What? You think I'm Gibraltar?
This shit clearly has gone too far

The way the words spoken do not match the actions,
Seens like the Genebra Convention,
Well, whatever is the real intention,
We must remember that a Swiss phony policy of neutrality,
Never works on a long - term proccess, it's  just not self - sustainable,
So it fell apart, because it's not natural, and we are what we are

The game just went too far, and I feel quite Syrian,
Because all the loud, excruciating, and random sabotage and bombing,
Brings out all the worst and the best of my survival instinct,
And it got me to the edge, after all this time, I had enough of that,
So I just want to get out of this bad map

Too much distortion, corrosion, confusion, and corruption
I am dismissed and tried to prove my value, in vain
Just like Catalonia and Spain
But if I'm Catalonia, so i'm not really a part of Spain,
And Catalonia might be valuable,
But still will be always be considered nothing but a a inconvenience by Spain
It's too much time and energy wasted for any attempt to fit will be in vain,
Since the nature of a nation can't work in such dreadful and unnatural situation
Do you know what I am?
I am a nation, and a nation must declare it's sovereignty,
It's just the way it is

It's too much confusion,  too much corruption,
In this artificial continent, I don't even belong to,
Too much false constitution, too much pollution,
And I just had enough, so I'm out of all this messed up illusion,
I know you need a villain, but despite all the violations,
 I won't go North Korean on anyone, just want to go home, and after all, I actually hate confrontations,
It's just not really my style

But I am a nation, aware and too fed up with such situation,
So I will just raise my flag, I just give it all back,
I no longer even see or hear Laos and Somalia, or whatever Liberia that appears,
They are all too small, after all
And I'm no superpower, neither want to be,
But i'm big enough to not fall against such small enemies
I just needed to realize that, had enough of hell, so now all I need is to
Get out of this bad map

I am a nation, just like Iran, I don't care if USA needs to label me as the villain,
Because I know what I am, and I am a nation, just like the Persians, I will fight against intolerance
Too fed up of the silly dance,
Find someone else to blame, as I am no longer a part of the game
I'm not even a part of this continent, time to restore the natural order,
Underestimated like Russia, but fully aware of my rights, and of my border
Too sick, had enough of all this schizophrenic disorder,
Had enough of warzone, just need to go back home,
Had enough of hell, everybody wins, if I'm gone,
It's just not natural, neither sustainable, and I'm not even a part of it,
So I just need to get back to my rightful place, to where I'm not a mistake,
Cause I had enough, I just had enough of all that,
Just gotta get out of this bad map

I no longer care, about anything else, since it's all just pure anarchy,
And it's so easy to see how I don't belong here,
I got too tired, too fed up, to care,
About silly politics, silly games, and silly warzones where I'm always framed,
All I need is to get out of this bad map

Relief

There was no else there
When I was stabbed
Multiple times
By this, sadistic, figure
Proud A student
I chose not to see, the knife of betrayal
Then I died,
But at least I tried

And now I am free, of you all
Now I am free, of me
Now I have become, what I had to become
I'm a king, that does not really need a throne,
I laugh, as I leave my corpse behind,
And take a last look at the tombstone

They will complain,
Sure they will
But I am now, what they always accused me to be
So in the need of someone to carry the guilt,
I wll be gone, so look at your mirror
Blame yourself, and kill yourself,
Lay in the sun, let all hope melt,
Are you ready for what's next, do you have a bullet belt?

I'm so glad I'm dead, thanks for that
You are dead too, but you are too deluded to see,
So you will bleed, while my veins had already dried,
I lost it all, but I'm free, in nothingness,
I died, but at least I tried

Happythankyounomore

Oh, how time flies
Was Christopher right?
In calling your name
In the middle of the night

In your eyes, in your hands,
Invisible, absent,
Trouble, with language, they seen unable, to understand
In my eyes, in my hands,
Can't touch, can't feel, out of reach
Fading, in spectral existence
Should not worry that much,
It was all written in sand

Wake up, child
I always saw all you tried to hide
Keep sleeping, child
Can't tame me, I'm wild
I know no one is coming to rescue me

Oh, slipping away, through our fingers, our hands
How time flies, specially when we throw clocks on each other
How fast it all dies, when we waste our time with lies
Lying to me, lying to yourself, fearful, hiding inside
Lying to you, lying to myself, too scared to admit, that nothing is really mine
Washed away, by multiple waves, only a several mistakes, erased,
Forever, so it should not even matter,
If someday you will understand,
It was written in sand

Go away, child
You are domesticated, I'm wild
We are out of time, child
Let's just cut the wire
And let it be
You get burned everytime you play with fire,
The entire building is on fire,
And I know no one is coming to rescue me

You have been so, unbeliavable,
In the silent way you killed me
Now, as I disappear, free of my old fears
Won't forget that when a ghost screams, nobody hears,
You will be too free, with your choice, hope you rejoice
I will just fade into the streets I belong,
Voiceless, no longer singing along,
That's how it is, now please, just let me be

