Rotting Away

I am done asking why
I no longer need to know
I know that your fear makes you hide,
On this shell, I'm broke, will no longer buy what you sell
It just does not matter anymore,
I am just too bored,
Just too sick of being ignored,
I endured all the way, I deserve something more

Already know, all thre tricks you will show,
I need to grow,
Just have no more time for this,
Just have no time

And I already know, all you have to say,
You always say the same, I have no more coins to play this game,
Always the same, I'm always the one to blame, I'm always the one insane
And everyday another part of me fade away,
We walked together a road that reached it's end,
Gotta go away, and walk my own way,
You must walk your way now too, believe it or not,
I just want the best for you

But no longer can stand
To see both of us, fading away, everyday,
Seens like we have nothing left to do or to say
So we both must get away,
I just want the best for you,
I wish you only wanted the best for me too

I just don't feel the same way, that I used to
About you, myself, or anything else,
I just see it all fading away,
Going into a big black hole,
And I must rebuild, that's all I know
Time to grow

Everyday, the gap between us,
Just continue to grow
We no longer speak the same language, we don't want or need the same things,
So we have different places to go,
And different ways, different places to stay,
And it's all I need to know
I have to grow

Rotting away, everyday
Gotta get away, gotta be me
Rotting away here, everyday,
Gotta get away, gotta live

Can't you see we are dying, everyday?
Can't you see the way you kill me, everyday?
Can't you see, it's so clear
We are both wasted away
I can no longer stay here,
Just gotta get away, I have no more fear

I just don't feel the way I used to,
About this world, just need to live
It's all getting in the past, as we both just keep on fading away,
Now we will just hurt each other, and that hurts me a lot,
Don't expect you to understand, but I just can't pretend

This road have reached it's end, it was a treasure, but now it just rots away
Nothing left to do or say, time to go separated ways,
I no longer need to know, all I need is to survive,
We are running out of time
How can you not realize?

As it all goes away,
I see it all just fading to grey
And all these feelings must go away,
I can't keep on drowning, everyday,
On this big, black hole,
I need to grow

I always had the best intentions,
But I have learned good intentions are not enough,
So all these feelings get away,
I don't belong here, I must disappear,
I did the best I could, I learnt precious lessons of humility,
That shows clearly that whatever I do is never enough

But I just do what I can,
In the cruel designs of the masterplan
In the end of the day,
I am just a man
So what else do you want from me?
I just need to be, I just need to live


It's all part of the game,
That we call life
It's all part of the game,
Must wash away all the shame, must survive
It's all part of the game, that we call life
Must carve the map with a sharp knife, it takes a while

It's all rotting away, everyday
We are all rotting away, everyday,
Rotting away, too tired to play,
Rotting away, gotta get away