Aftermath

Always had to make too much with too little
Always running from the all the noise, too loud
Learned to live with no life
I can do much with little, just like anyone
But what can I do without...?

All alone, from hell to hell
In eternal agony, I dwell
But it does not matter, it's been so long since I fell
It does not really matters, I'll be well

So glad,
I'm dead
Getting lost inside myself, away from the violence
So glad, a spectre,
I'm not here, ot there, I'm in nowhere
(Nothing left to care)

Always floated around
Screaming in vain, so useless to explain
Tried to reach them all, a thousand of missed calls
And when I am seen, my presence is toxic
It's just my essence, misunderstood
But I'm fine, drinking my own blood
Each one of us a different disease
In the end, we all got sick

So glad,
You are dead
I wonder if you can be without
So glad, aftermath
I keep myself,
Just have to work it out
(Nothing left to stare)

Going nowhere, I don't care, not anymore,
Nothing left to fight for
I just wait, for it to cease
(No longer naive to believe)
I'm tired, retired
I am alone and gone, forevermore

So glad, I'm dead
So glad, you are dead
The only difference is that I accept
So glad, aftermath
I can't help myself, just need to get out
I can live without.....