Sucker

I'm a sucker, sucker, sucker
I'm a total sucker,a  total sucker
And it sucks so much to be such a sucker,
I just can't keep my mouth shut,
Why can't I just stop, I must cease to speak,
I already spoke so much

I'm a train disaster, a total mess,
If I was really smart, I would not be losing since the start
I'm a disgrace, will be always misplaced,
And I deserve it, I am to blame, for my own shame,
I am disease, and still, I always speak,
Why can't I just cease

I must punish myself, I must remember,
All my daily crimes in every breath,
Can't forget I'm not alive, the echoes of my annoying voice,
So pointless, in the end I'm not really makinga  choice,
Just need to bleed, a little bit,
Some fresh ones, will pay my debts, then I can wash away the sorrow,
At least until tomorrow

I'm a sucker, sucker, total sucker
I'm a total sucker, sucker, sucker, a total sucker,
But at least I'm not a motherfucker, fatherfucker,
At least I don't fear the truth,
I can see right through,
Why can't I remain in silence, and just embrace my fate,
It is what it is, it will be what it haves to be,
And there's nothing in this world for me
Already spoke too much,
I must just shut up