Relief

There was no else there
When I was stabbed
Multiple times
By this, sadistic, figure
Proud A student
I chose not to see, the knife of betrayal
Then I died,
But at least I tried

And now I am free, of you all
Now I am free, of me
Now I have become, what I had to become
I'm a king, that does not really need a throne,
I laugh, as I leave my corpse behind,
And take a last look at the tombstone

They will complain,
Sure they will
But I am now, what they always accused me to be
So in the need of someone to carry the guilt,
I wll be gone, so look at your mirror
Blame yourself, and kill yourself,
Lay in the sun, let all hope melt,
Are you ready for what's next, do you have a bullet belt?

I'm so glad I'm dead, thanks for that
You are dead too, but you are too deluded to see,
So you will bleed, while my veins had already dried,
I lost it all, but I'm free, in nothingness,
I died, but at least I tried