Disappeared

I´m fading away, more and more, everyday
I look around, I search inside myself
And I find nothing, but emptiness,
This time it seens, I can´t find a way
Everyday, my future looks more and more grey

I lost myself, I´m nowhere to be found
I´ve lost everything, there is nothing left but confusion and pain
I keep on dying, still trying, but just breathing in vain

I hear Death´s calling me, all the time
The calling, more and more clear
Always around me, I feel my end is near

Whatever, I don´t care
Earth was never my home anyway, just a lair
I never wanted to be here in first place
I am nothing but a mistake
Time to fix it, time to erase

Fading away, everything has gone away
I am nothing but a spectre, a pale shadow, of what I used to be
I try to find myself, but I´m no longer here

Everyday, every minute, every second, all the time
Haunted by ghosts, attacked by my own mind
Every night, I hope to the last one
I must get away, must make my head stop
Must make the pain go away,
Must cease to bleed,
Must set my spirit free

It was never so clear
There is nothing left here for me
And I´m so tired, no longer wired
Death´s calling me, my end is getting near
Just have to make it official, after all
I am no longer here
I have already disappeared