In the Presence of Absence

Just as blurry as the end of the beginning, and the begnning of the end,

When I saw you, I thought I always seeeing right through the fog,

But only when I saw right through you, I could see, 

All that there was to see, among hogs, androids, in Zog

I somehow learned to be one of them, when the acid rain finally has melted,

All of my skin, and any line, was so subjective and hard to define,

Then I finally realized, washed away by the acid rain, so divine,

There is really no wrong or right,

No difference bettwen darkness and light,

In naked pride,  in black and white,

I know that as I look at myself and I abide,

Then, you, the night, will be mine,

No need of any line, 

As we melt entwined

And when my skin melt completely, by this acid rain,

Finally, there is no more pain,

Born naked, and died naked,

It started and ended the same way, plagued

Then, looking in the mirror, free of all of my skin,

I see what there is to see, what is really needed,

You can onlly appear once you have vanished, you can only get up after you fall,

I see this line, and this line is too thin,

Between, to lose and to win,

And sometimes there is just no difference at all

There is no never or forever,

But something before and after all that,

I wish I could go back,

But we can only move forward from wherever we are,

So we just keep on walking, no matter how far,

Because to walk is the very nature of what we are

And I wonder where are you now, 

No name, no shame,

A insane game,

Yes, I know,

We all get uglier as we grow,

But where would you be now,

If you really existed, if any of us had ever existed,

And if we don't, all that we see, all that we say, all that we call,

Would it make any difference at all?

Oh, bless me, my mistress, under the moonlight,

Bless me, and guide me in my long way back home,

My dear mistress, through the night, embrace me,

Kiss me with your cold lips, and finally, let me be, set me free,

For I am too tired, and I have become far too wired,

So please, make it cease, take me away from this vicious drug called life,

That is nothing but a terrible cosmic warfare mistake,

Please, make it all cease, so I will be finally in peace,

And I'm never, never coming back,

Not for me, or for anyone else, once I reach the end of the track,

Oh, take me home, I am way too alone, I am way too gone,

Kiss me with yor could lips, take me to where our family sits,

Erase, this terrible mistake, then I will never come back,

Oh, please, embrace me, my only and eternal mistress, 

My old companion, my dear Death!