23 - 23 Carnival

Arrival, of decadence,
With elegance, lost innocence
They will say, it can be all healed and washed away,
All you have to do is to repent,
All you have to do is to pray....

But I, have teached you,
The ways of, findind
Sometimes you are all thinking,
Most of the time you are all just sinking,
And playing, Hide - And - Seek, playing around,
But no matter how much you try...You will always be found

When they get you, you know how weak you are
When they get you, you will find out, how far they can go, and who you really are

Then, there's no way back,
There's never a way back,
You can only move forward,
No matter how cripple you become
I, am not the Son of Sam, not one of your products,
But I know very well
How guilty I am

I remembered, to surrender,
We fight with the weapons that we have
I remembered it all, I just forgot to....
My anemic and thirsty soul, a part of me that is free, in the illusion and distraction
I just can't get any satisfaction

We can always say, things were better before,
But as you learn to watch the eyes that watch you,
You see that according to the blueprint, there's nothing when you reach the core
If you just focus your energy, you will see, it's not so bad to be chaotic
If you are just not blind, you too shall find

They will get you, no matter how far you run,
They will get you, you are in front of the barrel of a gun

I have teached you, but I probably forgot to teach myself,
Arrival, The Final,
No longer in denial, once more I am one with Belial,
You will hear the sound of the wings, the sound of the winds,
If you stand in the right spot of the mall
So, can you hear anything at all?
This is the final, the final call,
I remembered, and I saw it all,
But I guess I just forgot, I just forgot that....