Maybe I Should Just Leave

Since day one
All the hostility towards me
All the lies
Guided by hope, I wanted to believe
But now I see

I failed all the time
I keep falling all the time
I have no right, of a real life
No more lying, I despite
My own company
I hate my fucking guts
Maybe I should just leave!

They were right
All this time
I am nothing but a problem
And I am going nowhere
Too sick
No reason to breathe
As I just bleed

Nobody really needs me
Too damaged, need to be free
See no future
See only the mockery of fate
So misplaced
Too sick of your world, too sick of me
Why am I even still here?
Maybe I should just leave!