Split

I'm a loser
(Hey, game is not even over yet)
Anyway, it's been already 5 years I always lose, in the end
(Not ALWAYS, exaggerating again...All winners had to lose over and over again before even start winning, forgot about that?)
Whatever, the only road I still see left for me is the road to the grave
(Finally! Surrender already! You fight for nothing, there's nothing, you are nothing! You know that too! Just go back to where all this insanity you call "Life" started, and end it once and for all!)
But there must be some way, I was never a surrender, I refuse to surrender, I don't know, something in me does not allow me to surrender, I guess that's just how my nature works...
(You are just being stubborn, as always, this is denial, you are really stupid, haven't you seen enough? Your existence is pointless, you are pointless, just end all this shit already, you worthless moron)

Maybe you are right, but I'm not sure. I don't even know how I would do this, anyway. Remember how many times I failed even on this? Now I don't even know how to try this anymore. So, well, that's it, I have to keep breathing
(It was always about death, you know that, all these years...So okay, forget what I said before, why don't you just kill them instead? All of them? Come on, I know you want to, I know exactly how much you want to do this, you always did, you even made all these plans, I saw it all, you can hide nothing from me, forgot about that? I'm here, always here, so this is another way to end it all..Once for all...Let's go, why not?)

Split, in many pieces
Split, can you all shut up?
Split, no one is here, well, except inside my head
Split, too much silence outside, too much noise inside

I don't know, yes, it's true, how can I deny? But it's easy for you to say, I'd rather be opressed on a norwegian - like prison and have a chance to get out, then rot for 30 years on a brazillian - like one with no chance to escape. So what about this, Mr Know - It - All? Easier said than done, huh?
(Good point. I admit. But I'm also right, and you know it, so admit it too. Admit it all!)
If I admit, would you shut up? At least for a bit? I know you will not go away, but stay quiet for a while, you are not helping, just making my head hurts so much that I'm going to bash it on the wall, so shut up, or I will shut you up, I can do that, and you know, but we both will die, is this what you want? You need me to exist, you idiot
(Yes, I'm a idiot, and so are you, I'm just a part of you, after all, and do you think I care? You are a mistake, I hate you, I hate myself, I hate us both, I hate it all, we are a mistake, so all I want is to fix it. I can attack you all want, if you attack me back, well, go ahead, our destruction, YOUR destruction, these are my goals, it will be my victory. I will be free. We both will be free. Think about it.)

Do you really think I can still think about anything? You just keep on talking, talking, all the freaking time, I can't even listen to the others, they are gone by now, I guess, but I wish I could at least listen to myself, so would you kindly, for the last time, just shut up?
(Sure. It changes nothing, anyway. I am the agent of your corrosion, so I already did my part. In the end, you will just do what I say, anyway. So whatever. You are still a pathetic loser)
I'm not a pathetic loser. Well, at least not just that, I know I'm much more than that. I just have no idea of what I am, but that does not matters, you won't beat me, I know you are just a infection, you work for them, and as they disappear from my view, so you disappear, you are getting weak, right? You do feel weak, I can see it, I see everything you do too, forgot about it???)
(Bingo. I hate when you use my words against me, that's so...Sociopathic. You make me sick, I hate you, how I hate you)

Yes, it's obviously sociopathic. You are the core of all things sociopathic, you are a software developed and installed by sociopaths, so I know how you work, too numb to fall on your games now, I can exist without you, but you...No, you can't really exist me, and you know that too. I can also NOT exist without you, you can't...Do or be NOTHING without me, I don't need you, you need me. And I hate you too, you make me sick too, so what?
(But I am still a part of you, so you are just attacking and insulting yourself)

Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows? I don't, and you know what, I don't care, you will be quiet now, because I will be too deaf to listen to you. So goodbye. It was all a lie, including you, you are just a weapon forged by lies. I had enough of lies. So GOODBYE
(I will never leave you alone, never, you know that you...)
That I...What? That I am a failure? A loser? A idiot? Damaged beyond repair? Stupid? Foolish? Etc etc? Yeah, whatever, whatever I am, it does not matters to me anymore, you wanted me to admit? They all wanted? Already did. And I just don't care about that, what difference it makes anyway now? None. So....Just whatever
(You will have a breakdown, you know, one of those, you know what I'm talking about, then I will be back, simple as that)
I have become a breakdown by this point, my friend, you are now fading, just like all the rest, are you sure you had success on your goals, as you call it?
Hey, where are you? Gave up? Thought I was supposed to do this...Well, I did somehow, but not like you wanted me to...That's quite ironic. Well, don't care if you are still there, I see you finally shut up, so that's enough for me.

Split right in two, in three
Split, right in four, in five, in six,
Lights on, but nobody's here, nothing left to fix
(The End....?)