Breathing Without Oxygen (Transition)

Breathing the darkness around my soul
Fading away, so slow
Celebrating emptiness and loneliness,
Since there's nothing left, to go through the day,
Only the ashes of a distant yesterday,
Slipping away, so fast,
I'm just a part of a dead past

I don't live, I don't die
I try, don't know why
No one by my side
A empty bottle,  obsolete machine,
misplaced, erased, out of time

Embracing the shadows around my soul
Let them suffocate me, take me over, so slow
Pain fading away,
As all I am fade away too
Ready to go on, right in two,
Eat myself and drink my blood,
The only way, to go through the day

Wasted away, only a corpse in decay
No conversations, all my words just thrown away,
Lost my voice, had no choice,
Have nothing left to say, anyway,
Slipping away, so fast,
Not allowed to rest, getting rid of myself,
Have nothing left to say, anyway
So it's okay, I'll go all the way
So it's okay, I'm going away

Raped and erased
I'm just dust,
But still I must,
Lost somewhere in between,
This and that, nothing left but a spectre
I was not born to win
I just fall, and fall
I was never even born, at all

So I try, don't know why,
I don't live, I don't die,
Wings ripped while on the crib, so I won't fly
I don't live, I don't die,
I just try, and try,
Don't know why