Null (The Final)

Shutting up,
Shutting up,
Shutting it all up,
Just can't seen to catch up

Fading, fading, desecrating,
To the final ending of the spiral,
Erasing, erasing, all I ever was,
Forgetting, forgetting, all I ever was, all I could ever be,
Cutting deep inside, removing all the putrid entrails of my corpse,
Leaving nothing but what is really real, which is nothing,
Android, forsaken, navigating in the void

I already begun to decompose,
As all the masks melt, I meet my true face,
Nothing but a skull

All life washed away, no more jars of clay,
Faded, erased, jaded,
As I finally find out who I reallly am,
I am Nobody

I don't surrender,
It's the programming,
Stronger than me,
But I no longer seen to remember

Shut it up,
Shut it all up,
I'm stuck
Someone kill me, please
A lovely bullet in my ugly head,
Then it all cease,
I can't do it on my own,
I am corruption, destruction,
The problem and it's own solution,
Destroy me,
Someone, anyone,
Please kill me, set my filthy spirit free
I don't belong here, I never did

I am so many,
Still at the same time,
I'm just nobody
My carnal existence is a crime,
Just kill me, and we all will be fine

Shutting up,
Shutting it all up,
Finally, so glad we met