Worst Enemy

I can't sleep
I can't sleep
I can't be me
I can't be free
I can't live
At least, I can cease to bleed

I am the one to protect you from
Your worst enemy, hiding within
I am the protect you from
All the things you do and say, against yourself
I am the protect you from
Every inner sabotage, any mistake

I can't sleep, if I sleep,
I will have to wake up
I can't sleep, or they will come to get me
I'm terrified for I know I'm about to fall asleep,
And in the moment I fall, they will all be ou to get me,
Again

I can't protect you from
All the ghosts living in your head
If you turn your brain off,
In this room you go to,
I have no access,
Please, try to get somehing out of it,
Try to get some rest, stop yelling fr help
No one, not even I can save you, from
Yourself

I can't sleep, I can't sleep,
If I sleep, I can't controle the way it bleeds,
I'm used to all of it, bleeding constantly,
But if I'm asleep, I can't swim,  and it all starts to flood,
And I start drowning in my own blood
And this can't be good

I can't be,
I can't be me
I don't even know, who am I
Or if I should even be anything at all
I can't leave, and I can't live
All the time, I'm just too sick,
All the time, all this time, I just fall
There was a time where I always had someone to call
Now I see I finally lost it all

So I maybe now I can be
Whatever I am really supposed to be,
Now I can see I'm starting to heal
And I feel so good
When I just don't feel
Anything at all
Now I'm ready to be,
What I must be
Now I see, that at least
It can finally cease to bleed

Whatever I say, it all goes away,
Whatever I try, I always just die,
It's all just a big lie, it's all in vain,
And seens that the constant whispers
Hold the only way to stop all the
Pain

So you finally woke up
I was here waiting for you
So glad to see you again,
Now just try to breathe, and let's get up
It seens like you have been dreaming,
Actually, you were just bleeding

But now i'm here to protect you from
All these ghosts living in your head,
Now I am here to protect you from
All the screaming and all the craving for death
Now I am here to protect you from,
Your worst and most dangerous enemy,
Yourself