Mother

The day, I was expelled
From this putrid womb
Born already dead,
Generated by a tomb
Cursed by bad blood

It took so long, but when your mask finally fell,
I saw it was a whole new level of Hell

All that time,
How could I never realize
But now it´s so clear
Your kiss, it tastes like piss
It was all never real, false bliss
You were already so rotten, even before you were a corpse

It was all just distortion and lies
Hypocrisy, under your disguise
You just stole my sanity, you just stole my life,
Infected me with your disease,
And now you haunt me, it seens like it will never cease

I will never forgive you,
For putting me into this
Such a crime, I arrived
From your putrid womb
Already rejected, already dead
Now my mind is also a tomb
I just wish I could forget

All that time,
How could I never realize
But now it´s so clear
Your kiss, it tastes like piss
It was all never real, false bliss
You were already so rotten, even before you were a corpse

Now, I´m so damaged
Now I´m so haunted
I can´t seen to get rid of you
You were a disease, still running in my veins
And I still can´t have peace
It seens like, it will never cease
All the time, all the ghosts, floating around my head
I just wish I could forget…….