I will never look back, I will leave it all behind
It's over, the board is clear, what is this that you still fear?
I don't think it really still matters, away, forever
I will not look back, never,
We all will be so mich better,
I have come to rescue me,
I will be nothing, I will be everything

Get Away

Your contradictions have brought you here
But now you are so lost and unclear
You know how to talk, but still can't seen to learn to hear
So you keep on running, straight to suicide,
And you don't even realize

I don't have to
Do what you tell me to
And you don't have to
Understand my ways too,
But, you haven't spoke clearly
We are already so wasted away,
You know we need to get away,
And we already spoke too much

So I thought, nothing is right
I have taken too much
But then I woke up, and fought back
I just reacted, it was never me the one who decided
So I thought, I have to fight for my rights
I already tolerated too much
But now, things must get clear,
And I don't see how can you disagree,
I need to get away from here
I already had enough, we already took too much

Son of No One (011)

A missed mark, full circle, return of the spark
Since day one, I was burnt by this plastic sun
When I first woke up, and saw all the violence,
The birth of my conscience, in my unwanted presence,
They were supposed to give me life, some kind of guidance,
Instead they just gave me a early death sentence,
So now I see, the way they killed me
Since day one, trapped on their living hell
Still always trapped under the gun,
That's how it all begun, for the Son of No One

Rejected, neglected, by the vessels of my arrival,
Lost in their sick carnival, the perfect victim,
For all their hate and frustrations,
So, I did my time, paid for all your crimes,
Now I'm about to leave my prison cell
The last chapter of the filthy book, you can't overlook
I will be, whatever I have to be, away from here,
Free, let's celebrate, the end of all this mistake,
I will be free, and you will get rid of me,
Finally

Your favorite villain, your perfect scapegoat
Someone to blame, a symbol of your shame, always the same,
The unwanted one, but don't worry, soon I'll be gone,
On my way back home, raped and erased,
But washed away from all the shame, reborn from the original flame,
You gotta find someone else to blame

You fail to accept, that hell is supposed to be for everyone
After all the climbing, I realized the plan
Above the plastic sun, I'm no longer under the gun

Waking dead, but walking free,
The end of the book, all disease will cease,
Just me, on my way, away, I'm gonna fade,
In peace, as I slip into the void, I wish all the best for you and your family
Now that it's all clear, we can procceed,
As I see the veins run, the way it's supposed to be,
Finally

Lifeless, Deathless, Painless,
A simple difference between zero and one,
Embraced by the Black Sun, I no longer see the gun,
I burn my eyes, and still see the masterplan,
One, one, with myself, the Son of No One

T.K.C

You make promises, so many vows
But all vows that are spoken, we know they are just spells
Waiting to be broken
(You are just not reallly open)

All promises of loyalty and support,
Trust and honour,
Fade away like flowers,
Turn to ashes in meteor showers,
People, they will stick around, as long as they need something from you
Then they will just throw you away, beware, build a circle of fire
Protect yourself from all the sociopathy of a society
Where your friends, enemies, and even your family
Are nothing bit second - class vampires
(Something was stolen)

Build a fence, a circle of inner defense
Break the table, get the board clear,
It makes no difference, just focus on your essence
It's enough, if you have your presence
Remember that while you want people,
People just want to steal, whatever they need
To satisfy their selfish material and emotinal greed

Their words don't match their actions,
They don't really care if you bleed
Or if they put you into mayhem
So think with me, the people....
Do we really need them?
Definitely not in general, not at all,
But they just behave like that because they are weak,
And they will need you, and when they need you, just let them fall...


Just like you fell
You have all you need, in yourself
Whoever proves they are worthy of walking by your side,
Deserves all your best, and fuck all the rest
Gotta rise from the ground, no, you are not allowed to stick around
Gotta keep your dignity, so if they failed to pass the test,
They are just shadows of the past
(Something is expanding)

They make promises, they seen really comitted
Have not we seen it all before?
It's an old trick, they smell good, but they are rotten to the core
It's the funeral of humanity, the zombies are out for blood,
That's what they need, well, let them starve
People...Do we really need them?
No, not anymore
(Something is developing)

(Dedicated to "S", "A", and "C")

Unbecoming

I am a dog, watching from outside

The grocery store, I'm not allowed inside

I am a old dog, drooled until I dried

Old dog, spent so much time,
Chasing my DOWN tail, until I died
Joker's spirit, finally free,
It's fine, at least I tried

Ready to unleash the beast inside
Happy with my old friend Death, by my side
Remembering and unbecoming, as the flames of the wolf, come out
In inner light
Walking away from the illusions of life
Third Eye open wide

Too late to start again, life is a spinning wheel, all cycles repeat

Too late to start again, there's nothing to gain
Incinerating, all the Neros and their Romes
I just watch the fire, as I slide into ice
Wave goodbye, to the dying empire

Underdog, Mr Robot, Jesu Dod
No one ever thought it was just a matter of leaving the table at the right time
Behold the trap the great joke holds inside
As ironic as Bionic

I wonder if my ghost is still seen, somewhere, from nowhere
So many bright cards, it's in the way you choose to dare
Time to define, what's under your skin,
A wolf, or a hare