Living Dead

You were trapped in hell, when we met
I just could not leave you there,
So I lifted you up the best I could
I proved my loyalty, and helped you to be free
Wasted myself away, exposed myself away,
And became such a easy prey
When you achieved liberty, and no longer needed me,
I was just thrown away

Now, as you enjoy, the spoils
I was left behind to die
Now, when I was the one, trapped in hell,
Yelling for help, from my prison cell,
You just mocked me and left me there
My services were no longer necessary,
So why would you really care?

All I tried, I failed, I died
All I bled, was in vain, the pain is still always crawling inside

And then I just burnt myself, in purifying fire
The only way to survive
I bled it all out, my veins are dry
Somehow it still hurts, the torture never ends
I had to kill myself to survive
When I opened my dead eyes,
I saw all your game and your lies
I guess I will never understand why

All I used to believe, torn apart in front of me
All I feel, the wounds that never heal

I was just a ladder, for you to climb,
I was just a ladder, for everyone to climb,
Then when I'm no longer useful,
Just leave me behind
I died, but I learned the most valuable lesson,
Noble idiots like me were born only to be abused

I also learned, that whatever I do, is in vain
And in the end, for any good intention,
The only prize will be the pain
I'm not good enough, for anything,
For anyone, I'm just a key, once you unlocked the door,
You just don't need me anymore

All I see, a desecrated spectre in front of me
All I hear, the grave calling me

So, you are free
Guess it's all just the way it's supposed to be
I remain in prison, and now I know for sure,
No one is going to rescue me
I no longer yell for help, I embraced my dreadful destiny
I accepted that there's nothing for me
So I just dwell in agony, this endless misery

Have fun, while I build a gun
For I too shall be free,
This nothingness is too much for me
What have I done, to be left so alone,
Guess it does not really matters, as it approaches, the glow
I'm fading away, getting closer everyday,
It gets harder and harder to breathe

All I see, the clouds of pain devouring me
All I hear, the boat of Hades calling me

Guess I will never really understand, but my purpose was done
Soon I will be finally gone,
It's no surprise, I always knew I would perish alone
Now there's only silence, and the marks of violence
I just wait for Death to take me away,
It's no suprise, I always knew I would end up that way
Betrayed, raped, stabbed and abandoned corpse
That I buried, I was the only one in my own funeral
Now guess that's all, drowning in silence, will no longer call
Why would anyone really care, after all?
I'm just waiting, Death
I'm just waiting for my last breath